simba and sean

Qingniao Alley, Qingnian Street, S City, Qingniao Primary School, Fourth Middle School, First High School, Fourth High School, 2008

Green resentment

The child whose parents don't like him is different from his elder brother who has excellent academic performance. He likes to draw and sing, but his academic performance is a mess.

Envious of Qingyuan but not jealous, because Qingshan is too kind and has always been very kind to him.

Qingyuan gradually lost himself in the shadow of Qingshan. After trying hard to imitate Qingshan's various habits, he knew that he would never be as attractive as Qingshan. Because of his father's death, he felt ashamed and jumped off the building after earning enough Qingshan's tuition. He hit Jiang Hai at the time, so he found the direction to work hard. After graduating from university, Jiang Hai and Qingshan were together, and he lost his direction again.

It was Tuang who saved him again, and his lively and irreverent deskmate was also his good friend.

Aoyama

Hepingyuan is twins. The difference from Qingyuan is that he is a pure boy that everyone likes. He has a refreshing temperament, looks handsome, kind, patient, helpful, and a living body purifier. He is the envy of everyone. Parents say There are no distracting thoughts about the children of other people's families.

Helped Qingyuan many times, helped if he could help, and comforted Qingyuan if he couldn't help.

江海

No. 1 in Xiaosheng, who was promoted in S City, has a gentle personality, considerate family happiness, and the prince charming of countless girls.

Jiang Hai has no feelings for these girls, because he is curious about who the No.2 Qingshan who lives under him every time is, so he comes to Qingshan's house, unexpectedly meets Qingyuan who jumped off the building, and is attracted by Qingshan who is coming home from school.

Touran

Cheerful personality is a pistachio, homeless, poor, idle, with a youthful atmosphere in the whole person, he is a warm and sunny boy.Although he can't do anything well, no one will dislike him. He originally hated Qingyuan, but later he was attracted by Qingyuan's stubbornness and fate and couldn't extricate himself.

Aoyama was peaceful when he was born, and he was a bit more quarrelsome, so his parents have always been patient with Aoyama, but felt that the eldest son was not as stable as the boss. Although every parent said that the children in the family are the same in their hearts, everyone has it. In my own thoughts, it is obvious that Qingshan, who was just born, has already won the hearts of their parents more than Qingyuan.

Qingshan is in good order in everything he does, even when he was learning to walk, he didn't fall too much, but Qingyuan needed adults to take care of him when he was learning to walk, so he brought a lot of dissatisfaction to their parents. Because Hua is good at memorizing the Three Character Classic, Qingyuan also took the big red flower, but because she is excellent in painting, she was left out by her parents.

When I was young, there was no resentment, but I just kept learning to be more behaved like my parents said.

It's just that he has been obedient for a few days and still can't change, and he will return to his original appearance. For example, when he quarreled with the guest's child when his relatives came to visit, his parents took him to the temple to find a way to make him obedient. The monk told them to drink a handful of ash from the bottom of the pot and the most expensive incense and water together. Qingyuan can behave like his elder brother. Parents spent a lot of money and went back to do this. Qingyuan Because he really didn't want to drink, he broke these things. His father beat him for the first time, and his father stopped after Aoyama stopped him.

Qingyuan finally realized how annoying and annoying he was, and he also knew what he should do. He slowly studied Qingshan, and after class, he studied alone, his grades gradually improved, and he returned to Qingshan with Qingshan. When he was home, he stopped talking. When Qingshan spoke, he would talk. If Qingshan didn’t talk, he wouldn’t talk. The amazing thing is that his parents cared for him more.He is very happy, but he has no time to play with his former friends. Faced with these, he insisted on learning from his brother to imitate his brother to the end, but he cried once when he lost the picture book, and it disappeared in his eyes. The most important thing is that parents are happy.

He watched enviously when other children were playing happily. What he envied was not the happiness of those people but their freedom.My head is locked in a cage, and my body is under the control of Qingshan and my parents, so when will my head return to my body?

