Relying on love in the entertainment industry

Fang Nan didn't intend to keep the plan abandoned before it was made, so he said directly: "I have prepared three themes in total, except for 'King of Love', the other two are 'Four Seasons' and 'Metamorphosis'. The theme of 'Four Seasons' is mainly based on the chapters of spring, summer, autumn and winter, and some love songs representing first love, passionate love, lovesickness, and staying together are selected to form an album. Metamorphosis is based on the theme of growth. Your current age It happens to be when ordinary young people get in touch with the society. I think this theme is quite suitable for you, and it is also more healthy and uplifting and has an aftertaste. It happens that I have a few songs suitable for this theme, so I drew up such a theme.”

Hu Menghan seemed to be very interested in this aspect, and asked, "Including the song that I was asked to audition before?"

Fang Nan replied: "Yes, that is one of them."

Hu Menghan scraped his chin lightly with his knuckles, and suddenly showed a thoughtful look.

Fang Nan saw her thinking, but without thinking too much, he reorganized the previous record of Hu Menghan's answers.After sorting it out, he officially started to give Hu Menghan a private lesson for about two hours.During the two-hour class, Fang Nan played to Hu Menghan some classic songs he collected, including not only domestic and foreign songs, but also some languages ​​that Hu Menghan could not understand.

Even though Hu Menghan couldn't understand, Fang Nan didn't remove these songs from the list.On the contrary, his plan originally needed such a few songs that Hu Menghan couldn't understand for comparison.

He asked Hu Menghan to listen hard without understanding the lyrics at all, to understand the singer's emotions, the emotions expressed and the core of the song, and asked her to try to distinguish what the other party was singing in this situation.

After several attempts, Hu Menghan felt as if he had opened the door to a new world.

Fang Nan said: "It is said that music has no borders, but for most people, it has borders - the meaning of the song is that it uses lyrics to assist those who cannot understand the creator's intentions through the music itself. Only one person understands a melody. The song is both a bridge and a barrier. But there are always people who can lower the barrier and widen the bridge through the emotion that is injected into the song."

Then he took the version of the same song sung by different people to listen to and learn from Hu Menghan, and let her understand the difference between emotional injection and no emotional injection through practical examples.

After removing the lyrics, without the interference of the text itself, Hu Menghan seems to be able to receive the emotional changes inside.

So when the unfamiliar language gradually turns into a familiar language, Hu Menghan seems to be able to distinguish which songs are infused with emotion, which songs are not infused with emotion, and which songs are superficial. , Which songs are injected with emotion too deliberately and with too much force, so that people cannot resonate.

Fang Nan listed the contents of these songs, printed a copy, and asked Hu Menghan to take it home and ponder it slowly.

Afterwards, Hu Menghan really seriously pondered over the methods and skills of using emotions, and took the initiative to ask Fang Nan to hand in a few homework in the middle, and tried to show Fang Nan the results of the research. Every time, I tried my best to evaluate her learning achievements seriously and pertinently.

However, these songs are actually a bit too difficult for Hu Menghan, not only because of the vocal range and difficulty of singing, but also because of the themes expressed, whether it is a love song or other non-love lyrical songs, the themes expressed in it It is not something that Hu Menghan can deeply understand with his age standpoint.

Some feelings can resonate shallowly just by listening.But if you want to move others through singing, that level of feeling is far from enough.Without personal experience, the emotions shown will eventually appear pale and weak.

So in order to help Hu Menghan reduce the difficulty, Fang Nan specially selected some songs for her that have simple melodies and resonate more emotionally with her.For example, "Footprints of Time", which tells about the growth troubles of young people, and "Growth", which tells how a child abandoned by his father after his mother died grew up... and Hu Menghan did accept such songs relatively quickly, and his emotional integration was also easy. It's easier.

Although the two did not talk about family background, growth experience and other things, Fang Nan actually found out that Hu Menghan's previous answers to relationship problems did not have a high degree of trust in love and men. According to what she did not talk about Having had a personal experience of being in love, Fang Nan guessed that it should be a family relationship or a relationship where the relationship between the parents is not harmonious.

But he didn't say these guesses, nor did he confirm with Hu Menghan.For adults, sometimes such silence is necessary and considerate.

After choosing the right song, Hu Menghan's learning and comprehension process went much smoother.

