Supernatural powers are intellectual and handicapped, how do I survive

[Private chat with "Kindly Russian Rice Ball"]

Humanoid self-propelled bandage spirit: ah... what kind of ancient drama is this?

Humanoid self-propelled bandage essence: It's so embarrassing, who made up this paragraph?

Kind Russian rice balls: You, don’t try to throw the pot away

Human-shaped self-propelled bandage essence: But except for the scenes of the rice balls in the palace, those restrictive plots that are really messy in Mizai Panzai's circle are all added by you, Fei Jia!

Kind Russian Rice Ball: Because it’s so good

Humanoid self-propelled bandage essence: Wow...I'm tired from crying, what should I do if I can't hold back my laughter?

Kind Russian Rice Balls: Endure

Humanoid self-propelled bandage essence: reading comprehension begins!

Humanoid self-propelled bandage spirit: From Fyodor's short and powerful answer, it can be seen that your heart is full of unspeakable stomach pains!Forcibly forcing myself to finish this bloody drama, in order not to be NG, I have been pushed to the limit.

Human-shaped self-propelled bandage: Fei Jia, don’t force yourself. It’s obviously difficult for you to get into the play. It’s okay if the characters are close to each other. It’s too unsuitable for you to play a role with too obvious emotions [pointing point.jpg]

Kind Russian rice balls: I tried my best [eyes dead.jpg]

Human-shaped self-propelled bandage spirit: This kind of forbearance is mixed with anger, hating the self who was helpless in the past—hmm...is it really too reluctant?

Kind Russian Rice Ball: Shuji, do you know what I was thinking when I acted out this emotion?

Humanoid self-propelled bandage spirit: Who am I, how can I not know what Fei Jia is thinking, what else can I have?

Humanoid self-propelled bandage essence: Isn’t it because I put your Osamu Dazai figure on the window sill in summer, and it was so hot that it melted?

Humanoid bandage essence: The kind of complicated emotions that want to beat me, hate why I like my scourge ~ hee hee

Well-meaning Russian rice balls::)

Human-shaped self-propelled bandage spirit: Ah... there is no way, after all, Fei Jia, you have always been like this, and you have very weak feelings for everything you do

Kind Russian Fantuan: No, the main reason is that I can’t keep up with you because of the personality problem

Humanoid self-propelled bandage essence: Ah, what?

Well-intentioned Russian rice balls: It’s the same reason that I can’t behave like poisonous mushrooms and dementia

Human-shaped self-propelled bandage spirit: Hmm... Sure enough, this kind of root problem cannot be solved without Asagiri

Human-shaped self-propelled bandage spirit: Wait, I just remembered, the way these people die is not... When did your little mental retardation reach full level? !

Well-intentioned Russian rice balls: not long ago, when the dragon war first started

Humanoid self-propelled bandage spirit: ah...you didn't tell me, but it's almost the same time

Humanoid self-propelled bandage essence: Are you talking about playing bastard?

Kindly Russian rice balls: no ng words

Humanoid self-propelled bandage spirit: So, where are the cards?

Kind Russian rice ball: I just tried to implant it with the administrator account a while ago, wait for me to send you the installation package

Humanoid Self-propelled Bandage Essence: Mmmmmmm!

……

After surviving a scene that required the most emotional expression, there was only a simple explanation of the past in the follow-up. The two part-time actor directors who ended up in person began to complain wildly on the chat panel.

After haggling for a while, he simply started playing poker with Fyodor's newly transplanted game function.

On the other side, after silently listening to Shuji Tsushima's narration, Soseki Natsume's expression moved slightly, and he asked in doubt, "Suicide?"

The curly-haired boy who shuffled the cards on the panel in his head nodded, shrank into Fyodor's arms, and pulled the cloak with his free hands to wrap himself in it.

People with supernatural powers are abnormal guys, and it is actually not wrong to say that.

But people like Osamu Dazai who pursue death, talk about suicide every day, and practice it by themselves are the oddities among the oddities.

It's not that Natsume Soseki hasn't secretly observed the boy's every move in the past year.Many times, his behavior has already crossed the lethal line, but Osamu Dazai seems to be okay.After a period of rest, I will continue to jump up and down, pursuing other untried methods.

