EKG Life's Mask

I slowly got up from the ground, probably due to my lack of vitality and the fact that I lost too much blood now, I always felt that I had no strength under my feet, and I staggered and almost fell down.

Feng Shuo hurried up to help me, but he didn't know what he was worrying about. Before the hands touched me, he stretched them back.

The eldest brother helped me up from the side, and I got up from the ground, only to find that I couldn't say anything to him.What is a suitable topic between us, I have no idea at all...

"Are you... all right?" I asked.

Why am I asking this?The current situation, in any case, should be worse for me!

"Why do you ask that?"

As if he could see through my heart, he asked.

"That...is..."

I opened my mouth while thinking, and at this moment, the gesture of Fengshuo nailed to the wall was suddenly recalled from my mind.Then, just thinking about it like this, I always feel that the idea I made up at the beginning has become meaningless now...

"Didn't you be taken away by Shen Xiao? It's just...Although maybe it was just my dream, but I saw...your palm pierced by a nail, and...the chain nailed to the wall, That kind……"

Hearing this, Feng Shuo showed a surprised expression on his face, but it was only for a moment.

"..."

The long silence made me feel like I was wasting my time.But what should I say?Then, I forced him to come out, and why?

"Wind Flicker..."

Ignoring his ignorance of me, I gently pushed my elder brother's hands that supported me and approached him, but before I could touch him, he suddenly backed away.

"You better not touch me!"

Such a sentence came out of his mouth.I didn't give up, I still kept going.

"why?"

He retreated step by step, as if he didn't want to be touched by me.

"I……"

It looks like you can't say it, or you don't know what to say.But I all know that I have seen all his embarrassing appearances, terrifying appearances, and appearances that he doesn't want to be seen by me.After all, he is the kind of person who wants to hide only in front of me!

"Wind Sparkle! Ah!"

He just kicked a stone near his feet, but immediately felt weak, and almost fell to the ground directly.

"Red Moon!"

By the time I reacted, those hands had already reached out to me, and they held my hands so as not to make me fall completely.

I looked up at Fengshuo, just staring at me from above, Fengshuo's eyes were full of shaking, and then, those hands seemed to disappear from my hands soon...

"Don't run away!"

As I said this, I grabbed his hand, and with the help of the hands hanging in front of me, I pulled him to stand up.

We were so close, as if because he knew what my situation was like, he didn't withdraw his hand, and he didn't leave, he just stood there blankly, as if he didn't know what to do.

"I'm not afraid to see you eating people..."

With a trembling voice, I put my hands on his shoulders, around his neck.

"Because you are a devil, aren't you? Then, I am also..."

Feng Shuo still didn't speak, just stood quietly, still the same as before, even, as if he didn't hear me at all.

"Besides, it's actually because of me that Fengshuo showed that face, isn't it?" I said, "I've seen it all. At that time, Fengshuo's... holding my heart gesture, and then, It's as if even if it's me like that, even if it's me that's dead, I don't want to hurt me, so gentle, the touch of hugging my chest, everything, I know..."

"Red Moon..."

Two trembling words slowly flowed out from his throat, but there were only these two words.However, it doesn't matter if there are only these two words, it is enough.This is already his first step toward me, isn't it?

"Wind Flicker..."

I dragged my weak body to hold his cheek from below.Really, I always feel that since we met until now, this is the first time I know how tall his body is.What has always been brought about by the mask is always a false body.The only time I had contact with his real body left me with only unpleasant memories.In that way, it was as if he was treating him as an outlet for his anger...

Then, after that, they couldn't see each other for a long time, and finally came into contact, but they didn't even feel the temperature of each other fully, but they separated in a hurry.I always feel that our life seems to be spent forever in the long wait.

"Wind Flicker..."

I buried my body in front of his chest, feeling the violent heartbeat in Feng Shuo's chest at this moment.

"Wind Sparkle doesn't want me?"

The moment such a sentence came out of my throat, all I heard was the hoarse and bitter voice in my own throat.

"Because of that ridiculous reason, doesn't Fengshuo want me?" I continued to ask, "I'm very happy! Because of Fengshuo, he ran away because of me. Then...I'm really happy, Fengshuo Shimmer didn't die during that moulting period...I'm glad...you came to your senses because you saw me. Everything makes me happy. Because it's Fengshitter! But why, at this time, you But choose to leave my life?"

"Chiyue..." Finally, Feng Shuo's mouth opened slightly...

"It was I who made you have so many unpleasant memories... Then, it was also because of me that you were made to do such a thing, and even almost died... So... If I stayed away from you, maybe ..."

"Isn't it too late to say this now?" I said, "Everything is already like this. Even if you disappear, I can't go back to the past. I said it! I have nothing Yes, I'm doomed to never stay with my elder brother. If you're not by my side at this time, what do you want me to do? I don't know anything... and now I'm already I can't even die, do you want me to live in such a bitter way for the rest of my life?"

"Red Moon..."

Those eyes stared at me, but all I could see was hesitation.

"Feng Shuo..." I said, "I just want to ask you, do you still want me?"

"..."

He avoided my sight without saying anything.

"Want to, or not?"

Absolutely not letting him escape, I still stared at him and asked.

"I... want to be with Chi Yue..."

Suddenly, those hands grabbed my back and pressed the two of us tightly together. It was so hot, as if it was about to burn, it was his temperature.

"I want to be with you, I want to be with you!"

"kindness!"

Tears spewed out unconsciously from the sockets of his eyes, slid down his cheeks, and dripped onto his black shoulders.

"Then, let's die together..."

"Eh?"