please love me

It was very unstable, and I missed my mother very much.

I didn't eat much during the barbecue, and suddenly said: "I really envy you, you have genius minds."

Chen Qi patted me on the shoulder, "Jia Yi, I found you really cute. How could Jiang Shu and I be geniuses? Do you think we are playing in elementary school and junior high school? We are just like you, doing quizzes every day." It’s very late. I’ll tell you a very funny thing. Sometimes I brush the questions to the point of collapse and cry several times. It’s just that Jiang Shu and I like the best side to face life and tell life that no matter what How about it, I can. Every time we finish the test, we say that we are not nervous about the results, but in fact, we are nervous about the results every time, but we just don’t like to say it.”

Luo Sheng looked at me silently and didn't speak, maybe he was still angry with me.

At this time, Jiang Shu also spoke, and he handed me the baked chicken wings: "Jia Yi, in fact, it is not easy for everyone, we have to learn to be strong. Life can beat you today, and he can give you a blow tomorrow." Candy... umm...maybe hit you again. Sometimes things don't go your way, but we still face life with a good attitude. I believe you will feel that life is a little bit better. You don't have to The pressure is so great, you have a few good brothers like us, if you have nothing to do, just talk to us, if there is something wrong, let us brothers carry it together, wouldn't the gravity on your shoulders be less?"

Although I said so, I don't want them to carry it with me, and I don't want to be so selfish.

After eating, we cleaned up together and went to bed.

The moonlight is very gentle tonight.

Chapter 18

◎The holiday is over soon, Jiang Shu booked the tickets in advance, and we helped clean up Jiang Shu's house before talking to Jiang Shu's grandfather...◎

The holiday was over soon, Jiang Shu booked the tickets in advance, and we helped to clean up Jiang Shu's house before calling Jiang Shu's grandparents and telling them that we left and went back to study.

On the way back, we caught up with two other boys, and learned from the chat that the two of them have already gone to college, and they are still the kind of people who grew up together.

This reminds me of me, Chen Qi, and Jiang Shu. Although the three of us only met when we were in elementary school, we have a very close relationship.I hope that I can also be admitted to the same university in the future and spend all my student days together.

He also learned that the two boys were from the history department, so Chen Qi chatted with them about the history department of the university. I didn't understand the details, anyway, I was a listener throughout the whole process.

The history department has nothing to do with me. Although I like it, I don't want to specialize in it.I love sports and the sense of madness that sports bring me. If I had the ability, I would choose the Department of Physical Education in college.

Jiang Shu should be able to do it too. He also likes sports very much. At that time, he wanted to enter our current school as a sports student.

Chen Qi...

He is a little lazy, so he probably doesn't want to choose sports.

Luo Sheng...

I saw that he was very good at all kinds of sports before, but I can't see his love for sports. He probably doesn't have that idea. I think he will be biased towards liberal arts.

Let's decide later.

At noon, one of the boys handed us a bag of vegetables, which they made themselves and tasted very good.We were also embarrassed to take other people's things for nothing, so we gave them the small biscuits made by Chen Qi before.

They were reluctant to accept it at first, but under Chen Qi's crazy "language output", they accepted it.

We only stayed with them for two days. During these two days, we learned a lot of historical knowledge and some correct history review tips from them.

It was very useful. Of course, this was a life-saving medicine that fell from the sky for Chen Qi. He never knew how to review history. He thought he had memorized everything that should be memorized, but when it came to actual combat, it seemed that he would not need anything.He was the worst of the three of us in junior high school, and he was still the worst of the four of us in high school.

While talking, Chen Qi said, "You two are brothers, right? I observed you two, and there is a little bit of resemblance inexplicably, but I can't tell what kind of resemblance it is."

The two boys looked at each other and smiled. The boy in the black T-shirt said: "We are not brothers. We grew up together, so we can be regarded as childhood sweethearts. If you say we are brothers, we used to be brothers. But not anymore."

"Ah? It used to be, but it's not anymore? What do you mean?"

The two boys just smiled and didn't answer Chen Qi's words, but from the perspective of me, Jiang Shu, and Luo Sheng, we can clearly see that their hands are tightly held together.

When the two looked at each other and smiled, the train passed through the cave, and the sun shone on them.

They greet the light and love each other.

