Enlightenment

He didn't speak, just looked at his dirty clothes.Only then did Wei Zhan realize that he forgot to change his clothes, and he hugged Xu Yan in this dirty clothes just now, and felt a little embarrassed immediately.

"Sorry, I just got off work and forgot to change my clothes."

"I do not mind."

The two looked at each other and smiled, and went to a restaurant for dinner.

Somehow, Xu Yan's family was talked about, and Wei Yan knew why Xu Yan was alone for so many years.

Because of Xu Yan's birth, Xu Yan's elder brother felt that his parents no longer loved him, and he was very dissatisfied. When he went out to play, he rushed into the road, got into a car accident, and was out of breath when he was sent to the hospital.

When the parents went home to pack their belongings, they looked at my brother's notebook and realized how much my brother hated Xu Yan. It was all because of Xu Yan.

Therefore, the parents pushed all the faults to Xu Yan, and often abused Xu Yan, Xu Yan has been bearing it silently.Because of what his parents said, he always thought that he killed his brother, and felt guilty, which made his personality different from others.

Wei Yan felt distressed, but he couldn't say anything to comfort him. He hooked Xu Yan's neck, patted his chest, and said that he would always be with Xu Yan and be his relatives.

Xu Yan smiled and said, "Okay."

Later, when Xu Yan studied and lived in school, Wei Yan would often climb over the wall and enter their school to deliver things to Xu Yan. Over time, Wei Yan and Xu Yan spent six years together.

That year when Xu Yan took the college entrance examination, Wei Yan went with him and waited for him outside, even more nervous than Xu Yan.

Xu Yan was admitted to a good university, and Wei Yan was even happier than Xu Yan himself.Xu Yan confessed his love to Wei Zhan when he was a freshman and was about to be a sophomore. Although Wei Zhan couldn't accept it at first, he gradually accepted it.

After the two got together, Xu Yan changed a lot. He would take the initiative to talk to Wei Yan, and from time to time he would go to the construction site to find Wei Yan and help him work together.But Wei Zhan didn't let him do it, saying that he was afraid that he would be tired.

Xu Yan laughed until his stomach ached, and when he stopped to watch Wei Yan working, he felt so happy again.The appearance of Wei Zhan brought him a lot and taught him a lot, so he couldn't do without.

I thought the two of them would just pass by like this, but Xu Yan's parents broke all the peace, Xu Yan was kicked out of the house, Wei Yan immediately came out from the construction site to look for him when he found Xu Yan, Xu Yan was hiding crying in the corner.

That was the first time Wei Yan saw Xu Yan crying like this. In his impression, Xu Yan would never cry.

He stepped forward to hug Xu Yan tightly, comforting him.

"My parents didn't like me because they lost their brother because of me. They didn't give me love, and I didn't experience love."

"So..." Xu Yan suddenly smiled, reached out to wipe Wei Zhan's dirty cheek, and said, "Wei Zhan, are you here to love me?"

Wei Yan hugged Xu Yan tightly, and said distressedly: "Fool." He felt sorry for Xu Yan from the bottom of his heart, and couldn't stand his grievances.

Xu Yan's elder brother's matter has nothing to do with Xu Yan, but his parents blame Xu Yan, which is illogical.

It's not so much illogical as it is to blame, they really failed as parents.

After that, the two lived together, and Xu Yan accompanied Wei Yan to become a contractor, earning more and more money every year, and the life of the two of them was getting better and better.But due to the pressure from his family, Wei Yan was urged to go on a blind date every day. Xu Yan noticed these things, but didn't say anything.

After Xu Yan graduated, he became a professor with a fixed salary.Wei Yan proposed to break up, saying that he was going to get married.

Xu Yan agreed.

Because of Xu Yan's indifference, Wei Yan had a big fight with him, but in fact he was the only one yelling there, and Xu Yan didn't say a word the whole time.

When Wei Yan got married, he also invited Xu Yan, but Xu Yan didn't go.

Attending her ex's wedding, Xu Yan will collapse.

"Wei Zhan!" With a shout from a classmate, Wei Zhan came back to his senses, stretched out his hand, and said with the joy of reunion after a long absence, "Long time no see."

Perhaps everything now is their final outcome. They have a child, a virtuous wife, a successful career, and an ordinary and ordinary life.The same is true for Xu Yan, who has a successful career and has become what he hoped for when he was young.

Some things are missed forever.

Cherish the present moment and let that memory be sealed in the deepest part of memory.

Several people walked into the restaurant and bumped into Jiang Shu head-on. Xu Yan smiled and stepped forward to pat Jiang Shu, "Jiang Shu."

"Xu Yan!" Jiang Shu smiled, "Long time no contact! What are you doing now?"

"I'm a professor at Ji Da."

"Ji Da? My cousin is at Ji Da! Her name is Song Nianqing!"

"What a coincidence, my student."