The three-flowered cat hiding in the dark has seen it before, and the boy secretly drank a large glass of gilded water that he did not know where, and drank it in one gulp while hiding in an inaccessible corner.

Not long after that, he tremblingly got up from the ground again, and under the anxious search of his subordinates, he slowly followed back to the headquarters of Hong Kong Hei.

"Natsume-sensei should have been able to guess based on the results of the investigation. It was difficult for me to die because of Pandora's Actor, but it was not like this at the beginning. Even in the early stages of reincarnation, I often died for various reasons." Osamu Dazai His expression was gloomy, and even the tone of his voice carried the sluggishness that he had not been able to rest for a long time.

He seemed to think of every ending in the past, and the uninterrupted pain was imposed on him. All he could do was grit his teeth and endure it, waiting for time to get used to all the pain.

Death may be the end of life for ordinary people, but it is not for teenagers.

"Well, I can't remember the exact details. After all, there are no supernatural powers in that world, and Pandora's Actor is relatively low-key as the leader of Meles." He half-closed his eyes and listened in the silent space. The beating of the lover's heartbeat, only in this way can I feel some comfort, "No, it may not be accurate to say... She has supernatural powers, but only Pandora has them."

Otherwise he would not be able to reset time and drag the world into an endless Mobius loop.

Shuji Tsushima took a deep breath and perfectly performed a tragic person who was forced to open his scars in front of others. The fear that penetrated the marrow of his bones bloomed in his eyes, "During that time, because the script in hand was not complete, "Setting Sun" didn't finish filming. Fei Jia and I were also engaged, and the night before the wedding, Pandora's Actor suddenly appeared in front of me."

"He... seems to have instilled something in my mind. For a moment, I couldn't think at all. It was as if I was in the mud, it was pitch black, and I was clearly struggling to breathe, but the feeling of suffocation became stronger."

The boy trembled, even with his lover's embrace as his support, it still couldn't make the fear in his heart subside.

"In a trance, I saw a mutilated book in Pandora's Actor's hand. The book seemed to be torn from the middle, and in his hands was only the second half including the back cover, and the pages were blank .”

"He seems to have said something... but I can't remember the content..."

Cold sweat broke out from Dazai Zhi's forehead, and across the red and swollen scar on his cheek, bursts of tingling pain came.

He was already used to the pain and didn't like this feeling.As long as his body is still breathing and can still feel pain, it means that he has to continue to perform funny puppet shows on this endless stage.

"After that, I seemed to find a gun, but it was strange...Mr. Sen didn't have that kind of thing. Fei Jia kept saying something in my ear, looking very anxious, but I couldn't hear it at all, and then I just don’t remember anything. When I opened my eyes again, the world changed, and the supernatural power appeared, and Mr. Mori didn’t know me anymore... It’s just been reincarnated like this until now.”

Tsujima Shuji raised his head slowly, looked at Fyodor's bottomless pupils, and was quickly pressed into his arms again by the other party, as if unwilling to let him escape from the guard.

Behind the appearance of affection and love, there is an undercurrent that Natsume Soseki has never noticed.

[Private chat with "Kindly Russian Rice Ball"]

Humanoid self-propelled bandage spirit: No, this kind of completely virtual card is boring, let me see the expression

Well-intentioned Russian rice ball: Don't try to play tricks, it's your turn.Come, choose which one from one to seven with your left hand.

Humanoid self-propelled bandage spirit: Fei Jia, you did it on purpose!Block me, what are you playing if you can’t see the expression[Complicated.jpg]

Kind Russian Rice Ball: What are you talking about Dazai-kun

Humanoid self-propelled bandage spirit: Ah, it's the devil mode again

Well-intentioned Russian rice balls: It’s just playing poker. To you and me, micro-expressions mean nothing at all.

Humanoid self-propelled bandage spirit: Let me see, Fei Jia, if you do this again, I will blow air into your neck

Kind Russian rice balls: I don't mind

Humanoid self-propelled bandage spirit: ...you just want me to say this sentence

……

Even though the chat panel was unprincipled, Fyodor's expression didn't change any more than it should have.

