Prisoner direction

Wen Langxi was lying on Fu Guan's bed, staring fixedly at the ceiling, exerting force all over his body, whether it was excitement or nervousness.

It was already midnight, as usual, the two were lying on one side, the person next to him was breathing evenly, he must be sleepy and had already fallen asleep.

Tonight, he was doomed to suffer from insomnia, turned over gently, and focused on the cold side face of the man, with his slightly long hair spread out beside the pillow, which faded the coldness and added a touch of softness.

Time passed by minute by minute, Wen Langxi stared at Fu Guan motionlessly, I don't know how long it took before he moved lightly to Fu Guan's side, put his head next to Fu Guan's pillow, Laid lightly on his arm, not daring to be presumptuous in the slightest, for fear of waking up this person, afraid of being discovered by this person.

Fu Guan did not answer the question just now, which meant that the other party did not fully accept him and accept his kiss.

The innate self-knowledge made him dare not expect too much, and he just wanted to treat this person with all his heart.

But now he is also starting to be afraid, afraid that one day, this person will leave suddenly.

He has already tasted the sweetness of Fu Guan. If he wants to separate from each other in the future, he will definitely collapse, and after the collapse, he will lose control. Losing control means that he will make mistakes.

Thinking of this, Wen Langxi leaned closer to Fu Guan again, bringing the two of them closer together, then closed his eyes, covered the fear reflected in his eyes with his eyelids, and said silently in his heart: Don't leave, I can't leave, if I leave, I'm afraid I won't be able to control myself and make a mistake to you, then, how should I face you, how should I face Professor Fu, so don't leave, don't leave ...

That night, Wen Langxi slept with fear in his arms, and even when he fell asleep, he still muttered to himself not to leave...

In the early morning of the next day, Fu Guan opened his eyes and subconsciously looked to the side, and the man was no longer there.

As the brain gradually became clearer, the kiss with the special fragrance last night came back to his mind, and Fu Guan stared blankly at the ceiling, feeling a trace of remorse involuntarily.

Last night, he did something out of the ordinary and kissed his father's patient!

Suddenly feeling flustered, the contract he signed with Wen's family still has more than half a year left, so he can't escape and can only face Wen Langxi directly.

But what did Langxi think and why did she kiss him...

Why did I also move my heart at that time.

These thoughts hit Fu Guan one after another, and he was at a loss for a while, but after all, he was already in his 20s, and he quickly calmed down again. He wanted to see Langxi's attitude before making any plans. .

I hope this matter will not be magnified by him...

Fu Guan washed up quickly and went downstairs.

The sun was shining today, and the warm spring breeze carried the fragrance of wild flowers into Fu Guan's heart and spleen along his breath, making people feel refreshed.

As usual, Wen Langxi was still sitting at the dining table waiting for Fu Guan, with a steaming breakfast in front of him, when he saw someone coming down, his long and narrow dark eyes lit up immediately, tinged with a touch of tenderness, and with a sexy smoky voice He whispered: "Good morning, come and eat, what I made today is your favorite."

Seeing Wen Langxi like this, Fu Guan smiled a little, sat opposite him, and said softly, "Thank you."

Wen Langxi laughed suddenly, and joked, "Do I have to say no thanks?"

"Yes." Fu Caring is in a good mood, he likes Wen Langxi like this, humorous.

But then he thought about what happened last night, and his whole body gradually became uncomfortable.

Wen Langxi caught Fu Guan's expression, a strange emotion flashed between his brows, but it disappeared in an instant, and he said in the usual tone: "Thinking about what happened last night?"

"Huh?" This question made Fu Guan unexpected, and he didn't know how to answer it for a while.

Seeing the bewildered expression on Fu Guan's face, Wen Langxi chuckled, and said slowly: "Don't take it to heart, it's just a kiss, if the atmosphere and emotions are enough, there will naturally be."

Hearing this, Fu Guan was stunned immediately, staring at Wen Langxi intently, trying to see something from it, to see if he was duplicity.

But no, the man had a natural expression, as if the kiss last night was normal.

I don't know why, but the joyful mood just faded away, and my heart was occupied by a sudden sense of loss. This was obviously the answer I was most looking forward to before, but why after I actually heard it, my mood was different from what I expected.

Although his heart was ups and downs at this moment, his face changed the same as before, he nodded naturally, and said in a flat tone: "Of course, I think so too."

Hearing this, Wen Langxi secretly breathed a sigh of relief.

At this time, he was extremely thankful that he had never spoken out his inner desire, that he hadn't pushed his limits, and that he hadn't been insatiable, otherwise this person would have realized his unspeakable intention for him.

It's fine now, at least he is still willing to stay by his side.

"Well, let's eat, it's getting cold."

"it is good."

Neither of them had a good taste of the meal, they each thought about their own things, dealt with their own emotions, one person was disappointed, the other one was a little bit happy, and they did not interfere with each other.

Therefore, in the next two weeks, they all lived a normal life, and even the initial hugs were much less.

Fu Guan would occasionally feel that Wen Langxi was deliberately keeping a distance from him during this time, but at night this person came to sleep in his room with the quilt and pillow in his arms. This contradictory behavior confused him for a long time.

In the end, Fu Guan could only think that this person might need his company in the silent night because he was afraid of loneliness at night, and the feeling of loneliness and emptiness would be relatively weakened during the day, so he no longer needed him.

