limited first love

Clicking on the post just posted, the only reply was simple but also surprised him.

——Long time no see, do you still remember me?Isn't what you're asking common sense?

Guo Wei felt that he had no acquaintances in this forum, so he was puzzled for a moment and had a rough guess in his mind.He looked through the old posts he had posted a while ago against the account name of that person, and his guess was quickly confirmed.

The person whose account name is "Carbonic Sodium Pro" is the Alpha who told his experience of differentiation in his post a while ago, and expressed his blessings to him.

Guo Wei was deeply impressed. He remembered that he broke up with his ex-partner due to differentiation. Later, he was lucky enough to meet Beta who truly loves each other. The two will enter the palace of marriage next year.

Returning to the new post, just about to reply, he found that Sodium Bicarbonate had edited the content of his reply.

——Long time no see, do you still remember me?I asked this post in the middle of the night, did I encounter any troubles?

In the dead of night, Guo Wei, who had been disturbed for a long time, was suddenly hit by the tenderness and kindness from a stranger, and his desire to express was instantly overwhelming.

He simply opened the other party's personal homepage and clicked on the private message function.

—Hello, I'm glad you still remember me.I did run into some troubles, would it be convenient for you to chat with me for a while now?

Shortly after pressing send, I received a reply.

--sure

There is also a friendly emoticon after the text.

——Is it convenient to answer the questions in my post first?

Guo Wei asked again.

A few minutes later, just as he expected, he got an affirmative reply from the other party.Sodium bicarbonate was very patient and told him the detailed reason.

For the re-differentiated Alpha or Omega, the various hormonal changes produced by love have a promoting effect.Especially Alpha, the effect is more obvious.

Some people even start to differentiate because they have someone they like.

This also leads to some hidden dangers.Just like the failed relationship in the past, not everyone can accept the gender change of the other half.For Alpha, the instinctive pheromone repulsion between the same sex will make all intimate behaviors extremely tormented, and it is naturally difficult to maintain the relationship.Although a small number of people will lose the effect of pheromone due to the long duration of differentiation, they can still perceive the Alpha breath emanating from the other party. It is just that the pain of both parties has changed to one side, which is equally difficult to bear.

In comparison, the two Omega's get along a little more harmoniously, but it is inevitable that there will be various disharmony in life.

So, from this aspect, Beta has become the best choice.

Although the vast majority of Betas also have their own preferences, they are not like Alpha or Omega because of their biological instincts and cannot be changed by force.

More importantly, there will be some critical stages in differentiation, which should not be disturbed by external pheromones.Therefore, falling in love with an Alpha or Omega becomes a double-edged sword. On the one hand, it can have a positive promotion effect, and on the other hand, it may be affected by the other party's pheromones and cause endocrine disorders.

And a Beta lover will not have this concern.

For those who are divided again, all the effects that Beta can bring are positive, and naturally it becomes everyone's dream.When many people encounter differentiation bottlenecks, they will actively consider finding a Beta object to help them successfully differentiate.

In fact, Guo Wei had heard or seen all these pieces of information, but he never thought about the connection.

He looked at the long chat records between the two, and recalled many details of the past like a lantern in his mind.

At the beginning, everyone wondered why such a glamorous Omega like Ruan Yiyun, who had many suitors, would choose a Beta as his object.

It turned out that Ruan Yiyun chose him precisely because he was a Beta.

So Ruan Yiyun was willing to give him his contact information when they met for the first time, offered to invite him to dinner when they met for the second time, and established a relationship with him when they met for the third time.

Because his split started early and didn't go well, and he's struggling with it, and he needs a Beta badly.

As Ruan Yiyun mentioned to him, if the division lasts longer than a certain period of time, it will fail.

Seeing him fall into silence, Sodium Bicarbonate sent another message.

——You care about this, did something happen?

Guo Wei didn't answer, but asked a new question.

——Is it also because of this reason that you will be with your current lover?

Sodium bicarbonate returns quickly.

—Of course not! ! !

——Nana is the most gentle, lovely and understanding girl in the world, she is liked everywhere, regardless of gender

——Oh Nana is my fiancée

Guo Wei looked at his name and smiled.

—Is this something you are worrying about?

asked the bicarbonate soda.

Guo Wei no longer denied it, and expressed his troubles honestly and sincerely.

——My lover is an excellent and perfect person. There are many people who actively pursue him, but I am nothing special.I found out that the reason why he chose me might just be because I was a Beta.

Sodium bicarbonate thought for a while before replying.

——Are you the only Beta he has access to?

This is of course impossible.

——That’s not true, the gender ratio in our school is quite balanced

Sodium bicarbonate sent a smiley face.

——Isn’t there an answer to this?

Guo Wei blinked.

