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"What's wrong?" Jin Rong opened his innocent eyes.

Jiang Yi shook his head: "It's nothing." He continued to rub his thumbs, and said in a voice so subtle that it was hard to detect, "We can be friends forever."

He seemed to have suddenly lost his confidence for no reason.

Jiang Yi tossed and turned at night, no matter how much he slept, he felt uncomfortable.He slept on the pillow for a while, and then fell asleep again, exposing his feet outside to dissipate heat.

He didn't feel sleepy, as soon as he closed his eyes, he sang automatically in his mind. It was "Love is Like a Free Bird" he heard today. He didn't know how to sing French, he just hummed.

Jiang Yi put his arms on his forehead, and when he opened his eyes again, he saw the dim ceiling.

——"Shall we be friends forever?"

It's good to be friends for a lifetime, very good.Jiang Yi should be very happy. He has so many friends, and now he can have one more. Isn't it a good thing?But Jiang Yi just found it very strange, with complex emotions that he couldn't express.

Jiang Yi turned over, his hands hung in the air, drooping there, numb after a long time.

"Be friends for life." Jiang Yi repeated, "It's good to be friends." He was very happy that Jin Rong could say this to him.

But for some reason, Jiang Yi felt very unhappy again.

Jiang Yi turned on his phone in the dark, and accidentally turned to Jin Rong's chat box again.The last chat was when he asked Jin Rong if he was home, and his tone was still dry: "Are you home?"

Jin Rong said, "I'm home."

It's 01:30 in the morning and we have another day off tomorrow.I wonder if Jin Rong is asleep?If he didn't sleep, send him a message at this moment, can he get a reply?

Jiang Yi sent Jin Rong a harassing text message with the mentality of trying it out, asking him: Are you asleep?

Before posting, he still thought about it in various ways: whether to post "have you slept" or "have you slept", "have you slept" always feels blunt, while "have you slept" is more intimate.

He felt that Jin Rong should not have slept, and he usually did not sleep at this time.But today was unprecedented, Jiang Yi waited for his reply until three o'clock in the morning, fell asleep and woke up, woke up and slept again, picked up the phone in a daze and looked at it, but there was no reply.

Jiang Yiqian still had chaotic dreams when he was sleeping. He dreamed that he was talking to Jin Rong and asked Jin Rong, "Why didn't you reply to my message?" Jin Rong said, "I saw it, but I just don't want to reply."

Why don't you want to go back?Jiang Yi asked him.Before waiting for an answer, Meng changed the scene again. Jin Rong had already replied to his message, and he was very happy.

At six o'clock in the morning, Jiang Yi woke up and looked at his phone, but there was no reply, and he didn't reply all night.

Jiang Yi rubbed his messy hair, trying to make it more messy.He pretended that he didn't care about replying anymore, went to the bathroom to wash up, boiled eggs, raised his head to relieve the discomfort of insomnia, and let go when he was free, thinking about nothing.

When he returned to the room and lay down again, he slowly went to get his phone, and saw Jin Rong reply: I went to bed early last night, what's the matter?

Jiang Yi stared at his reply, and then laughed as he watched. He didn't hold the phone steady and hit the bridge of his nose.

it hurts!Jiang Yi covered his nose and wailed, a smile flowed from his mouth.He forced himself to calm down for a moment, before replying dryly: It's all right.

Soon Jin Rong returned to him: You can talk to me if you have anything to do.

Jiang Yi didn't care about how to reply.

Then Jin Rong said: We are good friends.

Jiang Yi looked at this sentence with raised eyebrows, yes, it was about to sound like a curse.He became inexplicably frustrated, and silently said "We are good friends" three or four times in his heart, always feeling that something was wrong.

--we are good friends.

What's the meaning?Jin Rong mentioned this repeatedly, is he emphasizing something again?Or is it trying to cover up?

Jiang Yigang was still smiling, but now his face was downcast, clouded with gloom.

No, why would he feel unhappy?I'm not happy anywhere, I can't wait to yell.Jiang Yi threw the phone aside angrily and didn't reply.He is such a person who cherishes words like gold, so Jin Rong must know this deeply!

Jiang Yi wanted to torture others, but he was torturing himself.He didn't take the initiative to look for Jin Rong all day, but Jin Rong didn't know to look for him.After holding back for a day, he suffered from insomnia again in the middle of the night.

