Goodbye Wing On

He had no choice but to walk with me under the scorching sun again, his fingers intertwined still dripping with sweat.

While waiting for the taxi, I smiled and said, "I don't want to be your friend with benefits."

He smiled.

I said, "You have no shortage of friends with benefits."

He didn't deny it.

Take a taxi to Xiaomanyao.

Go hang out together, I just want to stay in public so that he doesn't miss my body.

But the fact is like this, he weighed my body, I weighed his heart, neither got anything.

If you can't ask for it, you will have a little thought.

I only bet on this one.

It's not fair that I have read like a hanged ghost for so many years.

After getting off the bus, I waited beside him and watched him go to buy a ticket, and watched him ask the staff which door to enter and how to leave the elevator.

I was supposed to go there. I am from Cantonese and speak Cantonese, so it is easy to communicate.

But I just enjoy it.

Watching him from afar, running over and over for me.

Buy a good ticket and go in hand in hand, because it is a weekday and there are not too many people, so we are not so obtrusive.

Talk, look at the scenery.

I didn't take his photos, nor did I take my own. I took some high-level scenery with my mobile phone on the 108th floor.

Walking on the transparent glass with him hand in hand, thinking, if two people fall at the same time, it would not be a bad thing, it would be famous in the news, and it would be okay to die ugly.

I didn't say that, for fear of scaring him.

On the top floor, under the big sun, he took love to take a picture of me.

In fact, I don't want to take pictures of him, a person who wants to leave you alone and will not contact you for a year, what do you say you are in his heart.

Mosquito blood slapped on the wall.

I put on big sunglasses that covered half of my face to prevent my eyes from being in his picture. I was afraid that there would be too much stuff in my eyes.

He took a few photos of me, and when he came down, he took a group photo of us facing the mirror-like shiny elevator door, a photo of us together in the mirror.

For so many years, the only photo we have taken together is the one in the mirror. The two of us stand together, and I still wear sunglasses, not in a very intimate pose.

I didn't shoot him.

I wish there was no trace of him in my life.But he has too many traces in my heart. I have cleaned it for many years and thought it was clean. Now he has come to draw a knife again.

Sitting on the stool on the 108th floor, leaning on his shoulder, holding hands, and settled down lazily, I almost fell asleep.Leaning on his soft shoulders, it feels so good, safe and stable, it seems like it will last forever.

He wouldn't let me fall asleep, he just tugged at my ears after a while, so it was just for a moment.

I don't know what he's thinking.Many times we did not speak.Each other is thinking about things, or not thinking.

Under the Ferris wheel, he took my hand, and I felt a little dizzy under the bright sun, "Let's go sit down together."

I shook my head, not afraid of heights, nor afraid, but, I don’t want to play all of them, just keep the same, let’s not play.

If you have regrets, you will have thoughts.

Down, a street is extremely empty, it is extremely difficult to take a taxi.Standing with him in the sun and waiting for the bus, we waited for a long time.He stood behind me considerately, blocking the sun for me by virtue of his height, well, the shadow of a fat man is bigger.

With a high temperature of more than [-] degrees, dense sweat oozes from his forehead. After all, northerners are not used to the weather in Guangdong.He roughly talked about the situation in recent years. He resigned from the director of Laoshizi long ago, took care of the family business, and occasionally went to Guangdong.

All these years, he was alone.

I laughed, "One person means countless people, the so-called groom every night."

He smiled indulgently.

Under the sun, he stretched his arms around my shoulders, turned his head and kissed my lips, the hot lips kissed me, I turned to avoid it, and only let him touch the water.

He turned his head away in embarrassment, and took out a cigarette to smoke.

After getting into the taxi, he said, "It's still early, let's go to the hotel to have a rest."

I shook my head and refused, and he suggested where to go, and I said no to them one by one.

enough.

If we get along more, and have been to even [-] places in Guangzhou together, so what.