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Counting it, Lin Lexuan hasn't been in a bar for a long time.The store was found by Yang Qi, and it opened in the afternoon. It must be Jiaqing. There are not many people in the store, so the two found a corner and sat down. Even so, people still came to strike up a conversation.

"Hey, this handsome guy is very strange. First time here?"

The person who struck up a conversation was a man, and the target was Lin Lexuan.Before his hand fell on Lin Lexuan's shoulder, Yang Qi glanced at him lightly, "He's not in the circle."

The person who came came froze, muttered a few words and left in a dull manner. It was rare for him to be pleasing to the eye, but he was not from the circle, tsk.

Lin Lexuan felt that the atmosphere was really eerie.

Originally, there were people who wanted to strike up a conversation, but when they heard Yang Qi's words, or asked the people who had just struck up a conversation, they were all discouraged. Lin Lexuan could clearly feel that the sight of him fell a lot less.

"I'm sorry if it makes you feel uncomfortable." Yang Qi smiled apologetically, holding the cup with both hands, "But in such an environment, I will be more relaxed, so I dare to boldly tell you about the next thing."

"This bar..."

"It's gay."

I really do!

Hearing the definite answer, Lin Lexuan was greatly stimulated. He never thought that one day he would step into a gay bar and sit down quietly to drink.Although there were speculations before - the bar is full of men and there are fewer people, and men prefer clubbing than women to explain it perfunctorily, but two big men are sitting, and it is a man who comes up to strike up a conversation, which is a bit unusual.

Lin Lexuan raised his eyes and looked around silently. In this not-so-big bar, there were not many people, and he could see the intimate behavior of hooking shoulders and backs at a glance. Well, why did he automatically ignore it when he entered the door.

Lin Lexuan swung the orange liquid in the glass, not in the mood to taste it at all.

Yang Qi drank a few sips, as if he was emboldened, he let out a deep breath: "As you can see, I am gay."

Lin Lexuan said in his heart, he knew it last night.

"I hope Teacher Lin can keep it a secret from Ah Zhou for me. I don't want to cause him any trouble."

"Definitely." My part-time job is thanks to the person in charge Zhou, so there's nothing I can do to offend him.

Yang Qi breathed a sigh of relief, "Thank you."

Perhaps following Jiu Jin, Yang Qi opened up the conversation, "Mr. Lin, you are the first straight man I have ever met after knowing my secret."

"Maybe you really don't care, but not caring is better than pretending to be indifferent, actually resisting disgusting me."

It seems that he is under a lot of pressure. Lin Lexuan really doesn't care. He is not even a friend if he is not related to him. He cares about his private affairs. Can he come here?And it's not good to gossip about Yang Qi's affairs everywhere, Lin Lexuan is not interested in doing such things that harm others but not himself.

Lin Lexuan suddenly thought of Xu Ziqian, who was neither a relative nor a friend, but Lin Lexuan cared about him very much, which was beyond the concern of ordinary teachers for their students.Uh, why did you suddenly think of him?Although he knew that Yang Qi couldn't see his embarrassment, Lin Lexuan still took a sip of wine as a cover-up, and by the way, he found an answer in his heart. The temporary guardian, Xu Ziqian, was close to him.Well, didn't Mama Xu give the task to herself before she left.

Mama Xu's photo is not just a literal meaning...

"I'm really thankful that you're not disgusting. Ah Zhou is also a good man, I hope you won't have any opinion of him."

"He is the boss of my part-time company, and he is the one who helped me find a job." Lin Lexuan still remembers the debt owed very clearly.

If it is said that Yang Qi's smile before has always been polite and alienated, with three points of deliberation, then now he smiles very comfortably, relaxed, without any affectation and from the heart.

"Haha, Mr. Lin, do you know that my colleagues in Lihai all treat me as a monster and pervert. I haven't been able to chat with Lihai's teacher so well for a long time. I feel...not bad."

Just like when he said that he was unpopular, he said that he was a pervert. If it wasn't for him being the protagonist, Lin Lexuan would have said something heartless.

"How does Li Hai's teacher know that you are gay?" Could it be that he bumped into the live version like himself?Hey, that's school!Also too bold!

Yang Qi took a sip of his wine and put down his glass. "I've dated teachers at school before."

Still digesting internally, um, fortunately not a student... Stop it!Where do you want to go!

When Yang Qi talked about the past, his expression didn't look a little turbulent, but his eyes didn't find their place, and they were light and light, just like his tone.

