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When Jin Rong returned to the piano room, Wu Yao sat inside and waited for him.Just now Wu Yao escaped and watched Jin Rong being arrested by the Academic Affairs Office with his own eyes, and now he apologized.

"Are you okay?" Wu Yao stood up, at this moment he didn't dare to look Jin Rong directly.

"It's okay." Jin Rong said lightly, "I didn't recruit you out."

Sitting in front of the piano, Jin Rong felt that the matter had been explained clearly, but Wu Yao felt sorry for it.

Wu Yao remembered that Jin Rong might like to eat candies, and it happened that he still had mints to remove the smell of cigarettes, so he took them out and gave them to him: "Here, I'm sorry."

Jin Rong glanced at mints: "I don't like sweets."

"Then let me see how you were eating chocolate..."

"I don't like chocolate either." Jin Rong said disdainfully, he just liked being given chocolates.To be given chocolates is to be cared about, and Jin Rong likes the feeling of being cared about.He doesn't want everyone to care about him, just harm one.

"Tian Tian, ​​or Jiang Yi?" Both of them gave Jin Rong chocolate, and Wu Yao didn't know which one he was implying.

Jin Rong didn't answer. He looked at a small cabinet next to the piano bench. On the second floor of the cabinet was the box of chocolates that had eaten three pieces.It's sweet and cute, making people reluctant to eat it.He only ate one of this box of chocolates, and returned the remaining two to Jiang Yi.

"Hurry up, I'm going to practice the piano." Jin Rong chased away the guests, and he didn't say much about smoking, but just told, "Don't go to the fifth floor next time."

Jin Rong was a little uneasy when he was practicing the piano. He was looking forward to something, but he didn't dare to say it.He was waiting, waiting for the person he wanted to see to appear, trying to figure out what that person was thinking.

He tried his best to calm down, waited until the door of the piano room was closed, packed up all the scores, and closed the door gently.Two lights in the corridor were broken, one was flickering on and off, and the other was completely dark and silent.Jin Rong locked the door and went downstairs along the wall, rubbing his index finger against the clean wall. From the second floor to the first floor, at the door of Qinfang Building, he saw Jiang Yi who was feeding mosquitoes.

Jiang Yi looked at the lights on the campus, and there were a few small bugs flickering underneath, pounced on the lights, and kept working hard.

He noticed Jin Rong's footsteps, but he didn't look at him because he was in the way.

Jin Rong's fingertips still felt cool to the touch. He still kept scratching the wall, walked to Jiang Yi's side, and put his fingertips on Jiang Yi's earlobe.

The coolness spread to Jiang Yi's ears. It was obviously cool, but Jiang Yi still felt some heat rushing up, igniting his soft earlobes.

"You're here!" Jiang Yi looked away, avoiding Jin Rong's touch, "I've been waiting for you for a long time."

Jin Rong smiled: "Why don't you come to me? The downstairs is full of bugs."

Jiang Yi dared to look for him, he was clearly annoyed and didn't say anything, sometimes he would feel uncomfortable when he got closer to Jin Rong.

"I don't want to disturb you, you can practice piano at ease."

Jiang Yi handed Jin Rong's schoolbag to him: "The papers and books are all inside."

Jin Rong didn't check whether the things in the schoolbag were complete, but put it on his back, and said with a smile, "Thank you."

"Yeah." Jiang Yi bit the side of his tongue, looking at Jin Rong's eyes through the light, they were still crystal clear.Originally, he wanted to ask about the box of chocolates, but something blocked his mouth and he couldn't open his mouth.He smiled bitterly: "Should we still go to the convenience store?"

"Whatever, you can go wherever you want."

It was still hot, just not as hot.The colder it gets at night, each point is getting cooler.

Jiang Yi still went to the convenience store with Jin Rong. He didn't feel like eating, and he didn't feel hungry. He just watched Jin Rong eat rice balls.Jin Rong eats with restraint, if he feels something is dirty, he will wipe it with the back of his hand, across his lips, and lick it with the tip of his tongue to moisten it.

The convenience store was very cool, and the wind from the air conditioner was blowing around, wrinkling Jiang Yi's heart.He stared straight at Jin Rong's rosy lips, swallowed hard, and swiped his phone screen, not knowing what to do.

Jiang Yi swiped his phone. For some reason, social software always pushed him something about "gay" during this time.For example, he came across one right now, and the blogger said: How to quickly tell whether a person is curved or straight?Just look at his socks. Gay socks are always raised high.

Jiang Yi was stunned for a moment, then turned his head to stare at Jin Rong's socks.Jin Rong's school uniform pants are just right to wear, but they are a little shorter when sitting down, just showing a section of socks. They are white and clean.

Jin Rong's socks... also raised very high...

Jiang Yi quickly looked away, and searched on the search bar: How to tell if a person is gay.Just after searching, he glanced quietly, why Jin Rong was looking at him sharply, it was so scary!He quickly closed the software, and asked nonchalantly, "What's wrong?"

"Aren't you hungry?" Jin Rong smiled.

With a guilty conscience, Jiang Yi shed a drop of cold sweat. He turned off his mobile phone, turned it on the table, and said unnaturally: "I'm not hungry. I ate some snacks before school."

"Really?" Jin Rong raised his chin, "What did you eat, chocolate?"

Jiang Yi was stunned, so obsessed that he forgot to breathe, and didn't even blink his eyes: "Chocolate? What chocolate?"

"It's okay, I'm just asking." Jin Rong still had a gentle expression, "I see you are always in a daze and absent-minded, what's wrong?"

