Relying on love in the entertainment industry

After Gallo asked this sentence, he regretted it.

No matter what Fang Nan thinks, at least in Gallo's view, Chu Xiting probably has feelings for Fang Nan.He has more contact with Chu Xiting than Fang Nan, and knows a lot more about the other party's current situation.

Regardless of the reasons why the other party did those things in the first place, the other party should already have some regrets, which is completely certain.

So after asking this sentence, Jia Luo was somewhat annoyed why he had to speak for Chu Xiting.

Fang Nan's obsession with Chu Xiting was too deep, even though that obsession was hatred, it still made Gallo envious and jealous.And sometimes he can't help thinking that if Fang Nan treats him with such thoughts, even if he hates him but not loves him, he will feel a little proud and sweet.

But Fang Nan couldn't let Fang Nan know this idea.

After Jia Luo asked such a question, Fang Nan was silent for a while, then suddenly smiled gloomily, and said, "Even if he still has some feelings for me... can that feeling be compared to my original one? I can rely on this Can a little affection let him taste what I have tasted?"

Gallo was silent for a moment.

He wasn't Chu Xiting, how could he know how much affection Fang Nan still had?It's just worrying about the revival of Fang Nan's old relationship with the other party.

But Fang Nan said: "Gallo, there is an ancient poem called 'Holding the case with the eyebrows together, the mind is hard to flatten'. The three words 'It's hard to flatten' can best explain the aspirations of people throughout the ages."

"I'm also a mortal... so in this matter, I'm no different from most people. What I'm asking for is 'fairness'. But he also has the same feelings for me as I did for him six years ago... I'm not afraid to kill him once to see, as long as he can bear this level, no matter whether he succeeds or fails, I can settle both the grievances and grievances."

Gallo said: "Killing is a crime. If you want to kill Nolan, I can help you find a professional killer..."

Fang Nan interrupted him immediately, saying, "Gallo!"

Gallo paused.

Fang Nan said: "That's a list, a metaphor...a figure of speech. I'm not saying I'm going to murder anyone."

Gallo said, "But I think you mean it."

Fang Nan said: "I'm not joking... I'm serious about my feelings, but I don't mean that I really want to stab Chu Xiting to death with a knife... Do you understand? I just hope he will taste it." Taste the pain I've been through."

Gallo asked: "But don't you think it's too troublesome? Why do you care what he thinks? After all, even if he went through the same pain, Nolan, you won't get any benefit, let alone It’s hard to know how tortuous and difficult it is to do this.”

Fang Nan was stunned for a while after hearing this, and then said: "...I will be happy in my heart."

Fang Nan's obsession with Chu Xiting made Jia Luo feel uneasy.He vaguely felt that Fang Nan's feelings for Chu Xiting were not as simple as he said.Perhaps hate is true, but such hate, even if it is love, there is nothing wrong with it.

After Gallo left, Fang Nan thought for a long time alone.

Gallo asked him: What if Chu Xiting didn't have no feelings for him?

This assumption made Fang Nan feel ups and downs, and felt that a new world had opened up.It's not that there is any repetition of thoughts, but that Gallo's assumption made Fang Nan have many different thoughts in an instant.

It's not that he didn't think about going to hook up with Chu Xiting himself after he came back, and then return to the other party the means that the other party used on him.

After all, finding someone to take revenge is not as exciting and exciting as taking revenge with your own hands.Just thinking about it, Fang Nan felt goosebumps all over his body.

...The reason why I didn't do this is probably because I didn't have confidence if I had to say it.

That's right, Fang Nan has no confidence.

He was born handsome and talented, and he had many suitors and admirers.Even if he changed his appearance and returned to China for more than half a year, most of the people he knew admired or admired him, but Fang Nan had no confidence in interpersonal communication, especially love.

He spent the first ten years of his life in the hospital, and spent most of his study time on tutoring. Even when he went to school, he came and went in a hurry, and he hardly had any contact with his peers.But the first love fell on Chu Xiting again, and it didn't end well.This made Fang Nan a bit secretive about love, and it was inevitable that he was restrained and lacked confidence in his actions in this regard.

