stay away from me, bitch

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~~~~~ I will put more this time, the lonely ghost will not change today, and I will have a big meal tonight, I don’t have time~~~~ Dragon Boat Festival Ankang~~~~

"How is it?" Xu Qianduo just moved, and before he fully opened his eyes, he heard someone asking.

"Fortunately..." Xu Qianduo responded, and when he completely saw that the person in front of him was Yan Zhehan, he said in surprise, "Why are you here?"

"You guys are fighting at the company's construction site, why can't I be here as the person in charge?" Yan Zhehan asked back, "Why are you making trouble?"

"..." Xu Qianduo fell silent and did not speak.

Yan Zhehan couldn't help frowning.If it was before, Xu Qianduo would definitely reply loudly, "It was that person who was wrong first, what's wrong with beating him!", but now, he chose to remain silent.

In fact, Xu Qianduo did not mention it, Yan Zhehan already knew about it, because he had just learned the ins and outs of the matter from his co-workers. What everyone reported was that the project manager first provoked Xu Qianduo deliberately.

Yan Zhehan's cell phone rang at this time, and he said to Xu Qianduo, "Go to sleep first, and call me if you need something. Press the shortcut key "1" on the phone." After speaking, he picked up the phone and walked outside.

The calm in the house was restored, sleepiness struck, and Xu Qianduo fell asleep again.

When he woke up again, the sky was getting dark, Xu Qianduo got up and got out of bed, before he put on his shoes, he saw Yan Zhehan coming in.

"Why did you get down?" Yan Zhehan walked forward quickly and helped Xu Qianduo back.

Xu Qianduo looked up at the clock hanging on the wall, the hour hand pointed to eight o'clock, and said, "It's already eight o'clock, I have to go back and get ready, the show will start at nine o'clock."

"The opening?" Yan Zhehan put the things in his hand heavily on the cabinet next to him, and said, "You still have the mind to take care of the opening?!"

"That's my job." Seeing that Yan Zhehan was blocking one side of the bed, Xu Qianduo moved to the other side of the bed.

"Work? What's your job called?!!!"

"Mr. Yan is taking too much control, thank you for sending me to the hospital."

"Are you rushing to let those men watch you dance?!" Yan Zhehan snorted coldly, "Or are you rushing to let them watch your body?!!!"

Xu Qianduo gave a sudden pause and said calmly, "It has nothing to do with you."

"It has nothing to do with me?!!! Heh~~~~ My company's workers go to this kind of work at night to directly damage the company's image, how can it have nothing to do with me?" Yan Zhehan sternly said.

Xu Qianduo didn't answer, he just quickened his pace and walked towards the door with bare feet.When approaching the door, there was a loud "bang", and the door was closed and locked.

"President Yan, what do you mean?" Xu Qianduo still asked calmly.

The calmer he was, the angrier Yan Zhehan felt in his heart, angry because of Xu Qianduo's current state.This calm look seems to be watching other people's stories that have nothing to do with himself.You know you have sunstroke, you know it's severe anemia, you know you can't take it anymore, you don't have a good rest now, and you want to go back to dance that damn dance? ! ! !

Yan Zhehan squinted his long and narrow eyes, and picked up Xu Qianduo, "Don't even think about going anywhere, just stay here to recuperate!" He threw Xu Qianduo back on the hospital bed, and warned, "If you don't Thinking about dancing..."

Before he finished speaking, Yan Zhehan was stunned.

The dim setting sun refracted in through the window, reflected in the tears on the face, glittering and translucent.

Xu Qianduo cried.

He closed his eyes tightly and cried silently.

Made him cry again.

That red hair was so fragile in the evening.

"Xu...Qian Duo..." Yan Zhehan's heart skipped a beat at that moment, and he leaned over to wipe away the tears on his face.

"Just now I... I shouldn't have said those words." Yan Zhehan hugged Xu Qianduo with some distress, and said softly, "Don't cry."

Xu Qianduo didn't answer him, and the room was silent.

But the quieter Xu Qianduo was, the more turbulent his tears became, seeping through the clothes on Yan Zhehan's right shoulder, and also penetrating into Yan Zhehan's heart.

