Raised by bigots, I ran away

It was already 11 noon when Lin Yuemei came out of the hospital.

Shenqing City has been cloudy and rainy for the past few days, but today the sun came out, and the sky above was blue and blue, with only a few white clouds floating.

But Lin Yuemei's heart felt like falling into a dark and cold cave.

The cave was called Tian Tian Ying, and the ground was dead. There were no living things, only the icy cold wind, which was blowing so hard that her bones ached.

She stood at the door of the hospital, looking up at the blue sky above her head, her lips were pale and chapped, her face was full of exhaustion, and her eyes, which used to be watery, were like extinguished candlesticks, without any light anymore.

There is only black despair and dead silence.

Lin Yuemei held a checklist in her hand.

As she walked forward numbly, the mobile phone in her bag rang suddenly, but she ignored it. She walked through the gate of the hospital and walked under the cherry blossom trees on both sides of the street.

She numbly looked at the crowd in front of her. There were anxiety, sorrow, and tearful eyes on the faces of those crowd, but few of them smiled sincerely.

why?

Is there so much pain in life?

Why is it so difficult?

If life is a trial, then why does she have to suffer in this world of mortals?

Lin Yuemei didn't know how long she had been walking, nor where she was going. She only knew that when she stopped, she was already standing at the door of Changqing Alley.

And when she stopped, Lin Yuemei's drowsy head finally woke up.

She stood at the door of the house, staring blankly at the red door in front of her, and suddenly remembered the scene when Su Zhenguo brought her back the first day.

At that time, he was full of joy, took her hand, and said: "Yuemei, we have a home. Although it is someone else's house, I promise you that I will treat you well in the future, and all my wages will be handed over to you. You, let's save money, and when we save enough money, we will buy a house of our own..."

This is the best man she has ever met. In fact, she doesn't love him much, she just wants a home, and he is willing to give her a home.

But such a man in her life was fleeting like fireworks, bringing her hope and taking it away.

Lin Yuemei took out the key from her bag and opened the door.

At this time, Su Nanchuan was in school and there was no one at home, so Lin Yuemei walked slowly into the house.

The cell phone in her bag rang again. In fact, her cell phone had been ringing non-stop all the way, but no matter who the caller was, Lin Yuemei didn't want to answer it at this moment, and didn't want to look at it.

She pushed open the door of the house and stepped in, walking back to her bedroom.

She sat by the bed and opened the drawer of the bedside table. There was a framed photo in the drawer. The photo in the frame was when she was younger.

She took out the photo frame, and just silently stared blankly.

Time passed by every second.

When the light in the room moved to the side little by little, the gate in the yard was suddenly pushed open with a "bang".

Someone walked in quickly.

Lin Yuemei heard the commotion and walked out of the bedroom, and the door of the living room was pushed open with a "bang".

Lin Yuemei looked up, and saw Yan Hanyang standing upright at the door, staring at her with cold and complicated eyes.

Yan Tanyang looked at Lin Yuemei, and Lin Yuemei looked at him too.

The mother and son looked at each other coldly.

Yan Yangyang's fists were tightly clenched on both sides of his body, his body was tightly collapsed, and his lips were tightly pressed.

Every time the young man faced Lin Yuemei, he had undisguised emotions. He looked straight at Lin Yuemei, and asked word by word: "Who is my mother?"

When he opened his mouth, his voice was hoarse.

Lin Yuemei was startled for a moment, then looked at him expressionlessly: "Did he tell you?"

Who he is, the two know each other well.

Yan Qingyang nodded.

Lin Yuemei: "Yes, Yan Yue is indeed your biological father."

Yan Yangyang stared at Lin Yuemei closely: "What about you? Are you my mother?"

Lin Yuemei suddenly laughed, and she looked at Yan Yang: "Your mother? Huh? Didn't I stop you from calling me my mother a long time ago? Do you think I am your mother?"

Yan Yangyang tightly clenched his fists: "I thought you were just talking out of anger."

"Angry talk?"

Lin Yuemei smiled coldly, she looked at Yan Yang with undisguised disgust in her eyes: "Yan Yang, do you know why I don't like you so much? Because you are like your mother who died young, since she appeared , everything goes wrong for me, and it's the same for you."

"You were born to be against me! You were born to be mean to me! Yan Yangyang! You know! You are a burden! Lin Yueping died when she died, but she gave birth to you and continued to be against me! What do you say? I'll take you away, tell me to find you a good family, why is Lin Yueping so naive?"

At that time, she did find a family for Yan Kangyang, but before she left, she went to the toilet, and accidentally heard that they had contacted people and dealers and wanted to sell Yan Kangyang.

