stay away from me, bitch
Chapter 25
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Second update~~~~~~ There are more!
In the past month, Xu Qianduo basically never took a look at Yan Zhehan, and only told Ye Qi if he needed anything.
When Ye Qi was around, he would talk for a while, but when Ye Qi left, he would keep silent, or just sleep.
Although Ye Qi tried his best to come to the hospital for every meal, but today he couldn't come back in the evening because the bar was busy and there were many customers.So the matter of taking care of a lot of money and eating dinner naturally fell to Yan Zhehan.
But the problem is, a lot of money doesn't want to talk to Yan Zhehan, so why would he eat the dinner Yan Zhehan sent?
Yan Zhehan had been waiting by the bed for more than half an hour since he asked Xu Qianduo to eat. Xu Qianduo just didn't respond and didn't open his mouth. He was as stubborn as a bull. The food was cold.
It's one thing to ignore people, it's another to have trouble with yourself.Even if you don't want to care about others, you can't make life difficult for yourself.
"It's a lot of money, let me ask you one last time, should I eat or not?" Yan Zhehan asked calmly.
"……"no response.
The last trace of patience was exhausted, Yan Zhehan leaned over and clasped the chin of many Qianduo, and forcefully fed the food in mouth to mouth.
Unexpectedly, Xu Qianduo resisted instinctively, "slap", slapped down, and the ward fell silent.
Xu Qianduo didn't expect that he would slap him, and was stunned.
Yan Zhehan still kept the posture he just leaned over, and looked at Xu Qianduo with an incredulous expression, such hurt eyes.
After 2 minutes, Yan Zhehan calmed down, and spoke first, with a gentle tone, "Your face is dirty." He took a tissue to help Xu Qianduo wipe off the soup overflowing from the corner of his mouth, and his movements were gentle.
After wiping, Yan Zhehan picked up the spoon on the side and put it into the bowl, saying, "I'll feed you."
Xu Qianduo didn't answer whether it was good or not. After Yan Zhehan brought the spoon to his mouth, he didn't resist anymore and started to eat bit by bit.
After eating, Yan Zhehan got up and went out with his things.
Xu Qianduo couldn't sleep, lying on the hospital bed, staring at his hands in a daze.
Ye Qi who rushed over noticed that the atmosphere was not right.
Xu Qian said little tonight, and I was tired and fell asleep after not saying a few words.
After Ye Qi closed the door and came out, Yan Zhehan was nowhere to be seen.In the past, Yan Zhehan would usually wait in the corridor outside at this time, but today there was no one there.I wanted to ask Yan Zhehan what happened this afternoon, but after searching around, even Yan Zhehan's car was gone, so he left directly.
These two...
After that, the relationship between Xu Qianduo and Yan Zhehan became strange.
Although Yan Zhehan took care of many money but did not speak.
Although Xu Qianduo ignored Yan Zhehan, he did not refuse to be taken care of.
Yan Zhehan fed him, and he ate.Yan Zhehan poured water for him, and he drank it.Yan Zhehan does what he says, and accepts whatever he has a lot of money.
When it was all right, Yan Zhehan didn't stay in the ward either, or went to the doctor to ask about the progress of his condition, or stood alone outside the corridor in a daze.However, if there is any abnormal noise in the ward, he will arrive as soon as possible.
Just like now, when Xu Qianduo wanted to sit up and sit, he accidentally touched the wound on his back, and couldn't help crying out in pain.
The voice was not loud, but Yan Zhehan rushed in the next second.
"What's wrong?" Yan Zhehan asked worriedly.
Xu Qianduo shook his head, and tried to sit up again.
"Don't move." Yan Zhehan instructed.
But seeing that Xu Qianduo insisted on sitting up, he had no choice but to help him up.During the whole process, Xu Qianduo kept frowning and sweated a lot, his face turned pale again after he finally recovered, and his lips were bloodless.
Yan Zhehan worriedly picked up the hospital gown on Xu Qianduo's back and took a look. The wound that had been sutured with great difficulty opened a little and was bleeding.He said, "I'll call the doctor."
"No need." Hearing Xu Qianduo speak, a trace of surprise flashed across Yan Zhehan's face. After more than a month, Xu Qianduo was finally willing to speak.
Since Xu Qianduo didn't want to call for a doctor, he found some alcohol and cotton swabs and helped Xu Qianduo clean up the bloodshot wounds.
"It hurts." Yan Zhehan said when he heard Xu Qianduo's gasping voice.
Xu Qianduo shook his head.
After wiping, Yan Zhehan helped him put down the clothes on his back, and took a pillow for Xu Qianduo to lean on, and Xu Qianduo cooperated with him very well.
The current Xu Qianduo looks a little soft in his quietness, and a little cute in his weakness. Even the red hair that always made people feel dazzling has become docile at this moment, like an obedient child.
Yan Zhehan had never seen Xu Qianduo like this before, he was stunned for a moment, and couldn't help but reached out and touched Xu Qianduo's head.
"Yan Zhehan." Xu Qianduo called out.
"Huh?" Yan Zhehan unconsciously smiled when he heard his name being called.
"Ye Qi has already told me everything. But I don't want to owe you money." Xu Qianduo said, "I want to rely on myself..."
What Xu Qianduo said was that Yan Zhehan helped him pay off the debt of the bar owner and redeemed himself for free.
Yan Zhehan's hand stopped, "On your own, when will you be able to pay it off?"
"There will always be a day when I pay it back. I dare not owe you anything anymore." Yan Zhehan once borrowed money from himself, and now he asks himself to pay it back. As a result, something like this happened to him the night he went to pay it back, and he almost lost money this fate. "This time it's my fate. If next time, I may not be so lucky, maybe..."
That day, the scene of Xu Qianduo falling in blood seemed to appear in front of his eyes again. Yan Zhehan felt scared and hugged him, "I shouldn't have used that kind of excuse to get you out, it's all my fault, for making you suffer Such a serious injury..."
"Three years ago, I went to you and wanted to pay back the money, but after waiting all night, I realized that you had already moved away." Xu Qianduo let Yan Zhehan hold him, his tone was very calm.
"...!!!"
"I didn't expect it to be delayed until now. Now, I don't want to owe you anything, and I don't want to be involved in anything, so..."
"so?"
"Stop interrupting my life."
"I……"
"Do you still remember what you said before?" Xu Qianduo looked up at Yan Zhehan with a smile, took a deep breath and said, "You said, "Don't look at me with this kind of eyes, neither male nor female, it's disgusting... Stay away from me, you can't afford it. ""
Yan Zhehan was shocked and his eyes widened. He had indeed said it.
"I don't have a good memory, but I just remembered what you said. I just realized that you look down on me and hate me like everyone else. When you see me, you want to hide away. I always thought that You are different from them. At first I was stupid and thick-skinned and never wanted to admit this fact. I was clinging to you and just refused to let go, thinking that one day I could influence you. Now that I think about it, it’s really stupid. But now I finally understand, me and You are not in the same world, as you said, I can't afford it. Although I understand it a bit late, but... it should be too late." When Xu Qianduo said these words, he was calm.
It was the tone of voice that made Yan Zhehan feel flustered, as if he had seen everything through.
"But I..." Yan Zhehan was speechless.He never thought that what he said at the time would hurt him so deeply.
"Now you don't have to worry that I will hang on to you, I will stay away from you. And I also enjoy my life now. I feel very good to have Ye Qi with me. So, please don't come Find me, can you?" Xu Qianduo looked at Yan Zhehan with expectation.
Yan Zhehan felt a throbbing pain in his heart.Ye Qi is always by his side. When Ye Qi is around, Xu Qian Duoduo will laugh.But when she appeared, she would only hurt Xu Qianduo continuously, so what right did she have to tell him that she already liked him.
