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Good at disguising?Fu Guan frowned, recalling the usual Wen Langxi...

Then I heard Fu Huasheng say: "He may hide some emotions in his heart, and only show them when he can't control them. In fact, this is the most harmful to people. The emotions accumulated over the years cannot be relied on. It was released twice."

Having said that, Fu Huasheng paused, frowned and said again: "So, his catharsis should be long-term, and there should be more than one way. He may divide it into levels. The first-class self-harm method is What, what is the second class, there may be third and fourth classes."

When Fu Guan heard this, he immediately curled his fingers. If Wen Langxi was really like this, then what has he done to him in the past half a month.

Most importantly, he didn't find out once.

Fu Huasheng continued: "During the conversation, I found that he is very vigilant and has a particularly high psychological defense line, and sometimes he wants to control my thoughts and forcefully instill his ideas in me."

Hearing this, Fu Guan was stunned, not knowing what to say for a moment.

Then, Fu Huasheng took a deep look at Fu Guan before slowly saying, "But I found that every time you are mentioned, he gets excited."

"excited?"

"Well, he's going to ask me something about you."

"what?"

Speaking of this, Fu Huasheng suddenly smiled, squinted his eyes, looked at Fu Guan inexplicably, and said after a long while: "He asked if you have ever been in love."

"in love?"

"Well, do you know the circumstances under which a person is interested in another person's relationship status?" Fu Huasheng's eyes were shining brightly, observing Fu Guan's expression.

"When you are interested in that person."

Fu Huasheng stared at Fu Guan, and then asked, "Then, is Wen Langxi interested in you?"

Before Fu Guan could reply, he said again: "Or, Wen Langxi likes you, do you know?"

Hearing these words, Fu Guan's heart was suddenly turbulent, with eager denial on his face, "Dad, you also know that BPD patients have ups and downs attitudes towards a person, and their personal cognition is also unstable. When you're bored with me, let alone, I'm still a man."

Hearing this, Fu Huasheng didn't look at Fu Guan anymore, picked up the thermos cup on the table, took a sip of hot water slowly, and smiled after drinking, as if he wasn't the one who asked the sharp question just now, and said with a smile: " That's fine, turn it off, let's eat quickly, the weather has warmed up recently, but we must also pay attention to the cold spring."

"Okay, take care of yourself too."

After seeing off Fu Huasheng at night, Fu Guan sat alone on the sofa in the living room, thinking about the question that made his heart tremble just now.

Maybe Wen Langxi fell in love with herself?

But, can he distinguish between likes and dislikes?

People with BPD sometimes misjudge their emotions due to a lack of sense of self and cognitive instability.

This is mainly because they have a "black and white" psychological structure and cognitive model in their hearts, that is, there are only "right and wrong", "right and wrong", "good and bad" in their world.

The same goes for "love and not love". They will think that there are only two kinds of emotions, love or not love, so they ignore the other emotions in the middle, which is too extreme.

As for Wen Langxi, is it because of this reason that he thinks he likes her?

However, human emotions are too complicated, and it takes time to slowly comprehend them, and the most urgent task is to prevent Wen Langxi from harming herself, although he still doesn't know how this person did it.

Fu Guan sighed lightly, feeling a little tired.

During this period of time, his nerves have been tense, he always pays attention to Wen Langxi's emotions, and revolves around him every day. Although his body is not very tired, his spiritual world feels very tired.

He took off his glasses and rubbed the center of his brows, then looked at his watch, it was almost 22 o'clock, Wen Langxi didn't eat at night, so he didn't know if he was hungry or not.

dong dong dong...

"Langxi, are you awake?" Fu Guan was still worried.

Soon, there was the sound of procrastinating footsteps inside, and the black wooden door was opened. Wen Langxi looked at Fu Guan with a sleepy face, and said nothing lazily.

It was obvious that he was sleeping, Fu Guan suddenly blamed himself for waking him up, but he still asked with concern: "Are you hungry, eat something before going to bed?"

Wen Langxi was really sleeping just now, and he opened his eyes in a daze. After hearing Fu Guan's voice, he immediately hugged the man by the waist, put his chin on the man's shoulder and neck, closed his eyes and inhaled. Inhale the unique fragrance of this person.

After a long time, he whispered in Fu Guan's ear with his unique smoky voice: "I'm not hungry, Brother Fu, come in and sleep with me, I'm so sleepy."

When Fu Guan was hugged like this, he immediately thought of Fu Huasheng's question again, Langxi, does he like him...

If not like it, then what is it?rely?

Suppressing the doubts in my heart, I raised my hand to caress Wen Langxi's generous back, and said softly: "Do you really not need to eat?"

"No... use..." Wen Langxi dragged out his voice.

Seeing this man acting like a baby, Fu Guan smiled involuntarily, "Okay, then stop eating and go to sleep."

"You come in with me."

"How old? Like a child..."

I don't know if it was an illusion, but Fu Guangang felt a piece of softness suddenly stick to the side of his neck, but it was fleeting.

With the disappearance of the soft touch, Wen Langxi's hoarse voice came into his ears, "I can't sleep without you."