Although Lin Yuemei didn't like Lin Yueping, she couldn't bear to see her child fall into the hands of people and traffickers, so she snatched the child back and ran away.

Before Yan Canyang was three years old, she entrusted Yan Canyang to an old lady in the neighborhood every time before going to work, and gave the old lady some money every month. Later, Yan Canyang was five years old, and the old lady passed away. Yuemei started to move again. After she failed to send Yan Tanyang to the orphanage once, she thought to forget it and raise her by herself.

Lin Yuemei glared at Yan Yangyang resentfully. She seemed to want to vent her anger suddenly, and said unreservedly: "You are a burden! I hate you! I hate your mother too! Without your mother, Yan Yue would sooner I fell in love with me! If it weren't for you! I would have lived a happy life by myself! Lin Yueping took everything from me, and you sucked up my youth for more than ten years! I really owed you mother and son in my previous life!"

"So you know why I don't like you, why I hate you so much!"

"You know how many times I've thought about how great it would be without you!!"

Yan Qinyang gritted his teeth tightly and remained silent, his eyes were a little blood red, and he just stared at Lin Yuemei, motionless.

He wanted to refute Lin Yuemei like before. He wanted to say that there is never an "if" or "if" in life, and accounts are not calculated like this.

Lin Yuemei's life is Lin Yuemei's own choice, and since she chooses, she must bear it herself.

He strictly refused to take the blame.

But he suddenly didn't want to say a word.

He only looked at Lin Yuemei, and asked her with red eyes: "What you said are all your real thoughts?"

Lin Yuemei sneered and said, "It's more real than real gold!! Yan Yang, didn't you feel it a long time ago? Otherwise, why did you want to sever the mother-child relationship with me when you turned 18? Let me tell you, I am looking forward to this I have been looking forward to this day for a long time.”

"You don't know how many times I want to throw you away! No matter you!!"

Yan Qinyang smiled coldly: "It's a pity that you can't throw it away, you are my guardian, and you broke the law by throwing it away at me."

Lin Yuemei: "Yes!! I threw you to break the law. I have no choice but to take you with me, but you are not obedient at all. Why are you so disobedient? Why do you hang around every day like your mother? In front of me...you are so annoying, so annoying!"

Lin Yuemei suddenly smiled again: "But it's different now. Now that your father has come to look for you, your own father has come to look for you, what reason do you have? Why don't you get out? Why do you still appear in my Right now! How long do you want to drag me down?"

Yan Qinyang clenched his fists tightly, his eyes were bloodshot red, he looked at Lin Yuemei gloomyly, and gritted his teeth tightly, it could be seen that he was suppressing the violence in his heart.

But in the end, he still nodded and said, "Okay, I see!"

He knows!I know it thoroughly!

Yan Yang turned around and walked out.

He walked so fast that he didn't even notice Su Nanchuan who was standing in the yard at some point.

When Su Nanchuan saw such Yan Yang, his heart sank, and he just came back, only hearing Lin Yuemei's last words.

He had never seen Lin Yuemei and Yan Yang like this before. Lin Yuemei's words were shocking, and they pierced his heart deeply in his ears, let alone Yan Yang.

Su Nanchuan hurriedly caught up with Yan Yang, trotted behind Yan Yang and called him: "Brother, brother, wait for me..."

But Yan Yangyang acted as if he couldn't hear anything, he walked very fast, as if he didn't care about anything, until Su Nanchuan ran over quickly and hugged him fiercely: "Brother, brother, don't be like this... "

Su Nanchuan cried.

Only then did Yan Yang come back to his senses.

He looked at Su Nanchuan in his arms in a daze, and called him in a daze: "Nanchuan..."

Su Nanchuan hugged him tightly, as if he was afraid that he would leave.

A strong throbbing and soreness suddenly rose up in Yan Qinyang's heart, he hugged Su Nanchuan tightly back, and he pressed the person into his body vigorously, as if he wanted to insert Su Nanchuan into his body.

He lowered his head and buried his face into Su Nanchuan's neck.

The scorching breath rushed into Su Nanchuan's clothes.

Su Nanchuan heard his hoarse voice: "Nanchuan, brother is a little uncomfortable."

Su Nanchuan's heart was also broken. He stroked Yan Yang's hair and said one by one: "Brother, I'm here, brother, don't be sad, don't be sad, I'm..."

Under Su Nanchuan's soothing voice, Yan Hanyang finally calmed down like a huge beast about to erupt.

Seeing that he was not so sad, Su Nanchuan took his hand and led him slowly towards the river.

