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October came in Nguyen Gai's anxious anticipation.

The seven-day National Day holiday also seemed long, and when the National Day holiday was coming to an end, all the rice in the fields had been harvested.Ruan Gai was also waiting for the news he wanted at that time.

She breathed a sigh of relief and ran to share the news with Lao Mo.

Lao Mo was very happy for her.

It was my own grandma, who just said a few words, expressing that she knew about it.Did not say anything else.Although Ruan Gai didn't expect her old man to say anything to him, originally her old man didn't talk much.

But I never thought of it, just a faint word.

Perhaps she is a little dissatisfied with her performance this holiday.

It was still hot in Lin Town in October, and Ruan Gai suffered from heat stroke after working in the fields for not long.

The whole person can't cheer up and just wants to lie on the bed and sleep.

Ruan Gai's grandma has been sullen ever since she had this reaction.He also said some cynical words, such as eating bowls of bowls when eating, pretending to be dead when doing work, and so on.

Ruan Gai knew that his grandma was not only a bit secular, but also mean-spirited sometimes.

She also told herself, just listen to some words and don't take them to heart.

But when she really heard these words, she found that she would also be sad.

She braced herself up, wanting to help.

But the old man gave him a blank look, "It's alright, alright, don't bother. If you want to be lazy, just be lazy."

At that moment, Nguyen Gai's nose was sore.

The eyes are swollen.

She walked into her room and locked herself in the house.

She wouldn't come down to eat when it was time to eat, so she stayed in her room all the time.

In the end, the little dirty boy came to her for an appointment, and the cloudy weather above her head finally turned sunny.

It was also from then on that Ruan Gai ate at his own home, always eating only a small bowl.He also only eats what is in front of him, and never goes beyond it.

She also planted a seed in her heart.

One day in the future, she will definitely get out of the shackles in front of her eyes and find her own free life without any constraints.

The little dirty boy is used to coming to play with Ruan Gai every day, sometimes sticking to her feet to talk, sometimes lying on her bedside to sleep, and sometimes complaining, Lao Lin's dishes are a bit salty.

Lao Lin is in charge of Lao Mo's house.

Lao Mo can't cook.

In fact, Lao Lin's cooking skills are not very good, but he never thought or demanded that cooking must be something that women must learn to do.

But in Ruan Gai's house, her grandfather never worked in the kitchen.

All he had to do was sit at the table and wait for the food to be cooked.They never know how to do laundry, either. Ruan Gai's grandma does it early in the morning, or when both of them are busy, they will ask Ruan Gai to do it.

After Ruan Gai celebrated her tenth birthday, her grandma told her that she should learn to do some things that girls should do.After that, Ruan Gai started to wash his clothes by himself, and after a year or two, grandma would throw her and grandpa's clothes to Ruan Gai for washing every now and then.

Sometimes Nguyen Gai would be scolded if he couldn't wash himself clean.

Every time after being scolded, Ruan Gai would hide in a corner and cry secretly.

It's not that she is hypocritical, but that she is really wronged.

The clothes I used to work in the fields were already dirty, and there were some stains that couldn't be cleaned no matter how much I washed them.

But the old man doesn't care so much, as long as she does something that she is not satisfied with, she will just scold her.

Although Ruan Gai has tried very hard to do what she asked, but sometimes the adults will not be satisfied, and will go further and further.

The young Ruan Gai seemed to have no choice but to forbear.

Because she knows that she has nothing now.She still wants to continue studying and learn more knowledge. If she breaks up with her family at this time, she will have no way to support herself.

So what she can do, what she can do, is to endure.

How should she share such a realistic and depressive life with her classmates.How to get rid of these suffocating environments and go play and have fun with classmates.

She can't.

Really can't.

So I will distance myself from them as far as possible, and then further.

Then put everything you have endured in your heart.

The waiting time will compress and disappear those bad emotions that have no room for turning around.

At that time, she didn't know that once there were too many accumulated things, the moment it exploded, the sky would collapse.

But fortunately, during those days when she felt her scalp tingle every time she thought about it, a little dirty boy appeared by her side.

The little dirty boy would stick to her feet and talk when she was alone; he would trust her unconditionally and fall asleep in front of her.And when she can't sleep at night, ask her to sing nursery rhymes to comfort her.And suddenly dance.

It was still difficult to buy tapes of cha-cha and tango in Lin Town that year, so Ruan Gai asked the owner of the video store to look for them in the city.

The boss said that tapes are hard to find, but you can download songs to mp3 online.Very convenient.

Ruan Gai met some students from better-off families in school. They used small mp3s in their pockets, and they could listen to music just by pulling out a headphone cable.

But she is more nostalgic personally, so she doesn't pay much attention to this aspect.

After listening to the boss recommending it to her, she was thinking in her mind, is such a small thing really that good?

Seeing her thoughtful demeanor, the shop owner hurriedly asked if she was very moved.Today's young people like this kind of thing.There are also many online songs, as long as you buy an mp3, you can listen to whatever you want.

