Raised by bigots, I ran away

The incandescent lamp was as bright as daylight, illuminating Su Nanchuan's pale face, half of his face was bruised and swollen, and his eyes were red and swollen.

He has been locked in a room less than five square meters for 24 hours.

During these 24 hours, he was first interrogated, then dragged to a medical examination, and then interrogated again and again, over and over again, every detail was not let go, and he kept recalling, recalling... …

Recalls, splitting headache, nausea and vomiting.

At this time, sitting across the table was a young policeman, and Su Nanchuan heard the people next to him calling him Xiao Xu.

Officer Xu pushed over a disposable paper cup at this moment, looked at the dazed and thin young man in front of him, and said gently, "Drink some water."

Su Nanchuan licked his chapped lips, drank the water in one gulp, and said anxiously, "Officer Xu, is the autopsy report out?"

Officer Xu: "Yes."

Su Nanchuan: "The fatal injury, is it scissors?"

Officer Xu glanced at him and said, "The fatal injury was a knife wound 20 centimeters from the lower left side of the deceased's back. It is speculated that it should be a short knife 5 centimeters long and [-] centimeters wide."

"Obviously, it's your aunt's knife."

Su Nanchuan froze for a moment, although he was mentally prepared, he still shed tears.

Officer Xu clicked "tsk tsk" twice, took out a piece of paper and handed it to Su Nanchuan, asking him to wipe away his tears.

Su Nanchuan took it, but the more he wiped it, the more tears came. He forced himself to be calm, and he kept telling himself that he was alone now, he couldn't cry, let alone be afraid, he had to be brave, and he had to speak well.

"Officer Xu, we were in self-defense. At that time, Chen Ping wanted to rape me. I couldn't resist him at all. Aunt Mei saw that I was being bullied. She was a cancer patient. At that time, she couldn't resist Chen Ping at all. In desperation, this Only then..."

Police officer Xu: "Well, we have recorded what you said, the authenticity and whether it is a self-defense determination, our police will investigate."

Su Nanchuan was interrogated again for the whole process, and then sent back to the small closed room.

Although he was locked in a small room, he was not short of food and drink, but Su Nanchuan couldn't eat a single bite, and vomited whenever he ate.

I don't know how long it took, but when the door opened again, Su Nanchuan was taken out. This time it was Police Officer Xu who was waiting outside. Officer Xu led Su Nanchuan forward and said, "You can't leave Guangtai City during this time. If you are summoned at any time, you must come at any time."

After leaving the iron gate of the detention center and walking into the hall of the Public Security Bureau, Su Nanchuan saw Yan Yue and Secretary Liu standing there waiting.

Su Nanchuan's tears fell instantly, and he shouted in a trembling voice, "Uncle Yan..."

Yan Yue sighed, patted him on the shoulder, and said, "Good boy, it's okay, it's okay."

Yan Yue talked with the police officer Xu and asked about Lin Yuemei's situation. Su Nanchuan stood there in a daze, his mind was confused and his eyes were dull.

Later, he was taken back to the hotel, where he sat there sluggishly, answering whatever Yan Yue asked, he didn't know what he was talking about, nor what Yan Yue was asking.

Until I heard Yan Yue say "Yan Yang".

Su Nanchuan came back to his senses suddenly, he shook his head, his eyes were full of panic, and begged Yan Yue not to tell Yan Kangyang about this matter, and he could no longer follow Yan Kangyang, his hands were stained with blood, Lin Yue Mei said that it was a bad guy, but the bad guy died, right in front of his eyes, Lin Yuemei said that the bad guy deserved it, the bad guy deserved to die.

But the evil eyes of the villain can't be lingered, the anti-dirty hands of the villain are like the hands of demons, the lewd | evil voice of the villain rang in my ears all the time, the villain died, but the villain seemed to be wrapped Kill him and drag him into the bottomless abyss.

Those eyes that couldn't be closed, the blood all over the ground, that dark thunderstorm night...

All of this caused Su Nanchuan to collapse and collapse.

He couldn't follow Yan Yang any longer.

He was stuck in the abyss alone and couldn't get out, he couldn't drag Yan Qingyang down.

Yan Kangyang has a bright future, he should stand at the top of the pyramid of life and live the most dazzling life that originally belonged to him.And the top of the pyramid, he couldn't touch it before, and now he can't even touch it.

As for him, his life was ruined, he was no longer the simple and ignorant Su Nanchuan, and he could no longer stand in front of Yan Qingyang.

The autistic child who was originally autistic finally came out, and the autism will only be worse than before.

Su Nanchuan couldn't sleep all night and all night. As soon as he fell asleep, the villain opened his bloody mouth and wanted to swallow him.

Painful, so painful!

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Yan Yue stayed in Guangtai City for two days before leaving, leaving Secretary Liu behind. Su Nanchuan once heard Secretary Liu call and said that the lawyer Lin Yuemei was not good.

Su Nanchuan ran all over Guangtai City to find a lawyer for Lin Yuemei, but Yan Yue replaced Lin Yuemei with a new lawyer.

Lin Yuemei, who was originally judged by the doctor to have only three months to live, made it to October.

In October, the court finally ruled that Lin Yuemei and Su Nanchuan had justified their self-defense, and Lin Yuemei was acquitted in court. Since Su Nanchuan was underage and Yan Yue was in the middle, all information about the parties involved in this case was hidden.

At the end of October, the summer in Guangtai City had not yet passed, and Lin Yuemei returned to the small courtyard. At the beginning, Secretary Liu said that he would find a new place for them to live in, but Lin Yuemei refused to listen and insisted on going back to live again.

