fall in love, pass by

When he woke up the next day, Ke An found that Jian Yifan had already left for work. Looking at the breakfast that had been prepared on the table as before, he took the car keys and went out.

He didn't find a chance to talk to Jian Yifan all day, picked up the phone several times but didn't have the courage to press it, he thought sadly, "I'm too selfish, am I, I'm about to get married, but I don't care about you?" Don’t allow this, don’t allow that, I also know in my heart that you have nothing to do with that woman, but why should I treat you like that, even if you have a girlfriend, it is actually the best, but why did I do that yesterday! I obviously don’t want to Like you."

When he got off work at night, Ke An drove the car to the side of the road a little far away from the company and stopped the car to wait for Jian Yifan. From the rear view mirror, he saw Su Haimei waved goodbye to Jian Yifan and got into the car with a bright smile. Jian Yifan was as usual Also nodding his head and smiling to say goodbye, he couldn't help but open the SMS editor and send a message to Jian Yifan.

"Go forward, I will wait for you in front."

After the message was sent, he saw Jian Yifan took out his mobile phone to read the text message, then he raised his head and looked towards him. After hesitating for a moment, Jian Yifan walked towards him, opened the car door and sat down. The first co-pilot, Jian Yifan, asked calmly, "What's the matter? Did you see me talking to Xiaomei just now? Are you going to question me again?"

"I... that's not what I meant." Ke An said in a low voice, "Let's stop doing this, okay? Yesterday... it was my fault. I didn't stand in your position to think about you, and I shouldn't be so impulsive. You are angry, even if you are in a relationship with Su Haimei, I shouldn't do that, because... This is all my own choice, I have no position to say anything about you, but you can complain about me. "

Jian Yifan's expression was slightly moved, he turned to look at Ke An, only to see Ke An looking at him sincerely and carefully.

Jian Yifan sighed helplessly and said, "I didn't think so, but Xiaomei and I really have nothing to do, and I never blamed you, I only blamed myself."

"Do you regret falling in love with me and being with me?" Ke An immediately restrained his expression, looked at Jian Yifan, and thought if Jian Yifan answered yes, then should he let him go free and make him suffer so much? It's all his fault.

"How come, I won't regret falling in love with you, and I won't regret being with you, but... Ke An, promise me that no matter what happens to us in the future, you have to take care of yourself, and I will work hard to make myself Happy, don’t feel guilty, this is our fate, although you and I can’t join hands for the rest of our lives, but we have lived with you like this, I am satisfied with these memories, no matter whether you and I part ways in the future, you have to remember Hold on, I love you."

"Afan..." Ke An covered his eyes, tears flowed from between his fingers, Jian Yifan took his hand away, wiped his tears with his fingertips and smiled, "Fool, look, you give me the best The good response is that you love me too, and that's enough."

The more Jian Yifan was like this, the more uncomfortable Ke An felt, but he couldn't say anything more. He nodded emphatically and said in a sobbing tone, "Afan, let's go home."

"Okay." Jian Yifan nodded slightly, his eyes were tender as usual, the only difference was that those once pure eyes were mixed with a touch of sadness.

The days pass by like a white horse, and the leaves on the roadside turn from green to yellow, slowly withering and decaying, and before you know it, it is winter, and it is the Spring Festival of the year. The company held an annual party before the holiday and announced the year Summary of the performance indicators of the company's various departments, Jian Yifan was also nominated for praise, implying that he did a good job, and the company also valued him. Of course, it was only a matter of time before he was promoted. That night, Jian Yifan was toasted and congratulated by his colleagues in turn, and accidentally drank Ke An took care of him all night. When he woke up the next day, Ke An had already packed his luggage. Seeing that he woke up, he quickly brought him the ginger soup that he had made earlier.

"Why don't you pack your luggage? I received a call from my dad this morning asking me to go home today. When are you going back? Why don't you come with me?"

After drinking the ginger soup with a frown, Jian Yifan rubbed his temples and said, "It's okay, you go back first, I'll go back tomorrow, I have a bad headache today, I don't want to take the car."

"Then I'll book you a plane ticket?" Ke An sat on the side of the bed and stretched out his hands to help him gently rub his temples. He couldn't help but blame him, "You didn't know how to shirk it last night. Anyone who came to toast would drink it. Do you think you Is it Dionysus?"

Jian Yifan smiled lightly and put his arms around Ke An, resting his chin on the top of his head and said, "Okay, you go back, it's the same when I leave tomorrow."

"Is it hard?" Ke An touched the newly grown blue stubble on his face, feeling distressed, "Then I'll call my dad and talk to him, and go back tomorrow."

"No, don't worry, I can take care of myself, but it's just a hangover, where do I need someone to take care of me?" Kissing Ke Anjian Yifan urged him, "Come on, be careful on the road."

Ke An hesitated for a moment and said, "Okay then." After speaking, he leaned over and kissed Jian Yifan's lips, before parting for a long time, "My dear, I'll go first, it seems that it will snow tomorrow, please be careful."

"Okay, let's go, when did you become such a mother-in-law." Jian Yifan urged with a smile.

Ke An gave him a blank look, and finally reluctantly dragged his luggage out the door.

As soon as Ke An left, the smile on Jian Yifan's face disappeared immediately. He lay back on the bed and stared at the ceiling in a daze. screen, finally put down the phone without making a call.

Put on his clothes and get up, after a simple wash, Jian Yifan took the keys and went out. He was going out for dinner, and he really didn't want to cook today, but just after walking not far away, he saw a curly-haired white puppy whimpering. On the side of the road, it was dirty, looked weak, and looked like it was about to die, but no one cared about it in the streets where people came and went, Jian Yifan looked around but did not see the dog's owner, he Trying to approach the puppy, the puppy didn't respond to his approach, and still whimpered with its eyes closed, like a helpless lost child.

He tried to reach out and touch the dog's head, but the puppy was still very docile and did not resist.

Jian Yifan sighed and said, "Forget it, I'll take you home, okay? Let's spend this Chinese New Year together? Do we count as sympathy?"

Seeing that the puppy had no objection after a while, Jian Yifan happily picked it up and wanted to take it home, but after thinking about it, he stopped a car and took the dog to the pet hospital.

When he arrived at the hospital, Jian Yifan asked the nurse to deworm the puppy internally and externally. After the vaccination, he checked his body and found that the puppy was in good health, but his left hind leg was lame. It seemed to be an old injury, but it was not. I don't care if I get in the way of life.

After leaving the hospital, he took the puppy to the supermarket to buy a bunch of dog supplies and canned dog food before returning home. After returning home, he fed it and it was also very good, but the appetite was not large. Wait for it After eating enough, Jian Yifan carried it to the bathroom to give it a bath. After the bath, the puppy finally looked better and energetic. It looked at Jian Yifan with big bony eyes as if sizing him up. , Jian Yifan showed it with a smile, and after watching it for a while, it took the initiative to rub against Jian Yifan's leg as if showing favor, Jian Yifan laughed loudly, picked it up and lifted it over his head and said, "I'll give it to you." How about a name? Call you milk, okay? You are so obedient and docile, as pure as milk, how about this name?" As if responding to him, Milk barked twice, looking very happy.

In this way, Jian Yifan and Milk counted down the New Year together, ate the New Year's Eve dinner together, watched the New Year's fireworks in the distance by the window, and felt the joy of reunion in other people's families.

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