recession

Xu Yunqing opened his eyes when the sunlight came through the gap in the curtains.He walked to the balcony and opened the curtains. The sun was emerging from behind the opposite building. He raised his wrist and looked at his watch. It was 42:1, which was [-] minute earlier than yesterday's sunrise.

He has recently become more sensitive to time, and at the same time finds it harder to bear.I looked at my watch countless times at night, but I still couldn't wait for dawn.Xu Yunqing didn't know it would be like this, at least when he left Tao Liyang's house, he was even a little lucky, he thought that sooner or later they would come to this step.If Tao Liyang said it first, he might owe him less.As for the others, there will be no difference. So many days without Tao Liyang by my side have passed, and the future will be the same.

But that night when he returned to the apartment, Xu Yunqing began to suffer from insomnia, tossing and turning, unable to fall asleep all the time.At first, he thought it was because of the change of place, and he would be fine in a few days, even though he knew that he didn't have any problems with the bed.Sure enough, after so many days, the situation has only gotten worse.

Xu Yunqing raised his hand and rubbed his face, feeling a dull pain in his temple.I closed the curtains, went back to bed and covered my head with the quilt and continued to sleep. I didn't fall asleep all the time. I heard the phone ringing several times during the period, and I didn't bother to move.I couldn't bear the noise anymore, turned over and wanted to close it, but the bedroom door opened at this time.

"I thought you were not at home." Shen Xi hung up the phone.

Xu Yunqing rubbed his eyes and sat up, then turned on the bedside lamp: "Why are you here?"

"I'm here to pick you up to shoot commercials, forgot?" Shen Xi didn't finish speaking, seeing his expression, he was stunned.Walked over two steps, "Are you sick?"

When Shen Xi mentioned this, Xu Yunqing remembered that the commercial that was not finished filming last time was scheduled to continue filming today.It's just that he has been in a daze these days, and he has long forgotten everything.

"No, I just didn't sleep well." Xu Yunqing shook his head, did not avoid Shenxi's hand, and could only let her check the temperature, "Do you not have a fever? When will the commercial start?"

"Eleven o'clock." Shen Xi withdrew his hand and looked at him worriedly.

"I'm really fine." Xu Yunqing forced a smile, "Go out first, I'll change clothes."

He found a shirt at random and went to wash his face again.The color in the mirror is indeed not good, no wonder Shen Xi was taken aback.Xu Yunqing took a deep breath and entered the living room. Shen Xi was checking the shooting process. Seeing him coming out, he couldn't help frowning, "I haven't seen him for a week. Why is he so thin that his clothes can't hang up anymore."

"That's just right, I'm going to lose weight for the next play anyway." Xu Yunqing said perfunctorily.

"There is no such subtraction, you are as thin as paper." Shen Xi looked at him: "Is it uncomfortable? Why don't you stop shooting today. I will call the public relations over there in a while, and take a rest for two days before shooting. "

"No need." Xu Yunqing shook his head, "It's a matter of finishing the filming earlier."

What else did Shen Xi say, Xu Yunqing waved his hand, turned around to get his coat: "Let's go."

"It's not a big deal to delay for a day, you look really bad." Shen Xi followed behind him.

"It's really fine." Xu Yunqing forgot to say this sentence several times this morning, and he almost believed it.When I walked to the door, I found that I had forgotten the key, so I went back to the bedroom to get it.By chance the doorbell rang.

"Zhang Xin?" He asked when he heard Shen Xi open the door. After waiting for a while, he didn't hear an answer, nor did he hear a voice.She walked out in surprise, but it was Li Shuang standing by the door, looking at Shen Xi in blank dismay.

"What's the matter?" Xu Yunqing didn't expect her to come, he was slightly startled, and walked over.

Li Shuang clenched the strap of the leather bag a little uncomfortably, glanced at the cold-faced Shen Xi, and said to Xu Yunqing: "I didn't get through to you."

This is really irrelevant to the question, but the meaning behind the words is also very clear.Xu Yunqing pondered for a moment, looked at the time, and said to Shen Xi, whose expression was getting worse: "Sister Chen, go downstairs and wait for me first."

Shen Xi didn't speak, looked at Li Shuang outside the door, and frowned at him again.Xu Yunqing only nodded slightly, after a long while, Shen Xi finally said: "I'll give you half an hour." She bypassed Li Shuang and walked away.

"I didn't know someone was there." Li Shuang watched her walk away and explained in a low voice.

"It's okay." Xu Yunqing stepped aside, "Come in first."

Li Shuang didn't come to this apartment much.Although during the three years of their marriage, Xu Yunqing lived here most of the time in N City.

"Why are you here?" Xu Yunqing went to the kitchen and poured a glass of warm water for her.