He felt that his heart was beating very fast, and he couldn't hear anything when he was lying on the bed, except for "thump, thump, thump", and he was afraid of his heart beating so fast that he would faint.

This night he was awake until dawn, Jiang Yi had dark circles under his eyes like a panda, dragging his exhaustion to school listlessly.

What's the weirdest thing, the moment he entered the school gate, Jiang Yi was still fantasizing about whether he would meet Jin Rong, and if so, how would he greet him?

Of course I didn't meet.Jiang Yi was even more lost. When he arrived in the classroom, he buried himself in catching up on sleep just after handing in his homework, and he didn't even read in the morning.

Fate is a strange thing.If you don't want to see them, you can meet them wherever you go, even when you go to the toilet.On the contrary, if you want to meet him, you will never meet him by chance, and even if you deliberately look for him, you may not be able to find him.

Jiang Yi didn't look for him, why bother?

There's no need to be so brooding.

Jiang Yi fell asleep for a morning self-study, and still wanted to sleep after class, but at this time someone spoiled his dream.He covered his head and yelled, "Don't shake me, I'm sleepy!"

It was Yao Xue who was shaking him. After talking about it again, she still shook him: "Don't sleep! Someone is looking for you!"

Who is coming for him?Even if the Heavenly King Lao Tzu came to him, he would not answer!

Then Yao Xue said, "Jin Rong is waiting for you outside!"

Jin Rong? !

Jiang Yi sat up in shock, and he quickly wiped his mouth to prevent any strange things from flowing down.He looked out of the window and saw Jin Rong's back, lowering his head and thinking about something, without looking back at him.

"Why did he come to me?" Jiang Yi murmured, both surprised and delighted.However, Jiang Yi hid the "joy" and did not admit the joy.

Jiang Yi went to the back door, and as soon as he came out, Jin Rong noticed it.They looked at each other, but Jin Rong smiled first: "You look very tired, didn't you sleep well yesterday?"

"En." Jiang Yi nodded.

Although I am embarrassed to admit it, it is Jin Rong's fault for not sleeping well.

"Are you looking for me?"

Jin Rong took out a piece of chocolate from his pocket, which was still wrapped in a napkin very poorly.He put the chocolate in his hand very embarrassedly, and muttered: "I haven't used this piece of paper, it's new..."

"Is this the chocolate I gave you?"

Jin Rong nodded.

Jiang Yi was provoked by him: "You give me a piece of chocolate wrapped in a napkin every day?"

"Um……"

"It's the chocolate I gave you!"

Jin Rong himself also found it funny: "There are so many chocolates in that box, I can't finish them. I don't want to give them to others, so I give them to you."

Jiang Yi's mind was buzzing, he grasped the key point of "I don't want to give it to others", and smiled thoughtlessly: "It's for you, it doesn't matter if you give it to others."

"Because you gave it to me." Jin Rong stuffed this poor piece of chocolate into his hand, and said carefully, "Eating candy will make you happier, and I want to make you happy too."

He smiled, the corners of his eyes were slightly curved, and his whole person was extremely gentle.

Ah... spring breeze turns into rain...

Jiang Yi stared at his smile, and suddenly began to repeat in his mind: It's over, it's over, it's over, it's over!

What's the end?Jiang Yi didn't know either.

"I'm very, very happy." Jiang Yi stammered.

"I'm leaving, I'm going to class." Jin Rong walked a few steps forward, then turned his head and said, "Did you forget something?"

Jiang Yi couldn't figure it out: "What did you forget?"

Jin Rong reminded him: "Let's go together in the morning."

Jiang Yi's mind was like a bolt from the blue.Yes, he promised before that he would accompany Jin Rong to school and after school. Who would have thought that he would have a sleepless night and his mind would be sober, so he forgot about it!

Jin Rong looked aggrieved: "I have been waiting for you for a long time at the intersection..."

"I'm sorry! I've been out of my mind recently, and I forgot!" Jiang Yi apologized, "Why don't you send me a message?"

Jin Rong didn't explain why he didn't send a message, he just smiled and said, "Let's go." He left Jiang Yi with a miserable and loving back.

