stay away from me, bitch

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Before meeting Yan Zhehan, Xu Qianduo's world was not big, only him and his dependent grandma.

He was probably abandoned by his parents from the very beginning, so he didn't have any hope after a long time.

Later, with Yan Zhehan, his world became a triangle: him, his grandma, and Yan Zhehan.

It is said that the triangle is the most stable structure, and the facts have proved that it is true. This period of time is the most fulfilling life for Xu Qianduo.

He never thought that one day his grandma would suddenly suffer from both asthma and high blood pressure and become unconscious.

When Xu Qianduo got home that day, he saw his grandma lying on the ground with broken medicine bottles. Xu Qianduo didn't know how he sent his grandma to the hospital.

One o'clock.He sat outside the emergency room in the hospital yard, waiting quietly, feeling dazed and unable to believe that he was sitting in a hospital.

However, the surrounding area is filled with the smell of disinfectant.

Yes, he was indeed in the hospital.

It was already four o'clock in the morning when his grandma was pushed out of the emergency room.

Rescue is rescued, if it is delayed, it will really be too late.

But the doctor said that the patient is too old, and the medicine has not been taken in time for the condition, and the nutrition of the body cannot keep up with the poor physique. If it is necessary to treat it, the cost will be huge, and there is little hope.so……

I see.Xu Qianduo smiled, but please be sure to cure her, doctor, I will find a way for the medical expenses, please.

The doctor didn't say any more, the boy in red in front of him was pitiful.Just now I thought his attire was too eye-catching and rebellious, but now it seems that he is a very sensible child.

A lot of money went to a 24-hour convenience store.His grandma is going to be hospitalized and needs to buy some daily necessities and food.

After walking out, except for the light under the street lamp, it was pitch black outside, and I couldn't see the side.

Xu Qianduo felt a little dazed, and after shopping, he found a lawn on the road and sat down.

He remembered that because of his grandma's affairs, he didn't even send a text message to Yan Zhehan at night, so he took out his mobile phone and made up a text message as usual, "Good night, Xiao Hanhan, I am Xu Qianduo. Smile/smile/smile"

After finishing writing, he didn't send it out immediately. At this moment, he suddenly wanted to hear Yan Zhehan's voice, even if it was just a word of "Hello".

With trembling hands, he pressed the green button to dial.

Then came the sound of "beep... beep...".

Xu Qianduo held his breath and stared at the screen.

However, a female voice came next, "Sorry, the phone you dialed has been turned off, please call again later."

That's right, it's already five o'clock in the morning, so he should still be sleeping at this time.

Xu Qianduo couldn't help laughing that he didn't check the time anyway, then he sent the message and closed the phone.

Looking up at the starry sky, it is beautiful.

A long time ago, his grandma would take him to see the stars and tell him what kind of star this is and what kind of star that is.

Due to the poor eyesight of the old man, he was inaccurate every time he pointed to the stars, which would always mislead him.

However, those days are memorable.

In the future, it is estimated that there will never be such a time again.

Xu Qianduo hugged his knees tightly.

After returning home with a lot of money, he and his grandma's meager savings were withdrawn, and he began to worry.

Passing an alley on the way to the hospital, I saw a few small paper advertisements "emergency recruiters" posted on the wall

High-tech, urgently needed...

Xu Qianduo stared at the keywords of the advertisement for a long time, and then left.

After taking care of his grandma, having lunch and sleeping, Xu Qianduo went to school.

The principal was very happy when he heard that Xu Qianduo would ask for a period of leave. He wished that he could learn from Yan Zhehan.

When he got home at night, Xu Qianduo looked at himself in the mirror for a long, long time with red hair, red clothes, red shoes and big red lips.Then he picked up the lipstick to brighten his lips, and looked at the mirror, Xu Qianduo smiled.

Then he looked in the mirror while talking on the phone.

In the end, before the mirror was broken, Xu Qianduo finished the phone call, picked up his things and rushed to the hospital.

The next day, Xu Qianduo went back home again, taking the old hens at home and selling them.As for the eggs he laid, he packed them in a bag and carried them to Yan Zhehan's house.

So when he arrived at Yan Zhehan's house, it was already dark.

Xu Qianduo cooked a large table of dishes for dinner this time, and cooked them with care. He also specially made a large bowl of scrambled eggs with green peppers.That was his favorite dish, because it was very nutritious, and he thought Yan Zhehan would like it too.

After finishing, Xu Qianduo went upstairs to call Yan Zhehan.

"Xiao Hanhan, come down to eat." As soon as the door was opened, there was a strong smell of cigarettes.

Yan Zhehan was smoking a cigarette, staring at the computer screen in a daze, and did not respond to him.

