please love me

They smiled helplessly, "I think you will think that I am very selfish and unfilial, but I want to live in my own way and be with the one I love. I am not afraid of worldly eyes, I am not afraid of people's words, I will always love him."

Jiang Shu was the first to speak: "From my point of view, I don't think you are selfish, but from your parents' point of view, you are selfish. Because I don't think it is selfish to choose to be with the person you love. You have the right to pursue My own life and my lover. There is only one life, and in this only one life, I don’t want to live a wonderful life, but I want to live an ordinary and happy life.”

Yes, this is the only time in a person's life, no one can be responsible for other people's future life, even if you have the ability at that time, time can always change everything.

I nodded my head to express my agreement with Jiang Shu's words, but Chen Qi didn't express anything. He walked into the toilet silently.After a long time, Chen Qi came out, but his face was very bad, Jiang Shu and I didn't ask anything.

Chen Qi seemed to have changed in those few days, he stopped laughing, and he stopped playing basketball with Jiang Shu and me.He has the worst attitude towards Manan, almost ignoring him, gradually we seem to understand something.

Chen Qi and I decided to take advantage of Ma Nan's class and leave, and took Chen Qi to chat. This chat really revealed why.It turned out that Chen Qi couldn't accept homosexuality a little bit, and couldn't pass the hurdle in his heart.

"My God! Why do you have such an idea? It has nothing to do with us if people like men and women. As a friend, you should understand it. Besides, if you don't support it, you shouldn't deliberately alienate it. You hurt so much. Human heart." Jiang Shu frowned, and every sentence was full of accusations, "We have known each other for so long, this is the first time I say that about you. Weren't you very open-minded before? What's the matter with you? ? Is it because the study pressure is too great, and your mind is messed up. You... really hurt people's hearts. "

Seeing that the two of them were about to quarrel, I quickly pulled Jiang Shu over.To be honest, this is also the first time I have heard Jiang Shu quarrel with Chen Qi in such a serious way. In the past, the two of them quarreled just lip service, but today's atmosphere makes me feel a little scared.

"It's Jiang Shu, it's normal for Chen Qi not to accept it, you have to give someone time to accept it slowly, so stop being aggressive. I believe Chen Qi has his own ideas, can you calm down now? "

Jiang Shu's face changed slightly, and he sat down with his head buried.

Chen Qi sighed, "I admit that I did this unkindly, but I really can't accept it. Because I think it's strange for two men to be together. Can you imagine that when you do that, you feel the same as yourself?" What is it like to have organs in front of your eyes? I really can’t imagine. And when kissing, what catches your eyelids is a man’s face... It’s all kinds of awkward... When you talk about love, can you talk to a man? Can the man speak out? I think...it's a little disgusting...just...two girls I can accept...but two boys..."

I don't deny these, what Chen Qi said is also what I reject, I also think like Chen Qi, maybe I haven't been able to accept it for a long time like Chen Qi, and even have some bad behaviors.

In fact, as long as Chen Qi is given some time, he can figure it out by himself, and that's how I got here, there is nothing worth arguing about.

I sat next to Chen Qi and patiently reasoned with you: "Chen Qi, if you love someone deeply, do you care about this? Do you care about whether that person is good-looking? Is it the look you have been looking forward to the most? Or Is it your ideal type? These are all unknown. You can set many ideal types for you now, but when you really fall in love with someone, if you find that person is not your ideal type, will you choose to give up? I think most people will not choose to give up, unless they are very extreme people or people who only have a little love. But most people will not choose to give up. At this time, you will feel that the person you love deeply People are your ideal type, and your ideal type will change." I patted him on the shoulder and said, "What we need is to explore the unknown, not to define the unknown."

Chen Qi was silent.Jiang Shu and I looked at each other, and Jiang Shu turned his head to read his book as if losing his temper.Now it's all right, I'm in between the two of them, I'm in a dilemma, neither side can offend them.

The three of us had classes in the afternoon, Jiang Shu left first, and Chen Qi and I left later. When we got to the classroom, Chen Qi went straight to Jiang Shu.I knew that Chen Qi would definitely try to curry favor with Jiang Shu first, it's none of my business now, let's see how they solve this matter.

I followed and sat next to Jiang Shu, trapping him between me and Chen Qi.Jiang Shu didn't move, and whispered sorry to me.I shook my head to show that it was okay, and the usual smile appeared on his face.

Looking at Chen Qi again, he was playing with his fingers with a tangled face, Jiang Shu took a look and said, "Just say what you want."

