Emperor Xin Xixi

In fact, Yinzhen has always had a question in his heart. He always feels that the only one who knows the starling best is him, and that is the fourth child who is incompatible with the starling.

But for some reason, Yinzhen always felt that his starling must have something to hide from him, and it must be about that old man.

Yinzhen has always wanted to know, why because of my starling's obsession with his previous life, he entered the underworld and could not be reincarnated.

And the most worrying thing about myna is myself, so I have become an immortal ghost just like myna.

What about Kangxi?

Why can't he enter reincarnation?

Is it because the starling hates this Amma who only looks at him coldly, reprimands, punishes, and hates him?

So obsessed with him?

What about the fourth child?

Why doesn't the starling hate the fourth child?

Don't starlings have hatred and resentment towards the fourth child?

Why is the fourth child not here, not in the underworld?Is it possible that a cold-blooded and cruel person like him can still get on Ziwei Star?

Yinzhen has always been a person who has something to say, he can't bear that his starling has something that he doesn't know.so……

"Brother, do you have any secrets that you haven't told me?"

Yinhu looked at the good brother who blamed him in front of him, without any dissatisfaction.

"Yes."

"...Why didn't you tell me?" Seeing that he had guessed right, Yinzhen immediately became dissatisfied and said every word.

Yinhu looked at Yinhu's tangled and depressed face with a smile, and said helplessly, "I told you, it's not a 'secret'."

Yinzhen widened his eyes.Is my starling going to tell him now?

"Mynah...mynah...mynah...mynah...mynah..."

"Why do you still act like a baby when you're so old?" Yinhu said softly.

"Xiao Jiu only acts like a baby to my starling. Mynah..."

"You...want to know?"

"Hmm, I think so."

Yinhu originally wanted to rot this secret in his stomach forever, but when he thought of letting go of his obsession, he didn't care anymore. He was dead, so what else could he care about.

"Hey, come and listen..."

……

Yinhu's secret is a real secret, a treacherous secret.

……

Yinhu was the emperor's brother who was not expected when he was not born.

Even the name, I'm afraid Kangxi got it in a depressed situation, right?

The pronunciation of "禩" and "si" is the same, which is a taboo in the royal family, but let him be called such an unlucky name by a prince. You really hate this son from the bottom of your heart, right? !

His mother-in-law was low in status and not favored, so she was not qualified to raise her brother, so Yinhu was raised with Concubine Hui... Concubine Hui couldn't say bad things about his adopted son, but after all, his mother-in-law had her own son, so no matter how good he was, it was just to help his son win a helper.

And what about his Huang Ama?He was neglected and ignored since he was born, and when he was the age when he should go to the Shang study, he was disregarded... Until... Xiao Jiu and Xiao Shi also reached the age of school, his Huang Ama seemed to think of him ...allow him to read, read, and practice martial arts...

Yinhu knew clearly from childhood that he was different from other brothers in Huang Ama's heart. His Huang Ama regarded him as a thorn in his side, a thorn in his flesh, and a shame, a shame of being an emperor.

Just because his mother-in-law was born in Xin Zheku... Hehe, how ridiculous, Xin Zheku, since he felt that he had lost face, why did he visit his mother-in-law in the first place, why... let him be born...

He thought that the high-ranking emperor should be like that, cruel, ruthless, domineering, and self-reliant...but no...his Huang Ama always smiled gently at his prince and second brother, and would praise him and encourage him , even if reprimanded, he will be rewarded generously afterwards, it seems to be compensation, it seems to be apologetic...

And the other brothers, that emperor also turned a blind eye to indulgence...

But what about him?No... only no to him.

Yinhu has learned to pretend since he was sensible. He wants his Huang Ama to love and protect him like a father... as he does to other brothers, as he does to... the second brother of the prince...

So he was more serious with himself and wanted to be better, but his efforts were in vain over and over again. The emperor couldn't see... couldn't see his hard work, his sweat, and his childishness. Admiration and awe.

Those cold yet gentle eyes looked at him with nothing but disgust, only fake smiles, and only teasing like watching a play...

I have been used to it for a long time, but why does my heart hurt... the pain is so numb, the pain is so painful that I lose my heart and the ultimate goal, but I just want to get approval.

But what?

He had lost his heart and love for that person a long time ago... Since when did it start?Don't remember... don't want to remember.

They are father and son, he doesn't want paradox, he will be afraid, helpless, panic, and despair!

He wanted to be father and son with that person, but that person didn't even bother to give him father-son affection...

But what is their relationship?

Father and son?ridiculous……

King and minister?sad……

……

Looking at Yinhu's eyes that seemed empty and sad, Yinhu burst into tears, even though there were no tears, but she couldn't stop her heartache, unstoppable sadness...why...why...

His starling is so good, so good...why...

"Brother...he is not worthy, he is not worthy..." Yinzhen choked up and sobbed.

"Brother knows, he is not worthy, brother knows." Yinhu smiled, seemingly relieved, his good brother didn't hate his unethical brother, as if he felt distressed, silly brother, don't cry...

"Brother, your obsession with him...to him is still..." Is it still there?

How could it be absent?Otherwise, how could Kangxi stay in the underworld...

"From this moment...not here anymore." Yinhu's voice was gentle and hollow, lacking the clearness of the past, and a little more hoarse, but the whole person was more indifferent and free and easy.

Yinzhen didn't believe it.He said: "Brother... let's go back, let's go back, my brother will accompany you, experience again, experience again his cruelty, his poison, his disgust, his evil... let's go back, mynah, you forgot about him , forget him, forget it."

Yinhu finally didn't want to restrain himself anymore. With a trembling voice, he closed his eyes forcefully and said, "...Okay, let's go back, let's go back, experience it again, and... again."

……

Looking at the two people embracing and crying from a distance, Kangxi covered his chest with his cold hands, he was obviously dead, and obviously there was no heartbeat, why did it still hurt?Why does it hurt there?Was it because of hearing those words, or because the man cried?The man actually cried!

Yes, it must be.Because of those words.

Because Yinhu has feelings for me that she shouldn't have... That's it.That's it.

But, but he cried, he said he would forget, why did he cry?Why forget?Is it because of me?Are you sad?Are you desperate?Have you stopped looking forward to it?

But I am your Huang Ama.

It hurts so much, Yinhu, it hurts so much, it's all because of you, why should I be hurt, isn't the mark you left in my heart not deep enough?

Now even your soul has been imprinted with your name, your voice and appearance, you have succeeded Yinhu, I remember you, I care about you, but what did you say?

forget?forgot what?

Experience it again?What do you feel?

I can't understand, Yinhu, you can't understand all of my ruthlessness, my poison, my disgust, and my evil.

I won't let you succeed, you won't succeed.

Yinhu, Yinhu.Yinhu!

You can't forget me, I am your Ama, I am your king, you can only have me in your world, want to forget me?I... never allow it!