north bird south

The child is used to being pampered patiently, and always feels that there is room for redemption in everything he does, Xu Zhiyuan also thought so when his mother made a request.

Mrs. Xu was very perceptive, she knew that her son must be an asshole again without a reason, and asked Xu Zhiyuan to apologize without saying a word.

Xu Zhiyuan was still in a daze when his illusion was shattered, and he wanted to say sorry when Yu Yao nodded, which had been brewing for a long time.But when he looked at Yu Yao who didn't care about his profile, he felt an uncomfortable sourness in his heart.

He stood up and said, "Who cares if you like to teach or not."

Mrs. Xu angrily wanted to carry him back, but Xu Zhiyuan ran away and disappeared.

……

Fu Shubai was still reviewing in the dormitory in the dark, calling it "reviewing", but actually resting his head on the heavy textbooks spread out most of the time, so that knowledge flowed from high-concentration to low-concentration.

Then, while praying to the great philosophers of various countries, he scolded the school for dogmatism that only taught students to memorize by rote.Precious spiritual food can only be comprehended but not memorized, and it is only concentrated on a few topics of filling in the blanks and choices, which is an insult to these great ideas.

As soon as it was Schopenhauer's turn in the celebrity's prayer ceremony, Xu Zhiyuan pulled him out of the sea of ​​books, and Fu Shubai asked him what he was doing with a sad face.

Xu Zhiyuan: "Drink."

Fu Shubai: "?"

In the tavern, after Fu Shubai fully understood the cause and effect, he choked back his uncomfortable laughter.

"So, the reason you didn't see anyone that night was because your little uncle took you back from the bed?" Fu Shubai said as calmly as possible by covering the corners of his mouth with a wine glass.

Xu Zhiyuan drank alone and did not speak to express his acquiescence.

"...Then you told him not to care about you, but he really didn't care about you and regretted it. You wanted to talk to him, so you found someone to act out a kidnapping scene and it turned out to be violent..." The more Fu Shubai said, the more he couldn't help it, It wasn't until this time that the smile burst out that he betrayed the corners of his gloating mouth, "...cough, it's exposed."

Fu Shubai gave a thumbs up: "Brother, tall, it's really tall."

"..." Xu Zhiyuan kicked the bottom of Fu Shubai's table, and with a bang, the people around him jumped.He said angrily, "Fu Shubai, I'll fuck you, you're laughing."

Fu Shubai laughed loudly, knocked on the wine glass he put on the table, and said, "Do you know that Schopenhauer said that life is a mass of desires, and if desires are not satisfied, they will suffer, and if they are satisfied, they will be boring. Life is full of pain and boredom." swinging between them." He pushed a glass of wine in front of Xu Zhiyuan, pointed at the reflection of the face, and said, "Do you look like a tumbler now?"

"Don't talk about my uncle," Xu Zhiyuan gritted his teeth, "You're not done yet."

"But you brought me here to talk about these things," Fu Shubai said, "otherwise what do you want me to do? I'm too young to be a military advisor, but I can't think of such ingenious "heroes save the beauty" way."

"..." Xu Zhiyuan was speechless.

Fu Shubai could see that he was different from usual - Xu Zhiyuan kept his voice silent, as if he was honestly here to let Fu Shubai scold him, probably this would make him feel better.

The philosophy department and the psychology students of their school are hailed as the "two magic sticks" side by side.Fu Shubai has no fortune-telling skills, but he knows a thing or two about people.Although his brother disliked Master Xu, he was more eager than anyone else for his father's praise, even if it was a plain "it's okay".

So this childhood habit has been integrated into his life, he cares very much about other people's attention and even a small kindness, especially the caring people.

"Mr. Yu doesn't look cold and heartless. You sit down with him and have a calm chat. There is nothing you can't solve." Fu Shubai said, "Mother-in-law, mother-in-law, she is going to take the wrong edge again. Is it Xu Zhiyuan?"

"It's not that I haven't looked for steps! He just ignored me...not at all."

Fu Shenstick is "poor as a donkey".

He also didn't understand why he left his exams and papers on this sunny day, and came to discuss the psychology of the two men with Xu Zhiyuan, but in the end, his eyes met and he was speechless.

Fu Shubai gave up thinking, continued to eat, smacked his lips halfway through the meal, and asked, "...how did he recognize you when he was blindfolded?"