In essence, he didn't feel that he had the ability to make Chu Xiting fall in love with him.Even for Gallo's overtures, Fang Nan is more vigilant than ambiguous or embarrassing... because he can't help turning it into causal interests or conspiracy theories.

Because of this kind of thinking, Fang Nan has always turned a blind eye to Chu Xiting's obvious flattery and attention.

And when Gallo asked this question, Fang Nan could no longer evade this question.He had to admit... During the production process of the album, Chu Xiting appeared too frequently, and the two people's eyes contacted more than single digits, which could no longer be explained by coincidence.

But... Fang Nan still couldn't believe that Chu Xiting's interesting behavior towards him at that time was really too incredible.He was nervous, and he doubted whether the other party recognized his identity, trying to figure out a way to design him again.

But if this is not the case, could it be that Chu Xiting is particularly mean and thinks that people who treat him badly are the most attractive.

Fang Nan leaned on the sofa, covered her eyes with her hands, and thought, stop joking.

Afterwards the composition continued.

Fang Nan is a bit crazy when he works, almost from the time he wakes up in the morning to when he falls asleep at night, he is always thinking about composing and arranging music.Of course, his work rhythm is not tense, it can even be said to be soothing.

In the morning, he takes his notebook and goes for a walk in a nearby park.Fang Nan likes the park in the early morning. He likes to find a corner with a certain distance from the crowd, and then listen to the music, adjust the rhythm and melody, and watch the crowd making noise and performances from a distance. screen.

On weekends, he also likes to go to the cinema and take the city tour bus. Most of the time he goes alone, and only occasionally calls him when Gallo complains.

Because it was a festival, the train was not full, and even some carriages were still empty.

Fang Nan likes to carry a handful of candies in his pocket almost all the time. Of course, he doesn’t eat much himself, but when he meets children, he can’t help but take out a few to seduce them.Perhaps because of his pure temperament, almost no parents are wary of him, and they let him use candies to trick children into calling him brother.

Gallo felt that he seemed to like children very much. Every time he got along with children, his eyes were so gentle that they could melt away.

Gallo said, "I've never seen you so... approachable before."

He was talking about when he was in SN.

After listening, Fang Nan was silent for a while, then raised her head, smiled and said to Gallo: "Children are different from adults. I am not a very smart person... Although I have been working hard all these years Learning social rules, learning the ways of the world, but I still can't learn it very well. When I was in school, I didn't pretend to be cold on purpose...but I was afraid of making mistakes."

"Sometimes I may not understand what I said, what I did, who I provoked to bear grudges and upset. In addition, who really wants to make friends with me, and who wants to get something from me... I can't tell the difference And it is too tiring to think carefully about this kind of thing every day, so I simply treat them equally and don't spend time on it."

Gallo asked, "Me too?"

Fang Nan was silent for a while, hesitating for a long time.

Gallo suddenly felt a little angry.

After a while, Fang Nan finally said, "I know Gallo, you like my music very much... and you really care about my thoughts—like a friend."

His answer was cautious and slow, and he looked at Jia Luo with some cautious probing and questioning, which immediately made Jia Luo vent his anger.

Then it was Monday again, and Gallo finally started recording the first track on his album.

This is an inspirational song "Possibility".

Fast-tempo light rock, with a little bit of rap, but it's not serious, at least it doesn't affect the overall feeling.

When Chu Xiting entered, Fang Nan rarely stared at him, but gave him a meaningful look, and asked the staff to pass him a headset.

Instead, Gallo on the other side of the glass saw his appearance and grinned at him.

After the recording started, Chu Xiting was stunned when he heard the melody.

The style of this melody and arrangement is really Fang Qingzhi's style.

Generally speaking, the style of a song will bear the imprint of the composer.This is not obvious in Fang Nan, because he is a composer who involves a wide range of song types and genres, and has profound attainments in various musical fields.

But even so, there are always individual song types, Fang Nan will have some of his own arrangement habits and structural preferences.

