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Jin Rong hates practicing piano.

Music students only need to take classes in the morning, and the afternoon is their free time to practice piano and take professional classes.Jin Rong's professional grades are very good. He is not the teacher's focus on taking care of him. He spends most of the afternoon alone in the piano room.

Jin Rong doesn't have many friends, he doesn't like to make friends, socializing makes him anxious.He would rather do nasty things in the piano room than go out and talk to others.But there was always someone to talk to him, and socializing with other people in school was unavoidable.He has a friend who can be named Wu Yao.

Wu Yao can be regarded as a "bad student".He studied vocal music, pop music.In order to pursue a different voice, Wu Yao learned to smoke since he was a child.

Smoking is not allowed in the school, and Wu Yao also hides his cigarettes. He hides in a corner on the fifth floor and smokes secretly. He needs someone to watch out for him.

And this person is Jin Rong.

Jin Rong is a good student. As long as he stands there, he is safe and secure. No teacher will think there is something wrong with him, and naturally he will not notice the smoking Wu Yao.

Wu Yao wanted to smoke now, so he knocked on the door of Jin Rong's piano room and said a code word: "The bathroom on the fifth floor?"

Jin Rong stopped playing the piano, and didn't even have time to close the music folder.

It was still hot in September, and the stuffiness made Jin Rong's head swell.He doesn't like summer, the sticky feeling makes him uncomfortable.

"Is the fifth floor hot?" Wu Yao smiled, "I'm sorry, I dare not smoke in the piano room."

"You smoke it." Jin Rong said lightly.

Wu Yao took out a pack of cigarettes from his pants pocket, which were very cheap cigarettes.He was still a student and didn't have any extra money on hand, so he made do with it.

"Hey." Wu Yao took a puff and sighed, "This cigarette is not as good as the one I bought a few days ago."

He blew out a puff of smoke, which just floated into Jin Rong's nose.Jin Rong frowned, turned his head away, and quietly watched Wu Yao take a second sip.

"Want to smoke?"

Jin Rong didn't speak.

Wu Yao threw the pack of cigarettes into Jin Rong's hands, and asked with a hint of contempt: "Can you smoke? Good student."

"No." Jin Rong answered honestly. He took the lighter from Wu Yao's hand, imitated Wu Yao's posture just now, lit a cluster of flames, and lit the cigarette.

"First time smoking? It's quite professional." Wu Yao shook the ashes from the cigarette, and praised Jin Rong from the bottom of his heart.

Jin Rong imitated his posture and took a deep breath of the cigarette, which made him cough continuously.

"Stupid, that's not how cigarettes are smoked." Wu Yao dragged him into a small corner, and taught him how to smoke most comfortably.

After teaching, Wu Yao also asked: "Do good students also smoke? When the time comes, I will say that I will spoil you."

Jin Rong took a puff of cigarette.

After the two of them smoked, they went to the sink next to them to rinse their mouths, trying not to leave any smell of smoke.Wu Yao also took out a pack of spicy sticks from his pocket, this is the most deodorizing thing, after eating it, he didn't even smell of smoke on his body.

But Jin Rong never eats spicy strips, nor does he want to try.He rinsed his mouth a few more times, and the water dripped over his lips, moistening every corner, and lowering the temperature around him by a few degrees.

"Let's go, or the teacher will find out." Wu Yao pulled him downstairs together and stretched vigorously.

Jin Rong also wanted to learn his rather rude moves, but before he could raise his hand, a boy walked up to him.

This boy is tall, about 1.8 meters tall, with a well-proportioned figure, a heroic appearance, and a bit cynical and unruly.His walk seems to bring a gust of wind, and the surroundings cool down, making people feel fresh and happy.

Jin Rong and him looked at each other, from the top of the stairs to the bottom, the eyes stayed there for almost 20 seconds.When he withdrew his gaze and was about to go down another level, the boy suddenly said: "Student?"

Wu Yao looked up: "What's the matter?"

"Where is Director Yang's office?"

Wu Yao breathed a sigh of relief: "Director Yang's office? It's in the Mingzhi Building, not here. You went wrong."

"Okay, thanks."

He watched the boy walk away, couldn't help touching his chest, and asked Jin Rong, "Do you know him?"

"Who?"

"Don't know? There is a student in class three who was transferred from the High School Attached to Normal University, named Jiang Yi."

Jin Rong shook his head.He was in his second year of high school, and he didn't even recognize everyone in his class, so how could he still know the transfer students.

But what Wu Yao meant was that he had to get to know him: "There is a new director of academic affairs in the Office of Academic Affairs, Jiang Chengtian, who is Jiang Yi's father. His son is here too."

Jin Rong is not interested: "So?"

"To please him, his father won't bother me."

Jin Rong snorted softly: "Is there any trouble to look for." Anyway, he has no trouble.

Jin Rong went back to the piano room to play the piano. The song "Winter Wind" in his hand was almost broken. Except for the etude, there was only one piece of music, and playing it over and over was extremely boring.He took a sip of the water in the glass, stared at the piano keys in a daze, and suddenly remembered Deng Jiyuan's criticism of him.

"Don't hold back all the time, the momentum of this piece shouldn't be like this. It's the winter wind, not the spring wind, let alone the summer wind!"

