please love me

interesting. "

"You can try."

"Okay, you wait, I'll get it."

Jiang Shu quickly left this place of right and wrong, and ran to the warehouse to get several games of chess.He first taught Jiang Yan how to make a fortune, and then taught him some formulas.Jiang Yan listened carefully and found it very interesting. He didn't have time to learn these things at work.Now that I have this time, I might as well learn more, and when I am free in the future, I won’t be so lonely by myself.

He learned quickly, and he won after a few rounds.In fact, it was Jiang Shu who let him go. After all, he kept losing, and some people soon lost the intention to continue playing.

But after playing one game after another, Jiang Yan became more and more courageous as he fought. Jiang Shu fell asleep again and again.

"How do you play this?"

"..."

Looking up, Jiang Shu propped his head and fell asleep.After falling asleep, Jiang Shu was very quiet, and Jiang Yan tilted his head to look.

His eyelashes are so long.

The facial features are also quite delicate.

Judging from the face, it really doesn't look like a chatterbox.

But it seems to be only for familiar people.

People are naive and gentle.

What kind of woman is worthy of this kind of man?

Maybe men too.

Jiang Yan immediately dismissed that thought, how could two men be together?

No.

He gently lifted Jiang Shu up, Jiang Shu seemed drunk, Jiang Shu had to drag him, this movement did not wake him up.Jiang Shu's room was not locked, and it opened as soon as he turned it on. As soon as he stepped into the room, he smelled a smell of alcohol, which made Jiang Yan frown.

He was not used to the smell of alcohol.

While fumbling for the switch, Jiang Yan accidentally bumped into a bottle, which broke, and the movement woke Jiang Shu up.

Jiang Shu rubbed his eyes in a daze, and realized that someone was dragging him, so he quickly turned on the light, and the whole room lit up as soon as the light was turned on.Then Jiang Shu saw a horrible scene.

His wife spilled wine all over the floor.

"..."

"..."

Jiang Yan was very calm, "I accidentally broke it. I can compensate you."

"Forget it! It's okay. You don't need to pay."

Even though Jiang Shu said so, Jiang Yan still insisted on paying compensation.

Jiang Shu's face was serious, and his voice lowered, "You can't pay for my wine. No need, really. Go back to sleep, it's late."

Jiang Yan didn't want to bother him anymore, so he withdrew and let's discuss this matter tomorrow morning.

After Jiang Yan left, Jiang Shu squatted down, picked up the broken wine bottle fragments, took out a box from the drawer, and put the fragments in.

This wine was brewed by his grandfather. It has been brewed for several years. When Jiang Shu graduated, his grandfather gave him such a bottle, saying that he would give it to Jiang Shu's favorite people to drink in the future.

How can it be bought outside?

The wife's wine is gone!

Does this mean that I can't find a wife for the rest of my life?

I can't blame Jiang Yan, who told me not to put it away properly, and just leave it alone.

The next morning, Jiang Yan pestered him again to ask the price of the wine. Jiang Shu didn't say anything, but said that he didn't want to pay, and that if it broke, it would break.

Who would have thought that Jiang Yan directly transferred tens of thousands to Jiang Shu, and Jiang Shu was completely fascinated.

He never thought about asking Jiang Yan to pay, this wine is priceless.After returning the money to Jiang Yan, he said: "This is my wife's wine, made by my grandfather, you don't need to lose money."

"Wife wine?"

"Our family has a custom. When our family marries a granddaughter-in-law, the grandfather's generation has to make wine for the granddaughter-in-law."

"Is it like this over there?"

"No. Our family has been making wine for eight generations, so we have this custom."

"Then you marry a wife in the future..."

"It's okay. It depends on fate. What if my future wife doesn't like to drink and can't even stand the smell of alcohol. Anyway, don't tell her about our family's customs first, so you can hide it for a while, and invite me during that time Grandpa just brews wine again."

Jiang Yan frowned, but still felt that it would be bad not to pay for someone else's wine if it was broken, and felt sorry, so he called Jiang Yun to send the wine over.

A few days later, Jiang Shu received the news that he had a courier, and he felt baffled. He didn't buy anything, and only after he went to pick it up did he find out that it was sent by Jiang Yun.

He was unpacking the courier in the living room when Jiang Yan walked in, looking at the wine in Jiang Shu's hand, he seemed very satisfied.

Jiang Shu seemed to know something, shook the bottle lightly, and asked, "Is this Jiang Yun sent...for you?"

"To be precise, it was sent to you."

"I?"

Jiang Shu looked at the wine, then at Jiang Yan, and he was instantly enlightened.This feeling is what Jiang Yan asked Jiang Yun to send over to pay for his wife's wine.

It's no wonder, if Jiang Yun is willing to give himself this wine, is it worth it?Either he won the lottery, or he was terminally ill.

