Enlightenment

I can't hurt you. "

"But... Mom really... can't accept it. Can you understand Mom's mood? Let's wait a few years... okay? Wait a few more years, let's change it, okay? Let's try to get rid of it, okay? ?”

Looking at his mother, Wei Xiaowei bowed his head in silence, and nodded in resignation to his mother's constant pleading.

Wei Xiaowei understands that his mother is not open-minded and cannot accept that her son is gay.

Originally, he was a single-parent family, and his mother was not only his support, but also his only relative.

There was too much burden on his mother's shoulders, and he didn't want her to bear such a burden again.

If he really wanted to do this, no accident, he could only find one girlfriend in his life, a girlfriend who didn't have any feelings.

Then marry and have children, and then spend a short life.

To live with this life, and has been unable to escape the condemnation of his own morality.

and uncle...

Really lost...

"Mom, stop crying."

Mother hurriedly wiped away her tears, but her tears were like the sudden rain on a sunny day, unable to stop, "I'm just a little sad..." She choked up, turned her head and took a deep breath, forced a smile, "Everything I blame my mother for not fulfilling her responsibilities as a mother, for not caring about your inner thoughts, which made you like this...Mom is sorry..."

Returning to school from home, Wei Xiaowei received another piece of news that broke him down.

Uncle passed away.

He sat alone for a long time that night, but thought nothing of it.

After that, Wei Xiaowei, who has always been frugal, spent thousands of dollars to ask his classmates to buy two suits, one for himself and one for his uncle.

Today he has one thing to do, he is going to marry his uncle.

Although he didn't even know his uncle's name from the beginning to the end, Wei Xiaowei knew that he loved him.

Putting on his suit, he went out with his uncle's favorite daisy in his arms.The neighbors asked him why he was dressed so well, and he smiled and replied that he was going to get married.

Under the puzzled eyes of his neighbors, he set foot on the road to the cemetery.

"Uncle, we don't have a marriage certificate, so I bought two sets of suits as our marriage certificate, but it's not a marriage certificate, so... just consider it a proof. Clothes are expensive. I think it's much more expensive than a marriage certificate. My son, we don't care about that little book, do we..."

He was silent, he kept lying to himself, a suit is a suit, and a marriage certificate is a marriage certificate.

A suit can be replaced with more expensive clothes, but a marriage certificate cannot.

Wei Xiaowei smiled, straightened his suit, hugged a large handful of daisies he had wrapped tightly in his arms, and said to the tombstone: "Uncle, the cemetery is the auditorium, the ghosts are the witnesses, and we are newcomers. I put on a suit, hold the flowers you love, and come to marry my favorite you. Uncle, I am here to marry you."

"I, Wei Xiaowei, is willing to marry Uncle. Are you willing, Uncle?" With red eyes, he imitated Uncle's tone and replied: "I am willing too."

"Uncle, we are married."

He half knelt in front of the tomb, kissing and hugging the tombstone.

At this time, several people passed by, saw Wei Xiaowei's behavior, and discussed something in a low voice, and what Wei Xiaowei heard clearly was the word disgusting.

He doesn't know what nausea is.

All he knew was that his lover was lying under the tombstone.

Putting down the daisy, he left.

Back home, an uncle who made clothes said his suits were fakes, and he was stunned.He didn't believe it at first, but after the uncle told him something, he believed it, went home and changed his clothes, and found the classmate with two suits.

At first the classmate refused to admit it, but in the end he did, and Wei Xiaowei started a fight with him, and the classmate yelled, "What kind of real suit are you, a poor man? You don't See if you are worthy! Hit me? Hit me and you get your money back? I have used all the remaining thousands of dollars, and I can’t get it back.”

Hearing these words, Wei Xiaowei was like a bolt from the blue.

In the end, Xu Yan came to solve the matter.But because of this incident, Wei Xiaowei's temperament changed drastically, and he was even less talkative than before.It was as if he had locked himself in a closed cage, and Xu Yan couldn't help him no matter what.

After graduation, Wei Xiaowei started his own business as a boss. At the beginning, he owed a lot of debts and suffered a lot of crimes. The company opened and closed, closed and opened again.

Later, he slowly started to make money, and Wei Xiaowei also became rich.He gradually understood how wonderful everything money brings, and began to lose himself in the feasting and feasting.

But he never forgot his uncle. Every year during the Qingming Festival, he would bring a few bottles of wine and a bowl of noodles to his grave. In the end, he got very drunk and slept in the cemetery for a night.

Once when he was drunk, he held the bottle and cried and asked himself, now that he has everything, he can’t be happy anymore, why?

