EKG Life's Mask

Even though I said so, I still came back with that flint stone in my hand...

This is not to say that I will really put him under Fengshuo's mattress or something like the big brother said... It's just... I may really be the kind of person who easily obeys other people's orders Not necessarily the same kind of person... I always feel that after being told by the big brother like an order, I can't throw it away... In other words, even if I really plan to put it on Fengshuo's mattress Next, it's impossible, isn't it?After all, so many days have passed, and he hasn't even opened that stone door for me...

"Eh... ah-!!!"

Still just sitting blankly beside the stone gate between me and him, listening and waiting quietly, but at this moment, I was holding that stone in my hand...

The original gray-red stone surface, I don't know if it is because of the temperature, but I always feel that even in such darkness, I can feel the bright red light in it.Even if such a thing is really put in, it is impossible not to be discovered!I don't know what my brother was thinking at that time...

Thinking about it this way, I always felt that it was a matter of course that I didn't put him in Feng Shuo's room.

However, it seems that it is not good to keep it by my side all the time.If Feng Shuo found out, his attitude towards me would already be that way, and I'm afraid it will only add more misunderstandings.However, if it is just thrown in the woods like this, when the eldest brother can't wait any longer, if he gets angry and triggers the fire curse above, won't the whole forest be on fire?

I always feel like no matter how I think about it, it won't work. I just feel a throbbing pain in my head.Have you been thinking too much lately?

"Well……"

From time to time, you can still hear the sound of Fengshuo enduring pain from inside.Is shedding really that painful?Even if he is a demon?

The heart seemed to be beating uncomfortably, as if it had long since ceased to be his own.If the molting of the scorpion is to experience such pain, then in the next ten years, after the ten years of my life have passed smoothly, will I also endure this pain with Feng Shuo?Then, if he can't make it through, will he die like his other companions?

Obviously, it should be something that I feel very uneasy, but at this time, I always feel a little bit looking forward to it.I always feel that even if two people suffer together, it's better than sitting blankly doing nothing like this...

"Red... Chiyue..."

Vaguely, it seems that I can hear the voice calling me inside...

"Eh?"

I always felt that I didn't hear clearly, so I stuck my head on the stone gate...

"Chi Yue, are you there..."

The voice that asked me like this seemed to be enduring something.

"I'm here!"

I quickly opened my mouth to respond.

It was the first time in so many days, since I left his room, that he spoke to me...

"I……"

I stammered and wanted to say something more, but found that... I couldn't say anything.

The days here are always the same, and the only thing that is different is the sudden appearance of the elder brother, but those things are not something that can be told to him.

"I... I'm..."

He obviously wanted to say more, but after opening his mouth, he realized that he seemed to have nothing to say except for the phrase "I am"...

"Ha ha!"

Obviously it was at this time, but I heard that chuckle from inside...

"What's so funny!"

I don't know how I understand this chuckle at this moment, I always feel that my mouth is inexplicably deflated, as if I have been laughed at.

"nothing……"

He said this quietly, and then fell into a long silence, as if at this moment, there was no one inside.

"What happened a few days ago... sorry..."

"Eh?"

I even felt like I heard something wrong, what he just said was... sorry?He apologized to me?Why?

"Why... you suddenly said something like that..."

I hesitated to say this, but I couldn't help but prick up my ears to listen to the movement inside.

"Because...you seem to be very sad...that I do such a thing makes you feel..."

"I……"

I didn't speak.It would be better to say I am angry than to say I am sad.Obviously at that time, I thought that my relatives were all dead, and there was no one around me. It should be the saddest time, but what I felt was not his voice coaxing me not to cry, but... like that... …

"are you still there?"

Seeing that I didn't speak, as if he was worried that I had left, he asked.

"I'm still here!" I said.

"Perhaps... you may feel that I was angry with you because of the past things at that time, but in fact, it is no longer like that." He said: "I didn't feel anything at first. To be honest , After I become an adult, shedding my skin is much easier than when I was a child, and I gradually feel that I am not so easy to die. However, the feeling has always been strange recently. There is an ominous feeling Premonition...as if I was about to cross a very wide hurdle. Then, at this moment, I thought of you..."

"Huh?" I was surprised and continued to listen to the voice inside.

"Although I really felt very angry at the beginning, I believed in you so much, but you chose to turn a blind eye between your father and me, which made me feel unacceptable, but after that, I gradually felt that at that time, you didn't show up In the team that hurt me, this should already be something to be thankful for...Because I always feel very uneasy recently, the number of demons coming to kill me has gradually decreased, but it makes me feel that it seems to be In order to hit me in the head when I was in the most danger, thinking...maybe I will never see you again after this time, thinking like this...Unconsciously, I took the skin that I had shed made a mask..."

Is this... is it because of me that he released his avatar?

"Then! Why were you still at that time...and you were always so cold when you looked at me! I thought you must hate me...I..."

"Maybe, this can be regarded as a way for me to hide my shame..." Feng Shuo said: "Although I always think about you, if you obey me and cling to you when you appear, it will make you feel very troubled , after all, you still seem to care about things at that time..."

Indeed, compared to when the mask appeared and jumped on me as soon as it came out, I always feel that this attitude of resenting me makes me feel more natural.Speaking of it this way, if it is said that the mask is a doppelganger to Feng Shuo, then, just the attitude of the mask to me at that time, doesn't it already show that Feng Shuo actually doesn't hate me anymore?Eh?Can I understand that?Why didn't I think of it until now?

"Then, at that time... the incident a few days ago was also..."

Hearing Feng Shuo mention that matter suddenly, I unconsciously felt that my voice seemed to have stopped... At that time, his face, his expression, and what he did were indeed...should be venting Anger... That's right... Sure enough, even though he said so in his mouth, he still has resentment towards me in his heart, right?