Gallo's voice quality is very good, and his singing skills are also superb, so Fang Nan, uncharacteristically, no longer strengthened the melody itself, but made a big effort in the arrangement, showing off his skills, but also leaving a lot of room for Gallo himself to show off his singing skills. room.

And the technique he used in it is similar to the technique Fang Qingzhi used in a certain piece of Chu Xiting's debut album - after the gorgeous and ethereal orchestral climax, it suddenly fell to almost Wu's music is accompanied by a low-pitched, magnetic but full-bodied singing that is similar to whispering in the ear, which is simply the ultimate auditory enjoyment.

It's just that the requirements for singing skills are also extremely high.

I remember that Fang Qingzhi also used a similar method when Chu Xiting made his debut.Although the melody and style are completely different, the technique and purpose of use are exactly the same.

Chu Xiting couldn't help looking at Fang Nan again.

Does he also like this method, or is it really Fang Qingzhi?

But when Chu Xiting cast his gaze, Fang Nan felt it, and turned his head to meet his gaze.

According to the usual practice, Fang Nan should have frowned after this eye contact, and looked back impatiently.But this day seemed to be a little different from usual. After Fang Nan and Chu Xiting met their eyes, they suddenly turned to him and showed a not-so-obvious smile.

Chu Xiting was stunned for a moment.

But then Fang Nan withdrew his gaze and continued to be busy, so Chu Xiting didn't have a chance to confirm whether the other party really smiled at him.

For a moment he couldn't figure out if he was hallucinating.

After several days with such doubts, although Chu Xiting still often appeared in front of Fang Nan, he never had a chance to confirm whether Fang Nan's attitude towards him had changed.

A few days later, Gallo went back this morning because an overseas package arrived, and the other staff also took time to do some business. Only Fang Nan silently listened to and adjusted the previous recording in the recording studio. The recording result gave Chu Xiting a chance to be alone.

After everyone left, he entered the house and closed the door.

Fang Nan raised his head when he heard the door closing, just in time to see Chu Xiting coming in.

Chu Xiting called out: "Mr. Fang."

Fang Nan listened, although his expression was a bit cold, he still smiled and replied, "Mr. Chu."

However, Chu Xiting approached the console, took a look at an extra score that was left aside, and then selected a section and hummed softly.

The title song of Gallo's album is currently set as "Rose Shackles", which is also the name of the album as expected.What Chu Xiting is currently holding is the score of this song.

——Let me not go back/I am obsessed with the beauty of a flower/Knowing that it will wither/After spring is over/Leaving only a broken heart...The sin I committed that night/It is the sweet rouge at the corner of your mouth...Thousands of butterflies are flying/You My hair is jet-black/It turns gray in a blink of an eye/I am intoxicated with love/I have no regrets in my life...

Fang Nan was startled suddenly, and then froze for a while.

But I heard Chu Xiting continue to sing: "...you are the wine glass I drink / you are the door I locked / you are the sin that I can't remember and can't forget after I leave / I will go through this hundred years of reincarnation for you / Use your life to repent..."

His voice is very different from Gallo's, it sounds deeper and sharper, and it is an extremely powerful and beautiful voice.As a king-level singer known as the God of Songs, Chu Xiting's singing voice has its own uniqueness, otherwise Fang Qingzhi would not have been so obsessed with him back then, and he wanted to compose lyrics and music for him and make him famous both at home and abroad.

Even if it is a cappella, the singing voice flowing from Chu Xiting's mouth is still beautiful and touching.

However, that voice was not the most touching.

What really touched people was when Chu Xiting began to sing, the emotion that seemed to be suppressed and sad but extremely pious flowed out along with the lyrics.

He is different from Gallo, he has been famous for many years and his popularity is in the precipitation period, and he can be said to be at the peak of his skills.

In this case, as long as he wants, he can sing a song to the fullest.The affection and tenderness in it are difficult for Gallo's age and experience to express.