I didn't know how to cherish when I had it, and realized the preciousness only when I lost it, but it was too late, and it flowed away.
After a long time, Yan Zhehan lowered his head and kissed Xu Qianduo's forehead before replying tremblingly, "Yes... yes..."
"Thank you." Xu Qianduo smiled, he rubbed against Yan Zhehan's arms, changed into a comfortable position, and fell asleep.
Yan Zhehan held a lot of money like this for an entire afternoon.
When it was around six o'clock, I guess Ye Qi would be here soon.Yan Zhehan reluctantly let go of Xu Qianduo, picked him up and put him back on the bed, covered him with the quilt and walked out.He didn't dare to let himself stay inside for a moment longer, he was afraid that he would regret it.
The moment the door slammed, Xu Qianduo opened his eyes.
Countless voices seemed to be shouting and fermenting in my mind...
He already has a fiancée...
He already has a fiancée...
He already has a fiancée...
Yan Zhehan never belonged to you, nor will it ever belong to you.
A piercing pain came from deep inside, making Xu Qianduo almost suffocate.
Suddenly, it was very dark and cold in his ward, just like the night when grandma left. From then on, he was the only one left in the world.
No one cares, no one greets, fend for itself, it is a lonely world.
Since Yan Zhehan was able to ignore himself before, what about in the future?Will it be like this in the future?
At that time, you will become yourself again, and you will have to get used to it again. Don't bear that kind of pain anymore.
Since no one will belong to anyone, then there should be no beginning, so that there will be no expectation and then disappointment.
At that time, I waited for a long time, but I couldn't wait for a call from him, not even a text message.
Now, what to expect?
It's just a fantasy.Fantasy is short-lived and will disappear one day.
Therefore, it is good to get used to being alone. Long-term pain is worse than short-term pain.
☆, finale
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The daily update is [-], it is really the conscience of the industry~~~~ I am tired~~~~~
I’ll make up the extras in a few days, you can leave a message for what type of extras you want~~~~ There should be two extras~~~~ sleepy=_=~~~ go to sleep~~~~
There is one thing that bothers Xu Tianhao recently.
Yan Zhehan moved to an apartment outside by himself, and he didn't take good care of himself by himself.The whole person lost a lot of weight.In addition, in the past few months, I have been working overtime day and night, like desperately, no one else can stand it anymore.
"Hey, I said, what stimulated you?"
"Gao Li came out to intervene in the affairs of Yan's family recently, and all the equity in their hands must be taken back." Yan Zhehan worked hard without raising his head.
"That old witch is powerful, but she can't compare to you. No matter how hard you try, you will have a limit. If you continue like this, you must break your body first." Xu Tianhao warned with his hands on the table.
"Let's talk about it after the matter is dealt with. If you have nothing to do, go out."
"Get out?!!!" Xu Tianhao said angrily, "You still dare to say that?! Last time I came here to send you an invitation, but in the end, you didn't come and didn't come to apologize! Now I take the initiative to come and see you Call me out?!!!"
"I'm very busy and don't have time. I must go when I get married."
"Your words are no longer credible and cannot be accepted."
"what do you want?"
"Go and give my horse a rest right now!"
"..."
"If you don't go, I'll tell the whole company..."
"Your boss is gay." Before Xu Tianhao finished speaking, Yan Zhehan took his words.
"How do you know?" Xu Tianhao asked in surprise.
"Can you change it to something new next time?"
"Don't worry about this, now you go to rest quickly... If you don't go, I will have to chant scriptures and chant Buddha... Cough cough... Namo Amitabha... Namo Amitabha... Nan..."
Xu Tianhao's trick was really effective. The words of infinite loop and the rooster's voice were so unpleasant, it felt like an iron rooster came to the office and was about to lay eggs.In the end Yan Zhehan couldn't take it anymore, so he had to go to rest.
Seeing that Yan Zhehan finally went to rest, Xu Tianhao finally breathed a sigh of relief. In order to persuade him to go to rest, he tried all [-] kinds of martial arts.
The Xu family and the Yan family have always been family friends. At first, when Yan Zhehan first came to the Yan family, Xu Tianhao, like everyone else, looked down on Yan Zhehan and thought he was an illegitimate child.Later, there was internal fighting in the Xu family's property, and Linda finally announced his engagement after overcoming all difficulties. Yan Zhehan has been helping behind the scenes, regardless of previous suspicions.So Xu Tianhao and Yan Zhehan became friends later, but most of the time Xu Tianhao would vomit blood because of Yan Zhehan's unshakable coldness.
In the lounge, he suddenly relaxed, but Yan Zhehan felt at a loss.
Empty is the only feeling he has now.
He didn't know what to do with himself.
I just feel that my mind is in a mess, as long as I stop and think about Qianduo, his shadow, his voice, he...
That red dress, red hair and big red lips...
In the past, he always walked around behind him, followed him to the classroom, followed him to the cafeteria, really followed him to the men's room...
Also follow myself home, cook for myself, fight for myself...
He especially likes to play pranks, and even pretends to be his cousin, yelling like bro in front of neighbors...
Will viciously announce "I really like you and will always pester you with a lot of money, you remember!!!"...
Every night I always send harassing text messages and chatter endlessly alone...
But now I turn on the phone, but there is nothing.
Except for the message about meeting at the alley entrance last time, I have never received any messages with a lot of money.
Not even a text message, let alone a phone call...
At eleven o'clock in the evening, Yan Zhehan closed the computer and came out of the company.
Driving the car, he unknowingly came to Xu Qianduo downstairs.Looking up, the lights in Xu Qianduo's room were still on.
Yan Zhehan didn't remember how many times he did this.Everything is due to inertia and is not under one's control.
Yan Zhehan got out of the car and silently lit a cigarette.Smoking and smoking, he walked unconsciously to the door of many money, reached out to knock on the door, and finally withdrew his hand.
After taking the last puff of cigarette, he slowly exhaled the smoke ring, Yan Zhehan stamped out the cigarette butt, turned and left.
However, with a "click", the door opened.
Yan Zhehan stiffened his body, not daring to turn his head.
There was the sound of Qianduo's footsteps behind him, and then he bypassed himself, and he went out with the trash.After a while, when he came back after throwing out the garbage, Xu Qianduo calmly walked around him again and closed the door.
Yan Zhehan stood there in a daze for a long time, then numbly raised his legs and walked back into the car, but his hands were shaking and he couldn't start the car anyway, and kept turning off the engine.In the end, Yan Zhehan had no choice but to give up, leaned his head on the steering wheel weakly, and grabbed his clothes fiercely.
In the left atrium, it hurts a lot.
Xu Qianduo knew that he was still downstairs, because for a long, long time, he didn't hear the sound of the car starting downstairs and driving away.
Xu Qianduo also knew that he was outside the door just now, because the room smelled of smoke, so he opened the door and went out to take out the trash.
Xu Qianduo also knew that he would come outside his door almost every night, because the next day he always had to sweep away the cigarette butts left at the door.
Of course, Xu Qianduo also knew that he would come to the ward to visit every late night when he was hospitalized. He didn't dare to make a sound or touch him, but just looked at him from the sidelines, because every midnight, he could always smell the smell of tobacco on his body. , and getting heavier.
Didn't you say that you don't come to me again, why do you still show up?
you lied.
As for myself, I knew he was outside just now, but I still went out and pretended to take out the trash, why?
To... expose him... yes, just to... expose him!
Xu Qianduo comforted himself.
After being discharged from the hospital, Xu Qianduo went to the bar owner and asked him to return the money to Yan Zhehan and pay it back by himself.But the owner of the bar seemed to have heard a big joke, saying that he was mentally handicapped when he said that he had a lot of money? !Who would do such a stupid thing instead?
