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From then on, Wen Langxi and Fu Guan officially started living together.

Since Fu Guan has decided to continue his master's degree, he is now starting to prepare. In addition to eating and walking with Wen Langxi during the day, he spends the rest of his time in the study.

In the beginning, when Fu Guan was reviewing, Wen Langxi just waited for him in the living room or bedroom and never disturbed Fu Guan.

While waiting, Wen Langxi would stand by the window and look at the vehicles and pedestrians outside the window. From this point of view, it might take two or three hours without moving.

Later, Wen Langxi would sit quietly on the small sofa in the study and wait without blinking his eyes at Fu Guan, who was buried in his studies. ripples.

Fu Guan would occasionally turn his head to look at Wen Langxi, asking him if he was bored and if he wanted to go out for a walk.

But Wen Langxi only said every time, staying with you will never be boring.

Later, Wen Langxi began to read Fu Guan's professional books in college, most of which were about psychiatry.

Fu Guan was a little apprehensive at first, afraid that Wen Langxi would feel uncomfortable reading it, but he never thought that when the man read the book, he didn't read the content inside, but looked at his annotations.

Wen Langxi just took Fu Guan's words for a long time.

During this period, the two still went to the hospital regularly every week to find Fu Huasheng. When Fu Huasheng talked with Wen Langxi, he would occasionally find that the other party had an extreme desire to get rid of BPD, but most of the time it was still the same as before, and he was not able to do it. reveal his inner thoughts.

Fu Huasheng is not in a hurry about this. There is no mental illness that can be cured in a short period of time. Take BPD as an example, you can see obvious results after one year of treatment, and this does not mean that you are cured.

BPD only has obvious effects in the first year of treatment, and as time goes by, its condition is still repeated. If you want to cure a person completely, it will take at least nearly ten years, and the patient will be cured within this decade. Can no longer be stimulated and hit.

It is lucky to be able to be cured, but it is a pity that the disease of some patients is hereditary. The emotional instability and impulsive behavior of borderline personality disorder are hereditary, and it will be inherited along with the parents' genes. Give it to the child, so that the child is born with the shadow of BPD. If this is the case, it is difficult to be completely cured.

As for Wen Langxi's condition, Fu Huasheng has also focused on research during this time, and finally found that Wen Langxi's condition is very likely to be born with it.

Wen Langxi's father, Qi Kangping, the main reason why he killed his wife was because of his anger and impulsiveness after learning of his wife's cheating. He was eager to vent his extreme anger, which caused irreversible consequences. .

At that time, Qi Kangping was tortured by a strong sense of guilt and guilt after waking up, and at the same time realized that he would inevitably be imprisoned, so he committed suicide under a moment of pain.

And Wen Langxi was luckier than his father. Even though he had encountered many misfortunes when he was young, he met Fu Guan in the end.

If Fu Guan hadn't been able to go to Wen's house with Fu Huasheng that day, then Wen Langxi might still be smoking low-quality cigarettes in his dim room.

……

It was past ten o'clock that night when the two of them were lying in bed.

As usual, Wen Langxi put his arms around Fu Guan's waist and looked at Fu Guan's sleeping face.

Counting the days, it is already the beginning of July, and they haven't done it since the time at the swimming pool. Wen Langxi was afraid that Fu Guan hadn't come out of the shadow of the last time, so he endured it all the time, not daring to mention it. carry.

But for Wen Langxi, a young man who just ate meat, he has undoubtedly reached the limit of his patience. He is a little hot tonight.

I don't know if it's because the weather is too hot or because his heart is hot, but now he really wants to touch Fu Guan.

Wen Langxi didn't dare to wake him up, but just put his arm around Fu Guan's waist into his pajamas, and sneaked onto Fu Guan's back.

He didn't dare to move too much, so he just slid his fingertips back and forth across the opponent's back, starting from the lower back, gradually going up, and returning the same way after touching the butterfly bone.

It was like this at the beginning, but as time went by, Wen Langxi's heartbeat became faster and faster, and his breathing became heavier, so Wen Langxi touched Fu Guan's buttocks after all kinds of struggles.

It's just that his movements became lighter and lighter, afraid of waking the man up.

It can be heard that what Langxi didn't notice was that Fu Guan's earlobe, which was covered by his hair, was blushing.

Fu Guan actually woke up when Wen Langxi's fingertips touched his butterfly bone for the first time, but he didn't open his eyes, trying to pretend to be asleep.

As long as Wen Langxi doesn't do that kind of thing, he can accept it, and even... quite like it.

On the other hand, Wen Langxi was getting more and more nervous, because his hand had already reached in from Fu Guan's waistband.

He didn't dare to pick up Fu Guan's shorts, so he just gently pressed Fu Guan's upturned buttocks through a layer of fabric, and then continued to move his hand down, touching Fu Guan's thigh.

The skin of Fu Guan's thigh is delicate and smooth, without a trace of fat, but it is easy to touch, with an elastic feel that makes people want to stop.

When Wen Langxi touched it, there was a reaction in that part of him. At the same time, because of the sleeping posture of the two of them, Wen Langxi's spear was pointed at Fu Guan's lower abdomen.

When he felt the opponent's movements were getting heavier and his lower abdomen was being pushed against by a hard object, Fu Guan's breath gradually became disordered.

Unsurprisingly, Fu Guan's place was also hard, but because of his sleeping position, Wen Langxi didn't notice it.

At this moment, both of them were having a hard time. One was afraid of waking someone up, and the other was afraid of being found awake. After a while, both of them were sweating lightly.