The two laughed, but Wei Zhan didn't understand how the relationship between the two was so good.

After Wei Yan dropped out of school, Jiang Shu transferred here and became brothers with Xu Yan.Wei Yan didn't know because Xu Yan never talked about these things. Thinking about it again, Xu Yan is not a person who likes to talk, and it's normal for him not to know.

However, seeing the two laughing so happily, Wei Zhan always felt a pang of sadness in his heart.

At the junior high school reunion, everyone had a good time.Although each has their own minds, the joy of reuniting after a long absence can never be concealed.

They spent an unforgettable time together when they were in high spirits. During the period, there were contradictions and conflicts, but also unity. There was no intrigue, only youth and frivolity.

At this class reunion, they also reunited with Jia Yi. After a long absence, Jia Yi forced a smile on his face.

Everyone sighed with emotion, but he didn't mention anything about what happened back then, and left before it was over.After it was over, Xu Yan was going to drive Jiang Shu back, but Jiang Shu refused.

Jiang Shu smiled, "I still have to pick up my lover home, you come with me, I'm afraid he will be shy, next time, anyway, we have left contact information, let's talk again when we have time."

"you are married?"

"No."

"Are you still in love now?"

"Well. Talk about a lifetime love."

As soon as these words came out, Xu Yan moved his mouth, and then only squeezed out a bitter smile.

This sentence seems familiar.

"I wish you happiness."

"Thank you, I will." Jiang Shu looked at the time and said to Xu Yan, "It's getting late, I'll pick him up first, goodbye. Let's get together again when we have time."

"it is good."

Jiang Shu trotted away, and his figure gradually disappeared from Xu Yan's sight. He couldn't help sighing that although his former classmates were not rich, they were all well and happy.

Only he himself is still alone.

Alone is fine.

Xu Yan silently comforted himself.

Remembering that I have never been a self-comforting person, I can't help laughing at myself. After being alone for a long time, I have learned to comfort myself.

When they walked to the parking lot, they met Wei Yan again. The two looked at each other and smiled, and drove away.

The two cars are getting farther and farther away, and their memories are getting farther and farther away.

While driving, Jiang Shu called Jiang Mo, and Jiang Mo's voice came from the phone first.

"Hey?"

"Jiang Yan! Are you going back? I'll pick you up."

"Not yet. We'll have to wait a while, the recording isn't over yet."

"How long will it take? Is it still in that place?"

"Three or four hours. Hmm."

"It's been so long."

"Ah."

"What should I do, I want to see you soon, we haven't seen each other for a month."

There was a silence on the phone, and then there was another chuckle, "I'll try to hurry up."

"Ah."

After hanging up the phone, Jiang Shu sighed in disappointment, and ate the pancakes he bought on the way.Originally, I bought it for Jiang Yan because he didn't eat, but it took so long. After a long time, it was cold, and it didn't taste so good.

Go buy a new one later.

After taking a bite of the pancake, Jiang Shu thought of something again, drove to the recording studio where Jiang Yan was, and ordered takeaway.When the delivery boy came, he stopped him.

"Bro, what are you doing? I'm working."

"The takeaway I ordered. It's Jiang Baobao's baby."

"Oh. Oh? Didn't it say it was on the top?"

"I wanted to surprise my sweetheart, so...um..."

The takeaway boy understood immediately, and handed the takeaway to Jiang Shu. Just as he was about to leave, Jiang Shu stopped him and borrowed his clothes to wear.

Jiang Shu wore the work clothes of the takeaway and went up with the takeaway.When Jiang Yan saw him, he was stunned and didn't know what to say.

There are only four people in the recording studio, Jiang Yan, Jiang Shu, Jiang Yun, and a tuner.Jiang Shu also ordered three takeaways, one for each person. The tuner took the takeout and asked Jiang Yun: "Did you order?"

Jiang Yun glanced at Jiang Shu with a smile, and replied after eating the takeaway: "Anyway, it's free."

Jiang Yan and Jiang Shu walked outside, Jiang Yan looked at Jiang Shu's outfit and wanted to laugh: "Why do you..."

"I borrowed the delivery boy's clothes." Jiang Shu opened his arms and smiled, "Come on, give me a hug. I have to return the clothes."

Jiang Yan hugged him, eyes moist.Fortunately, the light outside the recording studio was not good, and Jiang Shu was short-sighted, otherwise he would feel distressed again.

"Okay. I'm leaving first. That's right. Drink the milk tea while it's hot. I asked you to add more green onions to the noodles. The rest are all your favorites. You can eat the cake when you're hungry later. Come on! I Waiting for you downstairs."

"Ah."

Seeing Jiang Shu walking away, Jiang Yan smiled happily and reached out to wipe away the tears from the corners of his eyes.

He had a reliance, and the person who gave him reliance was named Jiang Shu.

He has a safe haven, and the name of the person who gave him a safe haven is Jiang Shu.

He never thought before that one day he would be like now