The last time I contacted through the Internet, Hu Menghan still had many flaws when she sang these two songs, and her emotions were overexpressed, but even if she overexpressed, her emotions were very devoted and sincere when she sang.

The most rare thing is this dedication and true feelings.

So even though she still didn't sing very well, Fang Nan gave her a passing grade.

After getting along with him for a period of time, Hu Menghan also knew that she, a young producer and teacher, is very honest every time she speaks. She doesn't deliberately exaggerate and doesn't like to comfort others. She often says that one is one, and that one is two. Two, so I am quite happy about this passing score.

During the chat between the two, Hu Menghan couldn't help but asked about the previous song "The Most Fearful Growth", and asked, "Will that song become a candidate song for the new album?"

Fang Nan replied: "...This song is inconsistent with the proposition of 'Love is king'."

Which means it won't be on the album.

Hu Menghan fell into silence for a while.

After a long while, she finally said, "Mr. Fang, you should have other similar works, right? Will you write and compose for my album by then?"

Fang Nan replied: "If it is necessary - of course it also depends on President Yan's intentions."

Hu Menghan nodded, but did not pursue further.

As a result, a few days later, Fang Nan heard the news from the mouths of Wanzhong employees, saying that Hu Menghan had a dispute with his agent, which seemed to be quite serious, and after Hu Menghan and the other party went to Yan Li's office , when he came out, his expression was sullen, and his mood has not been very good for the next few days.

Fang Nan didn't know what was going on at first, but later learned from an insider that Hu Menghan actually went to his manager and asked Yan Li to negotiate with Yan Li to change the theme of this album.

Since there was no follow-up after this incident, it can be guessed that her negotiation must have failed.

This is also to be expected.Judging from the few brief encounters between Fang Nan and Yan Li, this is a relatively strong person who is used to acting arbitrarily.And Hu Menghan's character is relatively weak at first glance, and he is not the kind who is used to persuading others.

When these two people meet, even if Hu Menghan wants to stand up, even if it's just because of the inertia of the way they get along, it's impossible to successfully change Yan Li's mind immediately.

So even though Fang Nan heard the news, he didn't stop what he was doing, and he still did what he had to do.

The weather this morning was very good, the sun was gentle and bright, like a group of colorful butterflies flying in the air, reflected through the glass windows and the surface of various utensils, and occasionally captured by the corner of the eye.

Fang Nan decided to go out for a walk with his laptop and notes, and occasionally went to work outside to receive the baptism of the sun.

The scenery near Crescent Bay is very good, and there are many recreational facilities and welfare facilities.For example, after Fang Nan went downstairs, he walked across the street and walked across two streets to a large park with wide and well-equipped facilities. Next to the park was the city hospital.

When Fang Nan arrived at the park, he found an unused bench and sat down.Because of the sunlight, the computer screen was a little hard to see, but he didn't care. He just closed his handbag and put it in his bag, then plugged in the earphones of the music player and put the notes on the handbag on his lap. On the computer bag, listening to the music and watching the children playing in the distance began to smile and start a daze.

It wasn't the weekend, but there were quite a few fairly young children playing in the park.Fang Nan took a look and found that these children were still led and organized by adults, probably an outdoor activity organized by a nearby kindergarten.

He sat on the bench, listened to the music for a while, and felt that his mood had adjusted to the right state, so he turned off the player, turned on the computer, and began to use the simulated musical instrument software to play minor tunes aimlessly, looking for the feeling.

During this process, because the sun was too bright, he didn't look at the screen, but closed his eyes, enjoying the warm but not blazing sun, while using his ears to choose the dance steps of his fingers.

After playing like this for a while, when Fang Nan opened his eyes again, he saw two little Doudings who were not taller than his waist, biting their hands, standing in front of him blankly, looking up at him.

He was stunned for a moment, and stopped his finger movements, but the two children reached out and pulled his sleeves, begging: "Listen again——Uncle plays nicely..."

Fang Nan didn't expect to fiddle with the computer casually and attract two little fans to himself. He couldn't laugh or cry, so he asked the two children what they wanted to hear, but after the children talked for a long time, Fang Nan didn't understand what they were talking about. What was he talking about, after a moment of pondering at the end, he played two familiar nursery rhymes to the other party.

This made the two children very excited, and they chirped and asked Fang Nan to play again.Fang Nan played other nursery rhymes and ditties for them, until the teacher came and called them away one by one.

