please love me

At that time, I was lying in the basement, my legs were chained, and I lay quietly without struggling. Luo Jidong bandaged me with medicine for the wounds on my body.

It hurts even if you don't move.

There was no light in the basement, it was all dark, but I was no longer afraid.

After that, Luo Jidong would come to deliver meals to me every weekend, and every time he came, he would bring a lot of things, which would allow me to eat for several days.Sometimes I don’t eat anything when he goes on a business trip, but later he installed a lot of cameras in the basement, and my every move is under his surveillance, including taking a shower and going to the toilet.

I once went on a hunger strike while under his surveillance, but after he came back he forced me to eat for several days.

There's nothing in the basement that could kill me, I can't die.

I don't know how long these days lasted. The wounds on my face gradually healed, but left shallow scars.

This day Luo Jidong came, and he sat in front of me and asked, "Have you thought about it in the past few years? You have to understand that you are mine for the rest of your life, and no one else can touch you." He squinted, "Is that man Luo Sheng?"

I froze in place for a moment, I don't know how he found out.

"Don't be so afraid, he is my nephew, my own nephew. And I brought him up alone."

After hearing this sentence, I was like a thunderbolt.

Luo Sheng is Luo Jidong's nephew...

They have the same blood running through them.

How can it be like this...

How can it be like this...

My stomach turned upside down and I threw up.

Seeing my reaction, Luo Jidong smiled, and he smoked a cigarette, "We have the same blood on our bodies, and our personalities are also similar. He brought several beautiful girls home before, and you said he treated you What kind of relationship is it?" Hearing this, my vomiting reaction became stronger, Luo Jidong was very satisfied, and continued, "In the past few years, he has also searched for a lot, and even brought them home for me to see. Every one It’s better than your appearance, I can see that he likes it very much.” He stood up and threw the cigarette butt, and unshackled me, “You can go out, I will not restrict your freedom anymore. Go, find my nephew , to see if he still recognizes you, it’s best not to do anything, or I will get worse."

After speaking, Luo Ji walked away, the door of the basement opened and the light shone down, I held back my nausea and walked forward slowly.

That light is so dazzling.

Sure enough, I am not worthy to have the light, let alone stand under the light.

When I went upstairs, my aunt was startled by me, and after being surprised, she prepared bath water and a change of clothes for me.

I am a little closer to that bathroom, which has been my shadow for so many years.

After taking a shower, I found my mobile phone. There was no message from Luo Sheng, only Jiang Shu and Chen Qi's messages.I clicked into the chat page with Luo Sheng, and the last chat also stopped on that day a few years ago.

I quit that page and replied to Jiang Shu and Chen Qi.Not long after I sent it out, they replied to me and asked me to go out for a gathering.I agreed, and it was the restaurant we went to eat together before, but I didn't expect it to be a class reunion.

That day, all the junior high school students gathered together, and I had nothing to say when I met all the familiar and unfamiliar faces.They were all talking about their experiences over the years, but I was the only one who didn't say anything.

In junior high school, the most

At this moment, Chen Qi and Jiang Shu came up, and we chatted, and it was because of this chat that I realized that they were also gay, and they were still in a relationship.

Jiang Shu introduced the boy's photo with a smile on his face: "My lover, Jiang Yan. He is a very good person, um... I can't describe his excellence. We are very happy, and we also met my grandfather and the others. .”

Chen Qi and I looked at each other, didn't speak, but smiled.

In the end, Jiang Shu is still with the person he fell in love with a long time ago.

"I'm an idiot, a medical student, not very good, but unbeatable."

The three of us laughed, and they asked me again, I just replied that I didn’t meet, I really saw me, so they couldn’t continue to ask this question, they turned around and asked me where I had been in the past few years. Unable to contact me, replied: "I forgot my password."

"Just live well." They said in unison.

I smiled lightly, yes, it’s okay to live well, but the most terrifying thing is that you can’t even live well.

I didn't see Luo Sheng after the party, and I didn't think about it, but later Chen Qi mentioned that Jiang Shu was going to pick up Jiang Yan, so he didn't talk to me much, and Chen Qi wanted to wait for Jiang Ning'an to talk to me more. Chatted for a while.

He said that he would introduce me to a female friend in a few days, and I agreed. Anyway, I can make friends everywhere, and making friends is not bad.When Jiang Ning'an came to pick up Chen Qi, Chen Qi asked me if I wanted to be together, but I refused. The two of them were together, and I stayed aside, which inevitably made everyone feel embarrassed.

