Enlightenment

are likely to repeat the same mistakes.

It tortures you so much that life is worse than death.

But you want to live, what should you do?

I don't know what to do, take one step at a time.

"Many people are trying to live. Some people live on the tip of a knife, and some people live on the cotton and feel that the cotton is sticking to their feet." Xuan Jinhua took out another cigarette and started smoking, with his back to Xia Xia. Zhi said: "If there is still fate in the future, we will still be friends." After saying that, Xuan Jinhua left.

After that day, Xuan Jinhua never appeared again.It wasn't until Xuan Jinhua and a group of drug dealers were arrested that day that Xia Zhi knew how many outrageous things Xuan Jinhua had done.

Just killing someone is enough to warrant death.

She collapsed and grabbed Xuan Jinhua's clothes, opened her mouth but couldn't say anything.

But there was hatred in her eyes, and then she punched Xuan Jinhua one after another, each punch was with full strength, and she lost her composure in front of many colleagues.

She hated Xuan Jinhua for doing such a thing!She hates it!But she loves her again.

With Xuan Jinhua's death, there is one less drug trafficker in the world.Xuan Jinhua must die, Xia Zhi murmured in his heart.

She must pay for her actions.

Xuan Jinhua sneered bitterly, kicked Xia Zhi away, and put aside any relationship with her.Her kick was not on Xia Zhi's stomach, but on Xia Zhi's heart.She is a person who is going to die, why bother to harm Xia Zhi?

Xia Zhi's condition is not good, and her boss asks her to go home.

On the day of the execution, Xuan Jinhua thought back on her life, and really felt that God owed her, and felt that she really deserved to die.

Because the family was poor at the age of five, she was sold to two drug dealers by her biological parents. Since that day, she has lived in dire straits every day.Watching his adoptive father get addicted to drugs, kill his adoptive mother, and finally violated/violated her who was only ten years old.

Later, Xuan Jinchen was bullied by Xuan Jinchen on campus all the time when she was studying, and she suffered from splashing urine, piercing her hands and taking off her clothes, but when Xuan Jinchen forced Jiang Zhuo to drop out of school, it was the first time she had the idea of ​​killing someone.

She really didn't understand why Xuan Jinchen wanted to hurt his classmates so much. Is it because his family has money, does he have that strength?Should they be bullied?

She wanted revenge, complete revenge.

At the age of 16, she did it.After injuring several people who bullied her with Xuan Jinchen, and taking advantage of the fact that her adoptive father was drunk and addicted to drugs and had no power to fight back, she walked out of the room, raised the knife in her hand and killed her adoptive father , and finally cut off the reproductive organs of the adoptive father.

Just as they were about to burn the body, a group of gangsters came to ask for the bill. Seeing her committing a crime, they were shocked by her appearance, and finally took her away.

From then on, she couldn't get rid of crime completely.

In such a place, if one is neither cruel nor poisonous, the only option is death.She lived a life of licking blood on the tip of a knife, step by step towards crime.

The last thing she could forgive herself was drug trafficking.

Damn her.

When the gunshot sounded, she closed her eyes, and at the moment when death was about to come, she was indeed afraid.

I can't go home anymore.

Xuan Jinhua died, leaving only a small box, which was full of information about drug cartels and wanted criminals. Xia Zhi handed this over to the bureau. Although some people ran away, relying on these things They still caught a lot of people.

After this incident ended, Xia Zhi did not choose to resign, and stayed in the bureau to continue working.She is a policeman. From the moment she takes office, she will serve the people bravely. This is her responsibility.The sanctity of the job sustains her until she dies.

What happened to Xuan Jinhua hit her hard, she actually tolerated a drug dealer by her side, she hated herself.

In the days to come, she will use her life to atone for her sins.

It was all she could do.

A month passed quickly, and Bu Longye graduated.This day, high school classmates also gathered together, and I don't know who brought up the topic. Some people said that Bu Longye liked Wu Huiwen when he was a freshman in high school.

Wu Huiwen immediately turned his head to look at Bu Longye when he heard it, but Bu Longye quickly avoided his gaze.After the party, Bu Longye hurried out, and Wu Huiwen chased after him, "Bu Longye, we are going to be separated soon, can you... I won't force you to stay with me anymore, I just want to ask you Never liked me? Is what they said true?"

Bu Longye finally couldn't help crying, "Wu Huiwen, I liked you before, but I was more afraid of you. It was you who made my high school life full of fear. I... fear!"

Just entering high school that year, Bu Longye fell in love with Wu Huiwen's youthful frivolity at first sight, but later when Wu Huiwen bullied her with others, she no longer liked him.

Full of fear for the boy who once fell in love at first sight.

