like her

That night, the little dirty boy slept soundly on Ruan Gai's shoulders.

The play was over, and she didn't seem to have the intention of opening her eyes.Ruan Gai sighed slightly, thinking that this little dirty boy could really sleep.

Didn't you mean to see the dance shoes and dance clothes specially made for her?

The result was brought but slept like a pig.

Ruan Gai just complained a few words in his heart and forgot about it after a while.

After saying goodbye to Brother Zhou, Ruan Gai went back to his room with the little dirty boy in his arms.

When she opened the door of the room and was about to put her on the bed, she suddenly took a deep breath, and slowly opened her sleepy eyes, "Gai Gai..."

Her eyes were a little confused, and she didn't know what was going on in front of her eyes.

Ruan Gai patted her on the shoulder lightly, telling her that nothing happened, it was a very safe feeling, "It's okay, it's okay, go to sleep."

The little dirty boy closed her eyes again, but after a few seconds, she opened them abruptly, then turned over and sat up, "Gai Gai, you want to give me the dance clothes and shoes."

It's still a conscience, and I haven't forgotten about it.

Ruan Gai was calm on the surface, but secretly happy in his heart.

"Here." Ruan Gai handed the things to the little dirty boy casually.

The movements are extremely careless and casual, but the other side hidden behind this is exhausted thought.

She was afraid of getting her dance clothes and shoes dirty, so after getting them back from Brother Zhou, she found a cloth bag to pack them tightly.She obviously kept it with great care, and cared about the reaction of the little dirty boy when she received this gift, but with her expression, it would completely cover up this layer.

The ghost knows how much she cares when no one sees.

But she is stubborn and can't express it.

After the little dirty boy got the tightly packed dance clothes and shoes, he couldn't stop smiling: "Gai Gai, is this really for me?"

Ruan Gai laughed at her: "Of course."

It's not for you, who else can it be?

The little dirty boy kept laughing: "Then I opened it."

Ruan Gai nodded calmly on the surface: "Well, open it."

But where the little dirty boy didn't see it, she showed the kind of eagerness to know the little dirty boy's reaction after seeing this gift.

Hold your breath and wait for the result.

but don't want to-

The packaging was so tight that the little dirty boy didn't know how to open it, so he could only ask for help: "Cover, it's so hard to open."

Ruan Gai disliked her: "You really need me all the time." But he was happy in his heart.

She loves the feeling of being needed by her.

It is a very special kind of attachment.

Or a feeling of unconditional trust.

After opening the bag, the little dirty boy immediately exclaimed "Wow" when he saw the exquisite dance shoes and costumes, "Gai Gai, it really looks good."

Apparently, she likes it too.

The corner of Ruan Gai's mouth ticked secretly, and the little dirty boy's reaction won her favor.He proudly introduced: "Well, Brother Zhou did it by hand. We have to thank him later."

"Then he is really good."

"Yes."

"Gaigai, can I have a try?"

"Of course, this is for you."

The little dirty boy can't put it down, but he is very careful.

It's like holding a little baby of your own, full of joy.

She picked up the shoes and wanted to put them on.

But at that moment, she seemed to think of something, and she raised her eyes and looked around.

Seeing her pause, Ruan Gai hurriedly asked, "What's the matter, what's the matter?"

The little dirty boy put down his shoes again, and looked up at the person in front of him: "Gai Gai, can I go to the stage again?"

Ruan Gai was stunned.

The little dirty boy just looked at her, and didn't act like a baby anymore.

But the way she looked at you made it impossible for you to refuse.

"Then let's go."

Ruan Gai didn't ask her why, but only knew that if she wanted to do this, she would be by her side.After finishing speaking, she leaned over, instinctively wanting to hug her up.

But this time the little dirty boy shook his head: "Gai Gai, I want to go by myself."

"Then do you want me to help you get your dance clothes and shoes?"

"No need."

After getting the dance clothes and shoes, I felt that the little dirty boy seemed to have changed.

It's the kind that obviously she is a child, but you feel that she is a little adult now.

That's how to describe it.

Feeling suddenly very independent.

When the two of them returned to the stage, the fans around them had almost dispersed.The stage is also closed.

The rest of the troupe's behind-the-scenes staff are finishing up.

The little dirty boy stood in the auditorium, frowning slightly.

She tightened her grip on the dance dress and shoes.

It was also at that moment that Ruan Gai read a thought from her eyes.But she wasn't sure either.

"Do you want to perform on that stage in a dance suit and shoes?"

The little dirty boy fixed his eyes on Ruan Gai and asked, "Is it okay?"

"Wait a minute." In fact, Ruan Gai was not sure, but she thought she could win.

After a while, Ruan Gai came out from the backstage with a smile on his face.

She waved at the little dirty boy, "Come on!"

"Okay!" The little dirty boy ran towards where she was.

It was several years ago that Ruan Gaishang returned to the backstage of the stage. Usually, people are not allowed to enter the backstage. It is an exception to be able to enter this time.

The two went backstage.

The backstage is completely different from the stage shown to the audience in front.

If you want to make a wonderful appearance on the stage, you cannot do without the tolerance of the backstage.

The little dirty boy knew exactly what he should do backstage.

Ruan Gai also noticed it, and asked her, "Can you change your clothes yourself?"

The little dirty boy nodded: "Of course."

Ruan Gai smiled knowingly: "Okay."

"Then go over there and change, and I'll help you watch."

The place where the clothes were changed in the backstage was dimly lit, Ruan Gai has always remembered the back view of her holding the clothes and walking towards the dark place for many years.It seemed that she could only stride forward on that road alone.

But you don't feel at all that she is lonely and lonely.

On the contrary, she will feel very brave.

