crazy scalpel

Facing the table full of his favorite delicacies, Xie Ke couldn't swallow it.He didn't know how he told Li Shiguang the weird anecdote that his fingers could deform, and he didn't know why Li Shiguang and Professor Xu always thought that he was just hallucinating. Could it be that he never proved it in front of his seniors? Is this a thing?

Xie Ke took the chopsticks with his left hand while thinking, and then secretly drew a deep mark on the tablecloth with his right hand.The fingertips turned into knives, and the moment the silvery blade touched the fabric, Xie Ke seemed to be able to hear the tearing sound flowing in the air.The finger blade pierced through the back of the table, scratching the cloth and leaving shallow knife marks on the table.

Seeing him using heavy chopsticks, Li Shiguang was worried that the dishes would not suit his appetite, but noticed Xie Ke's small movements with sharp eyes.At the same time, I was a little disappointed and helpless, and sure enough, it's going to happen again.

Li Shiguang rubbed Xie Ke's shoulder lightly, and asked him: "Are you tired of eating? It seems that I have to learn more and change dishes frequently."

"No, it's delicious." Xie Ke shook his head and picked up a piece of braised beef: "But how did you make so much today?"

Li Shiguang said with a smile: "Tomorrow, I will have an operation for the teacher. I can't help, so I have to try my best to feed you, so that you have endless strength."

Shek blushed.

Li Shiguang didn't know where he learned it from. He usually likes to say "feed you" when he was in bed, but now he suddenly said this sentence at the dinner table, and Xie Ke couldn't help being in a trance.Xie Ke shook his head, trying to force this kind of thought out of his head.

Li Shiguang: "What's the matter? Is there something on your mind?"

Xie Ke took a few more mouthfuls of food, put down his chopsticks, "I'm full, I can't eat any more."

"Well, it's fine if you're full." Li Shiguang got up and cleared the table, "Oh, I did a little too much today."

Xie Ke didn't help either. He watched Li Shiguang enter the kitchen, and followed him in, sticking to him like a tail: "I'll wash the dishes with you."

Li Shiguang gave him the bowl he used himself.

"..." Xie Ke covered his face and twisted his waist and pushed back: "I mean to watch you wash."

Li Shiguang turned around and scratched his nose with a hand stained with detergent foam, "Hold him well."

Xie Ke hugged Li Shiguang's waist obediently, and rested his chin on Li Shiguang's shoulder on tiptoe. Watching his brother wash the dishes is also something worth enjoying.He has decided to look at it this way for the rest of his life, so now he has to remove all obstacles.

"Brother, I have a secret." I was a little hesitant at first, but now I suddenly made up my mind.Xie Ke whispered in Li Shiguang's ear, "But I don't know how to tell you. I'm afraid you won't believe me and think I'm mentally ill."

Li Shiguang was not surprised when he heard this: "Tell me about it."

Xie Ke: "Hey, aren't you surprised at all?"

"A little bit." Li Shiguang put away his things, dragged Xie Ke out of the kitchen together, the two of them rolled onto the sofa, habitually turned on the TV, and let it play the program on its own. "Okay, you can talk."

Knowing that this is not the first time Li Shiguang heard him say this, Xie Ke didn't talk nonsense, and said straightforwardly: "My fingers can deform."

Li Shiguang raised his eyebrows: "Oh?"

Xie Ke almost jumped up from the sofa, "Oh? That's it?" Anyway, I have to pretend...

"Okay, okay," Li Shiguang stretched out his hand and asked, "Then let's do a show?"

Sheik held out his hand.

After a while, Xie Ke hung his head: "Actually, others can't see it, but I can see it myself."

"Oh—" Li Shiguang dragged out his tone.

Shayk said dejectedly, "You must think I'm mentally ill and hallucinating, don't you?"

"That's not true." Li Shiguang smiled suddenly, and that smile looked a little shabby: "When did this start?"

Xie Ke: "Just recently."

"Little liar." Li Shiguang pinched his nose: "Professor Xu told you."

Shayk stared.

Li Shiguang patted his head, squeezed his hands, scratched his chin, and said with a smile before he exploded: "Think about it, I've been through so many times, I still don't know what you said What expression, attitude, and strategy should you use when speaking?"

Xie Ke was discouraged, "Okay, let's talk about the treatment. After hearing what the teacher said, I also feel that it is very hard to keep such hallucinations all the time and keep the secret, so I will cooperate. It’s best to arrange the neuron remodeling treatment you gave me after the teacher’s operation tomorrow.”