Ten-year-old Qing Yuan finally bought an expensive crayon with a month's pocket money when passing by a toy store. Qing Yuan felt that he had made enough. Surely?Maybe you can allow yourself to go to a painting hobby class.

But his crayons were finally returned by his mother, who was struggling with income, and he had no pocket money in the future.

Qingyuan's long-lost cry didn't wake up her mother's understanding. Her mother is no longer the beautiful and kind mother she used to be. She has experienced sophistication, and she has been worrying about daily necessities for many years. She can't understand how childish a child spends so much money on a box crayons.

Qingyuan changed back to his original form, and even became more rebellious. He overheard his classmates saying that No. [-] Middle School could stay away from home, so he decided to go to No. [-] Middle School.

The teaching conditions in No. [-] Middle School are mediocre. Of course, his parents would not let Qingshan go to that kind of school with him, so Qingshan had to go to No. [-] Middle School because of his intentionally low scores in the senior high school entrance examination.

The goodness of Qingshan is like the stars in the sky, although the decimals cannot be counted, the guilt of Qingshan is as big as the moon in the sky, but there is only one. There is only one guilt and that is to Qingshan.

The parents realized that it was the cause of Qingyuan, so they became more dissatisfied with Qingyuan, and began to prevent Qingshan from interacting with Qingyuan, letting Qingshan live in school and Qingyuan live at home.

Qingyuan hid in the house and cried, no one comforted him when Qingshan was not there, and his parents only said something when they heard his suppressed crying.

Qingyuan draws pictures every day and doesn't want to see his parents, and he doesn't answer when his parents talk to him. Puberty makes him even more rebellious. It's his mother's usual style not to show family ugliness. When he invites guests, Qingyuan must come out to entertain them, because Qingshan can make her vanity burst every time. Qingshan is not here, so I can only do Qingyuan. Obviously Qingyuan in adolescence resists the eyes of strangers and others, so he has no smiling face and bad attitude, which leads him to be said Disrespectful, it embarrasses the mother.

Qingyuan has countless conflicts with her parents when she comes home from school every day, so she doesn't want to go home, and she also met some bad students outside, among them is the second-handed youth Tuang.

Tuang is a bad student in the eyes of adults. He often has problems breaking glass bicycles in the classroom. He doesn't like studying and does not do homework.

Qingyuan's grades have dropped drastically, parents are extra caring for Qingshan who goes home on Saturdays and Sundays, every time they see Qingyuan, there is condemnation in their eyes, as if they were saying to him, if it wasn't for you, your brother wouldn't be unable to go back to school Home, Qingyuan ran away from home.

Tuang has been sticking to Qingyuan, and let Qingyuan accept him as his friend. Qingyuan couldn't bear it and took him to a gay bar. After Tuang knew this, he didn't leave Qingyuan but became more attached to Qingyuan. If you can't do anything about him, don't care about him anymore.

Parents didn't look for Qingyuan, and Qingyuan realized that he was really abandoned, so he had to go back by himself. His mother sneered at Qingyuan, and Qingyuan became more confused.

Knowing about these things, Tuang persuaded Qing Yuan to live in his own house. Qing Yuan thought that his parents would not care about him, so he went to Tuang’s house. As a result, his mother was very worried and searched for him for a long time. After he was found, he was beaten by his father. Suddenly, after returning home, Qingyuan finally cried out in the room but did not make a sound.

Qingyuan changed back to the original appearance in elementary school, he didn't like to talk, he was still studying after other people got out of class, ignored anyone and didn't do whatever he wanted to do, Tuang was confused at first and then panicked, and then he Can't help but burn Qingyuan's book, and cut his hand with a knife to threaten Qingyuan to return to normal.Qingyuan was so frightened that he didn't expect Tuang to do this for himself, but he knew that if he regained his original appearance, he would be very green. In this case, things would repeat the same mistakes again. After thinking about it, he finally changed back to the original look.

Before the start of the second year of junior high school, he chose to let go of the past, let go of his attitude, and asked his parents to agree to live with him. The parents were surprised by his attitude and then agreed.