Aren't usury lenders just to make money?Collecting money is the kingly way. How can it be so easy to take out the money that has been collected with great difficulty?Haven't you heard that it's easy to get money in and it's hard to get money out? ! !Don't care about other things.What's more, if you wait for a lot of money to pay back the money, I don't know that you will have to wait until the year of the monkey to pay it off.Anyway, the final result is to let you go free. It's too late for others to be happy about such a good thing. Where are you talking so much nonsense!
There is no other way, it seems that Xu Qianduo can only owe Yan Zhehan's favor first, and then slowly pay him back.
After regaining his freedom, Xu Qianduo, with the help of Ye Qi, found a fairly leisurely job as an assistant in a children's photography shop.Ye Qi continued to work as his bartender at the bar, and the place of work was different, so the two of them naturally couldn't go out for a walk together as they did when they were in the bar before.
But what annoys Xu Qianduo is that Ye Qi calls several times a day and repeats: You must take your medicine on time; your wound has not healed, so don't run around; the child who went to your place to take pictures Will it be very naughty, don't play with them and get up to your waist...? ! ! !
It's even more verbose than an old lady.I am obviously working in a children's photography shop, but not in a kindergarten, so how can I flash my waist when I am doing well?Isn't this cursing yourself!
Every time Xu Qianduo would reply him, "Got it, Mrs. Ye!"
At this time, Ye Qi would often jump on the other end of the phone angrily, "I am such a handsome and coquettish famous bartender...how did you say that I am an old lady? You think I am willing to say so much, don't you?" You don't want to make people worry, it's kind of you to act as..." Then Ye Qi started his long-winded speech.
In fact, Ye Qi used to be a rather humorous person who didn't talk too much, but for some reason, after the incident of a lot of money, he suddenly talked more and became an old lady.
After finally having time this weekend, Ye Qi brought a lot of money and went out for supper.
"You treat me to this meal!" Ye Qi declared first when he saw Xu Qianduo.
"You asked me to come out to eat, and even asked me to treat you, and I'm still a patient!"
"I've taken care of you for such a long time, shouldn't you show it?" Ye Qi took it for granted.
"..." Xu Qianduo rolled his eyes and replied reluctantly, "Okay."
"Then let's have a big meal tonight!" Ye Qi led the way energetically as he spoke.
The big meal in Ye Qi's mouth is really a big meal!
Ye Qi ordered four crabs, three lobsters, a plate of clams, and...
Xu Qianduo looked at the things in front of Ye Qi, and then at himself. There was only a bowl of white millet porridge with nothing added, which was miserable.
"This is what you call a big meal?!!!" Xu Qianduo said with black lines all over his head.
"You're a patient, you didn't say that yourself." Ye Qi began to eat with relish, "Patients can't eat whatever they want."
"So you rewarded me with a bowl of millet porridge? Should I still thank you?"
"You don't have to thank me, your bowl of rice porridge is an absolutely ecological, environmentally friendly, natural and pollution-free green organic food!" Ye Qi picked up a shrimp.
"I'm so poor, shouldn't you also order a millet porridge with me?!!!"
"Eating millet porridge with you is not my obligation, but a right, I choose to give up." Ye Qi replied with a smile.
"Ye... Qi...!!!" Xu Qianduo shouted dissatisfied.
"Hehe~~~~ It seems that your condition is recovering well, and you are so energetic."
"Thank you!" Xu Qianduo stared.
"Hehe~~~~~ In this way, it seems that I will take you out to eat this kind of supper more often in the future, and you will definitely feel better!"
"…………!!!"
When he went back to send Xu Qianduo downstairs after eating, Ye Qi took out an envelope and handed it to Xu Qianduo.
"This is...?" Xu Qianduo asked.
"This is the salary you paid at the construction site, and he asked me to give it to you."
"Oh..." Xu Qianduo took it.
"Is that really the case between you?"
"What do you mean by forgetting? We never started." Xu Qianduo said.
"He likes you very much." Ye Qi said in a deep voice.
Under the street lamp, Xu Qianduo's smile froze on his face, "Hehe~~ how...maybe..."
"There are some things that outsiders can see more clearly. He often asks me about your situation... Although you look good every day, you are always avoiding and afraid in your heart."
"I...not." Xu Qianduo tremblingly replied as if someone had seen through his thoughts.
Ye Qi didn't continue talking, after all, Xu Qianduo's mood finally stabilized.Looking at his watch, it was already eleven o'clock, and he said, "Don't talk about it. It's getting late, go to sleep."
"kindness."
After returning to the house, Xu Qianduo couldn't fall asleep.Open the envelope and there is a bank card inside.The face of the card is well made and beautiful.A lot of money and put it back.
Ye Qi said that he was afraid...how could...
With nothing left to lose, what is there to be afraid of?
The next day, there were no cigarette butts left at Xu Qianduo's door.
On the third day, no...
On the fourth day, there was no...
Then the fifth day, the sixth day, still nothing...
Not even a week, Yan Zhehan didn't come this week.
In my heart, loss came up inexplicably.At work, Xu Qianduo was a little absent-minded.
After work, he took today's salary to the bank and deposited it into the card Yan Zhehan gave him, ready to pay back.
As a result, looking at the balance in the card, Xu Qianduo was so scared that he almost lost his footing.How could the salary of a construction site worker be seven figures!
After being shocked, all that was left was anger.He handed the envelope to Ye Qi and asked him to give it back to Yan Zhehan.
But after a while, Ye Qi returned the envelope again.
Is this... pitiful?
After more than a month, Yan Zhehan didn't show up again.
The figure downstairs suddenly disappeared, and I always felt that something was missing, which I was not used to.
On June [-]th, Xu Qianduo went to work as usual.
After work, I made a detour to buy a cake and brought home a table full of dishes.After I finished cooking, I realized that I have become used to not putting green onions in every dish I cook.
After eating, I took a shower, picked out my favorite red dress, and painted my favorite makeup in front of the mirror. I also painted my lips in bright red, bright and bright, very dazzling.I haven't put on makeup for a long time, and my hands are a little sparse.
After finishing makeup, Xu Qianduo opened the cake, took out a candle and lit it, and then turned off the lights in the room.
The dim candlelight in the room reflected on Xu Qianduo's face, making it a little softer.
Xu Qianduo couldn't help laughing, and the burning candle reflected the innocent and bright smile.
Suddenly, he smelled the smell of tobacco coming from outside the house.
Yan Zhehan came, he was outside the house.
Xu Qianduo's smile faded.
Yan Zhehan...
Little John...
Xu Qianduo's smile gradually faded. He quietly watched the candles on the cake burn slowly. After burning, the room was dark again.
Guessing that the time for a cigarette has come, he should go too.But the smell of smoke kept coming from outside the door, and after half an hour, it still didn't stop.
Until the sound of coughing choked by smoke came from outside the door, and it kept coming.
Xu Qian took a deep breath, took out all the extra candles, plugged them in, and lit them again.
When the coughing outside the house subsided a little, the smell of smoke became stronger again.
Coughing and smoking...
Continue like this……! ! ! !
When Xu Qianduo opened the door, what he saw was Yan Zhehan leaning against the wall with a decadent and sexy look.He was holding something in one hand and a cigarette in the other, coughing and putting cigarettes into his mouth.When the cough was really severe, I covered my mouth with the hand holding the cigarette, and when it subsided a little, I put the cigarette directly into my mouth again.
Yan Zhehan's eyes were full of shock when he saw a lot of money coming out.
"How can you make people sleep like this?!" Xu Qianduo said coldly.
His cold words were like thorns, piercing Yan Zhehan's heart.With a shake of his hand, the smoke between his fingers fell to the ground.
"Ahem...I'm sorry." Yan Zhehan coughed while covering his mouth, stepped on the sparks that flickered on the soles of his feet, turned and left.
"Wait." Xu Qianduo yelled at him, Yan Zhehan stopped with joy, but ran into the house, took a letter and ran in front of himself, "This is for you. The rest, later will take you slowly."