During the few minutes of waiting, Ruan Gai originally thought that he would think a lot, thinking about the appearance of all kinds of dirty children when they put on the clothes.Imagine what she should say when she first sees her after changing clothes.

It's to praise her for her beauty.

Or, this dress really suits you.

But during the few minutes she really stood there waiting, she found her mind was blank.Can't think of anything.

Just wait.

When she saw the little dirty boy who had changed his equipment and came towards her from the dark, the heart that she had been waiting for all this time relaxed.

She found that she couldn't express anything other than laughing.

This was the look of a little dirty kid she had never seen before.

It's not just that kind of good-looking, but a kind of temperament from the inside out.She stands in the light and almost instantly you are attracted to her.

You even look forward to what surprises she will bring to you next.

It has nothing to do with age.

"Gai Gai." She called her.

Ruan Gai responded softly: "Yes."

"I'll dance for you, okay?"

I dance.

show you.

OK.

"Of course."

Who can refuse this.

The curtain reopened for her.

The lights are also ready.

The audience in the audience is only her Gai Gai, but she is full of enthusiasm.

Looking closely at her lips, I don't know where there is a touch of red.

The smile on the corner of Ruan Gai's mouth couldn't be stopped at all.

She stands in the middle of the stage, ready for action.

The look in the eyes is also different from the past. There is no music on the scene, but it doesn't make people feel abrupt.

Even at the moment when she started dancing, the picture in Ruan Gai's mind changed, and it has always been an unforgettable scene in her mind——

In the Olympics, girls in red gymnastics suits twirl and jump on the competition platform.In their bodies, the kind of love and purity that radiate makes people cry.

Later, Brother Zhou asked her how she felt when she saw the little dirty boy dancing for the first time.

That's what she answered—

Pure, persistent and passionate.

This is what she has been looking for in the following years.

After a few days of lively singing, the troupe left.

The temporary stage was also dismantled when the troupe left.This is the process every time the troupe comes and goes.

When they came, the gongs and drums were loud, and they were notified from door to door.

When I left, I felt a little lonely.

On the day of tearing down the table, Ruan Gai went to school.

When school was over, Lao Mo told her that the little dirty boy had been standing near the stage today.Watching the stage being dismantled little by little.In the end, there was nothing left, and her eye circles were red.

When I came back, I didn't eat a few mouthfuls of food.

I have been sitting at the door and said that I will wait for Gai Gai to come back, but because it is not the weekend, Ruan Gai has to study by himself in the evening.When she came back, the little dirty boy had already fallen asleep from sleepiness.

"Gai Gai, if it's convenient for you, let Du Qing sleep with you at night. She doesn't sleep with us, she sleeps alone, I don't feel very relieved."

Ruan Gai did not refuse.

In fact, she no longer rejected the existence of the little dirty boy.

It may even be said that it has become a habit, but it seems that after careful calculation, the little dirty boy has said to sleep in her room several times since he came back here, but he didn't seem to be able to sleep in the end.

I don't know what will happen this time.

As if there was some kind of induction, as soon as Ruan Gai approached her bed, she woke up.

When the little dirty boy saw the person he wanted to see, the emotions he couldn't express in his heart suddenly condensed into tears.

"Gai Gai..."

"That table..."

"The stage where I danced was torn down."

When she cried, Ruan Gai felt very distressed.

Ruan Gai herself is not prone to tears, and it may be because she sees everything lightly, so nothing can touch her.

Only the existence of this little dirty boy is really special.

Ruan Gai wanted to hug her.

But she grabbed her hand.

"Don't go, don't go."

"I'm not going, I'm not going. I don't want to go." Ruan Gai hurriedly coaxed her.

It was only when the little dirty boy's mood stabilized that his whole head was buried in her palm.

"May I tell you a story?"

"Can I understand you?"

"I don't know."

Haha.

Ruan Gai couldn't help teasing her.

The little dirty boy was terribly wronged again: "Gai Gai, I'm crying, and you're still laughing at me. I'm really uncomfortable." But for some reason, when she said this, Ruan Gai turned from the distressed feeling just now. I can't help but want to laugh.

It wasn't until the little dirty boy's tears came out again that Ruan Gai said honestly, "Okay, okay, I said you can understand."

Only then did the little dirty boy's voice decrease again.

"In the past, Gai Gai also encountered such a thing."

Talking about the troupe leaving and tearing down the stage, Ruan Gai thought of the sister in his memory again.At that time Ruan Gai knew they were leaving, so he asked her, "Do you know where you will go next?"

She shook her head: "I don't know."

"We have people who are responsible for docking and contacting. We are responsible for preparing the repertoire, and we don't care about the rest."

Ruan Gai asked again:

"Then you don't know where you will go next, won't you be afraid? To such a strange place, you are not familiar with the place."

"how come?"

"It's a very exciting process."

Ruan Gai: "But, you don't even know where you're going next, aren't you worried about meeting bad guys?"

She laughed.

"You are young, you really think a lot."

Ruan Gai replied very seriously: "My grandparents said, don't run around, you will meet bad people."

She touched Ruan Gai's hair, "There will be bad people in this world, but not all of them. Besides, there are so many of us. And if you want to survive, you have to come into contact with different people. You are so smart, you won't live forever It's all in this little place."

"When you grow up in the future, you will also want to see the outside world."

"Some adults tell you, not all are true. We have to learn to distinguish ourselves."

"Do you understand?"

Ruan Gai wanted to think about these words in detail later.

At that time, it was really difficult for her to understand.

It turned out that from a long time ago, someone summed up her story into a truth and told her.

It's just that it was a long time ago that she began to understand slowly.

Not too early, not too late.

She changed this plot.

became:

"As long as you are always in front, the person you miss in your heart will eventually meet. So the brief separation is just to meet again better."