Putting his gaze back into the bed, Wen Langxi's hand had already transferred Fu Guan's one leg to the other. After touching both of Fu Guan's legs, Wen Langxi slowly let out a breath.

Afterwards, he took his hand out of Fu Guan's trousers, and at the same time tidied up the other's trousers and clothes, as if he was afraid that Fu Guan would find out his sneaky behavior tonight when he woke up.

After destroying all the evidence, Wen Langxi put his head in front of Fu Guan, and kissed the corner of Fu Guan's mouth lightly.

After doing this, Wen Langxi slowly got up, took his spear and went to the bathroom.

After Wen Langxi left, Fu Guan, who was lying alone on the bed, took the pillow that Wen Langxi had just slept on into his arms, lowered his head and sniffed it lightly, then kissed him again, and then put it back.

……

In the early morning of the next day, Fu Guan opened his eyes first, raised his head slightly, and saw Wen Langxi's sharp Adam's apple.

After opening his eyes and watching for a long time, he brought his lips closer, and gently kissed Wen Langxi's Adam's apple.

"Good morning..." Wen Langxi suddenly said.

At this moment, Fu Guan's lips were still attached to Wen Langxi's Adam's apple.

The air is quiet.

Fu Guan suddenly understood the feelings of those girls who used handkerchiefs to cover their faces when they were shy, because right now he wanted to take a piece of cloth to cover his increasingly hot cheeks.

But fortunately, Wen Langxi was considerate and didn't let the air freeze like this. Instead, he lowered his head and kissed Fu Guan Guangjie's forehead, and asked in a low voice, "What do you want to eat this morning..."

Hearing this, Fu Guan raised the corner of his mouth and replied softly, "You did it."

……

The peaceful days for the two lasted until mid-August.

At the beginning, Fu Guan only found that Wen Langxi was becoming more and more careful with him, caring for him even surpassed a mother's caring for her children, even he had to set an optimum temperature for drinking water.

At that time, he only thought that this person did this because he liked him more, but until the last two days, Fu Guan discovered that Wen Langxi suddenly seemed very interested in his past.

"Tell me about your college life."

"Brother Fu, tell me about your high school."

……

"What was your childhood like?"

Fu Guan, who was sitting on the sofa watching a movie, was interrupted by the sudden voice, and turned his head to look at Wen Langxi who was sitting next to him.

Wen Langxi's eyes were very focused, and he was not affected by the noisy fighting in the movie at all.

"Why do you ask this suddenly?" Fu Guan was a little puzzled. The two of them were clearly watching the movie seriously just now, and they didn't understand that he would suddenly ask this.

"I just want to know more about you. You know so many things about me, but I don't know about you."

Hearing this, Fu Guan smiled, "You still know about my university and high school."

"But I still want to know more about you." Wen Langxi slowly held Fu Guan's hand and said.

Seeing the other party's eyes full of strong love, Fu Guan paused, took a deep look at Wen Langxi, picked up the remote control and turned off the movie.

"Want to hear how old I am?" Fu Guan leaned sideways on the back of the sofa, looked at Wen Langxi and asked softly.

"Since you were born."

Fu Guan chuckled, "Who remembers what happened when I was just born..."

Hearing this, the corners of Wen Langxi's mouth twitched, and he followed Fu Guan's example and lay sideways on the sofa, facing him, "Then start from your earliest memory."

"The earliest... when you wore crotch pants?"

Wen Langxi couldn't help laughing out loud, and then nodded.

"At that time I was a little skinny and grew up drinking goat's milk."

"Why do you drink goat's milk?"

"My mother... had a difficult labor when she gave birth to me..."

Before hearing Langxi's voice, Fu Guan continued: "I was used to it when I was a child, so I didn't feel much... My family was very rich at the beginning. When other children were still using [-] cents for bubble water, I use two pieces."

"But in the end my dad accompanied Ben with his business and borrowed usury loans, so... he became poor."

"Uncle Fu..." Wen Langxi was a little surprised.

"It's not this father, it's my biological father."

"you……"

"Yes. I'm like you... I didn't have much to talk about when I was young. I was rich first and then poor. When I was in the fourth grade, my dad owed too much debt, so... I jumped into the river."

"I was sent to the orphanage, but I didn't stay for long. Two months later, I was adopted by Professor Fu, until now."

At this time, Wen Langxi couldn't speak anymore, he just wanted to understand Fu Guan better, and add something memorable for him in the future...

But he never thought that he poked at this person's sore spot.

Fu Guan felt his hand being squeezed by Wen Langxi, and the corner of his mouth twitched, and continued: "When I first went to Professor Fu's house, the new mother was very kind to me. Her name is Qin Lan, and she is from the university. professor."

"But not a year after I went there, she...was diagnosed with cancer." Having said this, Fu Guan stopped and didn't continue talking.

After adjusting his breath, he whispered again: "Isn't it very dramatic, wherever I go, there will be..."

"Do not."

Wen Langxi interrupted Fu Guan suddenly, hugged him tightly in his arms, and after kissing his temples, said in a low voice: "You are so nice, don't think too much about it."

When Fu Guan was young, he believed that all the misfortunes around him came from him, so he always felt ashamed of everyone.

This is Fu Guan's character flaw all along.

He is too easy to feel guilty, no matter what time or scene, as long as the emotion of guilt appears, Fu Guan will always be immersed in it, and it is difficult to break free.

Just like the time when Wen Langxi collapsed after his birthday, the reason why he was lying on the bed and letting Wen Langxi go crazy was because he was at that time, haunted by guilt.

At that time, the only thought in Fu Guan's heart was that Wen Langxi's depression during that time was all because of him.

At that time, he could only feel the guilt for Wen Langxi.