hug in winter

There was a trash can by the side, so I ran over to vomit, Yang Xi also hurried over, handed a bottle of water and paper, she had Tong Yan with her for two years, and Tong Yan is usually good, calling her sister, she also He really regarded Tong Yan as his younger brother, and he couldn't hide his emotions from her, so she worried: "Why did you drink so much tonight? It's not because I want you to please Miss Li, you have to think about the future, so good Don't waste the resources in front of you." She was afraid that Tong Yan would explain to him because of the depression in her heart.

After vomiting, Tong Yan felt much more comfortable. He wiped it off and said, "Go home, I'm tired."

After the car arrived, Tong Yan got into the back seat and lay down with his legs bent, feeling that his heart was being pressed by a big stone, and his body became heavy.The image of He Chen and another woman has been lingering in his mind, it is really hard for him not to think about it.

What he didn't know was that there was a Bentley following them not far behind.

When we arrived at the downstairs where we lived, the driver opened the back door, and Tong Yan just sat up and got out of the car. The driver wanted to help him up, but Tong Yan waved his hand: "You guys should go back early too. See you, Sister Yang Xi."

He went upstairs in a daze. When he opened the door, it was dark inside. He raised his hand and turned on the switch on the wall. The sudden light was a bit dazzling, and Tong Yan closed his eyes uncomfortably.

Walking to the sofa and lying down again, the soft sofa bounced.Her hairstyle was messed up, the bangs on her forehead were drooping in a mess, the blush on her face hadn't faded, her eyes were tightly closed, as if she was enduring some kind of pain.

He was the only one in this room, and it was too quiet. The sudden sound of the whistle outside was amplified several times in his ears, and then the silence returned.

At this moment, the seeds that I miss in my heart grow wildly, grow branches and leaves, and gradually climb to the limbs, occupying everything he has.

I probably got used to it after not seeing it all the time, how can I still bear my desire after seeing it once, it's like a spark suddenly popping up, and it can't be extinguished no matter what.

Tong Yan opened his eyes, there was a layer of water mist in his eyes, his long eyelashes were also wet, in clusters, and the tip of his nose was also red, which was a little pitiful.

He looked for the mobile phone in his pocket, fumbled it around, and finally found it in his trousers pocket. He called out a number that he hadn't called in many years, and looked at it for a long time.

I don't know if He Chen changed his number, or maybe he was added to the blacklist. He has never dialed out before. This time it may be caused by alcohol, so I can't control it so much. I just pressed the number on the impulse now.

beep...beep...beep

Tong Yan is very uneasy now, his heart is pounding, and every time the phone rings, his heart sinks. He realizes that no one will pick it up, and his eyes are full of loss.

Until the phone was about to hang up automatically, the other end of the phone was finally connected, but he didn't speak.

Tong Yan held his breath, his heart suddenly lifted again, and the one hanging there didn't dare to move.

If it wasn't for the changing call time on the screen, I would have thought the call wasn't connected. It was too quiet, and neither of them spoke.

It was Tong Yan who moved his lips first, and he tentatively said, "Are you there?"

It took a long time for He Chen to hum in a low voice. This sound seemed to give Tong Yan a lot of courage and let him down all his defenses. His breathing became heavier and heavier, so heavy that He Chen could even hear it.

Tong Yan's eyes were red, hot tears slid down from the sockets and fell to the dry corners of his mouth, it was bitter, and then fell down one after another as if the thread was broken, his cheeks were wet from crying.

"Are you forgetting about me?" Tong Yan asked in a hoarse voice, with a sense of grievance: "I went after you when you went out, and I saw that you were very... intimate with a woman, she is your girlfriend ?"

He asked again: "Have you fallen in love with someone else?"

For the past eight years, he dared not look for He Chen.Who would always remember the original promise, and how could he wait for an unknown one? He was afraid that he would find He Chen, but what he got would be a taunt: "We have already broken up, you were the one who opened the mouth." He really didn't dare I heard that he is getting more and more cowardly.

After breaking up, he completely changed his attitude towards study. He was admitted to university and chose his favorite music. After graduation, he came to Beicheng alone, just wanting to be closer to He Chen, because a chance made him and The company signed up.

Every day he was in Beicheng, he wondered whether he would meet He Chen somewhere one day. At first, he had hope, but the reality told him soberly that it was impossible.

But today a miracle happened, he met him.

He Chen said in a cold voice, "What's none of your business?"

These words were like a knife piercing Tong Yan's chest, he was powerless to refute, and could only bear the pain slowly.

Yeah, it's none of his business, they've been separated for so long, and they're still not allowed to fall in love with someone else, that would be too selfish.