"At that time, I was young and ignorant, and when I was impulsive, I confessed to him directly, and I didn't even know what the other person liked. But surprisingly, it went well, and he actually agreed, and we two got along so naturally. Together. At that time, I was dazzled by happiness, and I felt that everything was so natural, I didn’t even notice what I would be like in the eyes of others, and naturally I didn’t realize that some of our actions fell into the eyes of caring people.”

"Fortunately, I have never done anything outrageous in front of people. Everyone would make fun of us, just as a joke, but later he proposed to break up and wanted to be transferred. I was the last one to transfer this matter. One knows."

"He still has a girlfriend and is going to get married. When I questioned him, he scolded me and told me that it was just for fun." There was a mocking smile on Yang Qi's face, and a flash of light flashed in his eyes. Desolate, "I'm like a fucking fool! You don't have to date, but why play with my sincerity! The funny thing is that I begged him with a glimmer of hope at the beginning, but the result was that he told his colleagues I He's a disgusting gay! It's been spread widely, and everyone knows about it."

Yang Qi paused, "I can't forget that the way all my colleagues looked at me made me more embarrassed and tormented than any vicious words. So I... don't want Ah Zhou to be treated like this."

No wonder the teachers' eyes turned weird when they saw Yang Qi. It seemed that he was the only newcomer who didn't know the secret.Because I have experienced it myself, I don’t want my lover to experience the same pain. Is it so solemn to ask myself to keep a secret that the biggest purpose is to protect the other party, not myself.

Lin Lexuan couldn't find where to start the conversation for a while, and finally he had to express his comfort, although it seemed that Yang Qi didn't need it.

"Don't... take it too seriously."

Yang Qi moved his body and adjusted to a more comfortable sitting position. "It's okay, I'm used to it."

Lin Lexuan could imagine how embarrassing Yang Qi must have been at the beginning, and how much mental strength he would need to survive.You must know that there are many people who cannot stand the impact of public opinion, let alone such huge secular pressure.

Lin Lexuan said sincerely, "I admire your resistance to pressure."

Yang Qi shook his head, "You know, before I had time to be sad, this guy Ah Zhou broke into my world."

Speaking of A Zhou, Yang Qi softened and his eyes were filled with smiles. "Let me tell you, on the second day after he announced his single status, Ah Zhou publicly announced in this bar that he wanted to chase me, and it was because of me. I have always regarded him as a gay friend and actively searched for him. Thinking that he found an idea to hit me."

Confession in public... Lin Lexuan recalled a certain confession scene that impressed me the most in college. "That scene must have been... touching."

"Pfft." Yang Qi smiled and waved his hand, "It's quite touching when I think about it now, but at the time I was so confused that I even kicked him and ran away like flying. It's just... Haha! "

Lin Lexuan could imagine the person in charge's expression at that time, he must have been very helpless.

Yang Qi laughed enough, drank the last bit of wine in the glass, and sighed, "Oh, it's a good thing I met Ah Zhou, otherwise, what would I do with the love in my life. Teacher Lin is so good, he must not understand this kind of suffering. "

"Don't you have a good lover now, and my relationship may not be smooth sailing." After saying the last sentence, Lin Lexuan tightened his grip on the cup.

Maybe it was infected by Yang Qi, why is he the fastest today, but fortunately Yang Qi didn't care.

"That's right, everyone has difficulties." Yang Qi's expression became blank for a moment, "After leaving this bar, we have to stop thinking about being human again. Although I am used to the eyes of the school teachers, who would like to be treated like this by others?" look at it?"

"Whether the opposite sex or the same sex is love. Isn't love just to find someone to spend the rest of your life with yourself? As long as that person can go on with you, is it so important whether it is a man or a woman? No matter how much others say, it is not the party involved. Feelings can only be experienced by ourselves, we may be different if we don’t follow the crowd, but why do we say disgusting and be monsters? We are just ordinary people..."

…………

Lin Lexuan opened his mouth, really ran out of words this time.He doesn't discriminate against homosexuality because he didn't pay attention to it or care about it at all. Some people mentioned it and listened to it, but no one mentioned it and didn't take it seriously. Like what Yang Qi said, he never thought about it, nor did he think about it.If someone asks him what you think about gays, Lin Lexuan will definitely answer that he has no opinion, and if he asks the reason, he can't answer it himself, there is no reason.

But his straightforward and indifferent attitude made Yang Qi feel very comfortable. Compared with treating each other differently, he prefers this straightforward way of expression.

Yang Qi came back to his senses, "Sorry, I said too much if I didn't pay attention."

"It's okay, I'm still fine as an audience."

Yang Qi pursed his lips and smiled, and stretched out a hand towards Lin Lexuan, "Mr. Lin, I, Yang Qi, really want to make friends with you. Don't worry, I won't get too close to you at school and cause you trouble. I think it's good to have a heart-to-heart chat like this once in a while, look..."