But soon, the bicarbonate soda added another sentence.

——But I don't know him, and I don't understand your situation. I can't guarantee what he thinks.

Guo Weicai's newly cheered up spirit sank again.

He frowned in a daze, and the sodium bicarbonate sent another message.

——You are the one who is familiar with him and fell in love with him. You should know what kind of person he is, right?

What kind of person is Ruan Yiyun?

Guo Wei fell into hesitation for a while.

When they first met, the answer to this question was both simple and complex, and Guo Wei could describe it with many, many beautiful words in one go.

Ruan Yiyun is gentle, sweet, considerate, understanding, soft, friendly, and fragrant.

But as they get along gradually, he has already realized that this seemingly rich description is only one-sided.

Ruan Yiyun was much more complicated than he thought at first.

He has his own arrogance, can treat people coldly, can be impatient, and is good at sarcasm.He will swear different swear words when facing close friends and objects he hates, and he never takes into account the feelings of the people he hates.When he wanted to deliberately attack and retaliate, the means were many times worse than what Guo Wei could think of.In the eyes of many people, he is indifferent and even cold.

In the beginning, Ruan Yiyun had perfectly concealed all of this.

Guo Wei typed on the screen: My understanding of him may be one-sided.

After typing, he read the line silently in his heart, and silently deleted it without pressing send.

He retypes.

--you're right!

Then, without waiting for the other party to speak again, he typed quickly.

——Why do you stay awake in the middle of the night?

Sodium bicarbonate sent a crying emoji.

——Kicked out of the bedroom by Nana, I slipped back when she fell asleep

Guo Wei couldn't help being curious.

--What did you do?

——Put toothpaste in a biscuit and trick her into eating it

Guo Wei laughed out loud.

- Deserving it!

The Beta girl who is said to be the most gentle, lovable and understanding girl in the world has a very tough side.

Guo Wei got up very late the next day.

He didn't fall asleep until early in the morning, and he woke up at the usual wake-up time. After confirming the time, he fell into a drowsy sleep.

The only scheduled itinerary for today is to go home.

The original plan was to invite Ruan Yiyun to have lunch after waking up, and then go to the car to get home before evening.Now I was really sleepy, and there was a little grudge in my heart, so I just fell asleep until noon.

After waking up, he found that Ruan Yiyun had sent him many messages.

--Morning

——Isn’t he still awake?

--[Confuse]

——Are you still unhappy?

——Is there anything on your mind that you want to tell me?

——Remember to reply when you see it

--miss you

More than four hours have passed since the first message.

Guo Wei hurriedly replied.

--morning!

——No, good afternoon!

--I overslept

After sending the message, he just got out of bed and put on his shoes, and he has already received a reply.

--good afternoon!Are you starving? Want to have lunch?

Guo Wei hesitated for a while, then glanced at the time again.

——I told my family that I would be home before three o'clock.

It is already 12:30, and although his home is in this city, it is not close, and he needs to transfer in the middle.The implication is that I am afraid it will be too late.

This is more or less an excuse.

There is no need to strictly abide by the agreed time with the family, and it is okay to be a little later.

If it was the old days and they would be separated for two full days, he would definitely choose to meet Ruan Yiyun first.

He wondered if Ruan Yiyun would notice his abnormality, and would ask him.

If you ask, should you tell him bluntly, because in the chat records I saw yesterday, there are still some things that he can't easily let go of.

But Ruan Yiyun didn't.

--okay.Be careful on the road!

——Remember to fill your stomach first

Guo Wei wanted to reply, but the phone screen became bad again.He clicked repeatedly several times, and some irrelevant letters randomly jumped out of the dialog box.His irritability accumulated quickly, and he quickly dropped his phone angrily and went into the bathroom.

He had many reasons why he wanted to ask Ruan Yiyun, but he was a little afraid of hearing the answer, so he simply covered his ears.

The snacks Ruan Yiyun bought yesterday came in handy.

Guo Wei ate some casually for breakfast, packed his luggage, and set off on his way home.

About an hour into the car, his phone died.

Fortunately, he also has a transportation card, even if he does not have electronic equipment, he is not afraid that he will not be able to go home.

Ruan Yiyun lent him the old mobile phone yesterday, he never opened it after that, and he stuffed it in his backpack at the moment.

He didn't want to use it because it would remind him of that chat log.

Without a mobile phone, you can only sit in a daze during the long journey.

I don't know if Ruan Yiyun contacted him, but if he didn't respond, would he be a little anxious.He hopes to have it, but he can't bear Ruan Yiyun to really worry about him.

Love is amazing, wonderful, and cruel.

No matter what kind of person, after experiencing sweetness and happiness, he can't escape worrying about gains and losses.