heartwarming document

Xu Zhi took the newly prescribed medicine from Wen Shuyao today, it seemed to be more effective, and he soon became sleepy after lying down for a while.

Zhou Mu lay beside him obediently, without hugging him. In fact, the bed in the bedroom was very big. If Xu Zhi wanted to, Zhou Mu might not be able to touch him all night.

But Xu Zhi was unwilling.

When one is sleepy late at night, one's resistance is very low, so Xu Zhi suddenly wanted to talk to someone.

And Zhou Mu is the best person to confide in, he doesn't have to participate in anything, just listen, it can fill Xu Zhi's heart that was empty because of wanting to confide.

"Zhou Mu," Xu Zhi lay on his side, looking at Zhou Mu through the breathing light, "Why are you so far away from me?"

In fact, the two were not far away, and Zhou Mu's fingertips could touch Xu Zhi's arm with a slight movement of his fingertips, but after Xu Zhi finished speaking, Zhou Mu still stretched out his arms to hug Xu Zhi, and pulled him into his arms.

Xu knew that the temperature of the air conditioner in the room was very low, Zhou Mu hugged him tightly and it would not be very hot.

Xu Zhi put his head on Zhou Mu's chest, his hands sneaked into Zhou Mu's nightgown playfully, put it on Zhou Mu's waist, and rubbed it from time to time.

Zhou Mu's abdominal muscles are superior, and Xu Zhi knew it from the first day he came.

"It's the first time someone hugged me to sleep." Xu Zhi clung to Zhou Mu, as if whispering, "It's the first time since I was a child."

"Really." Zhou Mu put his hands on Xu Zhi's back and patted him, as if to comfort him.

"Well," Xu Zhi said, "I was very noisy when I was young, and I was not liked by others."

Zhou Mu hugged Xu Zhi's arm with some strength, and said in a low voice, "No."

"Who knows," Xu Zhi said nonchalantly, "I grew up like this anyway."

"Do you know," Xu Zhi continued with a strong desire to talk, "I have a younger brother."

"You never said that." Zhou Mu said.

"Well," Xu Zhi moved in Zhou Mu's arms, finding a more comfortable position, "I'm 17 years older than my brother."

Zhou Mu listened to him very quietly, and moved his hand to the back of his neck to gently pinch.

"My younger brother is 9 years old this year," Xu Zhi paused when he said this, and he couldn't tell whether he was envious or not. "It is said that he is very cute."

His voice became softer and softer. He didn't seem to like this topic very much, but he really wanted to talk, so he didn't know whether he should continue talking.

"Xu Zhi," Zhou Mu interrupted him, "You are also very likable."

"Is that so?" Xu Zhi said softly, as if he was asking a sincere question, but more like he didn't care about whether he was attractive or not.

Zhou Mu took off his own pillow and put his head together with Xu Zhi, as if they were whispering.

Zhou Mu said, "Others don't know, but I like it very much."

Xu Zhi is 26 years old this year, there are very few people who need him, and even fewer people have said they like him, so he can't tell whether Zhou Mu's liking is coaxing him or really liking him, and at the same time he can't tell, What is Zhou Mu's favorite?

But he still said: "Thank you for liking me."

No fuss, no sarcasm, no pride, just a very serious thank you to Zhou Mu.

Maybe it was because I talked too much with Zhou Mu today, Xu Zhi didn't sleep for long, and started dreaming again.

At that time, he was just a freshman, and he was not studying computer programming, but communication engineering, which he didn't like very much.

In fact, he has no dreams, and he has no favorite subjects or majors. He just fills in the application form based on the admissions brochure and his own scores after the college entrance examination.

Xu Zhi had no one to guide him when he filled out the volunteers, and Wen Shuyao was abroad, so his family didn't care what kind of volunteers he filled out, the only requirement was to be in this city, so Xu Zhi just filled in one.

Communication majors are boring, but Xu Zhi is still at the top.

At the end of the freshman year, the counselor notified the relevant matters of changing majors and asked students who had ideas to sign up.

Xu Zhi's class group was blocked all year round, and that was one of the very few notices he saw.

At that time, he didn't actually have the idea of ​​changing his major. What really made him think was a small incident that happened later.

At that time, he must have had a bad fight with someone, and ran to the school library to sulk.

While waiting for someone to coax him, he heard the conversation between the two classmates next door.

A boy wearing black-framed glasses was browsing something in front of the computer in pain, typing on the keyboard while browsing, still talking plausibly.

At that time, the library was about to be closed, another boy without glasses was waiting for him with his chin propped up, and asked impatiently, "Have you found it yet?"

The boy with glasses shook his head and continued to browse, "I don't know what's wrong."

"Can you redo it?" The boy without glasses leaned over and watched on the computer screen with him.

"How can that work?" The boy with glasses turned pale in shock, "There is only one mistake."

Xu Zhi was rarely particularly interested in something, but he still leaned over and pretended to sit down beside them inadvertently.

The boy with glasses clattered and tapped on the keyboard for a long time, and finally, as if he had made up his mind, he muttered, "Try to run it."

Xu Zhi saw English letters and mathematical symbols displayed line by line on the computer, and finally a big "error" popped up.

The boy without glasses suggested that he redo the whole thing.

The boy with glasses shook his head persistently, and repeated righteously, "No, there is only one mistake, and there is no need to correct the rest."

Xu Zhi suddenly interjected, "Why?"

The two boys noticed that Xu Zhi was here, and stared at Xu Zhi for a long time without saying a word.

It wasn't until the librarian yelled that the library was closed that the boy with glasses said to him seriously, "This is the logic of the programming language. If you make a mistake and correct it, if you make a mistake, you will never need to change it."

Xu Zhi stared at the "error" on the computer for a while, then went to the group to find the registration form for changing majors and signed up.

Being able to solve problems with logic is what Xu Zhi yearns for the most.

Because Xu Zhi has never had the logic of ordinary people in these years, and no one wants to explain logic to him.

His parents would not hesitate to have another child because of his mental illness, but no one cared. Xu Zhi's mental illness was caused by genetic causes.

Xu Zhi's father was not mentally handicapped, but his grandfather was suffering from serious mental illness. When Xu Zhi was 16 years old, his symptoms first appeared, and his parents began to prepare for a second son.

It is said that when his younger brother could not speak, the two of them found a professional parenting teacher and psychological counselor to escort his younger brother's mental health throughout the process.

But it's ridiculous to say that Xu Zhi never objected to his parents having a second child, but he was the last to know about his younger brother's birth.

Xu Zhi guessed that maybe he felt that it was hopeless for him to recover completely, and his parents' conscience was more or less tormented, so he hid it from him.

At that time, Xu Zhi felt that it was a good thing he was gay.

Xu Zhi's dream didn't last long after all, when the alarm clock rang at three o'clock in the morning, Xu Zhi passed Zhou Mu to turn off the alarm clock, and retreated into Zhou Mu's arms.

Zhou Mu hugged him unconsciously.

Zhou Mu slept soundly, his whole body was attached to Xu Zhi's body, his arms were wrapped tightly around Xu Zhi's waist, as if he couldn't leave Xu Zhi

Xu Zhi had contact with not many people, but definitely quite a few. Among these people, Zhou Mu was the only one whose origin was unknown, but he was the only one who told Xu Zhi, "I like you very much".

If Zhou Mu really insisted on him, Xu Zhi thought, then he could forcefully never leave Zhou Mu.