What should I do if my deskmate is too clingy?

On the first day of the new year, when Nan Jia wakes up, the first person she sees is Yu Xinan.

The girl stood by the bed, her eyes were gentle, she smiled and called her to get up, and said something in her mouth, "You can't sleep late on the first day of the new year, or you will be stuck in bed this year."

Nan Jia opened her sleepy eyes, looked at the man who was talking with his mouth open, and his heart was full of joy and happiness.

She hooked her lips and smiled softly, "Yu Xinan, Happy New Year!"

The line she wanted to say was spoken first, and Yu Xinan was obviously stunned for two seconds before replying, "Happy New Year!"

After exchanging blessings to each other, the drowsiness that was left behind slowly dissipated.

Nan Jia lifted the quilt and sat up on the bed, seeing the girl in the plush bunny pajamas in front of her, her thoughts suddenly moved, she opened her hands to Yu Xinan and said, "Come here, give me a hug."

I don't know when it started, Nanjia always liked to hug her when she slept at night, Yu Xinan was shy at first, but gradually got used to it.

Nan Jia said she wanted to hug him, but she didn't think much of it at the moment, and obediently bent over and hugged him.

Nanjia likes the faint milky smell on the other person's body, and also loves the soft and warm touch. When hugging someone, it seems that even her whole heart is filled.

"I'm going out today."

Yu Xinan was taken aback when she heard the words, Nan Jia hadn't told her about it before.

She asked anxiously, "Where are you going? I'll go with you...is that okay?"

Hearing this, Nanjia chuckled softly, and her body trembled slightly.

In fact, she was about to ask Yu Xinan if she wanted to go with her, but the other party's performance was clearly more eager than herself.

Yu Xinan who couldn't see her expression didn't understand, so, "Nan Jia?"

"Yes." Restraining the joy in his heart for a while, Nanjia agreed, "Okay."

Get up and change clothes, discuss with several adults in the family after breakfast, after some bargaining, the two are finally let out.

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Nan Jia didn't say where she was going, and Yu Xinan didn't ask either. They just focused on falling behind her, obediently following her like a little tail.Nan Jia felt that if she was a bad person, the other party would have been sold somewhere.

When buying flowers in the flower shop, Nan Jia thought about it and said, "Today is my mother's death day."

Nan Jia seldom mentioned the situation in her family, so although Yu Xinan knew that the other party's family relationship was not satisfactory, she didn't know what was going on inside.Suddenly hearing such a big event, she didn't have time to react, she stopped and froze on the spot, her hands froze in mid-air, she opened her mouth and wanted to say something comforting but didn't know what to say for a long time.

"That, you..."

It seemed that it was inappropriate to say anything, whether it was comfort or anything else, it seemed too powerless. It was the first time that Yu Xinan hated her bad words so much.

Nan Jia turned her head to look at the other party's tangled and hesitant expression, understood what she was thinking, and said calmly, "Don't worry, I'm not sad."

Her tone and expression were extremely calm, as if this was a very common thing, and Yu Xinan could not find a trace of camouflage on her face.But she still took a step forward and held Nan Jia's hand, using actions instead of words to give him silent comfort and support.

Receiving the temperature from Yu Xinan's palm, Nan Jia smiled and pulled him to continue walking inside.

"When she left, I was probably less than four years old. Anyway, I was young at that time and couldn't remember things. After growing up, I gradually felt lighter, so I didn't feel very sad. At most, I had some regrets and emotions. Bar."

Nanjia stopped in front of a row of lilies while talking. She bent her body slightly and lowered her head to smell. The white buds exuded a faint fragrance, and there were still morning dewdrops on the petals, which set off the white jade-like flowers. Very delicate and charming.

"She loves lilies."

While talking, Nan Jia asked the boss to help her pack it, and then turned back to talk to Yu Xinan.

Maybe it was Yu Xinan's thoughtfulness, or maybe it was this special day that gave her the desire to talk, Nan Jia couldn't help but say more.

"I used to buy a bouquet of lilies with Nan Yongwang to see her on this day."

This day of every year is probably the most intimate moment between her and Nan Yongwang, and even the lily flower is what Nan Yongwang told her.

Nanjia shook the dewdrops on the flowers with her fingers, and the water droplets slid down the surface of the flowers, dripping and splashing on the ground.

"But since..." Nan Jiayin stopped talking, looked up at Yu Xinan as if suddenly remembering, and said, "By the way, I almost forgot to mention that Nan Yongwang is my father, but I have a normal relationship with him."

Generally speaking, Nan Jia didn't say anything about it, but Yu Xinan could probably feel it. She gently squeezed Nan Jia's hand to express her comfort.

But Nanjia didn't care, and continued, "It's okay, leave him alone, let me tell you about my mother. She is a very gentle person just like you, and you will know when you see her photo later..."

"it is good."

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Soon, the boss wrapped the flowers, and the two took a taxi to Nanjia's cemetery.

New Year's Day is not the time for grave-sweeping, so there are hardly any people in the cemetery.

Nan Jia and Yu Xinan climbed up the steps, passed through rows of tombstones, and came to Nan Jia's mother's grave.

Nan Jia put down the flowers and wiped the photos on the tombstone with her hands.

