heartwarming document

Zhou Mu said this sentence more than once.

Wen Shuyao thought, maybe those actors who have won the most important awards in the entertainment industry would not dare to say this.

But Zhou Mu said it firmly.

Zhou Mu once said that as long as he still loves Xu Zhi, it means that he cannot be himself in certain periods of his life.

And he couldn't help but love Xu Zhi.

Zhou Mu suddenly smiled lightly, and shook three fingers towards Wen Shuyao, "It only took three days for Xu Zhi to fall in love with me this time."

On the night of July 7, he kissed Xu Zhi and forced Xu Zhi to call him by his name many times.

This is something worth celebrating, but Wen Shuyao couldn't laugh.

Although Xu Zhi fell in love with Zhou Mu time and time again, no one knew whether Zhou Mu was more sad than that person who didn't know anything while waiting for Xu Zhi to fall in love with him.

Wen Shuyao still didn't say anything in the end, he went to the bedroom to take another look at Xu Zhi, and then left with his suitcase.

Zhou Mu sent him to the door.

Wen Shuyao looked at Xu Zhijia a few times before leaving, but still couldn't hold back his teasing, "Are you still hiding outside?"

When Xu Zhi relapsed for the first time, he insisted that Zhou Mu was a burglar, but he was shocked when he found Zhou Mu's things everywhere in the house.

In order to prevent similar situations from happening again, Zhou Mu bought a house on the 15th floor of the same building, and packed all his belongings there. Unless necessary, all personal belongings belonging to Zhou Mu would not appear in Xu Zhi's house.

Because it is in the same direction, the layout of the downstairs house is basically similar to Xu Zhi's house, the difference is that the downstairs is more like a warehouse.

All of Zhou Mu's personal belongings are stored in this warehouse. The only place that doesn't look like a warehouse is Zhou Mu's office area.

So this time, Xu Zhi only found a set of clothes belonging to Zhou Mu on the bedside table. Of course, what Zhou Mu brought over was also the office phone under the pillow.

When Xu Zhi left the bedroom for the first time, Zhou Mu turned off his phone and hid it away, so that Xu Zhi didn't find anything.

Wen Shuyao's face was clearly joking, and Zhou Mu drove him out with a black face.

Xu Zhi fell asleep for a long time.

When he woke up, the curtains in the bedroom were not drawn, and he could see that it was already dark outside, and a large area of ​​lights with interlaced colors of various colors lit up outside.

Xu Zhi stared at the lights for a moment in a daze, and then quickly regained consciousness.

He sat up abruptly, looked around the bedroom hurriedly, and made sure that he was the only one in the bedroom.

Xu Zhi couldn't remember the last time he was so flustered. In short, he didn't even have time to put on his shoes, so he ran to the door with bare feet and opened it, and bumped into Zhou Mu who was about to enter.

Zhou Mu held the water in one hand, and quickly wrapped his arms around his waist with the other, and the two hugged each other unsteadily.

"What are you running for?" Zhou Mu stood firm, but did not let go of his hand, still hugging Xu Zhi.

His shoulders are very broad, and it is easy to hug Xu Zhi, Xu Zhi feels that his whole body is wrapped in this warm temperature.

Xu Zhi didn't break away either, he grabbed Zhou Mu's clothes with his hands underneath, stared at the long hair on the carpet, and said softly, "What did you do?"

Before today, Xu Zhi was used to shouting and shouting at Zhou Mu, often ordering and questioning him.

But he said these words very unconfidently, his voice was very small and extremely soft.

Just like he acted like a baby to Wen Shuyao in order to cheat and not pay Zhou Mu's medical bills, with a nasal sound, but not as domineering as when he acted like a baby to Wen Shuyao.

Zhou Mu let go of his arms around his waist, supported his shoulders and pushed him back, his eyes moved on his face, Xu Zhi lowered his head a little, just not looking at Zhou Mu.

Zhou Mu laughed softly, moved his hand to the back of his neck and pinched it, shook the water glass in his hand slightly, "Pour water for you."

The lighting in the living room is much brighter than that in the bedroom, so there is a less obvious dividing line near the bedroom door, as if two forces are suppressing each other.