Xu Qianduo went up to call him, and when he walked up and down, he saw a computer screen, which was playing a video.In the video, Yan Zhehan took Cheng Ze to watch the sunrise on the top of the mountain, and the two kissed against the morning light.

Xu Qianduo withdrew his gaze, looked up at the ceiling, and said softly again, "Xiao Hanhan~~ Go down and have a meal with me. I cooked a lot of delicious dishes today, and I didn't put green onions~~~"

Only the sound of the video in the computer keeps echoing in the room:

"Han~~ You will accompany me to watch the sunrise from now on, okay?"

"Okay, as long as you like."

"I feel so happy!!!"

"..."

"..."

Xu Qianduo covered his ears and walked out.The room was full of memories of Cheng Ze and Yan Zhehan, and he couldn't get involved. He suddenly felt that Xiao Yang's words were right.

In the end, he failed to move Yan Zhehan and went down.At ten o'clock in the evening, Xu Qianduo turned off the TV, looked around the house and got up to go home, when Yan Zhehan's footsteps came down the stairs.

"Xiao Hanhan~~~" Xu Qianduo showed joy on his face, and then ran to the kitchen to reheat the food.

After Yan Zhehan sat down, Xu Qianduo pushed the table full of food in front of Yan Zhehan one by one, "Hey~~ this is your favorite mushroom, this is eggplant, this is..."

Immediately afterwards, Xu Qianduo ran to the schoolbag on the sofa and took out the bowls and chopsticks he had brought.Sat down opposite Yan Zhehan, "Tonight, can I have dinner with you?"

Xu Qianduo clearly remembered the look in Yan Zhehan's eyes that he would rather throw away the face than let him touch it at that time, and he asked cautiously.

Yan Zhehan looked up at Xu Qianduo who was full of expectation, and bowed his head to eat.

No objection was an acquiescence, and Xu Qianduo began to eat happily.

The meal cost a lot of money and was very delicious. During the meal, he kept croaking and chattering, talking about the stupid principal, and the stupid senior director, and even made fun of himself while talking.

After eating, Xu Qianduo saw Yan Zhehan sitting down in the living room, and went to clean up the dishes.

By the time everything was done, it was already late and it was time to go back.

"Xiao Hanhan~~~" Xu Qianduo walked up to Yan Zhehan with his clothes clenched in both hands, hesitating to speak, "Can you...can you..."

After a while, Xu Qianduo had the courage to speak a complete sentence, his voice trembling violently, "Can you... lend me some money... I need it urgently."

Yan Zhehan looked up at him, with unknown emotions flickering in his eyes.

There was only silence in the air, and then Yan Zhehan went upstairs.

Hehe~~~ It's really an excessive request, and I think so too.Xu Qianduo looked at the indifferent figure, with a bitter smile on his lips.

He turned around stiffly and walked out step by step, his heart throbbing with pain.

A lot of money~~ You are promising!What's wrong with people not lending you money?

Who made you useless!

But if there is no money... Grandma will...

Xu Qianduo had never been so desperate, his heels sank like lead.

When he reached the intersection and just turned the corner, Xu Qianduo was stopped by a tall figure.

"Xiao... Han... Han..." Xu Qianduo couldn't believe it.

"Why are you running?" Yan Zhehan stuffed the money into Xu Qianduo's hand.

"I...I...I..." Xu Qianduo rushed over, hugged Yan Zhehan's waist, and said excitedly, "Thank you, thank you..."

Yan Zhehan resisted a little, and stretched out his hand to open the distance between them.

"Little Hanhan, I won't be here starting tomorrow." Xu Qianduo pressed his cheek against his chest, and could smell a faint smell of tobacco in his nostrils.

Yan Zhehan's hand paused, and he let it go without any further resistance.

Xu Qianduo said softly, "So, tonight, let me hold you for a while, just for a short while, okay?"

Yan Zhehan was silent.

"Little Hanhan, do you feel happy to hear me say that?" Xu Qianduo asked with a smile.

In the darkness, Yan Zhehan couldn't see that many tears were overflowing crazily.

"So... from now on, you have to eat on time, don't eat instant noodles all the time, and don't smoke all the time, it's not good for your health at all..." After counting down ten seconds in his heart, Qian Duo let go of his hand "This money , I will pay you back later."

"No need." Yan Zhehan turned and walked back.

"I will definitely pay it back." Xu Qianduo shouted at Yan Zhehan's back, "My name is Xu Qianduo, Xiao Hanhan, don't forget!"

The voice in the wind was slightly crying, Yan Zhehan turned his head in surprise, only to see that Xu Qianduo had already run into the night.