Shangguan, don't run!

The moon hangs in the sky.

The bright moonlight can't bear the loneliness of the night, and I can't wait to open every curtain to have a panoramic view of the scenery inside the house.

Although Wen Qing pulled and pulled the curtains before going to bed, she was afraid that the too gentle moonlight would lead people to commit crimes, but the moon was unwilling to be lonely after all, and it had already projected in through the gaps in the curtains at midnight.

It's no wonder that even the moon can't settle down in such a quiet night that makes people think about it, right?

Shangguan Orange always maintained the posture when he was lying down.Facts have proved that human muscles will fatigue after a long period of excessive tension.

She didn't know how long she had been thinking about it, but her sore and swollen back reminded her that it should be a long time.

Shangguan Cheng wanted to turn over and change her posture to continue thinking—now, probably only memories can maintain her relationship with the past, the soul-stirring love affair 300 years ago, right?

Shangguan Cheng was afraid that one day she would forget Taiping's appearance and the time they were together.Those past events that were more painful than sweet, if they were really forgotten by her, would they really become "dust of history"?No one knows what she, the "romantic and talented, beautiful and tragic" heroine Shangguan Wan'er, has really experienced.

Yes, they, future generations, would only judge her like that.But in this evaluation, is there not the shadow of patriarchal society?When a man evaluates a woman as "flirty", isn't the subtext "dissolute"?

Why, and on what basis, is a man truly romantic if he has many women?And a woman should be defined as "slutty"?

Was it because she made them, the men feel stressed?Let them lose their dignity as men, but have to bow their heads and ears to a "weak woman"?

Shangguan Cheng thought of His Majesty the Emperor Wu, what a wise emperor he was.Shangguan Cheng does not dare to say that His Majesty is flawless, but objectively speaking, His Majesty, as the Ninth Five-Year King, governs the country well, loves and cherishes talents, and is decisive and decisive. Looking at the emperors of all dynasties, how many people can match it? superior?Just because she is a woman, so many people in the world turned against her, so many people made up all kinds of dirty news about her.Just because she is a woman, almost no one evaluates her by whether she is wise or not, and the noisy voices are all pointing in one direction: Xingfu Li Tang Jiangshan!

If, Shangguan Orange thought obsessively, if peace had come to pass and he became the lord of the world, then what would happen?Taiping's surname is Li, and she is a descendant of Li Tang.However, those scholar-bureaucrats, those scholars, will they add another crime to Tai Pingan—the rooster in the morning?

Shangguan Cheng smiled wryly, why do they use such beautiful words as talent, morality, martial arts, and tolerance when evaluating men, but when it comes to evaluating women, they have to be bound by the shackles of so-called "morality"?It seems that only forbearance, weakness and self-sacrifice are beautiful characters for women.In a patriarchal society, men are afraid of women's strength, but why are they afraid that their authority will be shaken?

If peace could be accomplished back then, and he was lucky enough to survive the turbulent battles, would she and her be together?Will it be less painful?

Shangguan Cheng couldn't help thinking about it.

That's all, Shangguan Orange waved away those impossible fantasies.As the saying goes: "Everything is fate, and you can't help yourself at all." I have already fallen into such a situation, why bother to make that self-harming idea?

Perhaps, returning to this world is the will of God in the dark, right?

Cold, dense, melancholy...

The bright and white moonlight was just like Shangguan Cheng's mood at the moment.

She slowly turned her eyes to the hazy moon outside the curtains, only to realize that even her neck was a little stiff because of maintaining a posture for a long time.

moon……

Shangguan Cheng's heart trembled, thinking of the man's boudoir name, his eyes became more and more astringent.Suddenly, she couldn't wait to get close to the moon, even if it was just to see it clearly.

Just when she propped up half of her body, Shangguan Cheng suddenly heard Wen Qing, who was sleeping peacefully beside her, snort softly.

Shangguan Orange froze, turned his head, and looked at the sleeping man worriedly.