Indeed, as Shuji Tsushima said, it is difficult for him to play a role with excessive emotional fluctuations, and he is not as easy to switch as the other party.Now the most difficult scene has passed, and the rest only needs to be played in true colors.

"The first world we fell in love with, the real reset time was about two and a half years after Dazai's death." With his fingertips inserted into his lover's hair, Fyodor stroked the tragic and weak label to death through the bandage. Shuji Tsushima, who was stuck to his body, tried to make his expression a little sullen.

"Uncle Mori couldn't accept Dazai's death, so he closed the clinic, and left alone, and he didn't know where he went. I don't believe that my fiancé suddenly couldn't think of committing suicide on the eve of the wedding, and has been trying to find the truth." The white felt hat shook , Fyodor looked obscure, slowly shook his head and said: "But Pandora's Actor hid it too well, I failed to catch him."

He exerted unnatural force with both arms, and hugged Shuji Tsushima even tighter, "Afterwards, the reincarnation started, and every time I lost all my memory, I became an enemy of Dazai."

Natsume Soseki thoughtfully rolled his eyes and landed on the two teenagers who were tightly hugging each other. After learning about the unknown past of the two, some events that were difficult to sort out gradually became clear.

He had to believe Osamu Dazai's words, the start time of the dragon head war, and the boy's many forward-looking actions in the past year were enough to prove the authenticity of this experience.

The biggest problem right now is Pandora's Actor's intentions.

"Boy Dazai, do you judge the 'book' in the hands of Pandora's Actor based on the memory at that time?" The beard of the old man hidden behind the scenes in Yokohama moved slightly, continuing to delve into the key issues.

Osamu Dazai was silent for a while, then shook his head, "More than that, I learned about the 'book' in subsequent reincarnations, and actually got it once."

That was the only worldline in which he usurped the throne to become the head of the Port Mafia.

"I used the disqualification in the world to create a singularity. I should have obtained the memories of Osamu Dazai in the possible world, but I didn't." The boy looked unpredictable, raised his free left hand, and trembled uncontrollably, "Instead, I saw Pandora using The 'book' created the original world without supernatural powers, and learned the reason for my birth."

"Disqualification in the world only doesn't work for two abilities in this world, one of which is Pandora's Actor's retrograde. What did he do in the book or on me?"

Since Pandora's Actor had obtained the book a long time ago, it means that what he is looking for cannot be realized by the 'book'.

What is beyond the original ability of the world, a vision that ordinary people can't imagine.

"Then, since you know the reason for your birth, can you tell me what kind of role you played in reincarnation?" Natsume Soseki mused, his rare and stern eyes resting on Osamu Dazai.

Fyodor's voice was cold, and he said abruptly, "It's the container."

"Fei Jia...?" Dazai Osamu's eyes gradually became blank, and he called out his lover's nickname softly.

He shouldn't know this.

"I've been hiding in the dark all these years, looking for all kinds of time manipulators with supernatural powers, and I have roughly understood one thing." The pale and sickly boy closed his eyes halfway, different from his voice without any emotion, with a special The gentle gaze comforted the lover, "Resetting the time is not without cost."

After feigning death, Fyodor escaped the sight of Pandora's Actor and Mikhail, dragging his young and weak body, relying on the memory that appeared in his brain in this life.He has struggled to survive alone until now, and the root of the disease in his body is just an inevitable price to pay, which is nothing compared to the empty heart.

Demon is what Osamu Dazai called him in the past reincarnation. Fyodor also concealed the name of the Rat of the House of Death in the past, changed his face, and secretly investigated information about time going back.

It's just a short period of ten years of traveling alone, and the pain of emotional inequality has made it hard for him to breathe.

Such grief, but his lover has endured hundreds of times alone.

Fyodor whispered: "The world lines of each reincarnation are reset and erased, but it cannot be said that they never existed. The karma of those world lines will be twisted into a ball during reincarnation, and all of them will be carried on Pandora. Actor. But according to my observations, Pandora has not changed since the first reincarnation, and it does not look like it is burdened with a heavy causal chain."

"He created a container specially designed to accommodate this price." He took a deep breath, suppressing the anger that was constantly churning in his chest.

And that container is Osamu Dazai.