Tong Yan clasped the sofa with more force, and it almost broke. He closed his eyes tremblingly, bit his lips tightly, and after a moment of silence, he said hoarsely: "I know it's none of my business, but I still like it." You, tell me what to do?" He sobbed softly: "I haven't been in love for so many years, I haven't liked others, how can you be with others, you still forget me, don't you? Forget about the original agreement, right?"

Alcohol made him unconscious and desperate.He knew it was selfish to say this, but he couldn't control himself, so just let it go this time.

"Why don't you talk?" Tong Yan waited for the other party's response, and he said without confidence: "Do you not like me anymore?"

It's not a question, it's an answer he gave himself.

He Chen was downstairs, leaning against the car door, looking up.Just after Tong Yan went up, he has been staring at the building to see which floor will light up, and now he already knows where Tong Yan lives.

Tonight's night sky is full of stars, it is rare to see such a beautiful picture, but he is not interested in admiring it.He Chen's eyes were only on Tong Yan's level, he sighed and said, "I don't have a girlfriend, nor do I like anyone else."

He has been waiting, waiting for too long, too long, and he can't wait anymore.

He was angry tonight, he knew that Tong Yan had chased him out, so he purposely stood so close to others.

At that time, Grandpa ordered him to take Shu Xin home. After he drove there, he didn't go directly to his home, but went back the same way, back to Yuchun Pavilion, and waited in the car for Tong Yan to come out.

He still softened his heart. He originally wanted to air Tong's words, and was angry that he didn't come to Beicheng directly to find him.Hearing Tong Yan's questioning, he purposely said it was none of your business, but later he heard Tong Yan's crying voice, if he was wronged, he couldn't be indifferent to him, and his heart also throbbed in pain.

He doesn't have a girlfriend, and he doesn't like anyone else, Tong Yan repeated this sentence silently in his heart, which means... He Chen may also like him.

Alcohol made him dull, Tong Yan pondered over and over again, for fear of being wrong.

A gleam of light flashed in Tong Yan's eyes, sweeping away the loss and sadness, and he asked uncertainly: "Is what you said true, did you not lie to me?"

"Ah."

Tong Yan raised the back of his hand to wipe away the tears on his face, his eyes were still red like a frightened little rabbit, and his heart began to beat wildly again, he said, "Then I'll chase you, okay, let's be together again. "

Tong Yan waited for He Chen's answer, and time passed slowly, hoping that it was the answer he wanted to hear, it didn't matter if it wasn't, anyway, no matter the answer or not, he was determined to pursue it.

He Chen said, "It's up to you."

This night, Tong Yan was too tired, finished what he wanted to say, and fell asleep contentedly.

Chapter 48

◎May I treat you to dinner, please◎

The next morning, Tong Yan woke up in bed.He woke up from the cold in a daze in the middle of the night, ran to the bed by himself and fell asleep again.He got up from the quilt, and the outside sunlight flooded the room through the window, making it warm.

He feels dizzy now, his throat is dry, he didn't take a shower yesterday, and he is very uncomfortable.He opened a bottle of water, drank more than half of it, and his lips were wet. He then went to the bathroom to take a shower.

Comfortable hot water sprayed on the body, flowing down the thin muscle lines, and the bathroom was covered with steam, which was covered with a layer of fog.

The sound of water surrounded his ears, and Tong Yan began to let himself go, thinking wildly.

A picture flashed through his mind, he thought of He Chen who he met last night.

Tong Yan closed his eyes, imagining He Chen by his side.

The two of them had only kissed before, and during the seven years of separation, Tong Yan relied on fantasy every time.

……

……

He suddenly remembered that he was drunk last night, he seemed to have called He Chen, and said he wanted to chase him, but He Chen said he would let him go, which meant he acquiesced.

At this moment, the temperature in the bathroom is getting higher and higher with the body temperature.

He leaned against the wall and breathed gently, then took a quick shower, let the water drip from his hair, and walked out in a bathrobe, looking for his mobile phone everywhere.

The memory that flashed just now shouldn't be his dream, right now he just wants to find his phone to check if it's true, if he said this, and it seems that he said more than this one sentence, he said a lot.

He found it on the sofa in the living room. He picked it up, unlocked it, and opened the call log. The number on the top was what he often clicked to see. land.

He really called and said a lot of things. He seemed to be crying, and the crying was quite obvious. He Chen must have heard it. It's too embarrassing. He wished he could dig a hole and bury his face in it. , I really dare not see people anymore.

He leaned back on the sofa and covered his face with a pillow,