The shadow cast on her by the boy can no longer be lingered.

"When I close my eyes every night, all I see in my mind are your unscrupulous smiles, and all your unscrupulous insults ring in my ears. I don't understand why you bully me...why you hurt me...I did something wrong what!!"

"Wu Huiwen, don't bully me at the beginning, then don't like me now. The former is impossible, and the latter is the only choice. Please don't pester me anymore!"

Wu Huiwen never thought that it was just a joke back then that would force Bu Longye into what he is now.

He really just thought it was fun, interesting, and cool, but he didn't expect it to end up like this, really.

The current self really likes Bu Longye very much.

But the former self ruined Bu Longye, making Bu Longye feel afraid of him, to the point where he didn't even want him to touch her.

As a perpetrator who casts a psychological shadow on the victim, he seems not qualified to be forgiven, let alone be liked or loved by the victim.

It was him who ruined the relationship between the two of them.

He knelt down in front of Bu Longye, he confessed, but did not ask for forgiveness.

But Bu Longye didn't dare to touch him because of the fear in his heart, he kept shaking his head and said, don't do this.

But Wu Huiwen felt that only in this way could he feel better, just a little bit.From that day on, Wu Huiwen disappeared from Bu Longye's life and never appeared again.

After Bu Longye graduated, Chu Jia was still busy with work and did not accompany Bu Longye.Another month later, Bu Longye had a car accident.

Xia Zhi happened to be around that day, and saw the car run over Bu Longye with his own eyes, and was stimulated. When he rushed up to save Bu Longye, the car backed away and ran over Bu Longye again. Ye's legs.

Xia Zhi desperately picked up Bu Longye and ran to the nearest hospital, while calling the bureau to arrest the driver.

After arriving at the hospital, Bu Longye was seriously injured and died after rescue efforts failed.Xia Zhi sat on the chair, resting his head on his hands, feeling very sad.

But no matter how sad you are, you have to call Chu Jia.

"Hello? Officer Xia Zhi, what's the matter?"

"Chu Jia, your sister died in a car accident."

The sound of glass breaking came from the phone, and then came Chu Jia's trembling voice, "Don't joke with me, how could my sister die, don't joke. This joke is not funny at all."

"…I don't, really. The nearest hospital near your house right now."

Chu Jia hung up the phone and ran desperately to the nearest hospital near his home, found the ward, and the moment he rushed in, his world collapsed.

"Long Ye... Long Ye... Long Ye... Long Ye...Sister...Sister...Sister...Sister...Brother...Brother is here...Brother is here, look at Brother, Brother is here... ...Long Ye!"

Chu Jia, whose eyes were bloodshot, roared, "Who is it! Who is it! Where's the driver? Where's the driver! Where's the driver!"

Xia Zhi didn't speak, and he would never let Chu Jia see the driver.According to Chu Jia's temperament, if he saw the driver, he would definitely beat the driver to death, and then Chu Jia would have to ride in himself.

The most urgent thing is to stabilize Chu Jia's mood first.

But the one who died was Chu Jia's only relative, his beloved sister, the sister who could support him to survive.

When a person destroys your hope of living, you can still choose to forgive, then you are undoubtedly crazy, and you are too kind.

"Chu Jia, calm down."

"How the hell do you want me to calm down? My sister is dead! My sister is dead! You tell me, how do you tell me to calm down? Huh?"

"If you look like this now, will she come back?"

Chu Jia sat slumped on the ground, covering her face and weeping.

After dealing with all the funeral affairs, Chu Jia's life fell into darkness, and the bar he ran was also closed.

Thinking back to the past, Bu Longye didn't like him to open a bar very much, saying that he would drink a lot of wine when he opened a bar, and met some people in the society all day long, thinking it was dangerous.He always felt that Bu Longye was worrying too much, with his mouth, he could solve anything.

But now he realizes how conceited he was back then, Bu Longye's death might not be an ordinary car accident at all.Chu Jia knew in his heart that after opening the bar for so long, many people approached him to do business. He found various reasons to refuse, and it was inevitable that some people who didn't like him would want to take revenge.

The last time Xuan Jinhua's gang was arrested for drug trafficking in his bar, most of it was done by the big boss behind Xuan Jinhua, and there was no way to find out, so all this became a mystery.

I used to think that as long as I hid Bu Longye well enough, no one would find her. Who would have thought that!

For this sake, Chu Jia didn't bother to find out who the big boss was.

After Bu Longye passed away, he couldn't get out of it at all.

As friends, Jiang Shu and Jiang Yun often came to see him, but Xia Zhi came almost whenever he had time. Perhaps, it would be good for two lonely people to keep each other warm.

Later, Xia Zhi went deep into the drug lair to perform his task.