Actor finds true love after breaking up with soulmate

"You look tired."

After the two of them were silent in front of the fountain for a long time, Sheng Lanshan finally couldn't help but open his mouth. In fact, he wanted to explain his hair color, but it was a pity that he was afraid of making Xie Yu unhappy, so he could only rack his brains. A topic that doesn't seem so embarrassing:

"Is filming hard? It feels like you haven't had a good rest for a long time."

Of course Xie Yu was exhausted. He only finished his last scene of the day near noon. In order to attend the evening banquet on time, he ran to the airport before he even had time to eat. Bring gifts to the Sheng family.According to Fang Mingzhe, even Xie Yu has never been so tired of shooting three sets of magazine covers in one day.

Not to mention that he had been a little too excited after accepting the invitation, and the shooting task was heavy, so naturally he couldn't take a good rest.

Xie Yu didn't ask how Sheng Lanshan noticed it. Although his disguise was so perfect that even his parents could cover it up, this guy seemed to have a radar-like intuition about himself.

When he was a student, even if Xie Yu could go to school in good spirits after playing games all night, he would be caught by Sheng Lanshan who was staring at him, and he would raise his hands in surrender under the aggrieved eyes, coaxing the other party to promise never Don't do it again.

Whether it will happen again is another story, of course.

Because Sheng Lanshan still didn't apologize, Xie Yu just responded with a condescending "Yes", even though he knew that he probably left him because he didn't like his soul mate, but it's not like he didn't feel good about his soul mate in the past five years. audio excuse.If he didn't apologize or explain, Xie Yu would never take care of Sheng's decline, let alone pamper him like before.

——Let this ungrateful little white-eyed wolf be taught a lesson of disrespecting his brother!

But Sheng Lanshan obviously didn't understand the awkwardness in this soft hum, and she didn't expect that Xie Yu kept holding it just because he wanted to hear an apology, instead of becoming unfamiliar with herself.He panicked to the point where only the unreliable "stunning" plan was left in his blank mind, so he subconsciously said:

"I, I am now the lead singer of one of the hottest bands in America...!"

After thinking about it, Sheng Lanshan added the word "one", after all, he didn't want to lie in front of Xie Yu again:

"Now I like music, I can write songs, arrange music, play many kinds of musical instruments, and actively communicate with people, I will fight back when I am bullied, I will be firm in my own opinion, and I will express my thoughts... …I also made friends! Band members and company colleagues, and some people I met at work, I, I..."

Of course, Xie Yu knew what Sheng Lanshan was talking about. Those were the directions that he had encouraged him to work hard for, and he hoped that he would become what he would eventually be.It's a pity that these visions never came true when the two got along. I didn't expect that once he left himself, he would immediately become independent and mature.

So what did he want to do by saying these things as soon as we met?Want to prove that you can live well without yourself, no, you can live better?

Xie Yu found that he couldn't understand Sheng Lanshan's thoughts for the first time, and he couldn't help but feel a little sour, and it got worse.

Only Xie Yu was the only one in Sheng Lanshan's world before, which made the latter feel touched and distressed, but more helpless, after all, he would always have his own life and start his own family. How embarrassing and helpless will it even appear in front of the child?

So Xie Yu always wanted Sheng Lanshan to find a life other than his own, but he didn't expect that he would be so lost when he did find it.

Is this the mentality of a lonely old father?

Xie Yu suddenly felt that the positioning of Sheng Lanshan's brother might be a bit wrong all along - he is not a big brother who accepts a younger brother, he raised a cub for himself at a young age!

Sheng Lanshan over there was still talking. He tried his best to list out the best things he thought he could show Xie Yu these years, but he didn't get even a single appreciative look.He looked at Xie Yu at a loss, and a flushed self was reflected in his deep, emotionless eyes. Sheng Lanshan suddenly had a flash of inspiration and said:

"I, I have grown taller! I have also become more beautiful!"

What?

Xie Yu was a little uncertain what this meant, after all, it was nonsense in his eyes: the first time he saw Sheng Lanshan, he wondered in his heart if he had met an angel who came to play in the world.The little guy who suppressed the cry stared at a pair of round eyes full of tears, and crashed into Xiao Xie Yu's heart like a deer in the forest whose cheeks were wet with dew, making the fairy tale protagonist in his memory disappear forever. With the real shape.

——Yes, we are talking about Cinderella and the little match girl, otherwise which prince would be so pitiful.

"I no longer have baby fat on my face, let alone a student look. I have been exercising hard for the past five years, and I have maintained my abdominal muscles. I am now a very mature and mature man..."

The way Sheng Lanshan said these words was so serious that Xie Yu was speechless, but unfortunately the latter didn't understand at all that the former was trying to show that he had become an adult, not the minor who had nothing to do before.

He always felt that Xie Yu didn't want to touch his boyfriend because he was afraid that his soul mate would mind in the future, but even so, it was too strange not to kiss and hug him, and Sheng Lanshan was too shy to ask for it. .