"No need." Yan Zhehan's eyes were filled with endless disappointment, and he thought it was just... It seems that he was overthinking.
"I said before that I don't want to owe you favors." Seeing that he didn't answer, Xu Qianduo stuffed the envelope into Yan Zhehan's pocket, "Although I have no money, I don't need your pity." After speaking, Xu Qianduo Then he turned and went back to the house, thinking that Yan Zhehan gave himself a bank card with a huge amount, and felt angry with a lot of money.
"Do you really hope...to get rid of me?" Before entering the room, Yan Zhehan's lonely voice came from behind.
Xu Qianduo nodded.But thinking that Yan Zhehan couldn't see with his back turned to him, he said "yes."
"I see." Yan Zhehan turned around and handed the things he had been carrying to Xu Qianduo. "this is for you."
Xu Qianduo hesitated for a while, then took it.
"A lot of money, what day is it today?" Yan Zhehan asked suddenly.
"June [-]th."
"Hehe~~~"
"What?" Xu Qianduo was at a loss.
"It's nothing, it seems that you really forgot." Yan Zhehan's face was haggard, but he tried to smile and said, "After tonight, I will never bother you again, I promise."
After Yan Zhehan finished speaking, he turned around and went downstairs. He walked slowly step by step, his back was still high and cold, and he was very lonely.
The vicissitudes in the voice just now and the lack of smile made Xu Qianduo feel distressed.
Xu Qianduo stood where he was with his things, and he didn't enter the house until after a long time, when the sound of a car starting downstairs was heard.
After more than a month of hard work, he finally transferred all the remaining stocks to his own hands, and became the real power holder of the Yan family...
But what's the use of that, no one to share...
I came here with my last hope tonight, but it was also shattered...
Xu Qianduo didn't want to see himself at all...
Don't bother him anymore...
I said it myself, I won't bother him anymore...
From now on, there is really no reason to reappear...
Really, there's every reason to...
Feeling something stuck in my chest making me out of breath and needing to vent...
So along the way, Yan Zhehan drove wildly, even ran a red light and almost ran into a flower bed on the side of the road. Fortunately, he reacted in time and was not in danger.
At [-]:[-] in the evening, Xu Qianduo's phone rang, and it was Yan Zhehan's.
What Yan Zhehan said before was that after tonight, he would stop bothering himself.
It's 11:50 now, with 10 minutes left.
Just when the phone was about to hang up, Xu Qianduo picked up the phone.
"Hehe~~~ I thought you weren't going to answer my call anymore." On the other end of the phone, Yan Zhehan smiled, his voice sounded a little tired.
"I just heard it." Xu Qianduo replied.
"How is the wound now? Does it still hurt?" Yan Zhehan asked with concern.
"Fortunately."
"Oh, all right."
Then there was silence on both ends of the phone, and the clock ticked by.
After a while, Yan Zhehan said again, "What I gave you... Do you like it?"
Only then did Xu Qianduo remember that Yan Zhehan had given him something just now.Since I just returned to the house, I have been in a daze, and I don't know what I was thinking, as if my soul had gone out of my body, so I naturally forgot that he just gave me something.
"Oh." Xu Qianduo held the phone in one hand and opened the box with the other.
It took more than a minute to open the box, and there was an inner packaging inside. At this time, it was 56:[-].
After finally opening the box inside, Xu Qianduo trembled in fright, and with a "bang", the phone fell to the ground.
"A lot of money...?" Yan Zhehan heard Luo's voice on the other end of the phone. He didn't know what happened, and asked anxiously, "A lot of money...?"
"..." Xu Qianduo picked up the phone, but couldn't find his own voice for a long time, "...no...no...thing..."
Yan Zhehan heaved a sigh of relief when he heard that it was all right, he smiled and said, "Xu Qianduo, let me sing you a song..."
"Okay." Xu Qianduo replied tremblingly.
"Happy birthday to you, I wish you..." Yan Zhehan's singing voice is actually very pleasant, just like his speech, as clear as ice.
Before Yan Zhehan finished singing, Xu Qianduo turned off his cell phone, hugged his legs tightly, and burst into tears.
In front of him was a cake sent by Yan Zhehan, with red cheese written on it, "A lot of money, happy birthday!"
He and Yan Zhehan have the same birthday.
I still remember that four years ago, when Xu Qianduo finished singing the second line of the song, I hung up.
Yan Zhehan stared at the hung up phone in a daze, the time on it happened to be early in the morning, and now it was the early morning of the next day.
I said that after tonight, I will stop quarreling with him.
Hehe, he hangs up really on time...
Didn't you say so, why are you sad?
From now on, Xu Qianduo no longer has any contact with him.
From now on, no one will cook special noodles without green onions...
From then on, no one will send harassing text messages every night...
From now on, no one will watch TV in the living room...
From then on, no one will comfort myself not to be sad in the dark...
From now on, no one will keep telling you, my name is Xu Qianduo, don’t forget, my name is Xu Qianduo...
A lot of money...
A lot of money...
A lot of money...
That idiot named Xu Qianduo, the guy who only knew how to call himself to say happy birthday, was obviously sad but didn't say anything, and endured everything silently, even forgetting his own birthday.
Such a stupid person... never again...
However, from now on, I can no longer... can't...
Yan Zhehan couldn't help crying on his back.
Such intense sadness almost drowned Yan Zhehan in the boundless darkness.In the dark, he couldn't find his direction, he couldn't find his temperature, he couldn't find his light.
The dullness, depression, and pain made Yan Zhehan linger and groan in sadness.
So when the doorbell of the apartment rang, Yan Zhehan thought he was hallucinating.
"Ding dong! Ding dong! Ding dong!!!!!!" endlessly.
Yan Zhehan ignored it, immersed in his own sadness.
Immediately afterwards, the mobile phone received a text message, opened it and looked, "Open the door! I have a lot of money!!!"
As if getting an electric shock, Yan Zhehan threw the phone aside, as if he had been struck by a demon.
Immediately after the second text message "Hurry up and open the door!!!"
The third text message "Hurry up and open the door, do you hear me!!!"
The doorbell outside the door kept ringing, Yan Zhehan looked at the person, it was a lot of money, that's right.
How much money? ! ! !
Opening the door, Yan Zhehan saw the ghost's expression on his face, and his eyes widened.
"You..." Yan Zhehan was surprised and speechless.
"I'm thirsty, can I get a glass of water?" Xu Qianduo said nonsense.
In fact, he was really thirsty, and couldn't get a taxi in the middle of the night, so he ran all the way here, half exhausted.but fortunately to a call
Xu Tianhao's people asked for the address.
"... Oh." Yan Zhehan didn't realize what was going on at all, his brain was completely out of his own thinking, and when he heard that he was going to pour water, he turned around and went in to pour water.
Xu Qianduo also followed in and closed the door.
Yan Zhehan poured him a big glass of water, and Xu Qianduo drank it all in one go, feeling a little bit of strength back.
Yan Zhehan took the empty cup and turned back to the kitchen. Just as he put down the cup, Xu Qianduo hugged him from behind.Yan Zhehan's body paused, all the cells in his body froze, and he didn't dare to move, for fear that if he moved, the warmth behind him would disappear.
Yan Zhehan carried the familiar smell of tobacco, which was nostalgic.
"Xiao Hanhan~~~~" This call echoed in the dark kitchen, as if calling out to my heart that I hadn't seen for so long, yet so unreal.
"Xiao Hanhan~~~~Happy birthday!" Xu Qianduo rubbed his head behind his back.
a drop...
two drops...
Three drops, four drops...
Yan Zhehan's tears surged out and dripped on Xu Qianduo's arms, cold but hot.
"Xiao Hanhan~~~~~" Xu Qianduo let go and came to Yan Zhehan and
Second update~~~~~~ There are more!
