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Xu Zhi had a lunch break at 12 o'clock, and family members were not allowed to visit during the lunch break, so Zhou Mu left without staying for long.

The next day Zhou Mu asked about something in Ji Peiqing's office, Wen Shuyao came first and brought him something.

"Xiaozhi." Wen Shuyao was carrying a bag, not knowing what it contained, and waved at him when he came out.

Xu Zhi walked over slowly, looking at him with an unreasonable expression on his face.

"It scared my brother Zhou." Xu Zhi sat on the bench, accused Wen Shuyao of not being a doctor, and scolded him why he didn't say it earlier.

In fact, why Wen Shuyao didn't say anything, both of them knew very well.

"Yes, I have no conscience." Wen Shuyao replied twice, and gave him the things in his hand.

Xu Zhi took it and opened it, and saw that it was a seedling that was not too short.

"What is it?" Xu Zhi took the flower pot and turned it around twice, but couldn't figure out what kind it was.

"Lv Zhi," Wen Shuyao smiled, "Your brother asked me to bring it to you."

He had only been in the hospital for more than half a month, but when he heard his brother again, he felt as if he had been in another world.

Xu Zhi opened his mouth, wanting to ask his family why no one came to see him when the family knew he was in the hospital, but in the end he didn't ask.

"It's a good mood to put it by the window." Wen Shuyao didn't know if he saw Xu Zhi's tangled expression. He didn't say much, but said, "Yang Yang planted many trees, and this one survived."

Xu Zhi thought of Xu Yang's naive and timid look, and his heart moved slightly. He put the green plants back into the bag and accepted them awkwardly.

The two sat and talked for a few minutes, then saw Ji Peiqing bringing Zhou Mu over, Xu Zhi smiled, and poked Wen Shuyao with his arm, "Your senior brother is here."

Wen Shuyao nodded and stood up, "I see, I have something to do in the hospital, so let's go first."

After speaking, he greeted Zhou Mu from afar, but Ji Peiqing ignored him, turned around and left.

Seeing Ji Peiqing, Xu Zhi's face darkened, and he went to find Zhou Mu with the flowerpot in his arms, Ji Peiqing turned his head and chased Wen Shuyao away.

Zhou Mu raised his eyebrows, "Shu Yao and Dr. Ji?"

Xu Zhi nodded, and smiled briskly, "Shu Yao said that Dr. Ji is his regular friend."

Zhou Mu didn't ask much, and led Xu Zhi around the yard.

There are many trees planted in the yard, and the crowns of the trees are very dense, only sporadic fragments of light leaked out, hitting Xu Zhi's rather pale face.

Due to the effect of the medicine, Xu Zhi's whole body became rounder. Although he was still very thin, his complexion looked much better.

Xu Zhi probably slept well last night, but he was still wearing the uniform of the hospital, walking backwards unsteadily.

Professional hospitals and outpatient treatment are indeed different. Xu Zhi stayed in the hospital for more than half a month, and his mental state was obviously much better.

Although he could calmly talk about his illness with Zhou Mu before, it was not as easy as it is now.

Xu Zhi raised his head and looked at Zhou Mu, without stopping, and said to Zhou Mu, "After I'm discharged from the hospital, should I find another job?"

Zhou Mu was afraid that he would fall, so he grabbed the hem of his clothes and asked him, "Do you want to work?"

"Think about it," Xu Zhi thought for a while, and then said with some distress, "But in my situation, I may not be able to do it for long."

Xu Zhi used to work in a good software company, but after this illness, Zhou Mu helped him type out his resignation application, so he is now a real vagrant.

"Not necessarily," Zhou Mu said, "Dr. Ji said that after being discharged from the hospital, there is a high probability that there will be no recurrence in a short time."

But in fact, mental illness is difficult to cure completely. Ji Peiqing said very rigorously, a high probability does not mean no probability, and a short period of time does not mean forever.

After a few seconds of silence between the two, Zhou Mu shook the corner of Xu Zhi's clothes and said to him, "Actually, you can try."

Xu Zhi looked down at Zhou Mu's hand pulling his clothes, curled his lips, and said arrogantly to Zhou Mu, "Forget it, you can support me."

After he finished speaking, he stopped leaving and waited for Zhou Mu to approach.

"Well," Zhou Mu took a step closer to Xu Zhi obediently, and agreed to him indulgently, "I will support you."

"What?" Xu Zhi suddenly became unreasonable again, his eyes sparkled, and the corners of his mouth curled up to settle the old score with Zhou Mu, "You still owe me more than 5 yuan, don't you remember?"

Zhou Mu smiled lightly, stretched out his hand to embrace Xu Zhi, squeezed Xu Zhi's waist twice, "Do you know how much you spent in the hospital this time?"

"How much?" Xu Zhi asked.

"A lot," Zhou Mu looked down at him, and said seriously, "too much to change the name of the holder on your bank card."

"Ah," Xu Zhi whispered exaggeratedly, looking distressed, "There are so many."

Zhou Mu nodded and hummed.