Su Nanchuan didn't dare to live in it anymore, but he was worried about Lin Yuemei, so he had to change to another bedroom, and kept his eyes open until dawn every night.

He didn't dare to take a step closer to the bedroom where Chen Ping died, and he didn't understand why Lin Yuemei insisted on living back.

At that time, Lin Yuemei was exhausted, she was so thin that only a layer of skin remained, her eyes were big and lifeless, her complexion was sallow, and her hair was sparse and scattered.

She said: "The reason why I live here is to let Chen Ping know that he deserves his death. I am not afraid of him when he is alive, and even less afraid of him when he is dead!"

But Su Nanchuan was terrified. The 15-year-old boy spent every day in fear, and when he heard any movement, he was so frightened that he wanted to shrink into a corner.

In November, Lin Yuemei couldn't stand it any longer and passed away one morning.

That day, she took Su Nanchuan's hand and told Su Nanchuan not to forget the two things he promised her.

First, don't tell Yan Canyang that she is dead, and don't tell Yan Canyang how she got away in the end.

Second, send her back to Beijing and bury her next to her parents.

Su Nanchuan cried with tears all over his face, and promised her that he would send her back.

Lin Yuemei laughed, she said that she never thought that in the end, the person who would send her away would be Su Nanchuan, she said it was great, she thought she would be lonely in the end, but unexpectedly there was another person who was willing to send her away.

Her eyes gradually began to loosen, and she called her father, mother, sister, and Yan Yang...

She stretched out her dead wood-like hand to grab forward, as if she wanted to grab something, but in the end she couldn't grab anything.

Just like Lin Yuemei's life, she didn't catch anything.

Finally, Lin Yuemei shed a tear and slowly closed her eyes.

After Lin Yuemei left, Su Nanchuan was in charge of the cremation process. At that time, Su Nanchuan couldn't find the tomb of Lin Yuemei's parents, so he had to temporarily bury Lin Yuemei in Guangtai, and wait for Lin Yuemei to be found later. Parents' tomb, and then moved to the tomb.

A few days after the funeral, Lin Yuemei, several foremen of Chen Ping's previous investment project, and several Party B came up. Several men in their 50s knelt in front of Su Nanchuan under the sun, begging him for mercy. Poor, said that there are old and young, and the old man in the family is terminally ill. She said that Lin Yuemei and Chen Ping lied to them, and begged them to pay back the money!

Su Nanchuan took out all the money on his body, only kept a part, and paid off the debt for Lin Yuemei with the rest.

At that time, his insomnia became more and more serious. As long as he fell asleep, he would have nightmares. During the day, he often had hearing and hallucinations. He was skinny and sometimes dizzy and nauseated.

He couldn't get out of the abyss of pain, his eyes were dim, and he felt that life was hopeless.

Later, Secretary Liu came to see him, transferred him to a new city, and changed him to a new school. Secretary Liu found out that he was abnormal and reported it to Yan Yue. After that, Yan Yue helped him find a psychiatrist. .

A psychiatrist diagnosed him as suffering from severe depression due to external causes, manifested as autism, insomnia, anxiety, self-disgust, and a tendency to self-harm.

Based on the analysis of Su Nanchuan's experience from childhood to adulthood, the psychiatrist believes that the reason why he is difficult to get out of the pain is probably because the shadow of childhood has accumulated in his heart for many years, so this time all the psychological problems have been aroused.

With the help of a psychiatrist, Su Nanchuan gradually got better.

At that time, there were only three months left before the college entrance examination. Su Nanchuan still remembered the old doctor asking him: "Nanchuan, do you have anyone important? Is there anyone you want to see?"

"Life can be started all over again. Do you want to get better and go see him again?"

"What if he has a bad life? Because you left, what if he has a bad life? Do you have to take another look?"

At that time, Su Nanchuan seemed to have suddenly realized something, he thought yes, he had to see Yan Kangyang again, no matter what, he had to see him again, so he took a look at him from a distance to see if he was doing well.

Later, during the last three months of the college entrance examination, Su Nanchuan picked up his textbooks again and studied day and night.He has always been excellent in grades, and he was affected by the one-semester course, but he was admitted to the University of International Business and Economics in Beijing in the end.Although it is not his dream school, it is his dream major.

At that time, he didn't have much money left because he paid Lin Yuemei's debts. After paying the tuition fees for the first year of university, only some basic living expenses remained.

He needs money, a lot of money, he works part-time during holidays, gives extra lessons to middle and high school students, or works as a shelf worker in a convenience store, until he met Xu Yun during his first summer vacation at university.

Xu Yun got him to know He Wei. At that time, he needed money so much that he took a year off from school to become Wan Chenfan's assistant.

He carefully planned the road ahead of him, he saved money meticulously, he still had a lot of things to do, he hadn't sent Lin Yuemei home, and he hadn't seen Yan Kangyang yet.

Before seeing Yan Yangyang, he must recover from his illness, he must recover, and he must return to the original innocent Su Nanchuan.

He wants to shut the haze of the past that he can't get out of in his heart, and never let it out.

The author has something to say: The memory is over! ~

感谢在2021-08-2508:39:03~2021-08-2608:04:13期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw the mine: 1 cat seven;

Thanks to the little angel of the irrigation nutrient solution: 10 bottles of no name; 4 bottles of Mu Shen meeting the water elf; 2 bottles of looking at the stars at the bottom of the pit; 1 bottle of Maoqi;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!