The Queen's Secret

"Yeah, so... you killed her."

After Qi Yuxin finished speaking, the cold room fell into silence, only the sound of Xu Wen's heavy breathing was heard...

"Why am I a boy..."

After a long time, Xu Wencai opened his mouth...

"I just want to be a daughter, dress myself up beautifully, and marry a lover, but why... I was born a man..."

Xu Wen broke down and cried, with intermittent sobs, Lin Qingxuan who restrained him was also a little at a loss, looked at Qi Yuxin, but saw a little more pity in her eyes, but there was still no wave.

"Take him back."

Qi Yu's heartfelt words are colder than this winter...

The Huangchuang Gate was still brightly lit at night. When Qi Yuxin brought him back, Tao Mingyi hadn't let him go. He had been coming home very late these days, because he was waiting for this moment.

Tao Mingyi looked at Xu Wen who was disguised as a woman in front of him, and couldn't help frowning. Xu Wen raised his eyes and couldn't help laughing after seeing Tao Mingyi's expression.

"Look... If people in the world know that I am a man, they will all look at me like this..."

Xu Wen paused, every word squeezed out from between his teeth, it was all resentment.

"It's full of disgust and incomprehension..."

After Tao Mingyi listened, the frown between his eyebrows relaxed.

"you misunderstood."

Tao Mingyi's tone was faint, somewhat similar to Qi Yu's heart, both Lin Qingxuan and Meng Gan couldn't help sighing secretly, they were indeed father and daughter, even if they weren't their own, sometimes the tone of their speech was especially like...

"My disgust and incomprehension come from... why did you kill a woman who had no grudge against you? She was in her prime, and you ruined her just like that..."

Tao Mingyi has never paid much attention to appearance, but to a person's character.

Xu Wen choked for a moment, did not speak, and the smile on the corner of his mouth became a bit more bitter...

"Take it to jail and lock it up."

After Qi Yu finished speaking, the two on-duty arrest officers came over and took Xu Wen under custody.

"Thank you for your hard work."

Tao Mingyi said, Qi Yu smiled lightly, and said, "Meng Gan is the hardest one."

The three men, Meng Gan, followed Xu Wen almost day and night, but luckily they got a satisfactory result.

"Well, Meng Gan, you really did a good job this time."

Tao Mingyi also couldn't help admiring that Meng Gan was serious in his work. Although he was sometimes stubborn, he had indeed improved a lot under the guidance of Qi Yuxin.

"Thank you door master!"

The joy in Meng Gan's heart filled his whole body with a sense of satisfaction in an instant.

"It's late, go back and rest!"

Tao Mingyi told them to go back to rest quickly, don't delay the rest time, Lin Qingxuan and Meng Gan were about to retire, but Qi Yuxin said that he should stay for a while.

Tao Mingyi didn't stop him, but said: "If you stay for a long time, go home and rest, I'm afraid the curfew time of the palace will pass."

"it is good."

Qi Yu responded heartily, and instead of leaving the gate of the emperor, he went to the dungeon. The little arrester who had just finished arresting Xu Wen felt a little curious, why Qi Yu hadn't left yet, but he didn't ask any more questions, just He greeted Qi Yuxin and left.

Qi Yuxin walked to the door of the dungeon, and saw Xu Wen sitting in the corner, holding up his beautiful women's clothes and looking at him, his eyes lingering.

"Xu Wen."

Qi Yuxin called Xu Wen, and Xu Wen turned his head to look at Qi Yuxin, perhaps because he cried, his eyes were red, because he has the softness of a woman, at this moment, it is really true that he is described as pear blossoms with rain. Not too much.

Xu Wen just glanced at Qi Yuxin, didn't speak, and continued to look at his clothes, although he was reluctant to part with him, he was also depressed.

"If you could participate in a beauty pageant, but you couldn't compare to Shen Ling'er, would you kill her?"

Qi Yu asked heartily, she was very curious about the answer, and how Xu Wen would answer.

"She must be no match for me."

"I mean if."

Both of them refused to give in, Xu Wen raised his head to look at Qi Yuxin with cold eyes, he didn't speak, but his eyes flashed fiercely...

The answer is obvious...

"You will still kill her. What you hate is not that you are a man. What you hate is people who are prettier than you in this world."

"You bullshit!"

"I'm not talking nonsense."

Qi Yuxin still refused to back down even a single step, and sighed again.

"It's not shameful to be born a man but want to be a woman in your heart... What's shameful is your endless jealousy and obsession with beauty."

Qi Yu was heartbroken. She was a little shocked that Xu Wen wanted to be a woman at first, but compared to her murderous behavior, this matter became incomparably insignificant.

"Arrest the director..."

Xu Wen called Qi Yu heartily and made her stop.

"Since I was young... I have liked women's clothing, but my father didn't like it. Once I wore it, he beat me once, and then I stopped wearing it."

Xu Wen wants to tell the story that only he knows in the end, and also wants to leave this story to Qi Yu's heart, as if he wants to leave something in this world, even if it is resentment.