I walked back by myself, and it was not far from the house, about two or three hours away.

Walking to the side of the street, I found the flower shop where I bought daisies before. I didn't expect that the shop was still open after so many years.

But it was late, and the lights were still on in the shop.

Looking at the closed door, I felt strange. I moved towards the large glass window and saw Xiao Yuan through the glass. She was still sitting there, but this time she was holding a knife to cut my wrist. My mind went blank. Without thinking about anything, I picked up a piece and turned my head to smash the glass.

Xiao Yuan was frightened, and he slashed his wrist lightly with force, and I rushed in and snatched the knife.

Xiao Yuan roared in dismay, "Give it back to me! Give it back to me!"

Then I saw myself in her.

That kind of breakdown.

That pain.

It seems to be familiar to me.

"Little Yuan..."

"Brother Yi..."

"It's me, it's me. Calm down, calm down."

Xiao Yuan hugged me and started to cry in pain. She didn't know how long it took for her to stop, and I just stayed with Xiao Yuan all night.When she woke up the next day, she told me the ins and outs.

One night not long ago, she was closing the door to prepare for a rest, but a few hooligans rushed in, raped her, and took all the money she had in the store.

She went to call the police, but she couldn't describe the specific shape of those gangsters, and because the monitoring was broken, it was too late and there were no witnesses, so the matter sank.

After being raped, her heart was very broken, but she couldn't find those bastards, which made her even more broken. She lost hope of life, so she decided to die.

I expressed sympathy for Xiao Yuan's experience, but I didn't say it out loud, because I knew that what Xiao Yuan needed was not sympathy, but comfort to her to continue living.

□□, □□ happen every day in every corner of the world, some victims of violence could not stand the bullying and died, some victims of violence chose to remain silent, and some victims of violence wanted to seek justice for themselves Back to a fair, but there is no actual evidence.

Among the victims of violence, the disabled, the elderly, children, and men are special cases, and women are the first group of victims.Some racists don't even spare animals, I really can't imagine how they do it.

The most disgusting thing is that even though he was corrected and did not repent, he still went his own way after he was released from prison.

I have said so many comforting words, but now I can't think of a word to comfort Xiao Yuan. I am also being raped and played with like a pet.

I can hardly speak to comfort her.

We just sat quietly like this. In this situation, I think only company is the best comfort.

After this incident, I often came to chat with Xiao Yuan, and I would help her buy flowers together from time to time.

Chapter 37

◎I thought it was a joke at the time, but Chen Qi really introduced a girl named Xu Huan to me. My favorite first impression is Wenwenjin

At that time, I thought it was a joke, but Chen Qi really introduced a girl named Xu Huan to me. My favorite first impression is that she is gentle and quiet.I spoke very softly, with a slight sense of submissiveness, and I also lowered my voice out of politeness.

After we had a meal, Chen Qi sent Xu Huan back to her home, and also met her parents. To be honest, I can only describe her parents as fierce.Whenever he sees Xu Huan, he scolds him, and from time to time he will get used to it.

We left after Chen Qi stood up for Xu Huan. On the way to send me home, Chen Qi told me about Xu Huan.The two of them met in a restaurant opened by Aunt Xu Huan, where Xu Huan worked.

At that time, the two of them chatted casually and then hit it off. Whenever Chen Qi was upset, he would come here for dinner, and then chat with Xu Huan for a while. Over time, the two became good friends.And Chen Qi is Xu Huan's only friend.

Xu Huan has low self-esteem and always thinks that she can't do anything well. When she was in school, she was often bullied because of her temper. No one wanted to be friends with her, and she didn't dare to take the initiative to be friends with others.

Chen Qi hoped that she would be more confident and that she would have more friends around her, so he introduced Jiang Shu and me to her one after another.But he doesn't seem to be aware of gender issues. Many people think that there is no pure friendship between men and women. It's not good for a girl to hang out with a bunch of old men all day long.

I clicked on Chen Qi a few times, and Chen Qi also understood. He said that he also introduced female friends to Xu Huan, but most of the female friends thought that Xu Huan was not easy to communicate with, and they didn't like girls so much. He doesn't know how to dress up, so he doesn't like being with Xu Huan very much.

The only one who is willing to chat with Xu Huan is Qu Liu, but Qu Liu is not in this city, and the distance between the two is very far away.