What's the matter, if it's nothing, can he be so stupid?Jiang Yi couldn't help picking his fingers. He pretended to look around, and finally couldn't hold it back after so long: "When I was packing your schoolbag today, I saw your drawer..." He stammered, "There is a box of... chocolates .”

Jin Rong said "hmm": "What's wrong?"

Jiang Yi forced a smile: "I'm just curious, who gave you the chocolate, and it looks so similar to mine, what a coincidence!"

Jin Rong didn't speak.

Jiang Yi cautiously probed: "Don't you already have a box... Eating too much chocolate is not good for your teeth."

"What's wrong?"

"Hmm..." Jiang Yi thought in every possible way, "It will cause tooth decay."

Jin Rong was amused by him: "Then you gave me chocolate?"

Jiang Yi's fingers were intertwined with each other. He contradicted himself and didn't know how to answer the conversation.

into a difficult situation.

"I...you..." Jiang Yi felt uneasy, "Are you..."

He plucked up the courage to look at Jin Rong, trying to find some answer from his face that was so bright and unfathomable.And this answer, just looking at his face, will not have an answer.

"what do you wish to ask?"

Jiang Yi went all out, he gritted his teeth and asked, "Are you gay...?"

Jin Rong was silent.His smile still hung on his face, but he lost a little bit of his spirit, and thus transformed into a contemptuous smile.It seems that when they were not familiar, Jin Rong would always have such a disdainful smile.

"Ah, I'm sorry." Jiang Yi hesitated, "I recently..."

"Yes." Jin Rong admitted, "I like men."

Fortunately, Jiang Yi had already avoided his eyes before he spoke, otherwise, he really didn't know what kind of reaction he should make.Out of the corner of his eye, he could catch a glimpse of Jin Rong's smile, which was still a smirk, obviously not an indifferent expression, but extremely cold.

"I didn't mean to discriminate against you..." Jiang Yi explained, "I just feel very surprised."

"What's the surprise?"

"No surprises."

Jiang Yi felt that a person like Jin Rong seemed to have no idea what it would be like for him to fall in love with a girl.Don't think about it now, Jin Rong likes men.

"That box of chocolates..."

Jin Rong said lightly: "I don't like it as a gift from a girl."

Jiang Yi scratched his head, not knowing what to say.

"If you can't accept it, we don't have to be friends." Jin Rong said, "If you feel troubled by being friends with me, you don't have to accompany me to and from school anymore."

"No trouble!" Jiang Yi said immediately, "I don't feel troubled." He also wanted to say, in fact, I think you are quite good, but it is hard to say it.

"We are friends. Between friends, we don't care about sexual orientation." Jiang Yi scratched his head, the more he talked, the more chaotic he became, and he simply stopped talking.

"Actually, you don't have to force it. I didn't make friends with people before because whenever they knew my sexual orientation, they would immediately avoid it. If you didn't ask me, I might never tell you. I don't want to It makes you feel in danger, that's all."

Jiang Yi glanced at the cashier in the distance, and felt that this place was really not the place to talk about this matter, so he dragged Jin Rong out to talk.It is now 08:30, the night breeze is slightly cool, and the heat of the day can no longer be felt.Jiang Yi tugged Jin Rong's school uniform sleeves, away from the convenience store and all the crowd, and walked to the bench of the vending machine.

He and Jin Rong sat side by side, with a few punches between them, subconsciously farther apart than before.

"I really don't care about your orientation, don't worry."

Jin Rong was a little lonely, and he said to Jiang Yi: "I only have one friend like you. If you really care and don't want to play with me, it doesn't matter." He put his posture to the lowest and trembled when he spoke. It seems like I'm going to cry anytime.

Jiang Yi has never seen others like this: "I really don't care! Don't be unhappy."

"I'm not unhappy." But when Jin Rong looked at him, his eyes were already red, "I just thought of my past. When I was in junior high school, they knew I liked men, so they bullied me. It's hard to get through For three years, I was afraid of repeating the same mistakes in high school, so I dared not reveal these things to others. So when you first approached me, I said 'don't mess with me'... I think there is nothing wrong with liking the same sex Bar?"

"That's right!" Jiang Yi replied decisively, "How could there be a mistake?"

"But why are they still bullying me? I can't figure it out all the time, so I dare not speak...nor tell others..." Jin Rong was so wronged that he could shed tears anytime, anywhere.Jiang Yi also seemed to be wrapped in a soft thing. He comforted the fragile little person in front of him, opened his arms and said, "If you are sad, I can hug you."

Jin Rong looked at him with tears in his eyes: "Really?"

"Really, be good."

Jin Rong threw himself into his arms.

Jiang Yi hugged him like he was holding a doll, and felt that the person in his arms was too soft.His hair poked his cheek, which was soft; his body was soft, like cotton candy.Jin Rong has a pleasant faint fragrance, which can be smelled casually, but once he smells it deliberately, he can't catch it.

Jiang Yi felt Jin Rong's trembling. He was so weak that he was no different from a weak little dog that was drenched in the rain on the side of the road.He hugged himself tightly, and clasped his shoulders with his backhand. The top was warm, and it became hot after a long time.

"It's great to have you here, Jiang Yi." Jin Rong said tremblingly, "Meeting you is my greatest, greatest and greatest luck."

Jiang Yi caressed his back, from the nape of the neck to the tailbone.It seemed that he fell into the bottom of the sea from a high place, and the waves swept in. He was trapped in such a gentle situation, and he couldn't get away.

Even breathing is disturbed.

The author says:

In fact, no one bullied Rong Rong, it was all made up by Rong Rong