Li Shuang took the cup and sat down on the sofa, hesitated for a while, but asked him first: "What's wrong with you? Why have you lost so much weight?"

"I'm fine." Xu Yunqing pursed his lips noncommittally: "What's your matter, just tell me. I'm in a hurry, and I'm going to shoot a commercial soon."

Li Shuang bit her lip, but did not speak for a long time.

Seeing her like this, Xu Yunqing understood: "If it's the same thing as last time, I think I've made it very clear to you. I won't marry you again. The same mistake? If you have to do it a second time, you shouldn't, and I can't possibly do it."

"Aunt is in poor health." Li Shuang said anxiously, "She wants us to remarry."

"This is not a reason for me." Xu Yunqing's lips curled up a little, "She doesn't want us to remarry, she just wants me to be with a woman, you are someone else, there is no difference. As long as it is a woman, she can continue to deceive herself I married you back then, not because of her, it was my own decision, and now it is even more impossible to be influenced by her. Also." Xu Yunqing paused, and continued: "It's not that her health is so bad, If you insist on being hospitalized and not going home, you just want to embarrass me. But it doesn't matter, let her do it. Don't let your private meeting happen a second time. "

"It was my aunt who called me that day and said she wanted to see me. When I arrived, she said, "You don't want to see her, so let me call you. I think she also...I just..."

"Then you don't want to go, at least tell me first. What's the point of notifying me when you're all in the hospital? Can you make up excuses for your condition to get worse?"

Xu Yunqing's voice became severe, Li Shuang didn't dare to speak for a while, and shrank slightly.He turned his head and let out a sigh of relief, and managed to soften his tone: "Okay, don't mention it. The matter of remarriage is impossible. If there is nothing else, you can go back."

After speaking, he stood up and put on a posture to see off the guests.Li Shuang still didn't move, tightly holding the cup in his hand.After a moment of silence, I looked up at him: "Is it because of Tao Liyang that you don't want to?"

Her words came abruptly, but Xu Yunqing's expression did not change, only his eyelashes trembled slightly, and he pursed his lips and looked at her.Li Shuang lowered her eyes: "Are you still together?"

"We broke up." Xu Yunqing's tone was calm, but he was calm when he said it, and he pulled back the chair and sat down.

Li Shuang, on the other hand, seemed taken aback when he heard this: "Why? When did it happen? Did he misunderstand that day..."

Xu Yunqing looked down at his fingers, there was a very shallow ring mark on his left hand, and he smiled when he heard this: "Misunderstanding?"

Li Shuang seemed more anxious than him: "Why don't you explain? Or, if necessary, I can go..."

"What can I explain? What can you explain?" Xu Yunqing's smile deepened, but his eyes became colder. "From his standpoint, that's the truth."

Li Shuang stared at him dumbfounded: "You never told him..."

"Do you know why I agreed in the first place?" Xu Yunqing knew what she was going to say and cut off her words.

Li Shuang was stunned by the question: "You want to be an artist, if people know your sexual orientation, your future will be..."

As she said this, she actually had no confidence in her heart, so her voice dropped.

Xu Yunqing shook his head lightly: "Look, you actually don't know anything, and you still persuade me to tell him... I want to tell him too, but I don't know how to say it, and I have nothing to say."

"But you're all together."

"Yeah, we're all together, we still have to break up. You don't have to look at me like that, and don't ask too many questions. It's none of your business." Xu Yunqing took a sip of water, "We didn't break up because he bumped into me that day. , It's not because of you. It's my own problem. It doesn't matter if we break up, if I let him go, he may not be unable to live a bright and honest life with others. "

Li Shuang was silent for a long while. She knew the situation and she shouldn't bring it up again, but she gritted her teeth and said, "Since we broke up, can we..."

Xu Yunqing stopped her wearily: "If you just want to deceive others, you can continue to spread the scandal, and I will tell Shen Xi about it."

"No." Li Shuang smiled wryly, met his gaze, hesitated for a long time before saying: "I saw Tao Liyang that day, and guessed that you might be together. I shouldn't come, I understand, but I can't help it I thought it was a big deal, so I told him that it is impossible for you two men to get married, I only have a role, and I will not hinder you... I am really sorry that you separated, but I..."

Hearing what she said, Xu Yunqing vaguely had a bad thought in his heart, and raised his eyes: "You can't be..."

"Yes." Li Shuang took a breath, as if she had made up her mind, she unbuttoned her coat with trembling fingers. Under the white sweater, her lower abdomen swelled slightly: "I'm pregnant."

The author says:

Sorry for the long time no update.I'm a bit busy, not because I'm so busy that I don't have time, but because I'm so busy that I don't have the mood... I should be free during this time (I guess), I will try to make more and more chapters, and try to update a chapter in two to three days. .....