please love me

so many. "

"That's right. By the way, I asked you to draw the picture a few days ago. Have you finished it?"

"You have to wait for the drawing. You gave me too many descriptions. I couldn't digest it for a while, so I only drew half of it."

"Okay, I'm looking forward to your picture." Chen Qi suddenly asked again, "Then what about the picture Jiang Shu asked you to draw?"

Jiang Shu said helplessly, "Why do you want to compare me again?"

Chen Qi didn't even look at Jiang Shu, so he pulled me and forced him to ask: "I'm willing. Say it quickly."

I sighed, "I have finished drawing Jiang Shu's picture, and the description he gave me is simple and easy to understand, and Jiang Shu's requirements are not as high as yours. Who made you choose the type of painting that I am least good at."

I was originally a self-taught painter, and the kind of painting that Chen Qi asked me to paint was indeed my least good at, and he had very high requirements for some details, so high that I was a little helpless.

I revised it for him dozens of times back and forth, but he couldn't explain exactly what it felt like, so I stayed up for dozens of days and nights, and I kept correcting it for him.

It is easier for Jiang Shu to ask me to draw, the feeling is very clear, and the specific character design is also very clear to me. Although the details are strict, I can accept it, and if I change it, I can change it quickly. .

"Okay, my fault." Chen Qichang sighed, with his hands behind his back, walking in front of us like a little old man.

While chatting and walking, the playful room seemed to return to the past, the time when we were young and frivolous.But we all know that we will never go back, we can only remember silently, and relive the happiness of the past little by little.

The author says:

The pair Jiang Xiaoqian and Qu Liu also have prototypes.The girl named Qu Liu is a writer friend of mine.Her original words were like this: "Why did you turn me into a monster who likes women? Why did you turn me into a monster who likes women? In the end you don't want me anymore, am I that bad?" In real life, one of them studied abroad and the other got married. It can be said that they all lived happily.It was Jiaojiao’s intention to include them, because when I said I was going to write a new article, she told me her story and said that it could be included.

Chapter 48

◎When we arrived at the Enlightenment House, Wei Gu had already prepared fruits and a series of drinks for us. After a few pleasantries, the four of us quickly entered into the discussion

When we arrived at the Enlightenment House, Wei Gu had already prepared fruits and a series of drinks for us. After a few pleasantries, the four of us quickly entered the discussion time.Qimeng listened to us, interjected a few words from time to time, and gave us some suggestions.

We chatted until midnight, the three of us hurried back and didn't stay for dinner, and Qi Meng and Wei Gu didn't insist on staying, saying that we must have a meal together when we have time in the future.

After that time, Chen Qi, Jiang Shu and Wei Gu often chatted on the Internet,

Listening to the tone of those words, I felt that the person who came was not kind.

"You go home for me! Immediately!"

"Isn't where I live home?"

"You have grown up, your wings have become stiff, and you don't even listen to my mother? Huh?"

"You bastard!" It was the voice of a middle-aged man, and without even thinking about it, it must be the enlightenment father.Facing the angry reprimand from the other side of the phone, Qimeng didn't react too much.

"Get out of here immediately! If you don't come back, I'll find someone to break your leg and tie it back!"

"What's the matter, Mr. Qi." Wei Gu Wensheng came over just then.

Qi Meng's father yelled again: "Is it that man? Huh? You're really afraid that you won't lose my face! Qi Meng!"

Among the three of us, I was the most embarrassed, because the two of them were involved, and I was an outsider.Wei Gu looked at Qimeng blankly, Qimeng hung up the phone, threw the phone on the ground, and broke it.

At that moment, I froze in place. This was the first time I saw Qimeng get angry and throw things, because Qimeng has always been a very gentle person, and he is also a person who is very good at adjusting himself.Later, Qimeng told me that this was also the first time he threw something in front of Wei Gu. He stared blankly at Qimeng for a long time before slowly walking forward, holding Qimeng's hand and asking, "What's wrong?"

Qimeng bowed his head and said nothing, Wei Gu became anxious, "What's the matter? Tell me, don't be bored, huh?" Wei Gu asked while reaching out to rub Qimeng's face. It's redundant, to be honest, I really don't know why every time they encounter this kind of thing, they must have me by their side.

Qimeng was silent for a long time, thought for a long time, and then squeezed out a sentence: "My parents know about us..." At that moment, I could see that Qimeng dared not say that they strongly opposed it, maybe it was because they were afraid This person in front of me will not leave.

"They are against it."