Chen Qi raised his head abruptly, while grabbing Jiang Shu's arm, probably because he was too nervous, he shouted sorry.This shout attracted the attention of all the students, and of course, the professor.

Realizing that he didn't control the volume, Chen Qi slowly turned his head to the professor on the stage, and smiled awkwardly at everyone.The point is that he was still holding Jiang Shu's hand, and strange looks from all around him made me feel embarrassed for them.

After class, Chen Qi was invited by the professor to drink tea, and Jiang Shu and I were waiting for him at the door of the dormitory. Seeing him walking towards us with his head on his head, Jiang Shu's previous anger disappeared instantly.

At that time, I naively thought that Jiang Shu's greatest joy was watching Chen Qi being trained to put on such a head, but later I realized that this was not Jiang Shu's greatest joy.

The first thing Chen Qi said when he came up was to tell Jiang Shu not to be angry with him, Jiang Shu smiled and told him not to be an example, so he won't be angry with him this time.Chen Qi immediately stopped thinking about it, and ran to the dormitory with a smile on his face, saying that he would play a few games to celebrate.

Chen Qi is a person, sometimes he really looks like an idiot, but sometimes he is a stubborn bull, he really can't figure it out.

Jiang Shu and I looked at each other and smiled, and followed into the dormitory.When there was no class, the three of us went to the basketball court to play basketball. We met Ma Nan on the way, and Chen Qi invited him to play basketball together.

Ma Nan didn't know how to play basketball, so Chen Qi asked Jiang Shu to teach him, and the scene couldn't be called harmonious.

This matter also came to an end.

Chapter 27

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Today, the three of us have classes, and when we first entered, we saw a large group of people gathered together. I don't know what is interesting.Chen Qi happened to be another...◎

Today, the three of us have classes, and when we first entered, we saw a large group of people gathered together. I don't know what is interesting.Chen Qi happened to be a person who likes to join in the fun, he stood next to the door to watch the excitement, and he became angry when he saw the excitement.

It turned out that a boy who was fond of women's clothing was photographed and posted on the school forum when he was wearing women's clothing, and then the group of people mocked him with the skirt and asked him to wear it.

I really don't understand, is there still someone doing this when you are in college?After all, you are an adult, and you still engage in school bullying in junior high and high schools?

When anger rises in my heart, words that add fuel to the fire hit my face again.

"Don't you like to wear it? Why don't you wear it for you?"

"That's right. The skirt in the photo is much shorter than this one. Are you still afraid of being seen?"

"You like to wear women's clothes, do you also like to be slept by men?"

"Maybe."

"Damn it's disgusting, will you scream like those chickens?"

As soon as these words came out, everyone laughed, and the boy almost buried his head in his clothes.

To be able to say things like that, I don't think they are highly educated people, to do these things, I don't think they are people who have received good tutoring.

Sometimes the more highly educated people say, the more vitriolic they are.But there is no way, because he is a highly educated person, and in his eyes, he should be superior to others.

Their troubles continued, Jiang Shu stepped forward to help, but Chen Qi took a quick step, turned around and pushed Jiang Shu back aggressively, letting Jiang Shu stand with me, and he went to solve the matter .

Jiang Shu and I looked at each other, and we had a solid idea in our hearts.Chen Qi is not trying to compete for the limelight and be a good person, it is because he is the best at this kind of thing, and he is also the best at teaching this kind of person.

Jiang Shu may not be able to handle this matter well, it is impossible for Jiang Shu to swear words into words, and it is impossible to quarrel with those people regardless of his image.It is useless to solve this kind of thing other than to see whose mouth is stronger.

Chen Qigang started talking nicely to them, but a boy suddenly uttered nonsense and said some very, very ugly things.Let alone Chen Qi, someone with such a good temper like Jiang Shu was a little angry.

The boy scolded that the boy wearing women's clothing was for sale, and said that he would spend money to buy someone for a night, and that he would be served comfortably, and he could give as much as he wanted.

I watched Chen Qi clenched his fist, and I was a little worried that Chen Qi's fist would land on that boy's face in the next moment.This is considered a fight, which is not a good thing.But to my surprise, Chen Qi didn't do anything this time, but moved his mouth the whole time.

"He wears a skirt like a big man, and he wears such a short skirt, isn't it just to seduce men? He dares to wear it and won't let us tell? What's the reason for this?"

"You're really funny. Did you eat your own brains when you were in your mother's stomach because you were so hungry? Did your parents teach you to be mean? Taught you to slander? Did you replay it in your head? you just