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Ruan Gai doesn't like carrying an umbrella, and all the students in the class know it.

Even if it's raining, she doesn't take it with her, let alone if it's just a sign of rain.She won't even take it.

Sometimes the classmates in the class bumped into each other and said to cover her up, but she shook her head and said no.He Lele, who is very concerned about her, brings an extra umbrella for her every time it rains, in case she gets caught in the rain, and tells her to use it.

She also refused, and then rushed directly into the rain.

Regardless of the size of the rain.

He Lele and the other students couldn't figure out why there are still people who like to get in the rain so much.

Ruan Gai explained this lightly, even making people dumbfounded.

"I can't figure it out. I like rainy days and the feeling of being in the rain."

"what?"

"But isn't it easy to catch cold and catch a cold in the rain? Why do you still like to be in the rain?"

Ruan Gai said blankly: "You want me to tell you why, but I can't tell you clearly. It's like a dog likes to eat shit. You can still ask, hey, why do you like to eat shit so much?" And you eat shit every day, and there is nothing wrong."

"Maybe the dog will roll your eyes at you."

"It's none of your business."

Crowd: ...

Dare not speak any more.

Perhaps this is probably a matter of realm.

They are ordinary people who choose to remain silent.

On rainy days, just open an umbrella honestly, don’t ask others why you like to get in the rain and not like to hold an umbrella on rainy days.

Ruan Gai'er was much more relaxed.

That is to say, from now on, there will be a little less kind concern.

Because everyone's words came to their lips, they all chose to remain silent.

So did the sudden rain today.

All of a sudden there was thunder and lightning, strong wind and showers, and the students hurriedly whispered to each other to ask if they had brought an umbrella, and then discussed how to go home in a while.

What kind of shoes will definitely get wet, and the pants may also be splashed with rainwater. Such topics are what the students in the class like to discuss when it rains.

He Lele originally wanted to ask her deskmate what was going on, but then she remembered something, so she turned her head to ask someone else.

Ruan Gai rubbed his nose awkwardly.

She also knew that she used to speak harshly and honestly.

So on some occasions, others dare not say or ask about her.

I'm afraid that if I say something wrong, she will scold me.

But apart from talking, Ruan Gai really has nothing to say about other things.

Otherwise, she wouldn't be called Sister Gai.

It's all accumulated bit by bit.

The class where the students whispered to each other became noisy.

It happens every time it rains suddenly.

Even if there is a teacher in charge, there is no way to calm everyone down.

Ruan Gai turned his head slightly, looking at the drifting rain outside the window.

The little dirty boy's voice suddenly sounded next to his ear: "Gai Gai, remember to bring your umbrella."

The corner of Ruan Gai's mouth curled up, this little dirty boy knew a lot.

Really should listen to her to bring an umbrella.

It's raining so hard.

Ruan Gai was thinking about this, completely forgetting that behind the words, she half-jokingly said to the little dirty boy: "It will rain soon, so you can come and give me an umbrella."

So much so that when she walked out of the school gate in the rain and saw that little figure, she found her nose sore.Tears mixed with raindrops.

Why does this little dirty child always remember what she said unintentionally every time?

In the heavy rain, no one knew that she cried silently.

She also joked that the little dirty boy was a good cryer.

Because the little dirty boy had never seen Ruan Gai who was soaking wet, he didn't know whether it was distressing or something. Anyway, after seeing clearly that the person who was walking towards her without an umbrella was Ruan Gai, he burst into tears.

Ruan Gai was at a loss and wanted to hug her, but realized that he was wet.He could only slightly bend his knees and ask her, "What's the matter with you?"

The little dirty boy was crying out of breath, and looked at her with teary eyes: "I'm sorry, Gai Gai, I'm late, you can see that you're all wet." After finishing speaking, she stretched out her hand, Ruan Gai begged for a hug.

Ruan Gai's nose was sore when he saw her in this rainy day, but at this moment, warm tears rolled out again: "You are such a crying ghost."

It made her like to cry too.

The little dirty boy defended: "I don't care." The voice fell, and before Ruan Gai could reply, she took half a step towards Ruan Gai, "I want to hug him, so I can't stand."

Ruan Gai still hesitated: "But I'm all wet." If I hug you, I will get wet later.Ruan Gai added something in his heart.

The little dirty boy wiped away his tears: "Have I ever disliked you?"

Ruan Gai: "..."

The little dirty boy chopped his feet, "Oh, hurry up, I want to go home."

Ruan Gai was powerless to refute: "Okay, okay."

After Ruan Gai picked her up, he also put the umbrella in her hand.

The little dirty boy was satisfied: "Gai Gai, I just cried because I love you, not because I like to cry."

Ruan Gai felt happy in his heart, but he still pretended not to care on his face: "Why do you feel sorry for me, I am not very good."

The little dirty boy wrapped his arms around her neck, "I just don't want to see you getting wet. That's why I feel very distressed."

"Pfft." Ruan Gai couldn't help laughing.

Thinking that this little dirty boy could utter golden sentences every time, he jokingly said, "Do you know what distressing is? When you feel distressed, you cry."

Seeing Ruan Gai's smile, the little dirty boy thought she didn't believe her, so he increased his volume and emphasized: "I really love you. Why do I always say that I don't understand anything?"

"Okay, okay, it's you who love me."

The little dirty boy pouted and said, "I love you so much."

Ruan Gai had nothing to do with her: "Okay, okay."

Since then, Ruan Gai seems to have a more special feeling for rainy days.