If he was still awake at that time, he would have said to himself, because the uncle is gone, no matter how much money he earns, there is no way to buy him another bowl of noodles.

That day he met a man with the same disease, and the two were chatting, the man suddenly asked: "Boy, is that your father?"

"My partner."

"..." The man froze, "Sorry."

"It's okay." Wei Xiaowei stood up, looked at the sky, and smiled: "I should go, goodbye."

Wei Xiaowei didn't take a few steps, only to hear the voice of the man behind him, "I hope we all live for our courage."

He waved his hand and replied, "That's not courage, that's love."

After that, Wei Xiaowei bought a noodle restaurant and named it 'Uncle Noodle Restaurant'.Although the business was not very good, it continued to open until Wei Xiaowei passed away.

During this period, Xu Yan could be regarded as a regular customer in the store.Because the noodle shop is very close to his home, it is just right for breakfast.

He ran into Wei Xiaowei from time to time, and the two sat and chatted together.Xu Yan has never changed, but Wei Xiaowei has changed a lot.

Compared with the quietness at that time, Wei Xiaowei is much more mature now, and his words and deeds are more stable.

Chapter 8

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When Jiang Yan was free, the two went back to live in Jiang Shu's courtyard in the countryside for a few days.Han Song and Liu Chun knew it◎

When Jiang Yan was free, the two went back to live in Jiang Shu's courtyard in the countryside for a few days.Knowing that they were back, Han Song and Liu Chun hurriedly brought a lot of oranges.

"The day you came back is just right. The oranges are ripe. Are these things expensive in the city? Take some with you when you leave. If you get tired of them, you don't want to eat them."

"Row!"

It happened to be a busy time for farm work, so Jiang Shu went to help Han Song and the others with farm work during the day, but Jiang Yan wanted to help but was clumsy.Jiang Shu asked him to stay aside and eat oranges, and bring them water from time to time.

At night, Liu Chun took Jiang Shu and Jiang Yan to catch shrimps, and often harvested a large bucket of shrimps, but Jiang Shu's cooking skills were ruined every time.

But no one cares about it, it's all for fun.

Just after returning from the field that day, Jiang Shu received a call from his mother.

"Hello? Mom, what's the matter?"

"Xiaoshu, mom has nothing to do. I just want to ask you, when will you find me a daughter-in-law. These three uncles have grandchildren, and that fat boy is very attractive."

Jiang Shu smiled awkwardly, "Don't worry."

"Look, you're almost 28, so you should..."

"found."

"You mean...you have a girlfriend?"

Jiang Shu was in trouble, and looked at Jiang Yan, how could he explain this?

"Yes or no."

"This..." The phone fell silent, and then Mother Jiang's voice came again, "Mom knit a sweater, and I'll send it to you in a few days. When it's cold, let people wear more."

"it is good."

After hanging up the phone, Jiang Shu let out a long breath, and Jiang Yan asked, "Hang up?"

"Ah."

"Your parents..."

"One of them is a teacher and the other is a doctor..."

"……Oh."

Jiang Shu stepped forward to pull Jiang Yan up, and chatted with him a lot about his parents, but he didn't know why.

Jiang Shu's father put all his energy on curing diseases and saving lives, while his mother put all her energy on teaching and educating people.Not long after Jiang Shu was born, they threw Jiang Shu to Jiang Shu's grandparents. When he was a child, Jiang Shu hated them and hated them very much.

I thought they were not worthy of being parents, but later, Jiang Shu didn't blame them.

My father is a doctor, and every minute of his work is saving a living life. My mother is a teacher in the third grade of junior high school. Every student she teaches is facing the first turning point in life. My mother cannot delay their great happiness. future.

Everyone has different responsibilities, and it's not uncommon to throw something away in order to be responsible.

Jiang Shu is doing well, so he doesn't care about that anymore, and now thinking about it, he still feels very proud.

However, Jiang Shu's parents also wanted Jiang Shu to choose one of these two professions, but Jiang Shu refused.He is very yearning for these two professions, but he still knows what he is like, and he is not suitable.

"Uncle and aunt... are you easy to talk to?"

Jiang Shu smiled, "I don't know, I think they are quite rigid, but I believe they will support me to choose my own path. They once told me that I have to walk my own path in life, and they will not push me Go, because I have to bear the consequences of every step I take."

Jiang Yan looked at Jiang Shu, and suddenly realized that he seemed unable to give Jiang Shu such remarks.What his father hated the most was homosexuality, and Jiang Xu was hit hard because of his mother's affairs.

Had he found out that his son was also gay, he might have had a heart attack on the spot.

Maybe he will scold Jiang Yan's mother.

but……