like her

Ruan Gai walked forward with a sullen tone, until she reached a corner, she suddenly stopped in her tracks——

Straight ahead, there is a couple arguing.

The girl wanted to explain something, but the boy didn't listen at all, and even shook her hand, and the girl squatted in place.

He stared blankly at the person in front of him.

"You've never treated me like this before. Didn't we agree to talk about something? What do you mean by refusing to communicate?"

The girl choked up slightly.

It was at this moment that Ruan Gai suddenly realized that what he had done just now was too much.

In the past, no matter what the little dirty boy said or did, she had never been cruel to her.Follow her in everything, but just now, she actually said such an exaggerated word.

She still doesn't listen to her.

But she was out of her mind at the time.

During the hours downstairs waiting for her to appear, she kept calling her phone, but she couldn't get through.

If you can't contact the person you want to contact, you will think about it.

Especially during this period of time, her mood is not very good.

Has been in a closed state, almost isolated from the outside world.

When she broke free from that closed world and couldn't find the person she wanted to see, she would be a little unable to control her emotions.

Even a little anxious.

She also had this kind of time before, she just felt that she was not moving forward all the time, and she would feel flustered.Even overwhelmed, but also a lot of random thoughts.

At that time, she would hide in a corner to vent.

No contact with other people.

She will try not to let her emotions affect others.

That's why the roommate felt that she was not down-to-earth, because she always kept a certain distance from anyone.

Does not show his emotions to anyone.

But now Lin Duqing is beside her.

All she could see was her.

So when that feeling surfaced again, she didn't know what to do.It was also partly because, when she was an undergraduate student, she heard that girls from the dance department were particularly sought after.

And it's all the kind that comes out of money.

It's not that she doesn't trust her little dirty boy to do something like that, but it's been too much for her during the hours of waiting.Now, she still has to do her best to make a living, and she can't give her expensive gifts and take her around to play like those students with good financial conditions.

What she owns can be seen at a glance.

Only when she saw her with someone else did she explode in an instant.

but--

A long time ago, she also had nothing.

But at that time, the little dirty boy was much better off than her, and he never thought about going away with others or not playing with her.

How can she...

How could you say such hurtful words.

She lifted the wrist that was pulled by the little dirty boy just now, feeling a little regretful.

turn around.

Before she had time to think about anything, she rushed back to the original road.

Lin Duqing kept squatting on the spot.

She buried her head deep in her knees, tears in her eyes.

My feet hurt and my legs were sore, but none of these pains seemed to compare to the feeling of my heart being torn open.

Her Gai Gai doesn't want her anymore.

Her gai lost her.

Her Gaga won't coax her anymore.

Her Gaga doesn't like her anymore.

So what is she working so hard for?

In order for her to say that she is dirty?

She didn't do anything shameful, and she earned money by her own ability. Although she didn't look very decent, it was also her skill.

She danced on the stage of the bar, and the boss paid her wages and hired someone to take her back. How could it be dirty?

Lin Duqing couldn't figure it out.

Occupation does not distinguish between high and low.

She also weighed it before choosing to go.

And it's a daily salary.

If you work for a week, you can get someone else's salary for a month, which can be equivalent to the living expenses of two people.Was it wrong for her to do this?

So what is clean and what is dirty?

Is it necessary to put all the pressure on her alone, which is what she should do as a companion?

Lin Du cried softly until he shook his head.

She hadn't cried so brokenly in a long time.

In the past, she could comfort herself and say, it's okay, Gai Gai said, as long as you keep walking, you will meet the person you want to see.

but now--

Her faith seemed to have crumbled all of a sudden.

Her broken heart.

I don't know how to mend it.

She didn't even know how to hold it up.

I could only shrink back and cry.

She is really useless.

But obviously she is such a strong person.

But in front of her, there was no way to pretend that she was fine.

Even because of her words, I feel so sad that I can't help myself.

She also feels that if she did something wrong, she shouldn't take a part-time job that she thinks is dirty, and she shouldn't have to help her share something.

she shouldn't...

Appeared beside her.

Thinking of this, Lin Duqing collapsed again.

Ruan Gai ran all the way back to the dormitory downstairs of the dance department girls.

When she was still at the intersection, she saw the figure squatting on the ground.

She was relieved in her heart.

Good luck.

She is still there.

When she walked over step by step, Lin Du stood up tremblingly.

It was only then that Ruan Gai noticed that she was wearing a Latin dance dress, and she had tied her coat on her lower body.

Apparently—

She didn't go to the bar with others, but...

Thinking of this, Ruan Gai immediately ran towards her.

Someone suddenly appeared beside him, Lin Duqing didn't dare to think it was her, and instinctively avoided it.

But when she saw it was her, she flinched.

The phrase "Don't touch me, I think it's dirty." has been recurring in Lin Duqing's mind, and there is no way to wipe it off.

So she has to stay away from her.

She knew it was her retreating back, which pierced Ruan Gai's heart severely.

"Sorry, I just..."

As soon as she opened her mouth, Lin Duqing burst into tears.

But she stubbornly wiped away her tears, "It's nothing, I'll go back to the dormitory." Just about to take a step, but squatting for too long, her legs are a little numb.

wobbly.

Ruan Gai instinctively supported her waist.

But she pushed it away calmly: "I can walk by myself, and I'm dirty, aren't I?" The very calm words were like knives, piercing the softest places of the two of them at the same time.

Ruan Gai shook his head: "No, I'm here to apologize to you."

"It was my fault just now. Come back to where you live with me. I'll boil some hot water to soak your feet."

Lin Du closed his eyes slightly: "But Gai Gai, I'm very tired."

Ruan Gai raised his hand, not knowing where to put it.

Lin Du moved his ankle lightly, took off the dancing shoes with dotted heels, and then possessed himself, holding the shoes, and crossed Ruan Gai.

"You should go back early, too."

Lin Du's thin lips parted slightly.

His eyes were dim, and he walked forward expressionlessly.

But her back was straight.

Ruan Gai wanted to step forward to hold her back, but found that he seemed to be pulled by something, and he couldn't move forward at all.

The light dimmed a little bit.

In the end it became endless darkness.

This time her little dirty boy was really angry.

Never bother with her again.

She really knew it was wrong.

You shouldn't have said such hurtful things to her.

She should not be mistrusted.

She shouldn't be left alone.

but--

She did.

The author has something to say: Both people have a period of time when the other has not been involved

this time gap

There are growth and dark moments

everyone has negative emotions

Not everyone is always sunny and positive

Acknowledge negative emotions to move forward better

感谢在2020-08-2318:27:45~2020-08-2417:28:28期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel of the irrigation nutrient solution: 5 bottles of Chasing North; Dai Mo pushed 1 bottle in his life;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!