Before Fu Guan could answer, Wen Langxi bent down suddenly, picked up Fu Guan and walked into his room, kicked the door shut with his feet, and carried him to the bedside.

After Fu Guan came to his senses, he was dragged into the room by his buttocks. He originally wanted to grab Wen Langxi's hair, but this person kept his hair tight, so he missed it, and then pinched the other party's hair with his hands. ear, shouted: "Langxi! Put me down!"

At this time, Wen Langxi was also thick-skinned, hugged Fu Guan around the room for a few times, and said with a stern face: "Unless you accompany me, otherwise, I will just keep hugging you like this."

"Not tired!"

"I'm not tired, I won't be tired if I hold you for a lifetime."

As soon as these words came out, the air suddenly became quiet. Wen Langxi looked up at Fu Guan, and Fu Guan also looked down at Wen Langxi.

After a long time, Fu Guan nodded Wen Langxi's head with his index finger, and quickly whispered: "Put me down."

This time Wen Langxi didn't play tricks anymore, he put him down obediently, and stood there obediently without making a sound.

Fu Guan suddenly found it funny again, he had never seen this side of the other party before, but it was undeniable that he liked Wen Langxi like this very much.

Cheerful and willful without inferiority complex.

Couldn't bear to break this beautiful situation, so he walked forward, stood opposite Wen Langxi, nodded his eyebrows, and said with a smile: "Wait a minute, I'll come back after I take a shower, if you're sleepy, go to sleep first." .”

Hearing this, Wen Langxi's eyes lit up immediately, he held Fu Guan's thin and fair hand, bowed his head and kissed him hard, and said: "Go, I'll wait for you."

……

Fu Guan closed his room door, leaned against the door panel, and listened to his own heartbeat...

He seems to be more and more indulgent towards Wen Langxi...

It had been a long time since he had refused this man's request.

What's even more puzzling is that he didn't want to refuse...

Fu Guan quickly packed himself up, put on his pajamas, and went to Wen Langxi's room.

Quietly closed the door, walked in and saw that Wen Langxi was already lying down and fell asleep.

Fu Guan didn't dare to make a loud noise, and went to bed cautiously, covered him with the quilt that Wen Langxi had prepared for him, and closed his eyes.

As soon as he closed his eyes, the hand on his side was covered by a wide and familiar palm, and then a low and gentle voice came from his ear.

"Good night."

Fu Guan turned his head to look at Wen Langxi who was on the other side of the bed. The man was still lying flat, but the slightly raised corners of his mouth betrayed him.

Fu Guan rolled his eyes and whispered, "Good night, Langxi."

After closing his eyes again, Fu Guan felt that Wen Langxi took back the palm holding the back of his hand.

Again.

Wen Langxi's protection of his own arm was impeccable.

One night, Fu Guan woke up in the middle of the night and wanted to take a peek at Wen Langxi's arm, but just as he moved over, the man suddenly woke up. After seeing who it was, the coldness in his eyes gradually disappeared. But then it became enthusiastic again, asking Fu Guan if he wanted to take advantage of him...

After that time, Fu Guan wanted to unknowingly open the man's sleeve again, but Wen Langxi avoided it naturally every time, and at the same time, because he couldn't be too deliberate, he never saw it.

Until tonight, Fu Guan began to firmly believe that there must be a secret in that man's arm.

……

Two days later, after dinner that day, Wen Langxi mysteriously dragged Fu Guan to the living room.

"what?"

Wen Langxi twitched his mouth and sat down beside Fu Guan, facing Fu Guan sideways, with a trace of anticipation and excitement mixed in his deep voice.

"Brother Fu, I want to give you a present."

Hearing this, Fu Guan was a little surprised, raised his eyebrows, and asked, "Why?"

"Give it away if you want, there are so many reasons, close your eyes."

Fu Guan looked at Wen Langxi's starry eyes, couldn't help but smiled slightly, and closed his eyes obediently.

He found that Wen Langxi's emotions had already significantly affected him.

When he is happy, he is also happy; when he is in pain, his heart also aches.

Wen Langxi once said that he stored his heart in his chest. At that time, he thought it was a joke, but now, it seems to be true.

"Count to one, two, three before opening your eyes, okay?"

Fu Guan smiled and nodded.

"one……"

"two……"

"three……"

The object of entry is a blue-purple square box, which is as big as the palm of your hand, with a precious feel and exquisite packaging.

"Take it apart and have a look!"

Fu Guan asked with a smile, "What is it?"

After speaking, he carefully unwrapped the ribbon, with a smile on his face and a hint of expectation in his eyes, and slowly opened the box...

After seeing the gift inside, Fu Guan was stunned.

There was a tinge of disbelief in his eyes, and he suddenly looked up at Wen Langxi's smiling eyes, and asked, "This is... lipstick?"

Wen Langxi nodded, staring at Fu Guan without blinking, with a strong hope shining inside, he said quickly: "Do you like it?"

Fu Guan tried his best to control his expression. Although he really wanted to express his love for the gift, it was really unacceptable, so he asked again: "You...why did you give me this?"

"I bought it after seeing that it matches you well. Do you like it? Do you want to apply it now?"

Hearing this, Fu Guan is even more difficult, "Langxi, I..."

"You don't like it."