In the past month, Xu Qianduo basically never took a look at Yan Zhehan, and only told Ye Qi if he needed anything.
When Ye Qi was around, he would talk for a while, but when Ye Qi left, he would keep silent, or just sleep.
Although Ye Qi tried his best to come to the hospital for every meal, but today he couldn't come back in the evening because the bar was busy and there were many customers.So the matter of taking care of a lot of money and eating dinner naturally fell to Yan Zhehan.
But the problem is, a lot of money doesn't want to talk to Yan Zhehan, so why would he eat the dinner Yan Zhehan sent?
Yan Zhehan had been waiting by the bed for more than half an hour since he asked Xu Qianduo to eat. Xu Qianduo just didn't respond and didn't open his mouth. He was as stubborn as a bull. The food was cold.
It's one thing to ignore people, it's another to have trouble with yourself.Even if you don't want to care about others, you can't make life difficult for yourself.
"It's a lot of money, let me ask you one last time, should I eat or not?" Yan Zhehan asked calmly.
"……"no response.
The last trace of patience was exhausted, Yan Zhehan leaned over and clasped the chin of many Qianduo, and forcefully fed the food in mouth to mouth.
Unexpectedly, Xu Qianduo resisted instinctively, "slap", slapped down, and the ward fell silent.
Xu Qianduo didn't expect that he would slap him, and was stunned.
Yan Zhehan still kept the posture he just leaned over, and looked at Xu Qianduo with an incredulous expression, such hurt eyes.
After 2 minutes, Yan Zhehan calmed down, and spoke first, with a gentle tone, "Your face is dirty." He took a tissue to help Xu Qianduo wipe off the soup overflowing from the corner of his mouth, and his movements were gentle.
After wiping, Yan Zhehan picked up the spoon on the side and put it into the bowl, saying, "I'll feed you."
Xu Qianduo didn't answer whether it was good or not. After Yan Zhehan brought the spoon to his mouth, he didn't resist anymore and started to eat bit by bit.
After eating, Yan Zhehan got up and went out with his things.
Xu Qianduo couldn't sleep, lying on the hospital bed, staring at his hands in a daze.
Ye Qi who rushed over noticed that the atmosphere was not right.
Xu Qian said little tonight, and I was tired and fell asleep after not saying a few words.
After Ye Qi closed the door and came out, Yan Zhehan was nowhere to be seen.In the past, Yan Zhehan would usually wait in the corridor outside at this time, but today there was no one there.I wanted to ask Yan Zhehan what happened this afternoon, but after searching around, even Yan Zhehan's car was gone, so he left directly.
These two...
After that, the relationship between Xu Qianduo and Yan Zhehan became strange.
Although Yan Zhehan took care of many money but did not speak.
Although Xu Qianduo ignored Yan Zhehan, he did not refuse to be taken care of.
Yan Zhehan fed him, and he ate.Yan Zhehan poured water for him, and he drank it.Yan Zhehan does what he says, and accepts whatever he has a lot of money.
When it was all right, Yan Zhehan didn't stay in the ward either, or went to the doctor to ask about the progress of his condition, or stood alone outside the corridor in a daze.However, if there is any abnormal noise in the ward, he will arrive as soon as possible.
Just like now, when Xu Qianduo wanted to sit up and sit, he accidentally touched the wound on his back, and couldn't help crying out in pain.
The voice was not loud, but Yan Zhehan rushed in the next second.
"What's wrong?" Yan Zhehan asked worriedly.
Xu Qianduo shook his head, and tried to sit up again.
"Don't move." Yan Zhehan instructed.
But seeing that Xu Qianduo insisted on sitting up, he had no choice but to help him up.During the whole process, Xu Qianduo kept frowning and sweated a lot, his face turned pale again after he finally recovered, and his lips were bloodless.
Yan Zhehan worriedly picked up the hospital gown on Xu Qianduo's back and took a look. The wound that had been sutured with great difficulty opened a little and was bleeding.He said, "I'll call the doctor."
"No need." Hearing Xu Qianduo speak, a trace of surprise flashed across Yan Zhehan's face. After more than a month, Xu Qianduo was finally willing to speak.
Since Xu Qianduo didn't want to call for a doctor, he found some alcohol and cotton swabs and helped Xu Qianduo clean up the bloodshot wounds.
"It hurts." Yan Zhehan said when he heard Xu Qianduo's gasping voice.
Xu Qianduo shook his head.
After wiping, Yan Zhehan helped him put down the clothes on his back, and took a pillow for Xu Qianduo to lean on, and Xu Qianduo cooperated with him very well.
The current Xu Qianduo looks a little soft in his quietness, and a little cute in his weakness. Even the red hair that always made people feel dazzling has become docile at this moment, like an obedient child.
Yan Zhehan had never seen Xu Qianduo like this before, he was stunned for a moment, and couldn't help but reached out and touched Xu Qianduo's head.
"Yan Zhehan." Xu Qianduo called out.
"Huh?" Yan Zhehan unconsciously smiled when he heard his name being called.
"Ye Qi has already told me everything. But I don't want to owe you money." Xu Qianduo said, "I want to rely on myself..."
What Xu Qianduo said was that Yan Zhehan helped him pay off the debt of the bar owner and redeemed himself for free.
Yan Zhehan's hand stopped, "On your own, when will you be able to pay it off?"
"There will always be a day when I pay it back. I dare not owe you anything anymore." Yan Zhehan once borrowed money from himself, and now he asks himself to pay it back. As a result, something like this happened to him the night he went to pay it back, and he almost lost money this fate. "This time it's my fate. If next time, I may not be so lucky, maybe..."
That day, the scene of Xu Qianduo falling in blood seemed to appear in front of his eyes again. Yan Zhehan felt scared and hugged him, "I shouldn't have used that kind of excuse to get you out, it's all my fault, for making you suffer Such a serious injury..."
"Three years ago, I went to you and wanted to pay back the money, but after waiting all night, I realized that you had already moved away." Xu Qianduo let Yan Zhehan hold him, his tone was very calm.
"...!!!"
"I didn't expect it to be delayed until now. Now, I don't want to owe you anything, and I don't want to be involved in anything, so..."
"so?"
"Stop interrupting my life."
"I……"
"Do you still remember what you said before?" Xu Qianduo looked up at Yan Zhehan with a smile, took a deep breath and said, "You said, "Don't look at me with this kind of eyes, neither male nor female, it's disgusting... Stay away from me, you can't afford it. ""
Yan Zhehan was shocked and his eyes widened. He had indeed said it.
"I don't have a good memory, but I just remembered what you said. I just realized that you look down on me and hate me like everyone else. When you see me, you want to hide away. I always thought that You are different from them. At first I was stupid and thick-skinned and never wanted to admit this fact. I was clinging to you and just refused to let go, thinking that one day I could influence you. Now that I think about it, it’s really stupid. But now I finally understand, me and You are not in the same world, as you said, I can't afford it. Although I understand it a bit late, but... it should be too late." When Xu Qianduo said these words, he was calm.
It was the tone of voice that made Yan Zhehan feel flustered, as if he had seen everything through.
"But I..." Yan Zhehan was speechless.He never thought that what he said at the time would hurt him so deeply.
"Now you don't have to worry that I will hang on to you, I will stay away from you. And I also enjoy my life now. I feel very good to have Ye Qi with me. So, please don't come Find me, can you?" Xu Qianduo looked at Yan Zhehan with expectation.
Yan Zhehan felt a throbbing pain in his heart.Ye Qi is always by his side. When Ye Qi is around, Xu Qian Duoduo will laugh.But when she appeared, she would only hurt Xu Qianduo continuously, so what right did she have to tell him that she already liked him.
I didn't know how to cherish when I had it, and realized the preciousness only when I lost it, but it was too late, and it flowed away.