The last sentence moved Ruan Gai's heart.

You can listen to whatever you want.

In this way, you can find the accompaniment when the little dirty boy dances.

"How much does that mp3 cost?"

"It's not very expensive, it's just over 200 yuan. I'll give you headphones and download songs for free."

After hearing this, Ruan Gai was silent for a while.

At that time, more than 200 yuan was still very valuable.

And she had just bought a radio before, and the money that could flow in her hand was only 100 yuan.

Most importantly, she is actually not very interested in these electronic products.

She just wanted to help the little dirty boy find an accompaniment for dancing, not necessarily this mp3.If she could find a tape, she would still choose to use it.

But the crux of the matter is that tapes are not easy to find.

Ruan Gai twisted for a while and asked, "Can't this be cheaper?"

The shop owner said with joy: "Student, let me tell you, it's a bit cheaper now, and it was more expensive when it first came out. This MP3 player is really convenient. It's because we haven't popularized it here. Students and parents in the city Everyone buy this."

Ruan Gai pursed his lips, "Then can this be released?"

The boss replied: "This is not allowed, you can only listen to it with headphones. Now it is popular to listen to music like this."

"Oh."

In fact, Ruan Gai doesn't like listening to music with earphones, because he always feels scared because he can't hear the outside world.And if it cannot be played outside, it is not very convenient to play accompaniment for the little dirty boy when dancing.

The store owner continued: "Student, this is the only style I have. If you don't buy it, it will be gone. And there are no earphones in other places, and you can download songs for free. There is no other place where I am so cheap and affordable."

Ruan Gai shook his head: "It looks good, but I have to think about it."

The shop owner smiled: "Then I'll give you some discounts. How much do you say? We'll discuss it later."

Ruan Gai laughed.

Price is part of the reason, but most importantly, usefulness.

and like it or not.

"I'll think about it again. If you went to the city before, boss, please look for it for me again. Is there any tape of that kind of Latin dance. I can also pay you a deposit in advance."

The boss lost his previous enthusiasm and nodded perfunctorily, "All right, all right, then I'll take a look for you when the time comes."

This Ruan Gai can also understand, after all, the profit of tapes is incomparable with the profit of mp3.

When the boss runs a business, of course he pushes for what makes money.

Anyway, after that, until halfway through October, Ruan Gai never waited for news from the shop owner.

Fortunately, Ruan Gai didn't mention this matter to the little dirty boy, or else his hope would be in vain.

But Nguyen Gay did not give up.

She will find a way to get it.

for sure.

Let's go back to the days of the National Day holiday.

Ruan Gai has been bored in his own room all this time. One reason is his physical discomfort, but of course there are also reasons for his anger.She doesn't expect any care from her grandparents, who haven't talked to her much, but at the very least, don't treat her as a tool for venting and free labor.

But in fact, not only her grandparents, but even her parents.

She must be the one who gets scolded when parents quarrel, even when the younger brother is crying and the family members can't coax him well, she must be the one who is unlucky.

It was an indescribable sense of powerlessness.

Although she has Lao Mo and Brother Zhou by her side, they will guide her when the three views of thought are formed.But these troubles in life, if you don't talk about them, they will cease to exist.

She doesn't even want to be seen.

But every time she was in such a state, the little dirty boy would definitely appear by her side.

It's amazing to say that, in this state before, Ruan Gai didn't like to see people.Not even willing to talk.But as long as she shows up.

No matter what, she is willing to cheer up and talk to her.

Including the one when she was so sluggish and unwilling to open her eyes that day, the moment she saw her, she would still smile and say hello to her.

It's just that the little dirty boy was frightened and cried when he saw her like this.

She lay in front of Ruan Gai's bed, tears welling up all the time.

And kept asking: "Gai Gai, what's wrong with you, what's wrong with you? Gai Gai, is there any pain in you, Gai Gai, you will be fine, right?"

For some reason, Ruan Gai felt very happy at that moment.

There is a little dirty boy who cares about her so much by her side.

Ruan Gai shook his head: "Gai Gai is fine, but his head hurts."

The little dirty boy stretched out his little fleshy hand: "Then I'll touch your forehead."

The adults would touch the child's forehead to see if she had a fever when she felt unwell, and the little dirty boy would write it down.It was also used on Nguyen Gai.

The little dirty boy touched Ruan Gai's forehead, and said in a sobbing voice, "Gai Gai, close your eyes and take a rest."

In fact, Ruan Gai wanted to sleep very much, but his head hurt all the time.

She was also weak and uncomfortable, making it impossible for her to fall asleep.

Seeing that Ruan Gai still felt very uncomfortable, the little dirty boy said again: "Are you unable to sleep?"

Ruan Gai hummed lightly.

The little dirty boy sniffled, lay down in front of her, and said softly: "It's okay, I'll sing to you, you will fall asleep soon."

The corners of Ruan Gai's mouth curled up.

Ok.

She must.

Will fall asleep very quickly.

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