"The neighbors said I was a freak, and my father beat me up when he heard it, and then I didn't even dare to speak anymore... Even when I spoke, I stuttered, I hate myself like that... Wearing men's clothes, always dirty Xixi myself."

Xu Wen paused, smiled slightly, with a bit of bitterness and unbearable looking back, he continued: "Later my father died of illness, and my mother took me away from that place, but no matter where I go, because Seeing that I have a thin body and a feminine appearance, boys always bully and humiliate me... saying that my mother gave birth to a freak and can't raise her..."

Xu Wen raised his eyes to look at Qi Yuxin's side face. Qi Yuxin was very beautiful. Her softness was a bit heroic, and a bit of immortality. To be honest, it was the first time Xu Wen saw her. When Qi Yu was in his heart, he was jealous, jealous of this woman's beauty.

"What did i do wrong?"

Xu Wen asked lightly, sneered, and asked again.

"What did i do wrong?"

This time it is no longer calm, as if it is accusing the injustice and indifference of this world...

Not even a single person will reach out to themselves...

"I just... I just want to be a woman! What did I do wrong! At that time, I didn't hurt the world, I didn't kill people and set fires, but I didn't allow mermaids to be humiliated and bullied!"

Xu Wen's voice became louder and louder, and then he calmed down completely. Qi Yu listened quietly and didn't say a word, but the slight frown between her brows showed that she was feeling uncomfortable at the moment.

"Later, I forced myself to be a man and live a normal life in your mouth, and suddenly the whole world treated me well, no one humiliated me, and even took good care of me..."

Xu Wen shook his head, looked at the beautiful clothes on his body, and said: "But I don't like... I don't like this kind of life. Only when I wear women's clothes can I appear confident, I won't stutter when I speak, and I can also swim. Walking among the crowd, feeling their admiring eyes...but I am not a real woman...I am fake...I am a man..."

Xu Wen raised his head to look at Qi Yuxin, looked at her silent side face, and said with a smile: "Director Qi Arrest... Do you think there is something wrong in this world? Why do I commit such a heinous crime just because I want to be a woman? To embarrass me...but...hahahahaha! But after I killed someone, when I pretended to be masculine, I didn't know it, no one would embarrass me!"

Xu Wen stood up, walked to the cell, looked at Qi Yuxin, who stood like a stone statue outside the cell, and said with a smile: "Do you believe it or not? I killed someone, and the world will at best say that I am a murderer, frantic... But if I love women's clothing, the world will say that I am a pervert, a freak, and a joke in the world..."

Qi Yuxin's ears hurt, not because Xu Wen's voice was loud, but because every word he said hurt her ears again... She couldn't refute...

"I'm jealous of Shen Ling'er, jealous of her beauty, but I also hate this world, it treats me too unfairly... I hate that this world has too little tolerance for me..."

At this moment, Qi Yuxin turned to look at Xu Wen. The coldness in his eyes made Xu Wen take a step back, not daring to look directly at him.

"I can deeply feel your misfortune... But if you kill someone, it's a mistake. Here, I only act according to the laws of the Southern Kingdom, but..."

Qi Yuxin's tone softened, looking at Xu Wen's beautiful eyes full of tears, she could not bear the slightest bit, even though the person in front of her was hopeless, she still had a heart of compassion.

"It's not wrong for you to like being a woman, it's the world's accusation against you that's wrong."

After Qi Yu finished speaking, she started to leave, but Xu Wen smiled and said, "If I had met you earlier, would you have said something like this to me... Maybe I could see you in the endless darkness. A glimmer of light... Unfortunately, it's too late, Qi Yuxin..."

"My hatred for this world... can't be disintegrated... It's okay... It's okay to die like this..."

After Qi Yu finished listening, she left the dungeon and stood at the door of the dungeon. She sighed heavily... her brows were furrowed...

Director of Qi Arrest... Do you think there is something sick in this world?Why am I so sinful just wanting to be a woman?

Yes...why is it such a heinous crime to want to be a woman?

Qi Yuxin didn't go back to Tao's house immediately after leaving the imperial arresting gate, but went to Shen Ling'er's house according to the address she wrote down in her memory. After Yu died, she was depressed all day long and rarely went out.

Knock Knock...

Seeing that the room was still brightly lit, Qi Yu boldly knocked on the door.

There were footsteps coming from inside, only a hoarse voice came from the door.

"Who?"

"I'm the arresting officer of the imperial arresting gate, Qi Yuxin."

The door was opened a little, and the cold wind blew in. In a trance, Qi Yuxin's cloak was rustling. She showed the token of the emperor's arrest gate in her hand, and the woman opened the door after seeing it...

However, the woman in her early forties now has white hair, her brows and eyes are stained with sorrow, and her body is thin, as if she will be taken away by frost and snow in the next moment.

Old...sad...all reflected in this woman in her early forties.

"Madam Shen, the murderer of Shen Ling'er has been captured."