After a long time, Yan Zhehan lowered his head and kissed Xu Qianduo's forehead before replying tremblingly, "Yes... yes..."
"Thank you." Xu Qianduo smiled, he rubbed against Yan Zhehan's arms, changed into a comfortable position, and fell asleep.
Yan Zhehan held a lot of money like this for an entire afternoon.
When it was around six o'clock, I guess Ye Qi would be here soon.Yan Zhehan reluctantly let go of Xu Qianduo, picked him up and put him back on the bed, covered him with the quilt and walked out.He didn't dare to let himself stay inside for a moment longer, he was afraid that he would regret it.
The moment the door slammed, Xu Qianduo opened his eyes.
Countless voices seemed to be shouting and fermenting in my mind...
He already has a fiancée...
He already has a fiancée...
He already has a fiancée...
Yan Zhehan never belonged to you, nor will it ever belong to you.
A piercing pain came from deep inside, making Xu Qianduo almost suffocate.
Suddenly, it was very dark and cold in his ward, just like the night when grandma left. From then on, he was the only one left in the world.
No one cares, no one greets, fend for itself, it is a lonely world.
Since Yan Zhehan was able to ignore himself before, what about in the future?Will it be like this in the future?
At that time, you will become yourself again, and you will have to get used to it again. Don't bear that kind of pain anymore.
Since no one will belong to anyone, then there should be no beginning, so that there will be no expectation and then disappointment.
At that time, I waited for a long time, but I couldn't wait for a call from him, not even a text message.
Now, what to expect?
It's just a fantasy.Fantasy is short-lived and will disappear one day.
Therefore, it is good to get used to being alone. Long-term pain is worse than short-term pain.
☆, finale
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The daily update is [-], it is really the conscience of the industry~~~~ I am tired~~~~~
I’ll make up the extras in a few days, you can leave a message for what type of extras you want~~~~ There should be two extras~~~~ sleepy=_=~~~ go to sleep~~~~
There is one thing that bothers Xu Tianhao recently.
Yan Zhehan moved to an apartment outside by himself, and he didn't take good care of himself by himself.The whole person lost a lot of weight.In addition, in the past few months, I have been working overtime day and night, like desperately, no one else can stand it anymore.
"Hey, I said, what stimulated you?"
"Gao Li came out to intervene in the affairs of Yan's family recently, and all the equity in their hands must be taken back." Yan Zhehan worked hard without raising his head.
"That old witch is powerful, but she can't compare to you. No matter how hard you try, you will have a limit. If you continue like this, you must break your body first." Xu Tianhao warned with his hands on the table.
"Let's talk about it after the matter is dealt with. If you have nothing to do, go out."
"Get out?!!!" Xu Tianhao said angrily, "You still dare to say that?! Last time I came here to send you an invitation, but in the end, you didn't come and didn't come to apologize! Now I take the initiative to come and see you Call me out?!!!"
"I'm very busy and don't have time. I must go when I get married."
"Your words are no longer credible and cannot be accepted."
"what do you want?"
"Go and give my horse a rest right now!"
"..."
"If you don't go, I'll tell the whole company..."
"Your boss is gay." Before Xu Tianhao finished speaking, Yan Zhehan took his words.
"How do you know?" Xu Tianhao asked in surprise.
"Can you change it to something new next time?"
"Don't worry about this, now you go to rest quickly... If you don't go, I will have to chant scriptures and chant Buddha... Cough cough... Namo Amitabha... Namo Amitabha... Nan..."
Xu Tianhao's trick was really effective. The words of infinite loop and the rooster's voice were so unpleasant, it felt like an iron rooster came to the office and was about to lay eggs.In the end Yan Zhehan couldn't take it anymore, so he had to go to rest.
Seeing that Yan Zhehan finally went to rest, Xu Tianhao finally breathed a sigh of relief. In order to persuade him to go to rest, he tried all [-] kinds of martial arts.
The Xu family and the Yan family have always been family friends. At first, when Yan Zhehan first came to the Yan family, Xu Tianhao, like everyone else, looked down on Yan Zhehan and thought he was an illegitimate child.Later, there was internal fighting in the Xu family's property, and Linda finally announced his engagement after overcoming all difficulties. Yan Zhehan has been helping behind the scenes, regardless of previous suspicions.So Xu Tianhao and Yan Zhehan became friends later, but most of the time Xu Tianhao would vomit blood because of Yan Zhehan's unshakable coldness.
In the lounge, he suddenly relaxed, but Yan Zhehan felt at a loss.
Empty is the only feeling he has now.
He didn't know what to do with himself.
I just feel that my mind is in a mess, as long as I stop and think about Qianduo, his shadow, his voice, he...
That red dress, red hair and big red lips...
In the past, he always walked around behind him, followed him to the classroom, followed him to the cafeteria, really followed him to the men's room...
Also follow myself home, cook for myself, fight for myself...
He especially likes to play pranks, and even pretends to be his cousin, yelling like bro in front of neighbors...
Will viciously announce "I really like you and will always pester you with a lot of money, you remember!!!"...
Every night I always send harassing text messages and chatter endlessly alone...
But now I turn on the phone, but there is nothing.
Except for the message about meeting at the alley entrance last time, I have never received any messages with a lot of money.
Not even a text message, let alone a phone call...
At eleven o'clock in the evening, Yan Zhehan closed the computer and came out of the company.
Driving the car, he unknowingly came to Xu Qianduo downstairs.Looking up, the lights in Xu Qianduo's room were still on.
Yan Zhehan didn't remember how many times he did this.Everything is due to inertia and is not under one's control.
Yan Zhehan got out of the car and silently lit a cigarette.Smoking and smoking, he walked unconsciously to the door of many money, reached out to knock on the door, and finally withdrew his hand.
After taking the last puff of cigarette, he slowly exhaled the smoke ring, Yan Zhehan stamped out the cigarette butt, turned and left.
However, with a "click", the door opened.
Yan Zhehan stiffened his body, not daring to turn his head.
There was the sound of Qianduo's footsteps behind him, and then he bypassed himself, and he went out with the trash.After a while, when he came back after throwing out the garbage, Xu Qianduo calmly walked around him again and closed the door.
Yan Zhehan stood there in a daze for a long time, then numbly raised his legs and walked back into the car, but his hands were shaking and he couldn't start the car anyway, and kept turning off the engine.In the end, Yan Zhehan had no choice but to give up, leaned his head on the steering wheel weakly, and grabbed his clothes fiercely.
In the left atrium, it hurts a lot.
Xu Qianduo knew that he was still downstairs, because for a long, long time, he didn't hear the sound of the car starting downstairs and driving away.
Xu Qianduo also knew that he was outside the door just now, because the room smelled of smoke, so he opened the door and went out to take out the trash.
Xu Qianduo also knew that he would come outside his door almost every night, because the next day he always had to sweep away the cigarette butts left at the door.
Of course, Xu Qianduo also knew that he would come to the ward to visit every late night when he was hospitalized. He didn't dare to make a sound or touch him, but just looked at him from the sidelines, because every midnight, he could always smell the smell of tobacco on his body. , and getting heavier.
Didn't you say that you don't come to me again, why do you still show up?
you lied.
As for myself, I knew he was outside just now, but I still went out and pretended to take out the trash, why?
To... expose him... yes, just to... expose him!
Xu Qianduo comforted himself.
After being discharged from the hospital, Xu Qianduo went to the bar owner and asked him to return the money to Yan Zhehan and pay it back by himself.But the owner of the bar seemed to have heard a big joke, saying that he was mentally handicapped when he said that he had a lot of money? !Who would do such a stupid thing instead?