Xu Zhi would always have such strange thoughts that are not in touch with others, so he stared blankly for a while, and after unilaterally judging that the lighting in the living room was successful, he looked away.

"Xu Zhi?" Zhou Mu realized Xu Zhi's absence and asked him, "What are you thinking?"

"Who said we need to drink water?" Xu Zhi said stiffly, as if he didn't hear, and ignored Zhou Mu's question.

"No one said," Zhou Mu was still rubbing the back of Xu Zhi's neck with his hand, "I guessed it myself."

Zhou Mu's hand was very hot, and placing it on the back of Xu Zhi's neck made Xu Zhi feel like a hare being picked up by its ears.

Xu Zhi raised his head and looked at Zhou Mu uncomfortably.

He believes that Zhou Mu's expression must be very different from the past, for example, a little reluctant, even bored.

But the result was that Zhou Mu's mouth was slightly raised, and he was looking at him showing off, as if asking if I guessed right.

Xu Zhi was stunned, he couldn't figure out why Zhou Mu had such an expression, but he found that the shallow dimple on Zhou Mu's face appeared again.

So I started to get a little nervous again.

"Then let me take a sip." Xu Zhi said reluctantly, but his action was almost eager to snatch the cup from Zhou Mu's hand, and quickly drank half of it.

The water temperature is just right, and it should be brought in after it has been mixed.

After he handed the cup back, Zhou Mu put his shoulders on his shoulders and led him to the bed.

"Take the medicine first," Zhou Mu opened his palm, revealing a few pills in his palm, "After taking the medicine, eat."

Xu Zhi stared at the few medicines, and asked Zhou Mu in a broken jar, "You know what kind of medicine it is."

"Well, I know." Zhou Mu said flatly.

Xu Zhi took the medicine from Zhou Mu's hand somewhat resignedly, but he didn't want to put it in his mouth anyway.

"What's wrong?" Zhou Mu asked.

Xu Zhi thought of a sentence Wen Shuyao once said to him.

"Patients may have a certain sense of shame about the use of psychotropic drugs during treatment, resulting in a decline in drug compliance and resistance."

Wen Shuyao said so.

"...It's okay." Xu Zhi said, reached out to take the cup in Zhou Mu's hand, and swallowed it down.

Zhou Mu asked Xu Zhiban to lie back on the bed, rubbed his stomach lightly, and asked him, "Are you hungry?".

Xu Zhi shook his head slightly.

He looked down at Zhou Mu's hand on his stomach, his vision began to blur, and after a while, hot and dense tears fell on the back of Zhou Mu's hand.

Zhou Mu sighed and asked him, "Then do you want to sleep for a while?"

Xu Zhi turned his head, glanced at Zhou Mu out of the corner of his eye, and asked him, "Is there anything you want to tell me?"

Zhou Mu also wrapped his other hand around Xu Zhi's waist, and hugged Xu Zhi with a little force, "No."

"Liar." Xu Zhi stopped looking at him, and stared at the bright and dazzling lights outside the window.

The building he lives in is close to the road, so when the windows are open, he can hear the sound of vehicles passing by, and sometimes drunk people who come home late shout loudly.

But today the windows are closed, so it's quiet inside.

Zhou Mu leaned forward, put his chin on Xu Zhi's shoulder and said to Xu Zhi affectionately, "Why did you lie to me?"

"You know," Xu Zhi said bluntly, "I'm mentally ill, my temper is capricious, and I'm going to collapse all the time."

"So?" Zhou Mu asked.

Xu Zhi turned his head, trying to find any evidence of lying on Zhou Mu's face, but Zhou Mu looked at Xu Zhi very frankly, calmly, as if Xu Zhi said something similar to today's weather is really nice .

"So no one would want to live with a mentally ill person," Xu Zhi said.

"Did you forget?" Zhou Mu smiled lightly, and put his forehead together with Xu Zhi, "I am a special life form created by you."

"But..." Xu Zhi's words were interrupted by Zhou Mu.

Zhou Mu said, "Xu Zhi, I can't live without you."

Xu Zhi, I cannot live without you.