Knowing that Xu Qianduo was sick and hospitalized, Ye Qi rushed over early in the morning.

When he entered, Xu Qianduo was lying on a large hospital bed alone, looking very pitiful.

"Why did you come here so early?" Xu Qianduo asked.

"See if you're dead?" Ye Qi wrinkled his face and pretended to be angry, "I told you not to fight like this long ago, but you didn't listen. Now it's all right, I'm willing to be hospitalized!"

"Hehe~~~ It's just noon heatstroke, and it's nothing serious." Xu Qianduo laughed.

"Smile, laugh, smile!!! You're embarrassed to laugh!" Ye Qi put the flowers he brought into the bottle on the bedside, sat down and said, "If something goes wrong, don't call me, I have to call you to ask questions." explain."

"Aren't you working?! Besides, I will be discharged from the hospital in two days."

"It didn't say I couldn't answer the phone while I was working."

"Okay, I see, I will tell you next time."

"Dare to have a next time!" Ye Qi stared.

He usually has a casual look, and rarely has such a rich expression now. Xu Qianduo is happy, "Okay, there will be no next time. I promise."

"It's not too bad. I asked for leave from the boss, but...he was very upset, and asked what you've been doing recently, always asking for leave. "

"It's not like you don't know that he's always been so harsh. I'll go back right away when I'm done."

"Let me help you find a way. It's not a solution for you to carry it alone. You should stop doing it as soon as possible. If this continues..."

Before Ye Qi could finish speaking, Xu Qianduo changed the subject, "Did you bring breakfast? I'm hungry."

"you……"

"I appreciate your kindness, but I don't want to owe you too much. You have been taking care of me so much, how can I ask you to help me again? So, you will be worried about my affairs. I will pay attention to my body in the future .” Xu Qianduo replied seriously.

"Okay." Every time Xu Qianduo gave such a prevaricated answer, Ye Qi had to give up and change the subject, "What does the doctor say about your situation?"

"He said..." Xu Qianduo imitated the tone of the old doctor, and pretended to say, "The patient is actually nothing serious, and he can be discharged from the hospital in two days, but don't work so hard. If you become ill from overwork at a young age, you will even start a family in the future." It's going to be a big problem!"

"Hehe~~~" Ye Qi was amused, but still worried, so he reached out to touch Xu Qiandu's forehead to see if he had a fever or something.

"Oh...it's all right," Xu Qianduo turned his head away from Ye Qi's hand, and laughed, "Don't make a fuss all the time, I'm not..."

At this moment, there was the sound of the door opening, and the two of them looked towards the door when they heard the sound, and saw Yan Zehan appearing at the door.

The laughter inside was heard from outside the door.As soon as he opened the door, he saw Xu Qianduo and the bartender arguing so close to each other.After seeing that it was him, the noise stopped immediately.

Yan Zhehan was a little upset.

"Hello!" Ye Qi greeted him first.

Yan Zhehan nodded slightly as a response.The atmosphere in the room suddenly became weird.

After Yan Zhehan walked to the bed, he put the breakfast he brought on the table, took a look at Xu Qian, and then turned and went out again.

When the iceberg finally went away, Ye Qi asked, "Did he send you here?"

Xu Qianduo nodded.

"How did he know you had heat stroke?"

"The construction site belongs to his family."

"........." Ye Qi looked stunned, and said in disbelief, "This is... too coincidental, isn't it?"

"I feel so too."

"It seems that he cares about you." Ye Qi said thoughtfully.

"...your delusion."

It was almost noon when Yan Zhehan came in, but Ye Qi had already left.

"Do you feel better?"

Xu Qianduo nodded.

"You know him very well?" The "he" in Yan Zhehan's mouth refers to Ye Qi.

"Is it important?"

"..." Yan Zhehan said blankly, "The wine he mixed is not bad."

"..."

There were only the two of them in the ward, it was too quiet and a little uncomfortable.Xu Qianduo picked up the remote control and turned on the TV in the ward.Finally stopped at the children's Golden Eagle cartoon channel, Xu Qianduo stared at the screen with wide eyes, watching with gusto.

Such a big person, but also look at this...