"Do you also like to hold back yourself? You can play any kind of violin with any personality. You are holding back, your fingers are holding back, and the piano is also holding back! You have to find a way to vent and release it yourself!"

Jin Rong took a mouthful of hot water and swallowed hard.

Why does he want to learn the piano?When practicing the piano countless times, he always thought about this question.In fact, Jin Rong doesn't like piano at all, and he hates practicing piano.In the past, his grades were very good, and he could be admitted to his school based on his cultural points, but Jin Shiyuan insisted on letting him study art.

Of course, his culture class was completely delayed now.

Jin Shiyuan always said: "Playing the piano is the most touching thing, no one will resist the charm of the piano player."

Jin Rong's study of art has been decided since he was born, and he will do it step by step, which cannot be violated.If he violated it, Jin Shiyuan would torture him non-stop, with words and actions, in short, he must live according to her ideas.

Really boring.

But Deng Jiyuan was right, he wanted to vent.

Wu Yao gave him a pack of cigarettes and a lighter before school was over.Jin Rong went up to the fifth floor with his schoolbag on his back, and stood in the corner where they often smoked.He hasn't thought about smoking yet, these things are just prepared, and if his mood gets worse, he will smoke one.

Jin Rong picked up his mobile phone and casually browsed the news in Moments. He saw a new post by Jin Shiyuan: sunny days match flowers.

The accompanying picture is a bouquet of roses, so red that it seems to bleed; there is a note between the flowers, which reads: To my dear Shiyuan, I will love you forever.

"Love you forever." Looking at the four words in the photo, Jin Rong couldn't help laughing.How far is forever?How long can the shady relationship between Jin Shiyuan and Fang Yizhe last?Or forever?

He turned off his phone, still thinking about "forever" in his mind, and the more he thought about it, the more ridiculous he felt.Sure enough, romantic promises are just casual, and I never thought about whether they could be fulfilled.Fang Yizhe and Jin Shiyuan probably won't be able to make it happen, not in this lifetime, unless Fang Yizhe is willing to divorce and remarry for her.

Jin Rong was about to take out his cigarette to smoke when he suddenly heard footsteps coming from behind.

The voice came from far to near, and the steps were light, and it stopped when it was four or five steps away from him, and it stopped moving.

Jin Rong couldn't guess who it was, it was already school time, no one would go up to the fifth floor.Unless it's a teacher?But listening to the footsteps didn't quite sound like a teacher.

He hid the cigarette and lighter a little deeper before turning around slowly.It turned out that he had met once during the day. Wu Yao mentioned his name, but Jin Rong forgot his name.

Jin Rong looked at him for a moment.Jin Rong has never been the one to talk proactively. If this person doesn't talk to him, he doesn't need to talk too much, he just turns around and wants to leave.

Before he turned around, the boy said, "Student?"

Jin Rong looked at his figure.It's really tall, it looks taller than when you pass by during the day; it's really cynical, like a seasoned radish.This look is what Jin Rong hates the most. He was originally very resistant to men, but this man in front of him seems to be very good at talking about love, just like Fang Yizhe.

"That," Jiang Yi smiled embarrassedly, "I saw cigarette butts on this terrace today, is there someone smoking here?"

Jin Rong ignored him, and walked away from him with his schoolbag on his back.

"So are you here to smoke too?" Jiang Yi asked behind him.

Jin Rong wanted to say "None of your business", but he wished he could be worse and be a bad student, so he said coldly, "None of your business."

"It's none of my business, I'm not a disciplinary committee member." Jiang Yi chattered after him, "If you smoke, I just want to say that smoking is bad for your health..."

Jin Rong interrupted him displeasedly: "Shut up."

He went downstairs alone, leaving Jiang Yi behind.

What does it have to do with him, Jin Rong thought, it doesn't matter to anyone whether he smokes or not.The more people persuade him, the more rebellious he will be.He went downstairs and smoked a whole cigarette in another unoccupied teaching building. When he left the school, the setting sun had already stained the clouds.

Jin Rong was wandering in the street in a daze, and he suddenly regretted it a little.This stupid big man is the son of the director of the Academic Affairs Office, if he casually mentions something at home, wouldn't Jin Rong be blacklisted?

"Fuck." Jin Rong cursed secretly.He saw an empty soda can on the side of the road, and kicked it hard, and the soda can rushed into the flower bed with a loud "boom".

Cursing is really cool, this can be regarded as venting.Jin Rong felt refreshed after venting, and suddenly put the matter of "maybe on the blacklist" behind him.

When Jiang Yi left the school, he saw the man he met on the fifth floor just now.He knew the person's name, "Jin Rong".Jiang Yi didn't want to know his name on purpose, but Jin Rong's reputation resounded all over the world. According to the girls in the class, Jin Rong was almost as unattainable as a god.It is said that Jin Rong plays the piano well, that he is taciturn and not talkative but extremely charming, and that he is bright and charming.

Do gods smoke too?In other words, gods can also swear?Jiang Yi felt strange.

He walked to the edge of the flower bed, picked up the soda can that was kicked by Jin Rong and threw it into the trash can, and when he straightened up again, Jin Rong had disappeared.