howling breath

Didn't get to see him in the heavy rain.

Not dreaming.

Dizzy when waking up.

Another energetic guy in the dormitory has already woken up, lying on the bunk not knowing what he was doing.

Thinking that if he moved and showed any "vital signs" at this moment, he might jump up from the bed vigorously and start making endless noises, Lin Lang felt a little difficult to breathe—how does this person look like a little dog? dog?

If this 601 is only lived by myself, there is no need to worry about how to get along with another guy as soon as I wake up.Then recalling Tang Yushu's thunderous snoring last night... Lin Lang, who had already resigned to his fate, was once again troubled by the matter of "mutating from a single bedroom to a double bedroom".

After lying down for a long time, he finally realized that there were some things he "had to face"... Lin Lang could only prop up his body a little bit, and glanced back at Tang Yushu through the white gauze mosquito net.

He slurped the milk, and happened to also raise his eyebrows and brighten his eyes, looking cheerfully at this side.

Lin Lang's eyes caught him unexpectedly, and Lin Lang was a little embarrassed for no reason.

Tang Yushu, as Lin Lang expected, seized the opportunity to strike up a conversation: "Did I wake you up?"

"No."

"You fell asleep when I came back last night, that's great! You don't know: my former roommates thought I was snoring! - I was still worried about it. If you were awake, you would probably I was so loud that I wanted to hit someone."

Lin Lang thought to himself: You are right.

Calmly glanced at Tang Yushu's direction—after confirming that he didn't know what he was doing with his head down, and that he was not looking this way, Lin Lang took out a new pair of trousers from the storage bag next to the bed, and stretched his hand into it. Carefully took off the one she was wearing under the blanket wrapped around her waist.

Tang Yushu suddenly got up from the bed and got off the floor, raising his arms high and shaking a box of milk, asking Lin Lang, "Do you want to drink?"

"Don't drink."

Tang Yushu was not discouraged when he was rejected, he probably understood it as "feeling unworthy and a little shy", and even walked over with a smile: "You are too polite, brother! The main reason is that I bought two packs last night. The shelf life of milk is only one day; if you don’t drink it, it will go bad at night—what a waste! Hey, shall we go together later..." Yu Zi nagged, reaching out and lifting Lin Lang's mosquito net.

The safe distance was broken unexpectedly.

Lin Lang was so frightened that he stopped what he was doing, and panickedly grasped the mosquito net with one hand so as not to be pulled away by Tang Yushu. The two emotions of "impatient" and "shocked" suddenly overlapped and exploded this morning; roared:

"Can you stay away from me!"

It's not that Lin Lang hates Tang Yushu, on the contrary, Lin Lang quite likes this boy.

What Lin Lang hated was himself.

It's like a seesaw - the closer you are to me, the more I want to hide away; every time I see you are bright and innocent, I can see myself more sinister; the more gentle and beautiful you are The more I am afraid that my embarrassment will be exposed in front of you.

I'm a disgusting person, described as a "stone in a cesspit", stinky and stubborn.

do you know?So please stay away from me.

Not just you, the whole world stay away from me.

I didn't want to offend anyone, I could have lived quietly and alone.

I never expected that there is a person like you, who stuffed money to fight for a narrow corner with me!

After Lin Lang yelled at Tang Yushu, he breathed a sigh of relief, with a mentality of "just watch it if you like it", and no longer concealed it, and continued to replace the trousers in his hands.

Tang Yushu was instantly embarrassed after being yelled for no reason.

But through the indistinct white gauze curtain, Tang Yushu could tell that Lin Lang was taking off his trousers, and Tang Yushu was actually happy again: "Don't worry... I didn't see it, I didn't see it! ——Besides, you didn't see it yesterday! Just look at me when you enter the door! It's a tie!"

After being quiet for a while, Tang Yushu continued the previous conversation: "Do you want to have breakfast together?"

Why does this person have no temper... Lin Lang was at a loss.

But this guy doesn't seem to be very smart: at such a close distance, he didn't discover his secret; he only thought that he was concerned about "being seen by others changing his pants"... Lin Lang breathed a sigh of relief and followed his direction. "Misunderstanding" himself went down the stairs; he rejected his "invitation to have breakfast" and said, "No."

Always indifferent.

"Then I'm gone too." Tang Yushu turned around and wandered around the room, walked a few steps and threw a basketball that didn't exist out of thin air: "I'm not that hungry...a pack of milk first, let's eat at noon... …There is a rice noodle shop on the second floor of the cafeteria, which is quite delicious! I know that uncle well—you go to meet me at noon, and he will give you an extra rice noodle every time in the future!”

Got it.Refusing breakfast and making lunch reservations without permission—can't you get rid of this idiot?

Lin Lang was extremely agitated when he heard Tang Yushu making noises alone in that room.

Rolling up the blanket and the replaced paper trousers, and covering it with a T-shirt, Lin Lang got out of the bed.

I stuffed a whole bunch of things in the basin, took the washing powder, walked around the "buzzing" Tang Yushu, and walked to the water room.

There is a water room at both ends of each floor in the dormitory building for the students to wash and wash; the water room is connected to the toilet.There is a large mirror on the wall where the pool is located. Behind the pool is a long strip of urinals like a ditch, and further inside is a cubicle toilet.

Lin Lang turned on the faucet, listened to the sound of "squeaking" water, and looked up at himself in the mirror - his face was withdrawn and unfeeling; compared with Tang Yushu's thick eyebrows and big eyes, it is reasonable to be hated by the world of.