I remember before, when I went downstairs several times, I also met Xu Qianduo watching this under his living room...

At that time, there was a lot of money... It was also a person who watched it with relish... The nature did not change.

However, at that time, Xu Qianduo would always laugh alone in the living room below, the laughter was exaggerated and ugly.

Now, it is very quiet.

Yan Zhehan didn't say anything else, and sat down to watch with him.

For the next few days, Yan Zhehan also stayed with Xu Qianduo in the hospital.

Xu Qianduo doesn't talk too much, and occasionally replies to Yan Zhehan, but at other times he ignores his answers, as if he doesn't exist.

After receiving the soup from Yan Zhehan, Xu Qianduo stared at it for a long time but didn't see him drinking it.

"What?" Yan Zhehan asked, seeing that he didn't drink.

"What... what kind of soup is this?" Xu Qianduo asked looking at the burnt black lumps floating on the soup.

"Mushroom pork rib soup." Yan Zhehan replied solemnly.

"Oh." Although he didn't see that the unknown object under the soup was ribs, Xu Qianduo still picked up the spoon and drank it calmly.

After a while, Yan Zhehan walked to the side of the bed and sat down, and asked, "... how does it taste...?"

"not bad."

Yan Zhehan looked a little happy after hearing this.

Unexpectedly, Xu Qianduo added another sentence while eating. "But the ribs...seem to be undercooked..."

Yan Zhehan's mood darkened again.

"Yes...you did it?" Xu Qianduo raised his eyes and asked.

"I..." Yan Zhehan showed embarrassment, and did not answer him directly, but said, "Anyway, eat everything and don't waste it."

"Oh." Xu Qianduo lowered his head and continued eating.

The dignified CEO of the Yan family, usually looks arrogant and indifferent, but now he cooks a soup with burnt shiitake mushrooms and undercooked ribs!How this is done is really curious?Relying on this incomparable superb state, if he pays a lot of money to make up for it, I'm afraid it will make his condition worse and worse.

Xu Qianduo had never been so free as he is now, so after only a few days in the hospital, he couldn't stay anymore and was about to be discharged. Yan Zhehan didn't stop him, and after sending him home, he was thinking of taking him out for dinner at night , As a result, there was something wrong with the company, so I had to go back first.

The next day, Xu Qianduo went back to work as usual. Seeing that Xu Qianduo had come back, the workers gathered around to greet him.Xu Qianduo usually didn't talk to them much, but everyone knew in their hearts that Xu Qianduo was a kind-hearted person who could bear hardships and never cared about it. This time he was right to hit the manager and vent his anger on their behalf.

After greetings, everyone dispersed to work.After bowing his head for a while, he saw the project manager walking towards him.

Everyone immediately surrounded him vigilantly, keeping Xu Qianduo behind him.

But today the project manager didn't look as usual, he looked like a deflated balloon, his face was still bruised and swollen from being beaten by a lot of money, it looked very funny.

He walked up to Xu Qianduo, bowed his head and apologized, "Mr. Xu, I was the one who made things difficult for you that day. Since you have just been discharged from the hospital and your body has not fully recovered, I have arranged another job for you. You You don’t need to do it on this construction site, if there is anything wrong in the future, please make it clear in time and be more tolerant.”

Xu Qianduo looked puzzled.

It won't be...

"There is no need for other arrangements. You just want to treat everyone better in the future." The project manager's words made people get goosebumps, and Xu Qiandu didn't bother to talk to him, and continued to work with his head down.

If Yan Zhehan did this directly, Xu Qianduo would definitely not be able to accept it, so it would be more reasonable for the project manager to take the opportunity to apologize.

But nothing is rewarded.

Xu Qianduo still feels that it is better to keep his feet on the ground.

At night, Xu Qianduo was putting on makeup and getting ready to go on stage.

Ye Qi came in with a glass of juice and handed it to him, "If it doesn't work, don't force yourself."

"Hehe~~~ How can you think so weakly." Xu Qianduo took it and drank it.

"Okay. Anyway, what I said, you have always ignored it. You have to wait until you suffer a loss before you believe it. If you don't listen to the old man's words, you will suffer a loss before your eyes." Ye Qi sighed.