Xu Zhiyuan shook his head, the focus of his regret was all on his stupid response.

Fu Shubai glanced at him, saw that he was cautious when serving the wine, and thought that it was probably because his fingers had suffered during piano practice, so he made a joke out of it to ease the atmosphere.

But Xu Zhiyuan was stunned after hearing what he said, looked at his fingers for a long time, and ran away inexplicably after paying the bill.

Fu Shubai was alone in a mess in a daze.

……

Xu Zhiyuan asked the housekeeper where he got that bottle of cream with a very special refreshing taste.

The housekeeper said that it was given by Mr. Yu.

Xu Zhiyuan closed his eyes and said, "...Why didn't you tell me."

"Oh, Mr. Yu said that there is no need to say too much. I think it is probably because the young master knows that he gave it to him, so he doesn't need it." The housekeeper said, "There are still in his drawer. If the young master feels that the pain in his hand is relieved, you can use it yourself." Go get it again."

"... What did he tell you?"

"Oh... I remember that Mr. Yu prepared something before. He said it was a reward for the young master to learn the piano. He wanted to give it to you together with the ointment. Just the day before you quarreled with Mr. Yu...he found you It took a long time, but it turned out that it should not have been given out." The butler smiled lightly, "... I heard from the servant that the quarrel was because you almost hungover outside that night." He has a lot of years, and sometimes he would admonish Xu Zhiyuan as an elder, and he said earnestly, "Master, you should have a certain amount of fun at your age, and Mr. Yu's discipline is not wrong, don't live with him in your heart." hatred."

Xu Zhiyuan froze for a while by himself, feeling uncomfortable somewhere, he looked at the clock, it was still a few minutes before Yu Yao usually came back, so he got up and wanted to go to Yu Yao's room.

Yu Yao spent the night at their house and always regarded himself as a guest. The door of his room was open, except for some photos and musical instruments, there was nothing else in it.

Xu Zhiyuan remembered that the butler said that these photos can be viewed at will, so he picked up a stack to look at.

There are some birds on it, stretching their necks, spreading their wings, looking for food, big white birds of various shapes.

I heard that the top of the red-crowned crane's head is red, but these black and white photos can't do anything for this vivid color.

Xu Zhiyuan saw a young boy hugging a bird, he was smiling happily, his beautiful facial features were all stretched out, even people couldn't help but turn up the corners of his mouth when he saw it.Xu Zhiyuan can catch some shadows from his delicate eyebrows, this is Yu Yao.

Xu Zhiyuan looked at the two stacks of photos slowly, but he didn't know where they came from. Maybe it was because of Xiao Yuyao's smile—these cranes were like the sound of violins he heard in his drunkenness, and they had a special meaning for him. A mysterious attraction.It was as if he knew that behind this photo there was a kind of vitality that was alive and blooming, but it was imprisoned by black and white.

He obviously has never seen it before, but his intuition tells him that this covered color must be worthy of the world's smearing, to weather the wind and rain, day and night.

Xu Zhiyuan was so engrossed that he didn't notice Yu Yao walking in at all.

Yu Yao knocked on the table in front of him, awakening Xu Zhiyuan.He gently took the photo from Xu Zhiyuan's hand, pressed it on the table a few times, and said softly, "Go out."

Xu Zhiyuan curled his fingers and said, "You said you can visit as you please."

"I didn't tell you."

Xu Zhiyuan said coyly, "You're angry with me."

Yu Yao nodded: "Yes."

"You are my elder, so you can't get angry with the younger generation." Xu Zhiyuan lowered his head, neither willing to give up nor admit defeat, "...how could you be like this."

Yu Yao's voice was always flat and gentle. Even if it was reproach and dissatisfaction, it was never really fierce. It reminded people of some docile animals, and Xu Zhiyuan thought it sounded good.He used this tone that had no deterrent effect on Xu Zhiyuan, and repeated: "Get out."

"I won't go out." Xu Zhiyuan said, "You can hit me, but you can't drive me away."

Yu Yao had no choice but to put down the photo and go out by himself.Xu Zhiyuan's chest seemed to be covered with a dark cloud, and the rain would not stop, making it uncomfortable.He followed Yu Yao out, went downstairs, grabbed his wrist and called "Yao'er" before he went out.