It was not only Fang Nan who was entangled by the child, but also the boy sitting on the lawn under a big tree opposite Fang Nan.The other party was wearing blue and white clothes, and had been drawing with a sketchbook before.There are more children gathered around him than Fang Nan's here, almost circling him.

When the preschool teacher used to capture the bear boy, it took a lot of effort, because the child stayed by the boy's side and refused to leave, saying that he wanted to watch his brother draw.

But this does not surprise Fang Nan, after all, such a young child must be more sensitive to color than music.In this regard, the children who came to listen to him play the piano before are probably born with a preference for music-even at this age, many children can already see the future direction of life.

Maybe they will not engage in related industries due to various social or family reasons when they grow up, but they must be able to enjoy and understand music better than others.This is the so-called "three-year-old sees big".

After all the children were taken away by the kindergarten teacher, Fang Nan didn't take his eyes off the other party, but couldn't help staring at it for a while longer.

Because there were no children around to cover him, Fang Nan finally discovered that the boy was not wearing a blue and white striped shirt, but a whole set of blue and white striped hospital clothes.

...he is a patient.

Because the city hospital is on the opposite side, Fang Nan is not surprised that the young man appears here.What he was concerned about was the young man with a smile on his face and a peaceful demeanor. He didn't look like a sick person, but he was in the hospital.

From this point of view, if the pain is not on the surface, Fang Nan can only guess that the other party's illness may be more troublesome than ordinary flu and cold.

The boy's appearance reminded him of when he was young.

White wards, white bedrooms, weak body and mind, lonely time... At that time, he was even shy to talk to strangers, and if someone smiled at him, he would be both nervous and happy.

It was a desire to be in touch with the outside world.In his heart, the outside world is beautiful because of the unknown, but also terrible because of the unknown.At that time, Fang Qingzhi was so innocent, he always thought that if someone was willing to smile at him, it must be with good intentions.

This is not the case.

The first person who entered his world planned it with his own hands. Fang Qingzhi's wonderful fantasies about this world and about strangers let him know the other side of the world and the other side of human nature.

That is deception, malice and hurt.

After the kindergarten teacher left with the children, the boy didn't sit in the park for long before he was found by a middle-aged woman who hurried over.

The middle-aged woman didn't know if it was the boy's mother or some other elder. The distance between them was a bit far away, so Fang Nan could hear their voices but couldn't understand the content of the conversation.He only saw the middle-aged woman angrily admonishing the young man, the young man listened, then his face darkened, showing an expression of displeasure, and he said something gloomy, but the woman heard him When he replied, his face suddenly froze, he stopped all the lessons, and no longer frowning, his expression and voice softened a lot in an instant, as if he began to say something to comfort the other party.

In the end, the boy left with the woman, but Fang Nan was immersed in the warmth of that scene and couldn't extricate himself for a long time.

Someone had been so gentle to him before.

He thought of his mother's deep love and meticulous care for him, his father's generous back and his tenacity to hold up a sky for him no matter what.

I used to feel that only the care of my parents was not enough, but I didn't know until the moment I lost it that no one in this world except them would love him so sincerely and without reservation.

Of course Chu Xiting didn't need to say much, but even if it was someone else, who would really never leave him?

He has written a lot of love songs, but deep down in his heart he does not believe in love just like Hu Menghan.After all, what they believe is a virtual, hypothetical relationship.

In that kind of love, there will be a person who will never leave them, and promise each other life and death.There will be someone who understands everything about them, tenderness and pain, wounds and longings, who can touch each other, heal and satisfy.

And such love cannot fall from the sky after all.

Fang Nan thought: Such feelings cannot be obtained through prayer.

The heroines in the story are always favored by the creators and have extraordinary good luck, so even if they do nothing, they can meet someone who treats her wholeheartedly and with all sincerity.

But that sort of thing actually only happens in stories.It does not appear in reality.

Someday the girls who read the stories will grow up and discover this fact.

Fang Nan's fingertips danced on the keyboard, and began to type a melody one after another.

He didn't know how many times he tapped and how many notes he recorded, but only when he woke up did he realize that he had fallen asleep leaning on the bench in the park, and he didn't know how long he had been asleep.

Fang Nan had a dream.

In the dream, he seems to have returned to his youth—at that time, he had parents who loved him deeply, and he had excellent musical talent, but he had no friends.Congenital heart disease prevented him from going to school, playing, and running like ordinary peers since he was a child, so the piano and violin became his closest playmates when he was a teenager.

