Confess to you in early summer

Jiang Youyi left with her mother, and Xue Yu wanted to take her to see a psychiatrist.

Knowing that Xue Yu already knew about her situation, she didn't react at all, but stood beside Xue Yu expressionlessly, listening to Dr. Zhou's introduction of the psychiatrist.

It is said that the other party is an expert who has practiced for more than ten years, has extremely rich experience in psychological counseling and disease healing, and is very reliable and trustworthy.

During this period, Jiang Youyi didn't take her eyes off Yan Wei for a second.

Jiang's mother took down the psychologist's phone number and thanked Dr. Zhou repeatedly.

Before they left, Jiang Youyi stood at the door of the consulting room, she seemed to want to say goodbye to Yan Wei, she opened her lips to say something, but no sound came out.

Xue Yu grabbed Jiang Youyi's arm, bowed his head and whispered something in her ear, after Jiang Youyi nodded, Xue Yu walked towards Yan Wei, and said a few words to her solemnly.

Yan Wei felt as if her ears were being covered, she could only see Xue Yu's lips moving, but she couldn't hear what the other party said.

He could only shake his head in a daze, and then felt that his behavior was strange, but Xue Yu had already turned around, Jiang Youyi looked sad, but didn't say anything, and even waved at her.

When Yan Wei could hear the voices from the outside again, it was Doctor Zhou who greeted her from the side: "Weiwei, are you feeling unwell?"

Yan Wei didn't come back to his senses, and shook his head: "No."

"That's good." Doctor Zhou seemed a little worried, "You also look very tired. It's been a hard time, so go home early and rest."

what?

Yan Wei was a little confused.

It wasn't until she walked out of the hospital that she suddenly realized that under normal circumstances, with her concern for Jiang Youyi, she should have followed Xue Yu to the clinic to learn about Jiang Youyi's situation.

But why didn't she follow?

An inaudible voice suddenly rang in her ears, and she recalled what Xue Yu had said to her.

Before they left, Xue Yu asked her, "Weiwei, will you go to the clinic with us or go home by yourself?"

She replied without thinking: "Go home."

Not only Xue Yu could hear clearly, but Jiang Youyi should have heard it too.

Then Xue Yu took Jiang Youyi away.

The mood is low for no reason, the mind is empty, it seems that some things have been forgotten, and it doesn't matter.

When she came out of the hospital, she didn't know where she was going, and she walked aimlessly on the street. The colder and colder wind rolled up the dead leaves on the ground and flew away in a whirl.

Already, it's November.

several

The high school students in school uniforms laughed and walked past her, only then did she vaguely recall that she hadn't gone to school for more than two months since the start of school.

Everything is getting better. Yan Tingyue and He Ping were persuaded by Qin Yuwen to return to Yizhou. Jiang Kangguo and his backer were helped by Sister Su’s friends. Xue Yu also worried about Jiang Youyi’s illness. See a psychiatrist and receive treatment. Get better slowly.

Obviously so.

It should be like this.

But she couldn't be happy.

It's not that she can't be happy about a certain thing, but that she can't be happy about everything.

At this moment, she couldn't help thinking, what kind of mood should happiness be?Why she can feel only heavy.

The sentiment felt familiar.

Yan Wei looked down at his own toes, thinking...that he could escape.

The strong support is opened layer by layer, revealing the decayed fragility inside, gradually numb in the powerless situation.

She stood at the crossroads, watching the traffic coming and going, and fell into an unprecedented confusion in her heart.

The traffic lights flashed back and forth above her head, pedestrians who couldn't see their expressions walked past her quickly, someone accidentally bumped into her, and couldn't help apologizing, but when she turned around, she saw two lines of tears on her face, and immediately became nervous I don't know how it will end.

In fact, people who fall into the abyss are unaware of everything happening around them.

The green light was flashing, the red light was on, and there was no one in the middle of the road, but she seemed to have a sudden reaction to cross the street, so she hurriedly stepped on the zebra crossing.

The screeching brakes woke her up, Yan Wei was taken aback by the hood that was so close at hand, and the driver pressed down the window and yelled at her, asking if she was rushing to reincarnate by running a red light.

Standing in the middle of the street, she was at a loss for a while. The vehicles behind were waiting impatiently, and the horns were honking one after another.

Forced to retreat by the noisy din, she took a few steps back under the strange eyes of passers-by, until the next round of red light turned green, she was rolled up in the crowd again, pushed, staggered, and walked forward.

After an unknown amount of time, she heard the phone ringing. When she found the phone, the person on the other side had already hung up. Looking at the call log, she found three more missed calls.

Yan Weizheng was puzzled by this incredible phenomenon, when the screen lit up, the same number was dialed again.

"Weiwei, why don't you answer the phone? You went outside to play right after you got out of the hospital, and you didn't even bother to pack your suitcase." Yan Wei recognized that the owner of the voice was Yan Chu. sister said.

Sister Yan continued: "Everyone

It's almost eight o'clock. Have you had dinner yet? "

eight o'clock?

Yan Wei raised her eyes and looked around, it was indeed dark, the street lamps were glowing pale, and the streets were filled with neon light boxes of various colors, it was a place she had never been to before.

The person on the other side of the phone didn't hear Yan Wei's answer for a long time, and asked her in a puzzled tone, "Why don't you talk?"

"I'll be back in a while." Yan Wei said, "I ate dinner outside."

"Oh, that's fine, be careful."

After hanging up the phone, Yan Wei stood there for a few minutes.

When she was in a better mood, she walked to the side of the road and took a taxi to where her sisters lived.

Take the spare key to open the anti-theft door. There are two pairs of shoes at the entrance. Su Ci has also come back from get off work and is having dinner with Yan Chu.

"Why isn't Xiao Jiang with you?" Yan Chu turned his head and saw her alone, and asked casually.

Yan Wei passed the dining table, paused, and replied calmly: "Aunt Xue took her back."

Yan Chu nodded, took a small piece of boiled fish for the woman across the table, and said to Yan Wei: "There is still food, why don't you sit down and eat some more?"

"No need, I want to go to bed early today." Yan Wei said, and went straight to the bedroom, and suddenly turned around halfway, "Sister, I will go back to school tomorrow."

"Huh?" Yan Chu was surprised.

Su Ci also raised his head, unexpectedly said: "It's so early? Just got out of the hospital, don't you want to rest for a few days?"

Yan Wei: "I've rested long enough, now I don't know if I can keep up with the progress of school when I go back."

"Is there really no problem?" Yan Chu asked her, "You look tired."

"I'm fine, just a little sleepy." Yan Wei said as he walked, "That's it, study has to be on the agenda, if I procrastinate for too long, Teacher Xu can't do it."

Although Yan Tingyue doesn't care about her for the time being, she still needs to find something to do to distract herself.

"What about Xiao Jiang?" Yan Chu mentioned Jiang Youyi naturally again, "Is she going back to school too?"

She took it for granted that this was the reason why Yan Wei was eager to go back to school.

Yan Wei paused, his heart sank.

"I don't know if she will come back, but I heard that there is still something to do, so I probably won't be able to come back in a short time." After finishing speaking, she walked into the bedroom.

Yan Chu glanced at the half-closed side bedroom door, turned his head to meet Su Ci's gaze, and asked strangely, "Why does it feel a bit wrong?"

In the bedroom, Yan Wei covered her face with her hands.

It can't go on like this.

The author has something to say: I am guilty and I am repenting.