I nodded, like a child who has done something wrong.He touched my face with a smile and said: "It's nothing, you are not afraid, and I am not afraid. So, what do you think?"

"I listened to everything from them since I was a child. Now I want to walk the path of my own choice. Even if the path is full of thorns and I have to walk barefoot, I am willing.

"

The light ahead illuminates the narrow path, and the thorns are bypassed by the light. Although every step is startling, it is also close to the heart.

"Mr. Qi is not alone." Wei Gu held Qimeng's hand tightly and kissed Qimeng, not caring about me at the side. Of course, I also consciously turned my back.

Immediately afterwards, Wei Gu took Qimeng to buy a new mobile phone, and I went back, staying in the room for a month.

When Qimeng called me again, I heard him arguing with his parents.At the beginning, I just talked back in an ordinary way, but later, Qimeng seemed to have been slapped a few times, and I didn't dare to speak out.Hearing their conversation, Enlightenment's father said: "What on earth are you thinking! Have you ever thought about your future? Find a man and leave it alone, and get exposed on the Internet! What a shame! "

Enlightenment said: "What's wrong with the man?"

Enlightenment's father said: "What's the matter! Do you know the consequences of this incident, the seriousness of this incident!"

Qi Meng sneered, "Serious? When I was raped by the Internet, did you think about the seriousness? Do you know how I lived during that time? I hid from Shanghai to Sichuan! They found my address and went to my door. Spill blood on me, send me funeral objects! And those words, how ugly it is! Let me have back pain, have you thought about the seriousness? I have broken hands and forced me to play the piano, knowing that I am afraid of heights But in order to compare me with my cousin, I insisted on skydiving with my cousin, these..."

The voice should be his mother, "Enough, Enlightenment. We are also here to make you a good person. It is every parent's wish to have a successful child! We are here for your own good! Why are you so ignorant."

Qi Qi roared: "I have grown up so much, I don't care how many injuries I have suffered, but I have paid so much, and you don't even give me a little mercy! Isn't it ridiculous? My biological parents! What I long for is not love, It's compassion! As long as you give me a little bit of the sympathy you give to beggars, I won't have autism when I was a child!"

Enlightenment's father yelled: "What are you talking about with us now? What shall we say about you? Huh?"

Then came Wei Gu's voice: "Enough fighting? Please leave, don't disturb..." It was obvious that Wei Gu was angry, but I didn't expect it to be so fierce.

Enlightenment's voice was very small, but I could still hear it clearly, "Wei Gu..."

Wei Gu said, "Mr. Qi, I'm sorry, I should have come in earlier."

Qi Meng's father yelled: "It's you, it's because of you, you killed my son! You know who you are, but you still look for my son, you just want my son to act as a shield for you, don't you?"

Immediately afterwards, I heard no other voices except his father scolding, and then I couldn't hear anything, and at this moment I hung up the phone.

I took a taxi to Qimeng's house, but no one came to answer the door no matter how hard I knocked, it seemed that his parents had also left.I didn't bring Qimeng's mobile phone with me, and I don't have Wei Gu's mobile phone number, which is really worrying.

After thinking about it, I felt that nothing would happen. It was someone else's family business, and it was not good for me to mix too much. Enlightenment will definitely contact me again, so I will go back and wait.

As soon as they walked out of their community, they ran into Luo Sheng head-on, and he was walking into the community with a bag of mangoes.We looked at each other for a few seconds, I buried my head as if trying to escape, and walked out of the community at a faster pace.

Who knew that he rushed up and grabbed me. I was terrified when I was caught like this, "Let go!"

"Jia Yi!"

"..."

"Is it fun to hide from me? Can't you face it?"

"..."

"I love you."

"..."

"What do you want me to do?"

I looked up at Luo Sheng, "Did I ask you anything? Did I force you?"

Yes, I never asked him for anything, but he always thought I wanted to ask him.I don't know if I should say he is naive or naive, like a person who always only has a love brain.

He was speechless by my words, and finally could only watch me leave silently.Every time I left, I never looked back, but this time I thought about turning back, but I gave up on myself.

It's very simple, as soon as I remember that he is Luo Jidong's nephew, I don't have these thoughts anymore, and my heart becomes very hard immediately, harder than a rock.

After that time, Luo Sheng disappeared from my world, and so did Luo Jidong. Everything that disturbed me disappeared, and the rest was only what I needed.

On that day, I was not only worried about Enlightenment, but also chatted with Jiang Shu.In fact, it's not just chatting, but watching movies and TV shows that Jiang Yan has acted in with him.