Tang Yushu is always smiling, as if he has great enthusiasm for all kinds of scenery in the world.

But I always have no expression.

No expression.It was also brought out an annoying sense of "world-weariness" by the originally ruthless and ungrateful facial features.

Thinking of this, the focal length of his sight blurred due to a daze; through the mirror, Lin Lang saw the urinal behind him again in the mirror.

By the pool, there is toilet paper that was thrown around, and there is also a sock that probably fell to the ground accidentally and refused to pick it up again.

"Urinal" - his former nickname.

People have also thrown toilet paper after blowing their noses, socks soaked in ink, chalk ends, pistachios, erasers, and monkeys...

Withdrawing his consciousness from the disgusting memories, Lin Lang watched the water gradually submerge the blanket in the basin, and after the whole beige was completely soaked into a dark brown, the anxiety in his emotions was submerged go down.

Fortunately, that guy didn't find out...

Lin Lang breathed a sigh of relief.Stir up the laundry detergent and rub the soaked blanket.

I am a disgusting person.

do you know?So please stay away from me.

Me, 23 years old... still wet the bed.

Lin Lang had a life that seemed to be deliberately teased by God - when he was five years old, almost at the same time as a "person" appeared in his dream, Lin Lang began to "wet the bed".

Enuresis.I can't detect the urge to urinate by myself in my sleep; every day I wake up, it's a mess.

This is the reason why Lin Lang gritted his teeth and tightened his belt to apply for a single dormitory - in addition to hating the crowd, he also didn't want to expose his devastated life to others.

Before leaving Nanjing, when he knelt and kowtowed in front of the four- to five-meter-tall golden Buddha, what Lin Lang prayed in his heart was "let me go".

——Give me the most vulgar kind of life... Anyway, it's ordinary and easy.

When I was young, the elders' perfunctory solution was to put a plastic sheet under Lin Lang's body to prevent penetration and soil the bed.

It will creak when you sleep on it; if the temperature gets hotter in summer, your body will sweat, and the plastic sheet will stick to your skin, which is very uncomfortable.

But knowing that it caused trouble, Lin Lang has always accepted it silently since he was a child.

It was only when Lin Lang went to a provincial capital with good sanitary conditions in middle school that he began to know the existence of such things as "diapers"; he has been using them until now.

It’s just that there will inevitably be side leakage, such as last night—it’s probably because I turned my body and squeezed the pasted part when I slept at night...

Lin Lang is a clean person, and he cleans it well every day.

But once the words "he wets the bed" are used as the beginning, no one will have a good impression of him anymore-all the negative words related to smell pop up out of thin air; even if there is no, obviously there is no, but many people will smell it With a strange expression, he stretched out his hand and fanned the wind in front of his nose, and frowned: "Huh... he must be smelly!"

urinal.Virus.Stones in a cesspit.They were all Lin Lang's previous nicknames.

No matter how poor the grades are, students can burst out with unprecedented creativity and wisdom when they display malicious intent.

Lin Lang was powerless to resist this, and always had a mentality of "just avoid it".

Unexpectedly, Tang Yushu is a clingy person who cannot be avoided.

Just as Lin Lang was wringing out the blanket that was soaked in the urine that accidentally leaked from the side after washing, that guy Tang Yushu appeared again.

He bit his toothbrush and carried the water basin into the water room, his mouth was full of white foam.

Seeing him coming, Lin Lang felt a little sorry and didn't dare to speak.

Tang Yushu didn't take Lin Lang's indifference to heart, walked straight over and put his washbasin next to Lin Lang's in the sink, smiled at Lin Lang, turned on the faucet, rubbed his hands a few times, rinsed his mouthful foam; and noticed Lin Lang's strenuous movements.So he put away the toothbrush, and unambiguously picked up the blanket in Lin Lang's hand: "You are too weak, come——I will twist it for you!"

It was snatched back by Lin Lang: "Don't touch it! Dirty—"

Tang Yushu's hand froze in the air, not knowing where to put it; after a long while, he scratched his ear in embarrassment, and explained: "I washed... I washed my hands."

you misunderstood.Lin Lang thought: I mean my blanket is dirty.

I'm dirty, not you.

I'm... I'm dirty no matter how I wash it.

Ever since I was a child, I have always been dirty.

How can I explain it?

Simply did not speak.However, Lin Lang felt that the bridge of his nose was a bit sore.

If he was punched by Tang Yushu at this time, Lin Lang could turn into a villain with peace of mind, and draw a clear boundary between the Milky Way with Tang Yushu from then on. I went to pee silently by the pool.

Lin Lang continued to twist the blanket, and suddenly heard the person behind him ask quietly: "Do you not like me?"

Looking up, he saw Tang Yushu's back in the mirror.

Lin Lang sniffed: "No."

I have never had any grievances or enmities with you, what can I like or dislike?

I thought he would ask some "then why did you..." line, but he didn't.

After receiving Lin Lang's negative answer, Tang Yushu turned back and grinned at Lin Lang in the mirror.After peeing and pulling up his pants, he turned around and came back, and happily threw a basketball that didn't exist: "It's fine if you don't have it. I quite like you!"

This sentence, which he said frankly, scared Lin Lang into a big tear.

I've never heard such good words.

The author says:

Sad.

Me: Lang'er, come here and give Dad a hug!

Tang Yushu: Hello!Just hug me!