Sleeping soundly like a child, with one arm wrapped around his waist as if he was afraid of losing it, his palms were closed, and his five fingers, which were pale by the moonlight, were weakly clutching the skirt of his pajamas.

Shangguan Cheng was stunned, feeling a trace of unbearable in his heart.

Wen Qing should be a sunny and warm person, just like her name, "Wen Qing", tenderness, that's what Shangguan Orange thought when he heard this name for the first time.

Such a person should not bear the burden that does not belong to her, she should not be surrounded by darkness, she should walk in the sunshine, and walk joyfully and happily.

Maybe, my original decision was wrong; maybe, I shouldn't have let her sink deeper and deeper.

Shangguan Cheng took a deep breath to calm down his increasingly restless and desolate mood.She carefully covered the back of Wen Qing's hand that was clenching her skirt.

Even in the cold late night, even without a blanket, that hand was still warm, just like every time she held her own.

This person always gives himself warmth when he is most helpless——

Shangguan Cheng almost burst into tears.

As long as you are an individual, you will be greedy for warmth in the world, right?However, she has her arrogance, she has her responsibilities, and she shouldn't drag others down, not to mention, she has already occupied the body of Wen Qing's most important person...

Shangguan Cheng made up his mind, but didn't dare to use force, one, two... broke Wen Qing's bondage, and was afraid that she would catch a cold, so he carefully stuffed that hand into the bed, and tucked the corner of the quilt for her, paused After a long while, after confirming that Wen Qing would not wake up, she tiptoed down to the ground, wearing slippers, and tiptoedly stepped on the floor, rubbing against the curtain.

The bedroom is one of Wenqing's favorite places and one of the reasons why she chose this property in the first place.

Because the bedroom window is not a simple floor-to-ceiling window, but connected to a small balcony, just unscrew a small door on the floor-to-ceiling window.

Wen Qing put a comfortable recliner on the small balcony, and also set up a small tea table by the way.When she has nothing to do, she likes to hold a cup of freshly ground coffee, lean on the sun lounger comfortably, or watch the stars - although in the city at night, don't expect to see any pure starry sky.When the fragrant coffee aroma fills the surroundings, Wen Qing will be in a trance, fantasizing about what is there and what is not.Isn't the saying "women are born to dream"?

Sometimes, Wen Qing would pretend to be gentle, put a set of tea sets on the small tea table pretentiously, and drink by herself. Although she felt that the purple sand tea cup with the size of a bull's eye was really "not quenching thirst", but It's fun to put on a show.

In fact, Wen Qing didn't understand the tea ceremony at all.

At this moment, Shangguan Cheng raised the curtain lightly, fixed her eyes on Wen Qing's direction to make sure that she would not be awakened, and with a little force on her hand, she unscrewed the doorknob of the small balcony, entered the door in a flash, and lowered the curtain again. Carefully put it back to its original appearance, and concealed the door on the balcony.

Through a layer of glass, as if separated by a world, the warm breath in the bedroom disappeared, and a coolness passed by, Shangguan Cheng couldn't help shivering.

She didn't want to go back to get a piece of clothes to put on, and it wasn't the middle of winter, people couldn't freeze to death.

She didn't even dare to get close to the small recliner that Wen Qing put on the balcony, it must be tainted with Wen Qing's smell, which made Shangguan Cheng palpitate.

She finally chose to sit aggrieved on the small steps under the balcony door.

It was indeed aggrieved. Although Shangguan Cheng was thin, she was not as petite as Brother Xun.The small balcony naturally lives up to its name, and it is occupied by reclining chairs and small tea tables. One can imagine how little space is left for Shangguancheng.

Shangguan Cheng nestled on the small steps, hugged his knees, and curled up into a ball, like... like a homeless child.

That's all.Shangguan Orange said to himself.

What kind of hardships has she experienced since she was a child?What kind of eyes have you never seen?

Right now it's really nothing.

moon……

Shangguan Cheng raised his head, and a cold moon happened to hang on the corner of the balcony.

Is today fifteen or sixteen?This month is round.