"Illusion?" Li Shiguang looked at Xie Ke with serious eyes, and he gradually approached, with accusation, concern, and affection, "You think it's an illusion yourself? Xie Ke, you should know , a good patient should be frank enough with his physician, otherwise it will be useless.”

Xie Ke felt a little guilty: "I...I don't want to be your patient."

Li Shiguang put a kiss on the corner of his mouth: "I don't want to be your doctor either. I'm working hard to get rid of this identity. But the premise must be that you really don't need my identity anymore. In fact... you don't need it at all. There is no need to be burdened with this, because these are not one-way, want to hear a story?"

Xie Ke let himself lean into Li Shiguang's arms, "Does this story happen every time?"

"No," Li Shiguang said, "Only this time."

Xie Ke: "Okay, then tell me."

Li Shiguang straightened his mind for a while, hugged Xie Ke tightly and began to tell the story: "When I first started studying psychotherapy, I used to think about it easily. But one day I saw such a novel, it said Two famous psychiatrists on both sides of the desert, j and d, treat patients through different methods. j's method is to listen, he always listens quietly to the pain and anxiety of others, and then lets those disturbing The human factor dissipates so as not to torture his patients. However, the method that D believes in is intervention. He believes that punishment, reprimand and correction are more active treatment methods. He asks his patients to do what he asks, so as to To solve the problem... Which do you think is better?"

"Huh?" Xie Ke didn't expect to be named, he thought for a while and said, "Each has its own advantages and disadvantages."

Li Shiguang went on to tell the story: "J, who is good at listening, soon encountered problems. He accepted too much trouble and despair from others, which made him fall into darkness, and even wanted to commit suicide. He tried to use himself to heal myself, but soon found out that it didn't work."

Xie Ke: "Because his treatment method is the source of his illness."

"That's right." Li Shiguang nodded: "So he decided to go to the well-known D, hoping that D's treatment method would be useful to him."

Sheik was lost in thought.

Li Shiguang's steady voice continued: "In order to find D, he had to cross the desert. It was a very difficult journey. J walked for a long time without getting out of the yellow sand. When he was about to give up, he met He met a traveler. J told the traveler that he was the healer on the other side of the desert, but he couldn't heal himself, so he went to the other side to seek help from D. Fortunately, the person he met was exactly the one he was looking for. After d heard about j's troubles, he immediately gave up his original destination and invited j to go to his home for treatment."

Xie Ke: "It's a miracle that I met the person who needed it most when I needed it the most. Has D healed J?"

"Of course," Li Shiguang said, "d not only cured j, but also became a colleague and close friend with j. The two of them solved many problems together, and combined their treatment methods to make it more effective."

Xie Ke yawned: "This ending is perfect and very touching."

Once Xie Ke is full, he tends to get sleepy. Li Shiguang rubbed his stomach to help him digest, and said, "I haven't said the ending yet."

"Oh?" Xie Ke's face was full of question marks: "Is there any more?"

Li Shiguang: "Many years later, when D was dying, he called J to his bedside and told him that D made a lot of mistakes because he believed too much in his treatment methods. After that, he encountered a very serious situation. Serious psychological disorder, but as a psychiatrist, he could not treat himself, so he wanted to cross the desert to seek help from another famous doctor J. After he stepped into the desert, he was very desperate, but when he was about to collapse But he met j. In the process of cheering up to help j, he found that his psychological problems were also cured, so this is not actually a miracle, but two. They are mutual."

"Uh," Xie Ke hiccupped, "it turned out to be like this!"

Li Shiguang pushed him down on the sofa and began to kiss him.

"I am also responsible for making you like this. This is an obstacle that has been difficult for me to overcome. At first I thought it was the injury on my hand that scared me, but then I found out that this is not the only reason. When operating on you , accidentally cut your hippocampus, this may be a worse thing." Li Shiguang kissed the tears from the corners of Xie Ke's eyes: "I need you, I need your recovery and integrity, this is the best way to heal myself method."

Sheik: "Really?"

"Yes. But in the process of healing you and myself at the same time, I made the most wonderful mistake in the world. I fell in love with you." Li Shiguang said quickly: "Loving you makes the process of healing easier." Complicated and difficult."

Xie Ke smiled through his tears, his eyes were shining brightly, as stunning as crystals under the light: "Really?"

"Of course." Li Shiguang leaned down and kissed his lips.