At that time, he was fragile because of loneliness, and he always imagined that one day someone would suddenly appear in front of him—a superman, a fairy or an alien, and take him out of the ward and home like a glass prison. rescued.

But after waking up, Fang Nan felt even more lonely.

Because now he has understood what real loneliness is.That is living alone in this world, with no relatives, no reason, no father and no mother, the body is like a floating weed, and there is no one to rely on.

When he woke up, there was still a tear in the corner of his eye.

He didn't even know whether this tear fell when he fell asleep or when he woke up.Then Fang Nan realized that he had fallen asleep on the bench in the park.

He hurriedly checked his belongings, and was relieved to find that his handbag and wallet were still there.

Maybe it was because the park was open to the public, or maybe it was because he instinctively hugged his backpack and computer tightly when he fell asleep, but at this time his belongings still looked safe and sound.

Then Fang Nan checked the records in the notebook, mainly the melodies he wrote before falling asleep, and started to work again.

As a result, when he reacted again, the sky was already dark.

There was a figure standing in front of him, Fang Nan looked up and found that it was Jia Luo standing in front of him.The other party didn't know how to find here, and he was looking at him with a bad look.

Fang Nan was taken aback for a moment.

Gallo asked angrily, "What's the matter with you? You haven't even turned on your phone all day long?"

Fang Nan took out his mobile phone and looked at it, and found that the mobile phone had automatically shut down at some point.He was a little weak immediately, and said, "I'm sorry, I didn't realize it was turned off."

Fang Nan thought that Jia Luo would get angry, but Jia Luo stared at him for a while, but finally said nothing, but said in a somewhat blunt tone: "Go back."

Fang Nan was stunned for a moment.

However, he packed his things obediently and stood up.

Then Gallo glanced at him, and suddenly reached out and took off his coat to put on Fang Nan.

Fang Nan was startled by his behavior, but she reached out to stop him and asked, "What is this for?"

Gallo said: "The weather is a bit cold, you are not in good health, it is better to dress warmly."

Fang Nan paused for a moment, and then said: "...I am in good health, and it is not very cold now. You can just dress yourself."

Jia Luo said: "...I ran around a lot just now to find you, and I even sweated." He stretched out his hand and gently squeezed the back of Fang Nan's hand, and sure enough, his palm was wet with sweat.

Fang Nan hesitated for a few seconds, and finally put on Gallo's coat.

When she got home, Fang Nan was eager to revise the fragmentary paragraphs she had written before. After entering the door, she explained this to Jia Luo, and didn't gossip with him any more, and went straight into the study.

After entering the study, he smoothed out the continuation that was so complicated that he couldn't even relieve it, and concentrated on composing.

It's a night at the computer like this.

Perhaps it was because of sleeping on the bench in the park for too long during the day, Fang Nan was in good spirits all the time, so by the time he felt a little sleepy, it was almost dawn.In one night, he had already completed a piece of music, and even the lyrics had been matched.

The song is called "Princess Zhaoyang".

Although the title of the song is very ancient, in fact the song itself is a fast song with a very powerful rhythm, but there is a part of soothing melody mixed in the middle.

——Beautiful costumes are regarded as territory / high heels are weapons / I am the princess of my world / day and night / years live up to... who are you / want to break into my city / look into my eyes / pretend to be affectionate Not sincere enough...I want you to turn your head to me/I want you to bow down to me/It's just a kiss/I can't say you love deeply...

——I want you to turn your soul upside down to me/I want you to bow down to me...

After repeating the orgasm twice, it will turn into a soft lyrical tone, which is used to express the second layer of emotional transformation, and it is also the true display of the heroine's heart...

Compared with the passionate and haughty tone before, it will be transformed into a very soft and gentle tone here.

——[Hugs or kisses/the wind in front of your chest/smart promises/can’t prove that you love deeply/hugs or kisses/are not enough/how can I guarantee/you love me is a kind of sincerity]

——I want you to turn your soul to me/I want you to bow down to me/It’s just a kiss/It can’t be said that you love deeply...

When Fang Nan lay down, he was still thinking about how to revise the lyrics, but he had basically finalized the song.

In fact, this song is about him, Hu Menghan, and many other young men and women who have doubts and fears about love.

——I want you to turn your soul upside down to me, and want you to bow down to me.

Because apart from that, it is impossible to tell whether love is true enough.