But she is still not used to holding an umbrella.Nor will she accept other people's concern for her without an umbrella.

Except for some little dirty kid who loves to cry.

Ruan Gai originally wanted to carry her back to his home, but then remembered that he had to use a firewood pot to boil hot water for bathing in his home.It took a lot of time to come and go, and the bathroom was relatively simple, so I was afraid that she would catch a cold, so I went to the little dirty boy's own house.

Every time the little dirty boy went to pick her up from school, he would follow her upstairs.

Seeing that it was not the case this time, he asked, "Gai Gai, aren't we going home?"

Ruan Gai: "Go back, go to your house."

The little dirty boy wanted to ask more questions, but seeing that Ruan Gai was walking very fast, he didn't ask any more questions.

There is a bathroom heater in the bathroom of the little dirty boy.

It doesn't feel cold at all when you take a shower. It is also equipped with a water heater. As long as you turn on the hot water switch, there will be hot water.Unlike Nguyen Gai's house, it needs to be cooked in a firewood pot, and then put into a bucket for washing.

It's okay in summer, but in winter, taking a bath is really a challenge.

Lao Mo knows the situation of Ruan Gai's house. Sometimes when she comes to play at home, Lao Mo will tell her that if it is too cold in winter, you can come to take a bath.

But Nguyen Gai seldom goes there.

Even rubbing against the TV is occasionally.

Except when reading some books and not consuming electricity or other things, Ruan Gai really relaxes.

She doesn't want to see herself demanding too much from others.

I always feel that I will cause trouble to others, or even ask too much, and it will be disgusting in the end.

It seems that he keeps a certain distance from everyone without caring, but in fact he is hiding cautiously.

But the appearance of the little dirty boy broke her cautiousness.

She will also try to open her mouth to trouble others.

Just like helping her find dance clothes and shoes at that time, if she used to, she would definitely not accept Brother Zhou's intentions; just like today, if she hadn't considered the little dirty boy, she would not have said so naturally Say, "go to your house" three words.

But considering the existence of the little dirty boy, she is willing to make changes for her sake.

After helping the little dirty child take a bath, when Ruan Gai carried her out of the bathroom, he suddenly felt a dull pain in his stomach.

It's a bit hard to say, it looks like a stomachache, but it doesn't look like it.

Could it be that……

She is thin and doesn't usually eat a lot. According to the biology class she learned before, and she opened the medical-related physiology books from Lao Mo's bookshelf, she is still in the developmental stage. Calculate the time, and it is almost time to come Menstrual age.

But Ruan Gai didn't dare to be sure, after all, it was raining just now.

She frowned slightly.

Exhaling lightly, he put the little dirty boy on the bed.

Patiently wiped her feet.

When she squatted down and got up again, she felt a warm current gushing out from her abdomen.

She was sure that she should have menarche.

She froze her body, waiting for the warmth to flow out completely.

The little dirty boy noticed her strangeness, and hurriedly asked, "Gai Gai, what's wrong with you?"

Ruan Gai shook his head: "It's okay. You lie down obediently, and Gai Gai will go find Lao Mo."

The little dirty boy was a little worried: "Are you really all right?"

Ruan Gai touched her head: "Of course, when did Gai Gai lie to you?"

The little dirty boy nodded: "Okay, then I'll lie down obediently and wait for Gagai to come back."

Ruan Gai smiled: "Well, Duan is the most obedient."

After leaving the room and gently closing the door, Ruan Gaicai covered his stomach.

This sticky feeling is too uncomfortable.

She had to seek Lao Mo's help.

Although she has read a lot of theoretical knowledge and knows that this is a normal process of youth development, when she actually experienced it, she was still calm and at a loss.

So she needs adults to tell her some experiences.

There are also precautions and the like.

In fact, it is to seek a sense of peace of mind.

When she arrived at Lao Mo's room, she was reading a book wearing reading glasses.

Lao Mo is different from his grandmother. She has received a certain degree of education and was an orthopedic surgeon in a city hospital before.Even at the age of retirement, she still keeps studying.

I read books every night.

But most of them are medical related.

Lao Lin also has his own study, but the books he reads are more complicated than Lao Mo's.There are books on literature, history, and even Feng Shui superstition.

So both of them have their own independent space and areas of expertise.

But it doesn't feel alienated at all.

This is a way of life that Nguyen Gai envied when he was young.

She stood by the door and wanted to say something, but when she got to Lao Mo, she found it difficult to say it.Obviously she told herself in her heart that this is a very normal thing.

But I found that at that moment, I didn't know how to say this.

Always feel ashamed.

It was at this time that Lao Mo discovered her existence.

And noticed her twisting.

It is also because of the existence of Lao Mo that Ruan Gai has a better understanding of himself.

Things that I feel embarrassed to mention are actually beautiful.

The author has something to say: I don’t know how everyone feels when they face their menstrual period for the first time

If the parents don't guide it well, it will actually have a great impact on girls who face this kind of thing for the first time

Because every girl has a different period of menarche due to different body functions

If you come early or late, you will be criticized when you are different from others

Including when I went to buy sanitary napkins, I was afraid that others would feel embarrassed when they saw it.

Parents need to tell their children

In fact, this is a very normal thing, and it is a developmental process that every girl will go through puberty, but it may come earlier or later due to various factors, but it does not mean that there is something wrong with others.

It's not ashamed of not being able to take things on the table

This is a testimony of youth development

is a special existence of women

I hope every girl can calmly face these embarrassing things

Talk to people openly

don't care about other people's eyes

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