Zhou Mu said this sentence many times, with a serious tone, a joking tone, and a tone that made Xu Zhi happy, but no time could make Xu Zhi more excited than this time.

Although the window was not opened, Xu Zhi felt that the air around him was no longer as stagnant as it was at the beginning, and was accelerating at a very slow frequency. The air flow slowly gathered into a tornado, wrapping Xu Zhi's heart and floating upwards.

Xu Zhi was in a daze, his mind went blank, and he could only think of a name.

"Zhou Mu." Xu Zhi called him softly.

"Huh?" Zhou Mu responded, looking at Xu Zhi with gentle eyes.

Xu Zhi didn't know why he called Zhou Mu, he just called out subconsciously.

For the first time, he felt that Zhou Mu's name was so nice, and even saying it once was like a blurted love story, which made his heart feel hot uncontrollably.

The sound of the air conditioner running made the two people look at each other very ambiguously and harmoniously.

So Xu Zhi began to speak without thinking.

"If you can't do without me so much," Xu Zhi said, "do you want to be my boyfriend?"

Xu Zhi's voice was not loud, but it was enough for Zhou Mu to hear.

But he backed down less than a second after asking the question, so he immediately said, "It's okay!"

Xu Zhi felt that his heart was beating rapidly, and Zhou Mu would soon notice the loud heartbeat, so he rushed forward to kiss Zhou Mu in a panic, trying to make Zhou Mu ignore what he had said.

Zhou Mu seemed to be ready a long time ago, he put one hand around Xu Zhi's back, and put the other hand on Xu Zhi's chin, but he just refused to kiss him.

"Okay." Zhou Mu said.

Xu Zhi was taken aback, and asked, "What?"

Zhou Mu looked at Xu Zhi and said seriously, "Okay, Xu Zhi, we are together."

Then they kiss.

Amidst Xu Zhi's unsteady panting, Zhou Mu thought of a small incident a long time ago.

They were only one year apart, and they were originally at the same level, but Xu Zhi was diagnosed with delusional disorder when he was 16 years old, and he became his junior student after a year off from school.

At that time Wen Shuyao was studying abroad, and when he learned that Xu Zhi was admitted to Zhou Mu's university, he asked Zhou Mu to take care of Xu Zhi.

But Zhou Mu took care of Xu Zhi so well that when Wen Shuyao learned that the two were living together, he became very angry. He asked Zhou Mu with a livid face why he took care of Xu Zhi on the bed.

Zhou Mu thought to himself, what else could be the reason, it was just a long-planned plan.

At that time, Xu Zhi had been tutored by a private tutor in order to consolidate his treatment, while Zhou Mu followed his parents to another city after he was in his third year of high school. Therefore, although they were in the same high school, they only met once at Wen Shuyao's house.

Before he transferred to another school, he tried to establish a relationship with Xu Zhi through Wen Shuyao, but because Xu Zhi was very resistant to making friends, Zhou Mu was also afraid of frightening Xu Zhi by expressing his intentions too early, so he had to hide his heartbeat for the time being.

Of course, it was just concealed from Xu Zhi. In fact, Wen Shuyao saw it when Zhou Mu met Xu Zhi for the first time.

But Xu Zhi didn't know it, so when confronted with Wen Shuyao's questioning, he acted like a baby with Wen Shuyao on the phone after more than eight hours of time difference.

Later, this phone call was always defined by Wen Shuyao as Xu Zhi showing off.

At that time Xu Zhi said to Wen Shuyao softly and very irritatingly, "What are you doing, don't scare my boyfriend."

At that time, they had just been together, and Zhou Mu's status in Xu Zhi's place had just changed from a senior to a boyfriend.

And now that they are together again, Zhou Mu's identity has changed from the hero in Xu Zhi's novel to her boyfriend.

From Xu Zhi's 19 to 26 years old, Zhou Mu was Xu Zhi's boyfriend for 8 years.

But Zhou Mu liked Xu Zhi for more than 8 years. He liked Xu Zhi when he opened the balcony door on the second floor of Wen Shuyao's house.

When that creative kid raised his eyes to Zhou Mu, Zhou Mu had made a reservation for Xu Zhi's next life.