Taiping said: "Wan'er, you are mine, and you will be mine for the rest of your life!"

Taiping said: "Wan'er, look at the moon, when the crescent moon turns into a moon disc, I will definitely come to accompany you..."

Taiping said: "Wan'er, you don't even let my elder brother go! Hmph, do you want to be a princess? Or do you want to be my sister-in-law?"

Taiping said: "Shangguan Wan'er, so you are so sentimental! I really misjudged you! I thought you just fell in love with me, it seems that it is just my wishful thinking!"

Taiping said: "..."

Shangguan Cheng stared blankly at the moon on the corner of the balcony that was gradually disappearing, leaving only a broken piece, and his heart was like a knife——

You say I am passionate?You said that I even fall in love with your brother?You said you misunderstood me?

But, have you ever thought about my difficulty?

Have you ever thought that I am not you, that I am not born with wealth and honor, that I have to rely on myself to work hard, to endure, to let go, and even to swallow with blood and tears while laughing? ?

Have you ever thought that if you act like a baby, your mother can allow you everything in the world, but my mother is still waiting for me to protect under that bleak roof?

You are a princess, you are a noble body, I have no right to blame you for accepting a concubine, but why did you choose one after another?

That being the case, why do you still blame me for being affectionate?

With you like this, should I have left you long ago?Should I hate you?But, why am I still unable to give up?

But it turns out that the word "love" does not know where it came from, nor how it is unforgettable!

Not knowing whether it was because of the chill, or because of the unbearable pain in his heart, Shangguan Cheng curled up even tighter, with his face deeply buried in his knees.

She trembled slightly involuntarily, her eyes blurred at some point, tears streaming down her face.

"Sir!"

A sharp "stab" pierced the tranquility of the night.Accompanied by that sound, was Wen Qing's exclamation.

In the middle of the night, Wen Qing suddenly felt a trace of cool wind blowing her cheeks in her sleep. She rubbed her face, and when she subconsciously touched her side, she was surprised to only touch the bed sheet.

Wen Qing was so frightened that she woke up instantly. She got up suddenly, with sleepy eyes, she realized that Shangguan Orange had really disappeared.

Wen Qing was really frightened now——

Shangguan went to the toilet at night?

This was her first reaction.

Immediately afterwards, another gust of cool wind blew across the side of her face, causing Wen Qing to shiver in Lingling.

Forgot to close the balcony door?can't you?

Wen Qing glanced at the small balcony, and sure enough the curtains there were swaying with the wind.There was a strange feeling in her mind, and she didn't care about wearing shoes, she stepped on the floor with her bare feet, and ran over in three steps at a time.

Shangguan Orange was indeed here.

Like a frightened little animal, curled up into a small ball, with a pitifully thin body, trembling intermittently...

Sitting on the cold steps like this!

Wen Qing's scalp was about to explode——

What's going on in the middle of the night?Don't you know that your body is weak?I don't know if she is almost frightened by Shangguan now?And play disappearance with her!

Wen Qing was a little annoyed and hurt, so she rushed over and grabbed Shangguan Cheng's shoulder.

"Go! Don't sit here!"

Didn't move?

Wen Qing froze for a moment, as if she had touched a lump of ice on her tentacles.How long has this person been here?

Wen Qing was even more annoyed. She knelt down and grabbed Shangguan Cheng's shoulders: "What is this for! Go back to the house and make trouble!"

Shangguan Orange stubbornly shook his head vigorously.

Wen Qing was furious, her strength came up, and regardless of Shangguan Cheng's reaction, she clasped her shoulders with one hand and poked her legs with the other. That posture was like a "princess hug".

Shangguan Cheng didn't expect that she still had this hand, and he still didn't cooperate after a while, pushing and blocking her hand, but he didn't dare to let her see his tear-wet face, and said in a muffled voice, "You... let me go Bar!"

Wen Qing was completely stunned——

Was she hallucinating just now?What did the Shangguan say?Did you mean "let me go"?