don't get close

After putting Rui Jie to sleep, I went back to the room, only to find that guy Kang Mingyu lying on my bed in a boxer underwear, with one arm dragging his face and looking at him with a smile on his face.

"You must want to throw my luggage outside now and tell me you want to stay here and live in the living room, right? But I have never slept on the sofa. I think if I don't get enough rest, I may sleepwalk. It's nothing to go to this room, if you accidentally walk into Rui Jie's room..."

"Enough, you are shameless, you sleep here, I sleep in the living room."

I've seen shameless people before, but I've never seen such shameless ones. His performance at night made me think he was a good man, but now it seems that I'm blind.

For Rui Jie's personal safety, I had no choice but to give up my beloved big bed. I will spend the night in the living room today, and I will try to drive him away tomorrow.

"But no one is sleeping next to me, I will still sleepwalk, if at night..."

"Stop, I'm laying the floor in the room." I gritted my back molars word by word, and said angrily at him.

Enough is really enough, he actually threatened me with Ruijie over and over again.If it wasn't because Rui Jie is my weakness now, I would have punched him in the face and knocked out his front teeth.

It's just that when I agreed, I saw the corners of Kang Mingyu's mouth raised. That weird smile made me feel dangerous. He must have a conspiracy.

For my personal safety, I don't plan to go to sleep anymore, I'm playing games with my mobile phone, and if he does something strange, I can still deal with it, otherwise, if he moves while I'm asleep, I'll be at a big loss.

"Stop playing, it's bad for your eyes, and I can't sleep when it's bright."

"I'm below, you're above, this little brightness won't affect you."

I knew he had a conspiracy, so I can't help it!It's only half an hour.

Sure enough, in less than 2 minutes, Kang Mingyu got off the bed in a daring manner, and lay directly on top of me, looking at each other, but I fell into a trap instantly. I thought I would yell at him, and then I punched him twice, turned around and left like before. , but this time, I didn't.

Those eyes, the expression on that face, can't be described in words. All I know is that I can't refuse the appearance of this person at this moment. Just looking at it like this already makes me suffocate, and I can't find any reason.

He took advantage of the opportunity to turn off the mobile phone in my hand, then leaned his head on my shoulder, breathed out hot air on my neck, and whispered in my ear, "Don't worry, I won't do anything to you, I will I just want you to accompany me quietly, just accompany me."

I froze in place, he got down from me and hugged me tightly, just hugged me without any movement, it was the warmest embrace I have ever stayed in, I enjoyed the sense of security he brought me, Obsessed with the temperature in my arms.

The most solid night in a long time, because of this person beside me.

Don't think I'm disgusting, and don't think that my previous reactions were just lust, and don't think that I'm a guy who doesn't want to change, but those were my true inner thoughts that night.

If possible, I hope that time will stop and make this moment last longer, because I know that when the sun rises, I will no longer be able to enjoy this embrace, and even find a way to let the person who brings me warmth beside me, leave.

When I opened my eyes, I was lying on the bed, and the alarm clock next to me showed that the time was 9:30. This was my first lie-in in the past three months. It was really not easy!

I even wondered if everything that happened yesterday was just a dream. It wasn't until Kang Mingyu opened the door and walked to the bed with porridge that I realized that I was thinking too much.

"Drink it, you didn't eat much last night, it's not suitable to eat too greasy food in the morning." Kang Mingyu said while blowing on the porridge in the spoon.

"I'll do it myself." I took the porridge bowl from him.

I have to admit that he treats me really well and takes care of me like a warm man.I also admit that just last night my heart changed drastically, because of him, because this person in front of me made me fall and fascinated me, even if I just looked at him like this, I felt hot all over.

But the more this is the case, the more I can't get close to him. I am a man, and I remind myself countless times in my heart to wrap up all my feelings for Kang Mingyu.

But what I didn't expect was that the tighter it was wrapped, the more thoroughly suppressed it was, the more thoroughly it would be released when it broke through the cage. I was afraid that one day I would be completely released from the bottom of my heart. At that time, I It is no longer me.

I don't want to be a person who is desperate for love, because my psychological quality is not strong enough, because I can't get rid of the world, because I am a layman.

"I'll go out and find you a place in a while, and I'll help you see what kind of job is suitable for you." I said while drinking porridge, I didn't even dare to look into Kang Mingyu's eyes, I was afraid, I was afraid that I would lose the last sliver of sanity .

"Don't you think it's dangerous for Rui Jie to be by your side like this? Her intelligence is limited, and you are running around for your livelihood every day. It's very dangerous for her to be alone at home."

Kang Mingyu didn't seem to pay attention to my words at all. Instead, he brought the topic to a problem that I've been thinking about for a while but never resolved.

"It's my business, I'll take care of it myself."

"I called Dean Tang, and she will come to pick up Rui Jie this afternoon."

"Who gave you the right to make your own decisions? Why do you interfere with my life?"

"Your life is destined to be interfered by me, because you are the first person to break into my life, now is not the time for you to lose your temper here, Ruijie needs someone to take care of you 24 hours a day, you can't do it at all, you now His actions are making fun of Ruijie's safety."

What he said made me silent. He was right. Rui Jie needs professional care. Being with me will not do her any good. In fact, I had long thought of sending Rui Jie back, but I was afraid of hurting Rui Jie. So it has never been implemented.

In fact, he just helped me do what I always wanted to do, but I never did it, but I still felt uncomfortable.

"Where's Ruijie?"

I realized a question, such a loud argument, will Rui Jie hear it?

Maybe Kang Mingyu and I realized the same problem, we almost rushed out of the room, but there was no sign of Rui Jie in the room.

I went up and punched Kang Mingyu, "If anything happens to Ruijie, I will kill you." After I finished speaking, I rushed out of the house like crazy.

I ran wildly on the street, and I would step forward to ask if I didn’t see a passerby. I was like a lunatic, yelling aimlessly on the street, calling Ruijie’s name. She is still a child, and she doesn’t understand anything ..

What if you meet a bad guy?

I don't know how long I've been looking for this aimlessly, how many conditions I have run, I can't make a sound in my voice, and I have no strength in my legs, but I still persist.

"Ruijie.."