Ever since his sexuality was exposed, Yang Qi's former friends, one or two avoided him like a scourge. The stronger the relationship, the more anxious he was to get rid of him. He was afraid that others would say that they were mentally wrong. There will be people who have the cheek to play the banner of "friends" and take the initiative to contact.Yang Qi is not a sleazy person either, if you want to get rid of the relationship, please feel free. To put it bluntly, it’s like this for a close buddy who talks about it. Yang Qi envied Ah Zhou’s good brother more than once, who is also a straight man. , the relationship between the two brothers is not good.

Whether he says he is naive or hypocritical, Yang Qi still longs for sincere friends in his heart, not to mention friends who are also gay, and there is a sense of sympathy when we get along.His biggest regret is not having a straight boyfriend. Yang Qi tried his best to maintain an attitude of not caring, but in his heart, he still hoped to be recognized as an ordinary person.

Lin Lexuan sighed, Yang Qi is a really nice person, but it's a pity that he is unsatisfactory living in this world, and he is just an ordinary person in this world, so it is too chilling to treat him differently just because he is gay.

Lin Lexuan stretched out his hand and shook his hand, hooking the corners of his mouth, "I'm extremely happy."

The wind chime at the door rang, and another visitor came in. No matter how you looked at it, the visitor was a student, and definitely not as young as Yang Qi.

"Have a dry martini!"

The bartender took the wine, but instead of the high-strength gin and vermouth used to make dry martinis, he smashed green mint leaves, mixed white rum and lemon, added soda water, and poured the wine Pour it into a glass, add ice cubes, and push it in front of the visitor.

"Mojito."

The visitor curled his lips and took a sip casually, "Uncle, is it so difficult to drink a strong drink?"

"Come on, Qinzhou, I don't want to be peeled off by your mother. Why don't you just run to me?"

"The special products my dad brought back home from a business trip last time are specially delivered to you." Qin Zhou handed him a package of things, "Be kind as a donkey's liver and lungs!"

"Stinky boy." The bartender didn't know about his pettiness. He definitely accepted the task spontaneously, just looking for a reason to rub himself against him.

"Even if you are really lonely and flustered, don't mess around. High school students should study hard for me and stop fooling around." The bartender paused, "If I really see a reliable one, I will pay attention to you."

Qin Zhou shrugged, noncommittal, picked up the glass and took a sip slowly. Although it wasn't the wine he ordered, it tasted good, not too strong.I casually scanned around the store, and my eyes fell on a corner.

"Huh? Has Yang Qi changed people?"

"Don't talk nonsense." The bartender glanced at him and retracted. "That person is his friend. Someone went to strike up a conversation and was told that he was not from the circle."

"Friend..." Qin Zhou squinted his eyes, "Straight men come to be gay, it seems that the relationship is good."

The bartender joked casually, "Are you envious?"

"Well, I think of He Xushang Dongming."

The bartender slapped his hand and spat at himself secretly, why did he expose the little ancestor's scar again.He reached out and patted his head, "How long have you been thinking about?"

Qin Zhou rubbed his hair and laughed heartlessly, "What are you thinking about! It hasn't been long, think about it?"

The bartender gave him a sideways look, "Haven't you let it go? You said that this thing you did was worthless, your relationship failed, and you lost your friend. He Xu is a good buddy, what a pity, you may still be reconciled Is it?"

"I don't know." Qin Zhou touched the cold glass and licked his lips, which smelled of cool and astringent wine.

"Perhaps you can talk."

"Let's talk about it later." Qin Zhou said, "Actually, I regret it."

"Hey~ will you regret it?"

Qin Zhou glanced at the bartender and winked, "Damn it, it's not that I regret falling in love, it's that I regret the way I dealt with it impulsively!"

The bartender wiped the glass brightly, "I hope you regret the relationship, so you can get out of it."

Qin Zhou seems to have heard something funny, "I'm the kind of person who can't let go? You worry about it all day long! Come on, the things are delivered to me, remember to keep an eye on people for me."

"Are you really playing?"

"nonsense!"

"But I'm joking."

"……screw you!"

The author has something to say: Trivia: Dry Martini is a relatively strong wine, while Mojito cocktails taste fresher, and more people order them in summer. If you want a popular taste, you can also try adding various fruit variants .

PS: Everyone's guessing skills are really good!But Yang Qi is not Xu Tongxie's rival in love. To break up Mr. Lin, both internal and external forces need to work together. Yang Qi can be regarded as a help~