Jiang Yi felt that he had made a big mistake. Holding the ball of chocolate wrapped in paper, he returned to his seat in a daze, thinking of Jin Rong's pitiful appearance, he became insane.The weather was hot, and his palms were also hot. He had kept the chocolate in his hand until it softened. After pinching it a few times, he realized something was wrong. When he opened it, the chocolate was sticky and stuck to the paper.

"Ah, it's melted." Jiang Yi said softly, and his heart melted along with the chocolate.

"This shabby chocolate again?" Yao Xue teased, "Who gave it to you? It was Wu Yao who gave it to you a few days ago, and Jin Rong who gave it to you today?"

Jiang Yi ate this melted chocolate into his stomach, it was so sweet that he didn't feel tired.He also ate rough, chewing so much that his teeth were stained black with chocolate.Then he laughed foolishly, showing Yao Xue his black teeth.

"Hey, fell in love?"

"Caught in what?"

Yao Xue repeated it seriously: "Fell in love, handsome guy."

How can it be.Jiang Yi took out the water glass from the basket under the chair, unscrewed the lid and drank several sips, clarifying that this was not falling in love: "This is not given to me by a female classmate."

"Who is that? Jin Rong?"

Jiang Yi nodded.

Speaking of Jin Rong, Yao Xue has never seen Jin Rong who is smiling. In the past, he always had a straight face, frowning, and a look of avoiding strangers. He never thought that he had such a shy side. ?Sure enough, Jiang Yi is an extremely attractive person, and he kills both men and women.

"What are you laughing at?" Jiang Yi was very displeased, "Don't smile at me like that."

"I'm not smiling at you." Yao Xue retorted, "I was just thinking, Jin Rong really looks pretty when he smiles. But he just doesn't smile! Why doesn't he like to smile?"

Don't you like to laugh?Jiang Yi doesn't think so.He even felt that Jin Rong liked to laugh very much. It seemed that since he took Jin Rong, who had a fever, to the hospital, he had laughed a lot.Could it be that...Jin Rong opened his heart to him as he regarded him as a savior from the bottom of his heart?

savior...

open up...

just smile at you...

Taking out any one of these three points is enough to make Jiang Yi laugh like a flower.He covered his face and let out a weird smile, which really startled Yao Xue.

"Are you really in love?" Yao Xue twitched her lips.Jiang Yi, and Jin Rong, what the hell are they doing?The two men are shy, can't it be true? !

Yao Xue realized it, she covered her face excitedly, and also let out a strange smile.

The class bell rang again, and Jin Rong went out after class, and when he came back, he stepped on the spot of the class bell.He sat in his seat, before he had time to take out the book for this class, he suddenly found a box of chocolates in the table hole.

He frowned, and didn't take it directly, but asked Wu Yao at the same table: "Who gave it to you?"

"I don't know. I went to the bathroom just after class, and I wasn't in the classroom." Wu Yao reached out and pulled out the box of chocolates from his drawer, observing in every possible way.This is not a transparent box, it looks like it has been torn apart, maybe there is some small note hidden inside.He opened the box, and sure enough, there was a piece of pink paper inside, folded into the shape of a heart.

"Someone is chasing you." Wu Yao joked, "I know you like chocolate, so I specially gave it to you."

"I don't like chocolate." Jin Rong stopped paying attention to the box of chocolates. He found out the textbook and didn't say what to do with the box of gifts.

"Why don't you open the heart and see if there is writing inside?"

Jin Rong didn't answer.

Wu Yao knew that he didn't like to talk to people, and he didn't care, so he broke his heart with his hands.It really has writing, the handwriting is delicate and pleasant, probably a girl's handwriting.

"Can we be friends?" Wu Yao squeezed his throat and said, "The following is my WeChat, I look forward to yours..." He coughed, because Jin Rong beside him didn't seem to listen to these words at all, He stared blankly at the blackboard in front of him.

"What are you going to do with this box of chocolates?"

Jin Rong was silent for a moment, then said calmly, "You can figure it out."

"Then I ate it!"

As if thinking of something, Jin Rong stopped him suddenly: "Wait."

"What's wrong?" Wu Yao didn't understand why.

Jin Rong took back the box of chocolates and put them in the table hole intact, along with the crumpled pink letter paper inside.