"Pfft~~~~" The juice sprayed out.

"How old are you older than me? Are you talking about the old man?" Xu Qianduo laughed.

"Hehe~~~Anyway, I'm ready to call "120" for you at any time." Ye Qi patted Xu Qianduo's shoulder, "Then you should prepare well first, I'll go out first."

"kindness."

"By the way, I almost forgot to tell you that the guy surnamed Yan is also here tonight."

"Oh."

"I have a hunch..."

"what?"

"He may come every day in the future." Ye Qi looked clear.

"Oh."

"so……"

"So what?" Xu Qianduo asked.

"It's nothing...it should be interesting." Ye Qi smiled and turned around and went out.

It has to be said that Ye Qi had a certain degree of foresight, and Yan Zhehan would come here every day after that.

As long as it's nine o'clock, you can definitely find Yan Zhehan in a corner of the bar, tasting wine while watching the performance on stage.

In fact, before he knew that Xu Qianduo was performing here, he would come over sometimes, but he would come earlier and leave after sitting for a while.

But since he knew that Xu Qianduo was here, he would come over at this time, and he would send Xu Qianduo home after reading it.

Xu Qianduo didn't want to take his car, so he walked to see him off.

"You go back." Looking at the two figures on the ground stretched by the streetlights, Xu Qianduo turned around and said.

"I'm just taking a break." Yan Zhehan glanced at him and continued walking.

"If you have to go here to relax in the future, then I can only go home by another road." After talking, he turned around and walked towards another fork.

"You..." Yan Zhehan grabbed Xu Qianduo's arm, "I have no other intention, it's not safe to go home alone so late." When Yan Zhehan was speaking, he caught a glimpse of a big dark red scar on Xu Qianduo's hand .

"I just don't like going the same way with others." Xu Qianduo replied, "So, can you let go?"

"This is...?" Yan Zhehan asked looking at the scar.The scar was the mark of being cut by a sharp weapon, and it was a little hideous.Why are there such scars?

When he was asked, Xu Qianduo became a little emotional, and shook Yan Zhehan's hand vigorously, "It has nothing to do with you. Didn't you always care about nothing before, why are you becoming so nosy now?"

Yan Zhehan was left speechless by what he said.

That's right, what's wrong with me now, why are you so nosy?

Didn't I always only like Cheng Ze?

Yan Zhehan couldn't answer, Xu Qianduo didn't want to talk to him any more, and walked back alone.

Xu Qianduo looked at his own shadow, which was continuously stretched by the street lamp, stretched, stretched again, and then disappeared. When he reached the next street lamp, he was stretched again, stretched and stretched again, and disappeared again... This cycle goes on and on, how many times? year?

In fact, from the very beginning, I was alone.

It's just that I didn't know it at the time. I thought that as long as I persisted, persisted, and persisted, there would always be hope.That way, you won't be alone.

But in the end...

I thought that Yan Zhehan, who rescued himself and bandaged his wound at the entrance of the alley, would be different from others, and no one would treat him like this.

So how could you easily give up on this glimmer of light that ignited in your own world?

So I persisted, but in the end these things are nothing in the eyes of others...

"Neither male nor female"...

"Stay away from me"...

"Can you get out of here"...

…………

……

These words from that year are still in my ears, like thorns piercing into my heart.

It hurts...

Xu Qianduo covered the position of his heart in pain, walked forward step by step, stretched out his hand to hold the deep red scar on his arm.

The scene of the men's restroom is vivid in my memory:

"I'm so unfamiliar with you! Don't follow me anymore, otherwise..."

Then there was a burning pain in his arm, and a deep red scar from the cigarette butt.

"I hate followers!"

hate follower...

Why was I so unaware at that time, and I had to follow him to the men's room with a sneer.

Whoever it is, should hate such a person, I really don't realize it.

Ha ha……

Don't worry... I will stay away from you, as far away as possible.

Just please, don't come to me again.

Since you were so indifferent before, why should you care about me now?

This world is always like this, giving people fantasy and despair.

If you don't want to despair anymore, then there should be no illusions from the beginning.

A small person like Xu Qianduo has never seen the world, and he can't stand strong winds and waves.