I haven't seen each other for many years, even though Fang Nan has always heard some news from China, and knows that Chu Xiting's singing skills and momentum are becoming more and more sophisticated, but he is not as deep as he realized when they met face to face.After all, he is also a musician himself, and he knows that the singing voices on CDs and audios sound clear and ethereal, but in fact they have been modified and adjusted.At this time, Chu Xiting was standing beside him, seemingly carelessly singing such a new song, but the transition between the lyrics, harmonious and smooth, not to mention, just the emotional devotion when humming, makes people feel I couldn't help but be moved by the singing, and fell into a subtle state of resonance.

But Chu Xiting chose such a song, such a lyric.

So Fang Nan froze on the chair for a while, unable to react accordingly.

Although Chu Xiting was humming with the music score without accompaniment, and occasionally stopped for a second or two because he was not familiar with the score and lyrics, his attitude was not perfunctory, and he could almost be called emotionally invested.

That gave Fang Nan an illusion for a moment, as if Chu Xiting was actually using the lyrics...to tell him something.

Fang Nan was silent for a long time, but finally he sighed in his heart.

After many years of separation, Chu Xiting finally made him admire him again.

When Chu Xiting had almost memorized the score and lyrics, and sang the whole song smoothly from beginning to end, Fang Nan stretched out his hand and clapped rhythmically a few times.

Fang Nan's voice was soft when he spoke, and his voice was a youthful voice that was a little clearer than his actual age. In theory, he didn't have much momentum.It's just that maybe because he has experienced a lot, when facing Chu Xiting, the calmness and flatness in his tone made him very imposing.

The corners of his mouth curled slightly, but his eyes couldn't tell whether he was smiling or not, and said, "Mr. Chu is worthy of being a leading singer in the country. This song is really good... I wonder when the next album is going to be released?"

Chu Xiting smiled and replied: "It's been more than half a year since the last album, and I would like to start preparing for the new album earlier, but I haven't got all the tracks yet..."

With Chu Xiting's current status, he naturally wouldn't fill the album with some fake songs.Not to mention that he no longer makes a living from singing, and releasing albums is just to maintain his popularity, so naturally he will not just make up for it.

Fang Nan was thinking about it, but Chu Xiting suddenly looked at him and asked, "If I say, I want to ask Mr. Fang to be my producer for my next album... I don't know if you will be my producer, Mr. Fang." Are you interested?"

Fang Nan was startled when he heard this, and then looked at Chu Xiting with a suspicious expression, and said, "Mr. Chu is joking. I know that with Mr. Chu's current status, there must be a dedicated team. And Chu In short, if you want to release a new album, it would be much more convenient for you to be the producer yourself, so why bother to find someone else to guide you?"

Although Fang Nan would not admit it, in fact he has followed a lot of information about Chu Xiting over the years, so he also knows that since several years ago, he produced and released all the albums by himself, and did not hire a special Producer.

This is also a relatively popular form of album production in China - well-known singers themselves act as songwriters and producers.The more influential singers are, the more they like to do this.It is not just a consideration of personal will or freedom, but also for the purpose of maximizing the distribution of benefits.

And Chu Xiting's reputation was already big enough, and he didn't need any well-known producers or songwriters to add icing on the cake.Although Chu Xiting's own creative ability is relatively average, the title song of each album must not be original by himself, but the songs invited to well-known songwriters accounted for the majority, occasionally mixed with songs from the company's internal captivity or external submissions …But it’s still different than hiring an outside producer.

That's why Fang Nan was surprised by the other party's proposal.

Chu Xiting said: "Of course, my proposal is a bit abrupt, and there are no specific plans and arrangements for the album at the moment. It sounds like a joke. But I am sincere... I hope Mr. Fang will think about it."

Fang Nan was silent for a long time, then suddenly laughed, and said: "Then give me a few days. I'll think about it when I go back. If Mr. Chu's proposal is serious, you might as well give me some general direction and specific time. Budget and conditions... I also have several work arrangements on hand, whether we can cooperate or not depends on the reservation."

When Chu Xiting heard that he didn't directly refuse, he felt a little happy in his heart.In fact, Fang Nan's attitude has changed significantly compared to the previous period. Compared with the previous nose is not a nose and eyes are not eyes, Fang Nan's attitude at this time can be called warm and friendly.

