don't get close

When my eyes were still on Kang Mingyu who walked in, Chi Wenhang flew to his dear wife Yunjin with a nervous look on his face.

"How many times have I told you, don't come to this kind of place, you are pregnant." Chi Wenhang said nervously.

"Can you stop being so neurotic? Are you happy only when the whole world knows about you? It's just pregnancy, don't always make a fuss." Yun Jin was still the same as before, always showing no mercy to Chi Wenhang.

"Then I don't, I don't care about you!" Xiang Chi Wenhang is a strict wife. During his wife's pregnancy, he basically has no status and no dignity. Alas, he has no backbone at all.

"Don't you have something to ask him? Why don't you say it." Qiu Qi gave me a look.

I looked at Kang Mingyu embarrassedly, lowered my head and asked, "Are you okay?"

"What can he do? He can't die if he hits the bulletproof vest." Before Kang Mingyu could speak, Chi Wenhang choked on me first.

It can be said that Chi Wenhang and I are natural enemies, because of Yun Jin's relationship, he has already disliked me anyway, and because of me, his best buddy has been injured repeatedly, otherwise I would probably behave more violently than him .

"Ouch." Chi Wenhang yelled.It turned out that Yun Jin was twisting Chi Wenhang's ears in front of everyone, and Yun Jin smiled and said to everyone, "You guys are chatting, I have to take care of our family's big flight."

Yunjin's hands never left Chi Wenhang's ears. Seeing that the pair of live treasures were still the same as two years ago, I couldn't help laughing.

"Wewentoutfirst." (We also went out first.) Mike raised his eyebrows at me, then the couple smiled and looked at each other, Qiu Qi waved at me meaningfully, and the two went out.

Seeing that everyone had gone out, Rui Jie trotted and went out together.

There were only Kang Mingyu and I left in the room, and the atmosphere was too quiet. Half a minute later, he moved from the bed to the side of the bed, sat down, and I lowered my head, deliberately not looking into his eyes.

"How have you been all these years?" I asked quietly.

"Very good, I go to the newspaper every day, you should be able to read it." He replied casually.

I was at a loss for words, not knowing what to say next.

In fact, time can change many things. We have had different changes in the past two years. He has his life, and I have my habits. It can be said that we have never had a break-in period, but his efforts are constantly hitting mine. In my heart, I have to love and care about this man.

Sometimes I wonder, is this really love?If giving is love, are there too many people with homosexuality?I'm thinking, and I have to think, because it's a serious question.

"Actually, someday you don't have to..."

Before I could finish speaking, he interrupted me.

"I know what you want to say. In fact, time can really change a lot of things. After you left, I tried to associate with some people who were not interested in me, and tried to fall in love with another person, but no matter what time it appeared in my heart The person I love is always you. Time has not made my feelings for you fade away, but deepened.

I really don't have to go to save you, but I can't convince myself. "There was a touch of sadness in his words.

"How much do you really know about me? Do you know what kind of person I am? Don't jump to conclusions too early. Maybe it was a mistake from the beginning. I don't want you to regret it in the future." I looked up at him and said every word seriously Said.

He fell silent.The reason for the silence should be that he doesn't understand me. It's true that from the beginning of our acquaintance, we know very little about each other. He may really fall in love with me at first sight, so he can be desperate, but I can't, I don't want the future One day we hated each other.

"My dad was a gambler. When I was 15 years old, he sold me and used the money from selling me to buy drugs. He died of an overdose, and then I was sent to an orphanage. I was a living An unblessed person in a dark corner, so every time you meet me, either I am hospitalized or you are injured. An unfortunate person like me, do you think you will be happy with me? The answer is no, so Let's not continue to entangle like this any longer, let me go, and let yourself go too!"

This is the first time I tell Kang Mingyu about myself, I hope he can understand that I tell him this, not to let him understand me, but to let him leave, no matter how deep the love is, don't be fooled by this This love blinds the eyes.

We all need to calm down with each other and take a serious look at the road ahead. It is not a spring full of flowers, but a ground full of thorns.

"Do you still love me?" After a long silence, he suddenly asked.

I froze for a moment, "Love." Said in a hoarse voice, choked with sobs.

"Marry me. I am willing to exchange all my luck for your misfortune. I am willing to give you happiness for the rest of my life. I can't imagine what my world will become if I lose you again."

He cried……

I've known him for so long, it's the first time I saw him shed manly tears, for me.

"Being with me, the price you have to pay is too high. Can you really bear it? We may not be blessed, and may even be misunderstood by the outside world. Your career may be frustrated because of this, and your family. Knowing that we are together, there will be no children, have you really thought through all this?"

When he said to me, "Let's get married", all my defenses collapsed in an instant, and only the little bit of reason left told me not to fall easily, not only for me, but also for him.

"If I didn't think clearly, would I sit here and tell you this? You should know that I have already passed the age of impulsiveness. Every word I say now, even every word, is carefully thought out, so don't doubt me Sanity now," he said with a smile.

I stared at him blankly, he thought clearly, then did I think clearly?I keep asking myself the same question...

"Is it really that difficult to decide to be with me?" He lowered his head and said, "Don't worry, I won't force you, nor will I force you." After speaking, he got up and was about to leave.

"Stop." I stopped him and said with a choked voice, "Whenever I disagree, you have to give me some time."

When he heard my words, he froze in place, and turned around to look at me in disbelief.

"This time I promise, no matter what happens, I will choose to believe you for no reason. I swear."

A lesson that we separated for two years, I don't want to separate from him because of these misunderstandings, now that we have decided, let's make a thorough decision.

Love is more important than anything, isn't it?