don't get close

Time flies, time flies, it may not be appropriate to say this.

Time flies, but the person in my heart has never faded out of my sight. I always collect news about him inadvertently, intentionally or unintentionally. In the past two years, countless women of all kinds have appeared around him, and I also Good news came out frequently, but they were all rejected in the end. The business genius who used to have zero scandals has long since ceased to exist.

In the past two years, Qiu Qi has gradually been recognized from the unknown little model who went abroad, and her career is slowly getting on the right track. With the company along the way, we have become each other's most important friends, so when she In this foreign country, when I needed to find my own love and blossom and bear fruit, I was so excited that I couldn't speak.

I am very grateful for her trust in me back then, and I am also very grateful for her care for me over the years, so when she and Mike entered the marriage hall, I was relieved. I have witnessed her hardships, and I am also witnessing her Happiness.

The moment they exchanged rings, I was left in tears.

"Believeme, I will try my best to treat Qiu Qi." (Trust me, I will treat Qiu Qi well.) Mike walked up to me and patted my shoulder, probably to comfort me!

"If you dare to bullyher, I must not lightraoyou." (If you dare to bully her, I will not spare you lightly.) I smiled and punched Mike.

He deliberately put on a painful expression, then laughed and said in his extremely substandard British Chinese, "Wo Baozheng."

I guarantee this will make the wedding-goers roar with laughter.

Mike has a good personality and a sunny personality. Although he is five years older than Qiu Qi, his handsome face does not show any age difference at all. He let me see the childhood persistence of the most desirable girl in country Y, his state, It really cannot be described simply as a stalker.

"Chu, I love you my best friend, thank you for your company form any years." (I love you my best friend, thank you for your company over the years.) Qiu Qi gave me a warm hug.

"There is no need for these between us."

Yes, it took us two years to get to know each other and get to know each other well. Time has not washed away our friendship, and setbacks have not separated us from each other. Especially after Qiu Qi became famous, she still retained her former principles and persistence. , really rare.

After the wedding, Qiu Qi went on a romantic honeymoon, and David, Mike's manager and personal assistant, and I chose to stay at the house in order to create more time for the newlyweds.

"Chu, don't you have a girl you like?"

David, who was sitting quietly in the living room watching TV, saw me coming out of the kitchen with coffee, turned around and lay on the back of the sofa, and said tentatively.

"No, I'm not interested in women." I said with a smile.

That's right, I just can't get interested in women right now, otherwise, how could I have been safe and sound since I got along with Qiu Qi day and night?What's more, there are not many beautiful women like Qiu Qi.

"Aren't you gay?" He immediately put his hands on his chest and said, "Don't worry, our country does not discriminate against homosexuals."

I just smiled and said, "I'm not interested in men either."

"Oh, mygod! Why?" He looked at me puzzled.

"There is no reason, you can regard me as a loveless person, or simply be sexual and indifferent." I asked jokingly, "I have known you for a long time, and there are so many beautiful women around you, and I have never seen you Are you serious about having a girlfriend?"

"There is no beautiful woman named Ruyun by my side, if you don't dislike the two of us, how about making it together?"

"No, I don't have that hobby."

"You really break my heart."

I just smiled helplessly.

David pretended to be sad for less than five seconds, and began to watch his football game with great interest. I was sitting next to him, reading the newspaper while drinking coffee leisurely, saying that 80.00% of men like to watch football games, I guess I'm that 20.00%.

In fact, I didn't have the habit of reading newspapers before, until one day I found that I could read information about him in newspapers, which prompted me to gradually develop such a habit, because I was looking for traces of him every day, and then Keep it firmly in my heart, maybe this is the only way to fill the invisible black hole deep in my heart.

In the past two years, his business is still booming. Every time he attends important occasions, his female companions are changed. There are countless women of all kinds, including aristocrats, models, and movie stars. Foreign media call him a 'playboy'.

Until today, when I opened the newspaper again, the headline on the front page was impressively stating the news of his engagement, and his engagement partner was Meng Ruohua, the only daughter of the Meng Group, who was also of mixed race. Most importantly, the person in the photo was exactly The object of Kang Mingyu's kiss.

My heart really hurts. It seems that I was right to choose to leave. They are indeed together.

"Chu, what's wrong with you?"

Maybe it was my emotional fluctuations that caught David's attention!he asked with concern.

"It's okay, there's sand in my eyes." I replied with a wry smile.

"No, no, no, you must believe. Hand I take good care of you, be sure to tell me if you have any difficulties." (No, no, you must be lying. Mike asked me to take good care of you, if you have any difficulties, be sure to tell me.)

I didn't make a sound, just stared at the newspaper in a daze, why after so many years, he already belonged, but I still can't let go, I don't think there is much unforgettable relationship between us, why I just can't forget him?Why?

"Are you for him, or for her?" David asked me, pointing to the two people in the newspaper.

"Not for anyone."

Is it for anyone... I thought that after leaving there and saying goodbye to the past, I would gain a new life. In fact, I was wrong. The more I want to forget, the more clearly I remember it.

The love that I thought was not strong enough became stronger and stronger with the passage of time and the precipitation of the years, but for me, time did not change me, but changed me. Although I left, my heart is still Never left that person.

This is why I am sad now.

Because of love, because of too much love... there is a price to pay.