Or because someone takes care of it, the surrounding area is very clean, and there is not much dust on the photos.

Nanjia pulled Yu Xinan after wiping it twice and introduced it, "Mom, this is Xiaoyu. She is my good friend. I like her very much."

Hearing Nan Jia introduce her like this, Yu Xinan couldn't help jumping for joy, but after all, she was in front of her elders, so she was a little more nervous than others.

She straightened her chest, looked at the beautiful woman with gentle eyebrows in the photo and respectfully said, "Auntie, hello, my name is Yu Xinan. Don't worry, I will take good care of Nanjia."

"Yes, Xiaoyu took good care of me. You see, I have been fattened up by her." Nan Jia said, pointing to her cheek.

Compared with the beginning of school, her face does have a little more flesh, and the lines are a little softer than the previous skinny.

Yu Xinan glanced at it and said, "Not fat, but pretty."

She even felt that she should work harder.

"You think I look good even if I'm fat as a ball." Nan Jia joked.

Unexpectedly, Yu Xinan actually thought about it seriously, and then nodded and said, "I like everything about Nanjia."

Although Nanjia was quite happy to hear the other party say this, she still insisted, "That's not okay, I still prefer my current figure. But..."

She deliberately paused, looked at Yu Xinan a few times and said, "If it's Xiaoyu, I'll return the same to you. I like Xiaoyu no matter what."

Nanjia thought, it would be better to have more meat.

The flesh on Yu Xinan's body was soft, like cotton candy, and it felt particularly good when pinched. Nan Jia liked to pinch it twice when she was free.

The two of them talked back and forth, and the atmosphere was relaxed and harmonious.

Before leaving, Nanjia said silently to the woman in the photo, "Mom, this is the person I like. She is very cute and treats me very well. I am very happy with her. I like her very much. I believe you will like her too, right?"

After saying this, the two of them were about to go down the mountain. When they turned around, a gust of wind blew by, and the ribbons on the bouquet swayed, as if it was the woman's response after hearing Nan Jia's words.

Nan Jia looked back for the last time, feeling peaceful and stable.

She held Yu Xinan's hand and stuffed it into the pocket of her down jacket, and said as she slowly descended the steps, "Xiaoyu, thank you for coming with me today, I am very happy."

Yu Xinan said, "I am also very happy, thank you Nan Jia for trusting me so much."

On this day, she learned more about Nanjia and got closer to Nanjia's life.

If possible, she even wanted to monopolize this intimacy.

"Nanjia..." Stepping down the next step, Yu Xinan hesitated for a long time and finally asked, "I'll be with you from now on, okay?"

Nanjia paused when she heard the words, turned to look at the people around her and raised her eyebrows lightly, "You said that."

Seeing that Nan Jia did not object, Yu Xinan was overjoyed and nodded her head.

"En." While talking, he couldn't wait to raise his free other hand and said, "It's done, let's pull the hook."

Nan Jia stared at the hand in front of him and hesitated for a moment, such childish games are mostly unreliable, but if it was Yu Xinan, he would definitely do it.

But precisely because of this, Nanjia hesitated.

The girl in front of her probably didn't know what promise she had made, nor did she know Nan Jia's despicable thoughts.

She tried to use the other party's innocence and ignorance to lure people into the cage she made bit by bit, while the ignorant prey was still actively offering sacrifices.

"Xiaoyu, once you promise something, you won't have the chance to go back on it." Nan Jia clenched her fingers unconsciously, her eyes slightly serious, "Otherwise I'll be angry."

Her hand hurt a little from being pinched, but Yu Xinan didn't say a word.

She felt a trace of tension in Nan Jia's eyes, and seemed to be a little bit afraid. This kind of Nan Jia made her feel a little distressed.

Yu Xinan didn't want Nanjia to be sad, nor did she want Nanjia to be angry.

So she took the initiative to hold Nan Jia's right hand, hooked the other's little finger and said, "I won't go back on my word."

She stared intently at the joint fingers of the two, and said seriously, "Pull the hook, hang yourself, 100 years, no change. Seal."

When the thumbs were sticking together, Nan Jia stared down for a while and asked, "Little fish, do you know how long 100 years is?"

Yu Xinan hadn't spoken yet, Nan Jia had already continued on her own, "It's been a long time, after we graduate, university, until you work, get married...even after we die, it's not over yet. In this case, when you have The person I like must also leave the other party to be with me..."

Nan Jia stopped talking and looked up to observe the other party's reaction.

Yu Xinan's expression was firm, "Well, I'll be with Nan Jia. And the people I like are Nan Jia, her parents, and grandma."

Nanjia said helplessly, "I'm not talking about this kind of liking, but... Forget it, you don't understand either."

"I understand." Yu Xinan retorted.

She touched her heart, and obeyed her feelings, "Then I like Nanjia too."

Every time Nan Jia saw the other party's performance like this, she couldn't help being moved, and even wanted to use Yu Xinan's innocence countless times to deceive him.But no, she had to wait.

She sighed, patted Yu Xinan's head lovingly and said, "Okay, I get it, I like Xiaoyu too."

It was like this again, Yu Xinan couldn't help but shrugged her eyebrows, she was not a child, and what she said was true.Just when he wanted to continue explaining to the other party, he was interrupted by the person under the steps.