Qingyuan suddenly found the light in the darkness. If he is good at expressing, will it change?

Qingyuan, who was trying to make changes, has experienced a lot. Tuang has been trying his best to help Qingyuan in his eyes, but finally Qingyuan heard a "good" companion say that Qingshan is much better than him. Welcome to study well, Qingyuan didn't tell Tuon that he went to drink alone and went to a gay bar and did something he shouldn't do with a person, Qingyuan couldn't go back and had to call Tuon, Tuon When he arrived, he took him home.

Tuon's mood is complicated.

Qingyuan couldn't stay at home, so he returned home, and was scolded by his parents because of his attitude. He had a quarrel with his father, and his father died in a car accident while driving away.

In order to make up for her mother's claim that Qingshan's tuition fees were earned by Qingyuan, her mother didn't believe her and said that if Qingyuan didn't make it, she would die with her father.

Qingyuan worked four jobs, day and night, and learned how to treat others while working.

Met Wei Wen in the bar and learned the guitar.

His mother had a gastritis attack because of his father's death. He insisted on cooking and washing clothes for his mother every day.

Qingshan's university needs [-] tuition fees every year, and he earned [-] in one vacation. His mother told Qingshan not to give Qingyuanhua a cent of the family savings. What is more sad is the expectation of college life.

As the holiday draws to a close, Qingyuan's money is far from enough. His mother's sarcasm makes him think of another way. There is no shortage of rich people in places like bars.

Tuang was planning to bid farewell to Qing Yuan, but he didn't expect to meet Qing Yuan. He stopped the others, secretly took out a credit card loan and gave the money to Qing Yuan.

Qingyuan thinks that he can't owe anyone anything before he dies, and Tuang vaguely realizes that he wants to commit suicide, so he uses the money as an excuse to ask Qingyuan to work part-time to pay him back.

Qing Yuan had no other choice, so he had to continue working part-time.

Qingshan goes to school smoothly, and lives in a four-person medium dormitory, while Qingyuan lives in a simple small rented house of [-] a month.

Tuang came to Qingyuan every week to prevent him from being overwhelmed. After half a year, Qingyuan finally made enough money. Tuang didn’t come to him because of his birthday. He went home and stood on the balcony to send Tuang a message. After the text message jumped down.

It hit Jiang Hai who came to look for Qingshan.

Qingshan and Jiang Hai are close, and Qingyuan vaguely senses that the relationship between the two is not normal. Qingshan tells Qingshan that he is gay, and Qingyuan understands that because they are twins, it is not surprising that they have the same sexual orientation. It's the same, Qing Yuan fell in love with this kind and gentle boy from the moment he hit Jiang Hai.

When Qingshan and Jianghai are together, they are as compatible as the moon and the sun. Qingyuan knows what he should do and what he should not do.

It seems that Qingshan is rare to be friendly to a person, so Jiang Hai comforts Qingyuan and tells Qingyuan not to care too much about his father's death. Qingyuan feels the sunshine and has the idea of ​​living.

During the freshman holiday, Tuang and the three of them went on a trip together and their relationship became much better.

People are greedy. If a person in the dark has never seen the sun, he will live in peace forever, but if he sees a little light, he will definitely climb up desperately to get more.

When Jiang Hai's mother called to ask about the relationship between Qing Shan and Jiang Hai, Qing Yuan said that it seemed a little close.

Everything changed when Jiang Hai and Qing Shan returned to school after the holidays.

Jiang Hai's mother came to the school and yelled shamelessly at Qingshan.

Jiang Hai's suitors made various personal attacks on Qingshan, and Jiang Hai's behavior of protecting Qingshan became the default, and the two were instantly attacked maliciously by everyone.

After Tuang knew about it, he guessed that Qingyuan had informed him.

Qing Shan did not persist for a month and committed suicide.

Jiang Hai dropped out of school, and Qing Yuan found Jiang Hai. He admitted that he had told Jiang Hai's mother about the relationship between the two, and then jumped off the building again.

This time, no one passed by from the bottom of the building again, and Qingyuan was paralyzed.

Tuon found him