Aren't usury lenders just to make money?Collecting money is the kingly way. How can it be so easy to take out the money that has been collected with great difficulty?Haven't you heard that it's easy to get money in and it's hard to get money out? ! !Don't care about other things.What's more, if you wait for a lot of money to pay back the money, I don't know that you will have to wait until the year of the monkey to pay it off.Anyway, the final result is to let you go free. It's too late for others to be happy about such a good thing. Where are you talking so much nonsense!
There is no other way, it seems that Xu Qianduo can only owe Yan Zhehan's favor first, and then slowly pay him back.
After regaining his freedom, Xu Qianduo, with the help of Ye Qi, found a fairly leisurely job as an assistant in a children's photography shop.Ye Qi continued to work as his bartender at the bar, and the place of work was different, so the two of them naturally couldn't go out for a walk together as they did when they were in the bar before.
But what annoys Xu Qianduo is that Ye Qi calls several times a day and repeats: You must take your medicine on time; your wound has not healed, so don't run around; the child who went to your place to take pictures Will it be very naughty, don't play with them and get up to your waist...? ! ! !
It's even more verbose than an old lady.I am obviously working in a children's photography shop, but not in a kindergarten, so how can I flash my waist when I am doing well?Isn't this cursing yourself!
Every time Xu Qianduo would reply him, "Got it, Mrs. Ye!"
At this time, Ye Qi would often jump on the other end of the phone angrily, "I am such a handsome and coquettish famous bartender...how did you say that I am an old lady? You think I am willing to say so much, don't you?" You don't want to make people worry, it's kind of you to act as..." Then Ye Qi started his long-winded speech.
In fact, Ye Qi used to be a rather humorous person who didn't talk too much, but for some reason, after the incident of a lot of money, he suddenly talked more and became an old lady.
After finally having time this weekend, Ye Qi brought a lot of money and went out for supper.
"You treat me to this meal!" Ye Qi declared first when he saw Xu Qianduo.
"You asked me to come out to eat, and even asked me to treat you, and I'm still a patient!"
"I've taken care of you for such a long time, shouldn't you show it?" Ye Qi took it for granted.
"..." Xu Qianduo rolled his eyes and replied reluctantly, "Okay."
"Then let's have a big meal tonight!" Ye Qi led the way energetically as he spoke.
The big meal in Ye Qi's mouth is really a big meal!
Ye Qi ordered four crabs, three lobsters, a plate of clams, and...
Xu Qianduo looked at the things in front of Ye Qi, and then at himself. There was only a bowl of white millet porridge with nothing added, which was miserable.
"This is what you call a big meal?!!!" Xu Qianduo said with black lines all over his head.
"You're a patient, you didn't say that yourself." Ye Qi began to eat with relish, "Patients can't eat whatever they want."
"So you rewarded me with a bowl of millet porridge? Should I still thank you?"
"You don't have to thank me, your bowl of rice porridge is an absolutely ecological, environmentally friendly, natural and pollution-free green organic food!" Ye Qi picked up a shrimp.
"I'm so poor, shouldn't you also order a millet porridge with me?!!!"
"Eating millet porridge with you is not my obligation, but a right, I choose to give up." Ye Qi replied with a smile.
"Ye... Qi...!!!" Xu Qianduo shouted dissatisfied.
"Hehe~~~~ It seems that your condition is recovering well, and you are so energetic."
"Thank you!" Xu Qianduo stared.
"Hehe~~~~~ In this way, it seems that I will take you out to eat this kind of supper more often in the future, and you will definitely feel better!"
"…………!!!"
When he went back to send Xu Qianduo downstairs after eating, Ye Qi took out an envelope and handed it to Xu Qianduo.
"This is...?" Xu Qianduo asked.
"This is the salary you paid at the construction site, and he asked me to give it to you."
"Oh..." Xu Qianduo took it.
"Is that really the case between you?"
"What do you mean by forgetting? We never started." Xu Qianduo said.
"He likes you very much." Ye Qi said in a deep voice.
Under the street lamp, Xu Qianduo's smile froze on his face, "Hehe~~ how...maybe..."
"There are some things that outsiders can see more clearly. He often asks me about your situation... Although you look good every day, you are always avoiding and afraid in your heart."
"I...not." Xu Qianduo tremblingly replied as if someone had seen through his thoughts.
Ye Qi didn't continue talking, after all, Xu Qianduo's mood finally stabilized.Looking at his watch, it was already eleven o'clock, and he said, "Don't talk about it. It's getting late, go to sleep."
"kindness."
After returning to the house, Xu Qianduo couldn't fall asleep.Open the envelope and there is a bank card inside.The face of the card is well made and beautiful.A lot of money and put it back.
Ye Qi said that he was afraid...how could...
With nothing left to lose, what is there to be afraid of?
The next day, there were no cigarette butts left at Xu Qianduo's door.
On the third day, no...
On the fourth day, there was no...
Then the fifth day, the sixth day, still nothing...
Not even a week, Yan Zhehan didn't come this week.
In my heart, loss came up inexplicably.At work, Xu Qianduo was a little absent-minded.
After work, he took today's salary to the bank and deposited it into the card Yan Zhehan gave him, ready to pay back.
As a result, looking at the balance in the card, Xu Qianduo was so scared that he almost lost his footing.How could the salary of a construction site worker be seven figures!
After being shocked, all that was left was anger.He handed the envelope to Ye Qi and asked him to give it back to Yan Zhehan.
But after a while, Ye Qi returned the envelope again.
Is this... pitiful?
After more than a month, Yan Zhehan didn't show up again.
The figure downstairs suddenly disappeared, and I always felt that something was missing, which I was not used to.
On June [-]th, Xu Qianduo went to work as usual.
After work, I made a detour to buy a cake and brought home a table full of dishes.After I finished cooking, I realized that I have become used to not putting green onions in every dish I cook.
After eating, I took a shower, picked out my favorite red dress, and painted my favorite makeup in front of the mirror. I also painted my lips in bright red, bright and bright, very dazzling.I haven't put on makeup for a long time, and my hands are a little sparse.
After finishing makeup, Xu Qianduo opened the cake, took out a candle and lit it, and then turned off the lights in the room.
The dim candlelight in the room reflected on Xu Qianduo's face, making it a little softer.
Xu Qianduo couldn't help laughing, and the burning candle reflected the innocent and bright smile.
Suddenly, he smelled the smell of tobacco coming from outside the house.
Yan Zhehan came, he was outside the house.
Xu Qianduo's smile faded.
Yan Zhehan...
Little John...
Xu Qianduo's smile gradually faded. He quietly watched the candles on the cake burn slowly. After burning, the room was dark again.
Guessing that the time for a cigarette has come, he should go too.But the smell of smoke kept coming from outside the door, and after half an hour, it still didn't stop.
Until the sound of coughing choked by smoke came from outside the door, and it kept coming.
Xu Qian took a deep breath, took out all the extra candles, plugged them in, and lit them again.
When the coughing outside the house subsided a little, the smell of smoke became stronger again.
Coughing and smoking...
Continue like this……! ! ! !
When Xu Qianduo opened the door, what he saw was Yan Zhehan leaning against the wall with a decadent and sexy look.He was holding something in one hand and a cigarette in the other, coughing and putting cigarettes into his mouth.When the cough was really severe, I covered my mouth with the hand holding the cigarette, and when it subsided a little, I put the cigarette directly into my mouth again.
Yan Zhehan's eyes were full of shock when he saw a lot of money coming out.
"How can you make people sleep like this?!" Xu Qianduo said coldly.
His cold words were like thorns, piercing Yan Zhehan's heart.With a shake of his hand, the smoke between his fingers fell to the ground.
"Ahem...I'm sorry." Yan Zhehan coughed while covering his mouth, stepped on the sparks that flickered on the soles of his feet, turned and left.
"Wait." Xu Qianduo yelled at him, Yan Zhehan stopped with joy, but ran into the house, took a letter and ran in front of himself, "This is for you. The rest, later will take you slowly."