They looked at each other, turned into each other's light.

Pure love is always precious.Not 100% sure it will happen to us, but desirable.

I hope love will always be pure and precious.

After they got out of the car, the four of us returned to the same way as when we came, doing what we should do.

One night I heard Luo Sheng talking in his sleep, it must have been a nightmare, his brows were tightly frowned, and cold sweat was breaking out on his forehead.

I reached out and patted his shoulder, and he calmed down a little.Is it because of insecurity?

Would a person like Luo Sheng feel insecure?

It may be that I have been putting him in the circle of people who give others a sense of security, while ignoring that everyone may need a sense of security.

The next day, I asked him insincerely what nightmare he had last night, but Luo Sheng told me about his childhood.When Luo Sheng was five years old, he went on a trip with his parents. He was robbed and his family of three were arrested.

Although he survived by luck, the scene of his parents dying in front of him was deeply imprinted in his mind. Over the years, he often had nightmares, dreaming about that scene that day.

Parents fell in a pool of blood, and he was covered in the blood of his parents.

I think in the eyes of a child who is only five years old, there is nothing more painful than the death of his parents in front of him, no wonder he has nightmares.

If it were me, I would have nightmares too.

I am not a person who is good at comforting others, so I can only pat him on the shoulder to show comfort, and he suddenly smiled.

I thought that was it, but he suddenly asked me again: "Jia Yi, do you have someone you like?"

This sentence was incredible, it attracted both Jiang Shu and Chen Qi.Looking at the gazes of the three of them, I shook my head helplessly.Even if Luo Sheng doesn't know that I don't have someone I like, Jiang Shu and Chen Qi won't know, I've been brothers with them for so many years.

"I don't have anyone I like."

"Then you don't like Jiang Shu?"

When Chen Qi heard this, he rolled his eyes at Luo Sheng. I thank him very much for helping me do this. "Luo Sheng, what's the matter with you? How could Jia Yi like Jiang Shu? We are both straight men, and you feel weird about Jia Yi."

Luo Sheng didn't answer, and Chen Qi also felt bored.Jiang Shu and I were more embarrassed. Jiang Shu and I looked at each other, and curled our lips helplessly.

To be honest, taking a step back, even if I like men, I don’t like Jiang Shu, Jiang Shu and I have too many similarities, the two of us will not be like other people who share many similarities Like couples.

I am not as gentle as Jiang Shu likes.

To put it bluntly, the two of us can't see eye to eye.It's hard for me to understand why Luo Sheng brought me and Jiang Shu together.

After getting off the train, we went back to each other and waited for school to meet again tomorrow.I didn't see Luo Jidong after I went back, and I thought it must be, he didn't know I was back.

fair enough.

In the second semester of the second year of high school, Yanlin transferred to another school.We don't know why he changed schools, but I clearly remember the day he changed schools, he looked at the classroom for a long time, his eyes stayed on one seat.

Xu Ning didn't have too many emotions, and got along with Chu Yu as before.We didn't take it seriously. There is still a pure friendship between boys and girls. Others don't believe it, at least I believe it, because I have many friends of the opposite sex around me, and Chu Yu is also half of my friends.

But what we didn't expect was that they were together, and they told everyone openly.Chu Yu also chatted with me, but she faltered, and I didn't understand what she was going to tell me.

Later, I thought about the meaning of her words. It was probably about the two of them being together. Chu Yu didn't intend to make it public, mainly because she was afraid that the parents and teachers would know.But Xu Ning made it public regardless, and Chu Yu was even more worried that the teacher would tell her parents after she found out.She doesn't have any friends, and she doesn't want to talk to Xu Ning for the time being, so she just wants to talk to me

Others started talking to me about this since junior high school. It seems that everyone who counts me as friends likes to talk to me about these things. When I was in junior high school, I heard countless people tell me about their native families, school violence and emotional disputes .

I can understand the first two, but I can't understand the last one. I'm only in my teens, how can there be emotional disputes?At best, it's an indistinguishable emotion.

But I can't refuse when others come to talk to me, after all, they just want to find someone who can tell their thoughts.

But I'm also really the best person to confide in. I don't like to gossip, I don't like to talk, and I'm not a big tongue. Occasionally, I will comfort them and give them ideas.