This attitude is completely different from Wen Langxi's initial attitude of wanting to stick with him all the time. The two are far apart, so it is inevitable that he will feel a little lost in his heart, but it will not be very strong, because they are already in love with each other. Nothing at all.

It's just a kiss when the atmosphere is up, it's nothing, since I'm not a girl, do I still need this person to be responsible?

Fu Guan kept enlightening himself like this, when the sense of loss hit his heart.

For half a month, they have been going to the mall every week to purchase, and they spend most of their time in the backyard of the villa. There is a flower garden here, and they often take care of the early blooming flowers together.

This was intentionally done by Fu Guan. Nature is the most healing medicine. He wanted Wen Langxi to realize the meaning of life from these flowers.

Following Fu Guan's pace of life, Wen Langxi has been working and resting well these days, never going to the gym at night, and never hurting herself again.

But is his heart really as peaceful as it appears on the surface?

No matter how well he pretends, there will always be a moment when he will feel like an empty shell, empty inside, covering up the thoughts he shouldn't have about Fu Guan all day long, only dare to sneak up on that person in the dead of night, and move Don't dare to be too heavy, for fear of waking that person up.

He suppressed all day long, pretended, and couldn't see the end...

During this period, Fu Huasheng came twice, and the most mentioned to Fu Guan was that Wen Langxi did not cooperate with the treatment and did not say a word of his heart to Fu Huasheng.

No matter how powerful a psychiatrist is, it needs the cooperation of the patient to be effective. Fu Huasheng once tried to guide him to reveal his heart, but his psychological defense line was too high, and no effect was revealed at all.

During this period, Fu Huasheng also mentioned asking Wen Lang to take medicine, but the man refused to take it no matter what. BPD patients generally have the desire to ask for help. Some cooperate with doctors for treatment and take medicines on time, while others use self-harm or suicide attempts to attract the attention of others, so as to achieve the purpose of being valued.

So, what is Wen Langxi's distress signal...

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One day, when the two were watching a movie together in the living room after dinner, Fu turned off his phone and rang, it was Xu Ji.

Fu Guan wanted to go out to pick him up, but the moment he stood up, Wen Langxi suddenly put his arms around Fu Guan's shoulders, and said in a low voice, "It's okay, just pick it up here."

Being hugged like this, Fu Guan didn't think it was strange, he just thought that the other party didn't mind him answering the phone, so he followed him and didn't walk away.

It's just that as soon as the phone was connected, Wen Langxi paused the playback, and the distance between the two was extremely close, so the voice on the phone was very clear.

"Senior."

"Guan, I haven't contacted for many days, what are you doing?" Xu Ji's gentle and doting voice came into Wen Langxi's ear through the receiver.

Fu Guan took a deep look at Wen Langxi before replying indifferently: "Watch a movie."

"Oh? With such high interest, who did you go to the theater with?"

"Not at the theater, but at home."

Then, the voice from the receiver said "Ah" as if suddenly realized, and Suki continued: "I remember, you are still in Wen's house, how is it, have you made any progress recently?"

Fu Guan turned his head to look at Wen Langxi again, seeing that there was no other emotion on his face, he said, "It's pretty good, what's the matter with you calling?"

"Oh! That's it." Xu Ji said in a good mood: "Ms. Cen is in a very good state recently, and she is going to cook a big meal tomorrow, so I asked you to eat it. Remember, you didn't graduate from college. He often comes to our house for dinner."

"Of course I remember, the dishes cooked by Aunt Cen are very delicious."

"Then remember to come over tomorrow afternoon and have dinner together. By the way, call Mr. Wen's family. It's so crowded. Ask him if he would like to?"

Hearing this, Fu Guan was in a dilemma. Although he missed Aunt Cen, he also didn't want to leave Wen Langxi alone at home, but Xu Ji seemed to know what he was thinking, and asked him to leave Wen Langxi alone when he left. on the west belt, but this...

Wen Langxi doesn't like going out very much now, so he procrastinates going out every week to make purchases, so there is a high probability that he won't go this time, should he be left alone at home again?

Every time he went out last month, he heard that Langxi's mood was not right afterwards, so this time he was really struggling with whether to go to the appointment or not.

But he never thought about it, just as he was thinking about it, Wen Langxi put his lips close to his ear, and said in a low voice: "I can."

Hearing this, Fu Guandun was surprised, raised his eyebrows, covered the microphone and asked in a low voice: "Is it really possible? Don't force it, I can..."

"Yes, don't worry." Wen Langxi interrupted Fu Guan before he could finish speaking, and said firmly.

Seeing that this person insisted on going, Fu Guan didn't hesitate any longer. After replying to Xu Ji, he hung up the phone, then looked at Wen Langxi, and asked with concern: "Langxi, are you really..."

Wen Langxi hooked his lips, chuckled, and interrupted Fu Guan again, "It's really okay, I'm not a three-year-old kid, so you don't have to accommodate me like this."

"No accommodation, just..."

"I understand, let's continue watching the movie. I think he will escape from prison in the end, what do you think?" Then he clicked the play button on the remote control.

Fu Guan moved his lips, hesitant to speak, looked at Wen Langxi's side face seriously watching the movie, and finally didn't say anything more, just followed him and replied softly: "I will definitely escape."