He put the wine back and said, "Keep this wine for yourself. I've said it all, I don't need you to pay me for the wine." Besides, the wine is so expensive, Jiang Shu added silently in his heart.

"I don't have the habit of drinking. If you break other people's things, you have to pay for it. It's my business to pay for it, and it's your business to deal with it."

Jiang Shu looked at the wine helplessly, raised his eyes and said, "Okay, I'll take it, I'll drink it as my wife!"

Be a wife? !

"no!"

"what?"

"...You...don't your family have to make wine from your grandfather's generation to be your wife's wine! This is bought from someone else's house, which is not sincere."

"It seems to be too..." Jiang Shu gasped, "Why do you care more than me?"

"I do not know."

"???"

Jiang Yan left quickly. If he wanted to ask him why he cared more than Jiang Shu, he still wanted to know.

Anyway, I just feel that it's very...very...

Can't tell the feeling.

Later, Jiang Shu's younger sister Song Nianqing and his girlfriend Lou Ranyue came to Jiang Shu's home.The two of them got along day and night, and now they developed feelings for each other. Under Song Nianqing's urging, Jiang Shu confessed his love, and the two successfully got together.

After going through many things, the two broke up for some reason. After the breakup, Jiang Yan committed suicide live because of online violence.In grief, Jiang Shu remained unmarried all his life and returned to his hometown.

One day after many years.

In the evening, Jiang Shu, who was in his 60s, took out the letter that Jiang Yan had left for him. Jiang Shu had kept the letter for a long time, but he never had the courage to open it.

When the letter was taken out, there were only a few short sentences on the letter, which read:

Jiang Shu, I'm sorry, I'm a cowardly coward.

I didn't have the courage to face the insults.

I... like a sinner.

Jiang Shu, I shouldn't have come to this world, but I am glad to have come to this world and met you, Jiang Shu.

Jiang Shu, I'm sorry.

Jiang Shu, I love you.

Jiang Shu's vision blurred, tears welled up in his eyes, he grabbed the letter with trembling hands, and then stretched out a hand to count the words on the letter, he didn't believe it...

six sentences...

Just six sentences...

Jiang Yan has lived in the world for more than 20 years...

Just six sentences ended what he wanted to say in his life...

Jiang Jun of Jiangshu is clean and innocent all his life.

Jiang Shu put the letter back to its original place, got up, turned off all the lights in the house, and returned to the chair.

He muttered, "Jiang, it's Mid-Autumn Festival, come and pick me up, I'm so lonely..." Looking at the full moon in the sky, he smiled, with tears rolling down his face, "I Jiang Yan. I miss you..."

In the quiet house, under a plum tree, Jiang Shu lay on a chair and fell asleep.The moonlight shone on him, just like Jiang Shu who was drunk the day after Jiang Mo's death many years ago, but this time he was going to see Jiang Mo.

so good……

We can meet again.

Bathed in the dusk, we will embrace each other at the next dawn.

The companion piece of "Please Love Me" is "The Enlightenment of the Heart".

61. A broken mirror is hard to round 【Part [-]】

◎The sky is about to sink, and the rain falls with it.

A girl in a blue top and jeans◎

The sky was about to sink, and the rain fell.

A girl in a blue top and jeans was trotting along the road with her schoolbag in her arms. She fell and got up quickly.Her face was full of smiles, and the water stains slid across her thin face little by little.

She rushed home full of joy, and the moment she opened the door, she smiled so brightly, but then she couldn't laugh anymore.

She carefully placed the college admission letter on the table.

The father who was sitting on the sofa pushed his glasses, his pupils darkened, put down the newspaper in his hand, and took a look at the girl's college admission letter.

Without a trace of a smile on his face, he said to the kitchen in a low voice, "Damn it, Xu Huan is admitted to college."

Xu Huan waited expectantly for Mama Xu to speak out, but what she waited for was a scolding meal.

"Why do you study so many books? You are required to study in high school, and you still want to go to college!" Mama Xu yelled in the kitchen. "Look at the one next door. Their daughter dropped out of school and went to work in her second year of high school. I don't know how much money she has brought back these years. What about you? You know how to spend money!"

The voice grew louder, and Xu's mother rushed out of the kitchen: "What's the matter if you pass the exam? What kind of university does it cost? How much does it cost! Your younger brother only went to middle school! There are so many places to spend money. You still don't want to go to school. It costs more, and there is no money for you to go there. Your aunt just needs someone to wash dishes, so you can go there at any time. You can go there tomorrow to work hard and earn money, do you hear me?"

At that moment, the light in Xu Huan's eyes faded away, she lowered her head, and whispered: "I really want to go to college, really, Mom, just let me go, I..."

Before Xu Huan could finish speaking, Xu's mother interrupted her and scolded her bloody: "You son of a bitch, I sent you to high school, what else do you want, don't be shameless!" " Xu Huan has heard such dirty words countless times since he was a child.