Yu Yao looked at him puzzled, Xu Zhiyuan said obediently: "If you don't want to hear this name, then I will call you little uncle."

Xu Zhiyuan grasped his hand tightly, and there was no trick on how to redeem it in the art of fooling around with young ladies, so he was beaten back to his original form at this moment, so he had to do everything he could, and just said dryly, "...don't you Don't teach me."

Yu Yao said: "You don't want to study hard."

"I correct it when I know my mistake, and I promise not to make mistakes in the future. Little uncle, you are the softest."

After hearing his earnest assurance, Yu Yao still shook his head slightly.

Xu Zhiyuan became anxious, his brows were frowned like an old man's worried, and he asked, "Why?"

Yu Yao gave him a five-character evaluation: "You are too stubborn."

"I..." The rain in Xu Zhiyuan's chest began to rumble, he was stunned for a while, and then sneered, "You said earlier that I can't support the wall with mud."

Xu Zhiyuan let go of his hand, with a violent storm in his heart.If he wanted to forget about it, he felt reconciled again, but he was so uncomfortable because he couldn't find a place to refute, he clenched his fists: "...I just wanted to make a joke with you, I didn't think hurt you."

Yu Yao didn't speak. At this moment, there seemed to be a quiet dead sea between the two of them. Xu Zhiyuan was drowning in it, tightly grasping the crow and the "life-saving straw", strode out the door, and said, "OK... I'm going to beat Wu Xiaofeng's grandson right now."

"where did you go."

When Mrs. Xu came back, she was bumped by her son at the door, and said as if she had swallowed ice scum.

A moment of silence breeds.

She smiled politely at Yu Yao: "Ah Yao, are you all right?"

Yu Yao lowered his eyelashes: "Yes."

After that, she took off the hat and patted it in Xu Zhiyuan's arms, and pushed Xu Zhiyuan back home with a reprimand.She came back not too early or too late, and after listening to the end, she quickly guessed the general outline, and said coldly: "What's the matter, something happened to your Uncle Yu...you still have a share?"

Xu Zhiyuan pinched the brim of his hat and turned his head away.

An angry Mrs. Xu twisted the newspaper in her hand into a small roll, and smashed it on Xu Zhiyuan's strong arm a few times. Although it was not painful to a strong young man, it was Mrs. Xu who treated his bastard son The hardest hand I've ever moved: "Xu Zhiyuan, who has grown up? The elders are in charge of you, and you still learn how to kidnap and beat people like the gangsters? Is it because your old lady beats you a few times, and you will return it in the future!"

Although the mother and son usually get along freely, Xu Zhiyuan often calls her a hero among women, but this is the first time Xu Zhiyuan has seen such a strong verbal reaction.He shrugged his shoulders and replied, "I didn't hit it!"

Mrs. Xu's movements became more vigorous: "Do you still have the face to talk back? I told you a long time ago not to associate with those dubious little bastards, and to spend your thoughts on studying these outsiders and evil ways, and now you are still squatting at home. If you are so capable, why don’t you go and show me a degree! Such a big man is not ashamed, you want to spend your whole life rotten at home and eat your money.”

"..."

Xu Zhiyuan was extremely wronged, he just wanted to come and apologize.Yu Yao didn't persuade him, and was repeatedly exposed the scales and scars in his heart.When he was about to get angry, Yu Yao suddenly grabbed the newspaper roll that Mrs. Xu swung down, and said, "An Rong, don't do this."

"It's because I have no way to teach my son, and I have caused you trouble. A Yao, you don't have to worry about him."

"...Although Zhiyuan is stubborn, he is not a rotten tree," Yu Yao could only sigh, and said, "If he wants to learn, I can teach him."

Xu Zhiyuan was taken aback for a moment, and was immediately poured a bucket of fire extinguishing water gently, and the sound of "Zhiyuan" seemed to be more pleasant than any previous whispers.

Mrs. Xu glared at him immediately.The prelude to the explosion that was suppressed in Xu Zhiyuan's throat was dumbed down with a "fucking..." before, and then he followed his mother's eyes and turned a corner: "...I want to study hard."

Mrs. Xu said fiercely: "Speak well!"

Xu Zhiyuan glanced at her, and mumbled, "...I want to study hard."

It was the look Mrs. Xu gave him at that time that made Xu Zhiyuan suspect that her abnormal words and deeds were intentional.