But no matter what the reason is, at least Chu Xiting is happy to see such a change.

He even wanted to take advantage of the victory and invite Fang Nan to have a meal with him.

The Chinese restaurant was originally in the company, so Fang Nan hesitated for a while, then agreed with a smile.Chu Xiting didn't know what was going on in Fang Nan's heart, and maybe he didn't care - for him, no matter what the reason was for the other party's change of attitude, he only needed to know that Fang Nan didn't resist interacting with him now.

Jia Luo only found out about Fang Nan's dinner with Chu Xiting later.In addition to being surprised by this, he was also a little uncomfortable, so he tentatively asked Fang Nan: "Why did you suddenly eat with him?"

Fang Nan replied: "Do you want me to put on a face and say no?"

Gallo heard that his tone was wrong, but explained: "I didn't mean that..."

"And." But Fang Nan continued, "I think what you said before was good."

Gallo: "!!!???"

He was thinking which one Fang Nan was talking about.

"No matter what Chu Xiting's attitude was before, he seems to be quite interested in me now." Fang Nan leaned her head on the back of the chair and said in a calm tone, "Since you can't do anything about him, then I Come and try."

The author has something to say: I really have a big brain behind the plot.For me, it doesn't really matter what the final ending is, the focus is on the cause and effect of love and hatred that I want to show in the process.

I personally don't want to change the attack. If I really want to change, I'm afraid I have to write a second part (this thing is impossible).After all, so far, the whole story is about Fang Qingzhi and Chu Xiting. I hope to describe these two people completely and tell the story completely.I don't have to bring the two together, but I must open Fang Nan's heart knot and let Chu Xiting understand the meaning of what he has done (although I have written that he regrets it, but this It doesn't mean he knows exactly where he went wrong.)

In this story, I magnified some things (carrying private goods is simply instinct), because the data is not good. When cutting the outline, only the stalk of the abuse of Chu Xiting was not cut at all, and there are probably five or six key abuses. Myocardial infarction, and a decisive physical abuse.From the beginning to the end of the article, I basically rely on the songs to get the questions. I think everyone may have discovered it to a certain extent... Someone asked me before why I wrote Hu Menghan and Yang Ziyun because I was using them. Some questions... The relationship between Hu Menghan and Yang Ziyun mirrors Fang Qingzhi and Chu Xiting, as does the song.

——Who taught her to make up / Who taught her to pretend / Armed her face / Facing the storm of growth / Abandoning all kindness / Learning to lie with jealousy / Most afraid of growing up / Slowly becoming worldly and absurd / The bravery of loving someone / Who remembers what it looks like...

——Who taught her makeup/Who taught her to pretend/Paint her appearance carefully/Cover up her naive past/Give up credulity and stubbornness/Learn to compromise and pretend/The most feared growth/Slowly become sophisticated and absurd/Innocent dream/Finally forget it all...

——……I only know the time when I was young/going away in a hurry/the most extravagant wish/just want to never forget my original intention...

What they have in common is that the latter kills the former's kindness and sincerity with full malice. The difference lies in the degree of difference, but the meaning is the same.In a broad sense, this song is about the struggles of many people when they first came into contact with society. On the other hand, with Yang Ziyun's attitude, it represents the so-called "reasons" that the so-called "mature adults" instill in newcomers in society.I have been educated in this way, and I have been brooding about it for many years, so I wrote this paragraph.Of course, in my personal situation, the other party is my elder, and he spoke with good intentions, but the concept conveyed made me feel very chilled and wanted to refute.In addition, there are also meanings here that "things are different and people are different", and "the human face does not know where to go, but the peach blossoms still smile at the spring breeze".

One thing Chu Xiting couldn't realize right now was that Fang Nan was not Fang Qingzhi.They can be said to be the same person, but they are completely different.If someone has heard a song, it is Xu Liang's self-indulgent "Bad Girl" (in fact, the few songs he has heard are quite cheap, especially the song "Bad Girl", which is not malicious), it may be more easy to understand.

Regardless of BE or not in the end, Chu Xiting has already lost Fang Qingzhi, and this will not change.