"No need." Yan Zhehan's eyes were filled with endless disappointment, and he thought it was just... It seems that he was overthinking.
"I said before that I don't want to owe you favors." Seeing that he didn't answer, Xu Qianduo stuffed the envelope into Yan Zhehan's pocket, "Although I have no money, I don't need your pity." After speaking, Xu Qianduo Then he turned and went back to the house, thinking that Yan Zhehan gave himself a bank card with a huge amount, and felt angry with a lot of money.
"Do you really hope...to get rid of me?" Before entering the room, Yan Zhehan's lonely voice came from behind.
Xu Qianduo nodded.But thinking that Yan Zhehan couldn't see with his back turned to him, he said "yes."
"I see." Yan Zhehan turned around and handed the things he had been carrying to Xu Qianduo. "this is for you."
Xu Qianduo hesitated for a while, then took it.
"A lot of money, what day is it today?" Yan Zhehan asked suddenly.
"June [-]th."
"Hehe~~~"
"What?" Xu Qianduo was at a loss.
"It's nothing, it seems that you really forgot." Yan Zhehan's face was haggard, but he tried to smile and said, "After tonight, I will never bother you again, I promise."
After Yan Zhehan finished speaking, he turned around and went downstairs. He walked slowly step by step, his back was still high and cold, and he was very lonely.
The vicissitudes in the voice just now and the lack of smile made Xu Qianduo feel distressed.
Xu Qianduo stood where he was with his things, and he didn't enter the house until after a long time, when the sound of a car starting downstairs was heard.
After more than a month of hard work, he finally transferred all the remaining stocks to his own hands, and became the real power holder of the Yan family...
But what's the use of that, no one to share...
I came here with my last hope tonight, but it was also shattered...
Xu Qianduo didn't want to see himself at all...
Don't bother him anymore...
I said it myself, I won't bother him anymore...
From now on, there is really no reason to reappear...
Really, there's every reason to...
Feeling something stuck in my chest making me out of breath and needing to vent...
So along the way, Yan Zhehan drove wildly, even ran a red light and almost ran into a flower bed on the side of the road. Fortunately, he reacted in time and was not in danger.
At [-]:[-] in the evening, Xu Qianduo's phone rang, and it was Yan Zhehan's.
What Yan Zhehan said before was that after tonight, he would stop bothering himself.
It's 11:50 now, with 10 minutes left.
Just when the phone was about to hang up, Xu Qianduo picked up the phone.
"Hehe~~~ I thought you weren't going to answer my call anymore." On the other end of the phone, Yan Zhehan smiled, his voice sounded a little tired.
"I just heard it." Xu Qianduo replied.
"How is the wound now? Does it still hurt?" Yan Zhehan asked with concern.
"Fortunately."
"Oh, all right."
Then there was silence on both ends of the phone, and the clock ticked by.
After a while, Yan Zhehan said again, "What I gave you... Do you like it?"
Only then did Xu Qianduo remember that Yan Zhehan had given him something just now.Since I just returned to the house, I have been in a daze, and I don't know what I was thinking, as if my soul had gone out of my body, so I naturally forgot that he just gave me something.
"Oh." Xu Qianduo held the phone in one hand and opened the box with the other.
It took more than a minute to open the box, and there was an inner packaging inside. At this time, it was 56:[-].
After finally opening the box inside, Xu Qianduo trembled in fright, and with a "bang", the phone fell to the ground.
"A lot of money...?" Yan Zhehan heard Luo's voice on the other end of the phone. He didn't know what happened, and asked anxiously, "A lot of money...?"
"..." Xu Qianduo picked up the phone, but couldn't find his own voice for a long time, "...no...no...thing..."
Yan Zhehan heaved a sigh of relief when he heard that it was all right, he smiled and said, "Xu Qianduo, let me sing you a song..."
"Okay." Xu Qianduo replied tremblingly.
"Happy birthday to you, I wish you..." Yan Zhehan's singing voice is actually very pleasant, just like his speech, as clear as ice.
Before Yan Zhehan finished singing, Xu Qianduo turned off his cell phone, hugged his legs tightly, and burst into tears.
In front of him was a cake sent by Yan Zhehan, with red cheese written on it, "A lot of money, happy birthday!"
He and Yan Zhehan have the same birthday.
I still remember that four years ago, when Xu Qianduo finished singing the second line of the song, I hung up.
Yan Zhehan stared at the hung up phone in a daze, the time on it happened to be early in the morning, and now it was the early morning of the next day.
I said that after tonight, I will stop quarreling with him.
Hehe, he hangs up really on time...
Didn't you say so, why are you sad?
From now on, Xu Qianduo no longer has any contact with him.
From now on, no one will cook special noodles without green onions...
From then on, no one will send harassing text messages every night...
From now on, no one will watch TV in the living room...
From then on, no one will comfort myself not to be sad in the dark...
From now on, no one will keep telling you, my name is Xu Qianduo, don’t forget, my name is Xu Qianduo...
A lot of money...
A lot of money...
A lot of money...
That idiot named Xu Qianduo, the guy who only knew how to call himself to say happy birthday, was obviously sad but didn't say anything, and endured everything silently, even forgetting his own birthday.
Such a stupid person... never again...
However, from now on, I can no longer... can't...
Yan Zhehan couldn't help crying on his back.
Such intense sadness almost drowned Yan Zhehan in the boundless darkness.In the dark, he couldn't find his direction, he couldn't find his temperature, he couldn't find his light.
The dullness, depression, and pain made Yan Zhehan linger and groan in sadness.
So when the doorbell of the apartment rang, Yan Zhehan thought he was hallucinating.
"Ding dong! Ding dong! Ding dong!!!!!!" endlessly.
Yan Zhehan ignored it, immersed in his own sadness.
Immediately afterwards, the mobile phone received a text message, opened it and looked, "Open the door! I have a lot of money!!!"
As if getting an electric shock, Yan Zhehan threw the phone aside, as if he had been struck by a demon.
Immediately after the second text message "Hurry up and open the door!!!"
The third text message "Hurry up and open the door, do you hear me!!!"
The doorbell outside the door kept ringing, Yan Zhehan looked at the person, it was a lot of money, that's right.
How much money? ! ! !
Opening the door, Yan Zhehan saw the ghost's expression on his face, and his eyes widened.
"You..." Yan Zhehan was surprised and speechless.
"I'm thirsty, can I get a glass of water?" Xu Qianduo said nonsense.
In fact, he was really thirsty, and couldn't get a taxi in the middle of the night, so he ran all the way here, half exhausted.but fortunately to a call
Xu Tianhao's people asked for the address.
"... Oh." Yan Zhehan didn't realize what was going on at all, his brain was completely out of his own thinking, and when he heard that he was going to pour water, he turned around and went in to pour water.
Xu Qianduo also followed in and closed the door.
Yan Zhehan poured him a big glass of water, and Xu Qianduo drank it all in one go, feeling a little bit of strength back.
Yan Zhehan took the empty cup and turned back to the kitchen. Just as he put down the cup, Xu Qianduo hugged him from behind.Yan Zhehan's body paused, all the cells in his body froze, and he didn't dare to move, for fear that if he moved, the warmth behind him would disappear.
Yan Zhehan carried the familiar smell of tobacco, which was nostalgic.
"Xiao Hanhan~~~~" This call echoed in the dark kitchen, as if calling out to my heart that I hadn't seen for so long, yet so unreal.
"Xiao Hanhan~~~~Happy birthday!" Xu Qianduo rubbed his head behind his back.
a drop...
two drops...
Three drops, four drops...
Yan Zhehan's tears surged out and dripped on Xu Qianduo's arms, cold but hot.
"Xiao Hanhan~~~~~" Xu Qianduo let go and came to Yan Zhehan and
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