At this moment, the sunset had already set in the west, the river was gurgling eastward, the bright red sun fell on the river, and the junction of the water and the sky was full of rays of light.

The two stood by the river, being blown by the wind, neither of them spoke.

After an unknown period of time, the sun finally set into the river, and the street lamps by the river flickered on, and Yan Qinyang finally spoke.

"When I was young, Lin Yuemei treated me badly."

Seeing that he had spoken, Su Nanchuan immediately responded, "Yes."

Yan Canyang: "She was going to work at that time, and would lock me in the room during the day, and sometimes she would leave in a hurry, and would forget to prepare lunch for me. Once I didn't come back for two days in a row, and I had nothing to eat, so I just stepped on the stool and went one by one. I rummaged through the cabinet and finally found a potato. I didn’t know what to do, so I put the potato in a pot and boiled it. It turned out that the potato had sprouts. After I ate it, I got sick and diarrhea. Fortunately, the landlord at that time came over for something. , took me to the hospital... I thought that Lin Yuemei would treat me better when I was sick, but she saw me awake and yelled at me, she thought I spent money in the hospital."

Su Nanchuan's heart clenched tightly. It was the first time he heard Yan Canyang talk about his childhood. He couldn't help leaning against Yan Canyang, holding his hand silently.

Yan Qingyang: "Another time, in order to jump out of the window, I smashed the glass, the glass cut through my leg and bled, Lin Yuemei was very angry when she came back, she thought I was naughty, and wanted to go out to play.

But she didn't know, it was because I saw that it was going to rain outside and wanted to pick her up. "

Yan Chanyang: "When I was young, I was very dependent on her. Because she is my mother, it is normal for children to depend on their mother. I look forward to her coming back every day, and I hope that she can ask me what I have done today. Not good, happy, but she never asked me.

When she was in a bad mood, she would scold me and drop things at home. When I was a child, I was very scared, so I would hide in the closet, thinking that it would be fine when my mother stopped being angry.

But she doesn't usually talk to me when she's not angry.

I always want to get her attention, so I find all kinds of things. When she is angry, she will threaten me, and if she is disobedient, she will not want me.

Later, when I grew up and became more sensible, I stopped asking for something if I couldn't get it. I started to learn to resist, and to fight against it. She scolded me even more harshly.

At that time, I thought, after all, we are relatives, mother and child, even if we can't get along with each other, then I just stay away from her. "

Yan Tanyang raised his head and looked towards the river, his black pupils shone with fragments of light, but at this moment, the coldness and cruelty of the past were gone.

He looked like a wounded wolf cub with sore eyes.

"Nanchuan, do you know that even before, I returned the money she spent on me to draw a clear line with her, but in my heart, I also understand that she is always my mother, and I can stay away from her, but blood relationship It is constantly cutting, and I will definitely provide her with retirement in the future.

I even made excuses for her, thinking that maybe her personality is like this, or she is too tired and irritable, not because she really hates me.

How can a mother hate her child?

But Nanchuan, I just found out today, no.

It turned out that she really felt that I was a burden. What she said to me before were all her true thoughts. "

Yan Yangyang's eyes were red: "Nanchuan, Lin Yuemei is not my biological mother. She is not my biological mother. No wonder she treats me like that..."

Yan Qinyang smiled coldly, the boy had grown very tall, and his black hair was messed up by the river wind.

At this moment, all the puzzles in his heart had answers.

Lin Yuemei was his only relative when he was a child. Like all children who depended on their mothers, he longed for his mother's love and care. Even though he no longer wanted extravagantly later, the longing buried in his heart as a child was finally hidden in his heart.

But at this moment, those things that took root were finally pulled out bit by bit by Lin Yuemei.

The last bit of childhood longing was gone after all.

Yan Yang: "Nanchuan, do you think that in this world, no one likes me?"

Su Nanchuan's tears fell instantly, and he hugged Yan Yang: "No, no, brother, I like you, I will always like you, I like you the most!!"

Yan Tanyang gently touched the back of his head, his lips were pressed against the top of Su Nanchuan's head, his eyes were red and deep, and he said: "Well, I know, only Nanchuan likes me. She doesn't want me, then I I don't want her anymore, she hates me, so I hate her too. I only like Nanchuan, I only want Nanchuan."

作者有话要说：感谢在2021-06-1511:54:03~2021-06-1609:24:10期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw the mine: 1 from the mountain;

感谢灌溉营养液的小天使：540七号路20瓶；jdsbzs10瓶；莫歆雨3瓶；旺旺的帽子2瓶；夏天那么远、周周1瓶；

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