It wasn't until later that he learned from Lu Xiuren that Xie Yu's reluctance to have a further intimate relationship with him was probably because Sheng Lanshan looked too young, and doing anything to him would easily cause a sense of guilt.That's why Sheng Lanshan worked hard to grow taller and worked hard to make herself look more mature, even though Xie Yu was no longer around him.

But Xie Yu, who had never thought about that, naturally couldn't understand the point of these words. Sheng Lanshan's inexplicable ramblings seemed to him like a demonstration of returning home, which made him irritable and uneasy.

I obviously just want an apology, or even just an explanation, why is it so difficult?

No matter how good his temper was when he faced Sheng Lanshan, he couldn't bear it anymore, not to mention that Xie Yu was a very self-centered young master.

These five years have worn down almost all of Xie Yu's patience, and it has become more of a knot in his heart than being betrayed by his soul mate.After realizing that Sheng Lanshan didn't have any intention to mention it, Xie Yu asked straight-forward, with a bit of questioning coldness in his tone unconsciously:

"Don't you want to explain?"

"What?" Sheng Lanshan was frightened by Xie Yu's suddenly downcast face.

"You blocked me without saying a word, and you flew away to the United States for five years, and now you want to pretend that nothing happened when you come back? You should at least tell me what I did wrong to be reduced to this treatment?"

Xie Yu felt that he had never been so humble in his life. How could a victim beg someone to apologize?

Sheng Lanshan's eyes widened in shock - what do you mean by keeping silent?He obviously called!

What is wrong?Although he never blamed Xie Yu, how could he be so confident?Does he really feel that even if he is abandoned without warning, he can continue to follow behind him like a normal person, watching his sacred love praised by the world?

Even Chen Sangruo at least got the breakup statement!

"You clearly know why..."

His voice was small.

Sheng Lanshan doesn't want to quarrel with Xie Yu, even if he is not wrong, because he doesn't want to make the person he loves sad.

Even if he himself is very sad.

Sheng Lanshan's eyes were red, which made Xie Yu turn his head away irritably, he hated the little guy crying the most, it would cause dense pain in his heart, as if everything could become unhealthy in front of his tears Important, you can even let go of all principles to make him happy.

And Sheng Lanshan also knows this very well. He doesn't want to embarrass Xie Yu, so he seldom cries in front of the other party, but now he can't help the wetness in the corner of his eyes no matter what, because he is the greatest happiness and the strongest in his life. All the pain came from Xie Yu.

——"Just because of a soul mate?"

——"Of course it's because of the soul mate!"

Although he had already guessed the answer, Xie Yu still couldn't accept it, especially Sheng Lanshan's unapologetic appearance.That's right, he knew that because of his parents, Sheng Lanshan had a great sense of rejection towards the doomed, but he had clearly seen how happy his parents were as soul mates, and he knew his longing for a shared soul.

Xie Yu spoiled Sheng Lanshan as his biological younger brother for ten years, and gave him all the happiness he could think of, but the company of these ten years could not let his prejudice open even a small gap, making himself a special case?

He didn't even expect to get Sheng Lanshan's blessing, and he had made up his mind that he would never bring Chen Sangruo in front of him. Xie Yu just hoped that Sheng Lanshan could accept this matter slowly, instead of suddenly disappearing for five full years!

Has he ever thought about how worried he has been in the past five years?Ever wonder how terrified you were when you found out he was gone?

No one knows that every year on Sheng Lanshan's birthday, Xie Yu will still secretly call him, but every time he only hears AI's ruthless and cold busy tone.

Xie Yu never dared to recall his 20th birthday, not because he was drugged secretly by a stranger, not because he suddenly had an extra soul mate who had a one-night stand, or because he was dragged away by a trafficker-like director while walking in a daze The audition was not because all my friends refused to accept my lover who fell from the sky, nor was it because my parents didn't agree with my choice for the first time and worried about him.

It was because when his first reaction after waking up was to call Sheng Lanshan to explain the situation, he was ruthlessly hung up.

It was because when he couldn't find the prisoner and wanted to get comfort, he even made several phone calls but no one answered.

It was because he rushed to Sheng's house when he was afraid that Sheng Lanshan would be too angry and something would happen, only to learn that he had left the country.

It was because the phone calls he made at the airport when he was trying to save his most important younger brother only had a blocked busy tone.

That was the biggest nightmare in Xie Yu's life, far better than receiving cheating photos from his soul mate.Because he entrusted too many emotions other than love and possessed too many memories other than lingering in Sheng Lanshan, which was far more important than the soul, so when he was let down, he suffered thousands of blows. Thousands of blows.

Xie Yu looked down at the creator of the nightmare, Sheng Lanshan's round eyes were full of tears, but also burning with anger, writing how unreasonable he was, he suddenly felt far more exhausted than when he broke up with his soul mate, so he I chose to turn around and leave.

But Xie Yu didn't hear to persuade him to stay.

Obviously, as long as he is persuaded to stay, he will definitely respond.

But before Xie Yu took a few steps, he heard the sound of water splashing.