"Then let's do this." Xu Zhi stood on tiptoe, approached Zhou Mu's ear, and proposed his own debt repayment plan in a very soft voice.

Xu Zhi said, "Brother Zhou, I don't have any money, so meat can do it."

"Yes." Zhou Mu said quickly.

Xu Zhi prefers oatmeal porridge for the past two days. Zhou Mu would bring a large bucket of oatmeal porridge to Ji Peiqing when he came every day. When it was lunch time, Zhou Mu warmed up the porridge and ate with Xu Zhi.

Zhou Mu listened to what Xu Zhi said in the morning, but Xu Zhi's situation obviously couldn't really allow him to find a job by himself, and they were unwilling to conceal his illness from the employer.

Fortunately, Zhou Mu has accumulated a lot of contacts over the years, and has many friends from all walks of life. It is still possible to help his boyfriend find a job.

Xu Zhi didn't feel ashamed to go through the back door, so he readily accepted Zhou Mu's proposal, and before sending Zhou Mu away, he said that he wanted a few programming books next time.

After Zhou Mu consulted Ji Peiqing, he helped him choose some popular related books and brought them to him.

However, due to excessive force, he bought almost all the relevant books on the market, dozens of books that were so thick that they could kill people, and Xu Zhi didn't read them until he was about to be discharged from the hospital.

In mid-August, when Xu Zhi's study plan was halfway through, he accidentally glanced outside one day and found that the green plants on the window sill that he had ignored intentionally or unintentionally were blooming.

It's a sunflower.

Small yellow flowers the size of a palm bloom warmly and brilliantly at Xu Zhi's window, standing vigorously in the grid-shaped sunshine through the protective window.

Xu Zhi walked over uncontrollably, staring at the stubborn flower in bewilderment.

The garden that hadn't been razed that year was filled with a corner of the glorious years. Xu Zhi, a teenager, lay down by the window every day to watch.

At that time, he was lonely and perverse, and he always refused to admit his yearning for many things easily.

The sunflower's disk always follows the sun, and its personality is straightforward and frank. Xu Zhi's secret jealousy and envy are all expressed through that sunflower.

He had heard that there was a variety called Sunny Bright that grew widely in California.

Later, after he moved out of the house, he would go to the flower fields when he had something to go home, and he would bring a bunch of them with him when he left.

Later, when Xu Yang was 8 years old, small red spots suddenly appeared on his body, and it was found that he was allergic to pollen. The flower field, including the corner of the sunflower, was flattened.

On the day the construction started, Xu Yang once called him and said a lot of words intermittently, but the only thing Xu Zhi remembered was a sobbing sorry.

Xu Zhi said that it was not your fault, but he was blaming something in his heart, but after years of being forgotten and abandoned, he didn't know who to blame.

Those flowers facing the sun seemed to be some kind of shady announcement, kept for so many years because of Xu Zhi's preference, and because Xu Yang disappeared in an instant.

Although neither of them made a sound.

Because none of them can be the master.

But many years after Xu Zhi left home, more than a year after the flower field was razed, and Xu Yang failed many times in planting, this sunflower was sent to Xu Zhi's ward in two cities.

Xu Zhi thought of 18-year-old Wen Shuyao again.

That year it was clearly agreed for 10 minutes, but Wen Shuyao didn't come down.

Xu Zhi's despair, anger, sadness, fear, loss, and disappointment had not yet fermented, and Wen Shuyao soon came downstairs.

Wen Shuyao called Xu Zhi downstairs, calling him Xiao Zhi.

Xu Zhi pushed open the balcony door when he yelled for the third time.

It was very windy that day, and the flower beds were still there. Wen Shuyao rode that mountain bike that Xu Zhi had never seen before, with his long legs propped on the ground, looking up and smiling beautifully.

It was a solid looking red and black car, but it had no rear seats.

Wen Shuyao straddled his long legs, and patted the front beam angrily, "Xiaozhi, hurry up!"

The reason why he went to Wen Shuyao, which he didn't remember in his dream that day, became clear at this moment. He didn't forget it, but deliberately didn't remember it.

It was his birthday that day, his parents took his younger brother out, the house was huge, and no one was willing to talk to him.

According to Wen Shuyao, he bought that mountain bike through untold hardships by taking advantage of his poor contacts among high school students who were not yet organized.

It was placed in front of Wen Shuyao's house, waiting for Xu Zhi to claim it.

But Xu Zhi's self-esteem was troubled, and his inferiority complex was overwhelming. Even when he went to Wen Shuyao's house, he never said a word.

The sunflower petals on the window sill hadn't fully unfolded, and the bicycle was still stored in Wen Shuyao's place because he couldn't learn it on purpose.

Although some things he wanted came a little later, they were given to him without any delay.

Xu Zhi squinted his eyes and looked out the window. Xiao Cheng's toon sapling had also grown very tall. He wondered if it had anything to do with Xiao Cheng talking to it every day.

Xu Zhi thought, the sun is very bright today.

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